clinging and movin on.

No sch on fri and mon. It's the short break after CTs. Feeling so drained now...bleah. haven been online much. doesnt seem like there's much to do online nowadays. not that there's much to do in 3-D space anyway. ha. BORING!

Mugging sucks. There are so many other things that i wanna do, some of which mugging is a prerequisite. the irony of it. someone invent time pls!!!!

Back from Lumut 2 days already. wasnt as bad as i expected; no 10 day camp in the wilderness. and there's bits and pieces of cilivisation here and there. Everything was fine, really, save for the leeches on gunung bubu. bleah hate them. Some things i never knew i could do, like kayaking for the whole day, 3 days on end on the open sea. All you could see was water and pieces of rock that never seemed to move. Bubu was slightly easier but i didnt like it more cos of the stupid leeches! oh well. at least base camp at OBM Lumut was pleasant. Neat rooms with showering facilities. and a dining hall to boot. No one to yell at you, jus you and the other 19 and lots of personal time. Wouldnt mind staying for a few more days. Abruptly thrown back into reality.

CIA JTS yesterday was not bad at all, jus that we couldnt stay longer and interact more with the juniors. They were quite nice to bbq everything for us and do all the work. haha. and very nice photoframes too. thx 38th CIA!

Im reaching that pt in life where once again i cant decide where to go. There are just too many factors to consider: course of study, place of study, financial support, professions, NS, scholarships?, LIFE!. what a chore. i wish i could be past all this and the agony of decision-making not bother me anymore. get on with life-for now, that is to mug(that's life?)!

Grp 8 STJ at michelle's house. They actually planned a surprise for me im so touched.ooooo. lionel(hey man), michelle, su, candace, soonkit. Group 8 seniors rock. They bluffed me la. almost bought 5 packs of spaghetti. luckily i didnt. But it was my first time purchasing alcohol. yay. haha. Unfortunately only 3 juniors came; so wasted. Couldnt finish the fruits and fondue(so we could have the fruits for breakfast), and the cake was so nice and "jelared". haha. and unfortunately only soonkit and i stayed over. bitched until 0530(it's not YOUR prerogative), lousy soonkit knocked out earlier than michelle and i. haha i think mrs yeoh got a shock of her life when there's only 2 guys staying over. mich's dad took us to serangoon to have porridge at 2 am. haha kiam chye! my favourite porridge dish. very fun la. hw many times can u actually stay up whole night and bitch abt everything under the sun? not enough ppl though. and it's nearing As. wont have such chances anytime soon. im rather glad for elects' camp to know more ppl better, esp seniors. Gp 8 wil have your turn, jus wait. seems like it's more of a senior's thing than elects' camp hehe.

37th.