clinging and movin on.

All the bookouts are merely time for us to wash our clothes. There's not even enough time to wait for them to dry! ARGH!!

The field camp was qutie a bit better than i expected. other than the rain and mud and cold, everything else seemed quite ok. It was nonetheless, physically demanding and mentally stressful but i guess i worried too much before that. haha. and the rations were not THAT bad wad. really surprised me to see how ppl can still be choosy abt food in adverse conditions. think abt ppl in africa. sleeping out field is quite interesting actually, save the aches and pains in the morning. cos it's rather cooling at night and everthing else is cast in slivers of moonlight. not exactly beautiful but ethereal maybe. well, bottom line is, i survived!! :D

less than 24 hrs left to book in. so many things to do, so little time. i need more time, sir!

It's the day before book in again. It's that time when u wished u had more time with ur family and friends, more time to walk on the streets freely and more time to watch TV. More time to do everything. Perhaps brandon was rite. The longer we stay out, the heavier the withdrawal symptoms. Suddenly, everything doesnt seem as bad as it was anymore. I'd rather do anything outside than inside, where the amount of freedom is PEANUTS. and straight into field camp. all the horror stories are going to come true. and my interview is smack in the middle of field camp. i'd be so tired that i cant think straight and they want me there. OMG. life SUX. i wont take anything for granted again. Can the SGTs not be so paranoid and think that we are taking advantage of their kindness? We are never what they think we are. why mus everything be so bleak???