clinging and movin on.

Finally had ONE day of leave today, but still, it was blemished with calls from the office, ranging from PTEs to CSM to OC. how positively irritating, especially when i had to deal with things that i had no interest whatsoever in dealing. It's about time people stop taking us for granted. FYI stop waltzing into the office and expect me to wave away all your troubles or produce something out of thin air. and i cannot possibly come up with with names at the last moment 1-2 hrs before sleeping time, when u have a test to conduct the very next day. stupid me will just do without complains and in the end i am the one who suffers. haiz why is all this happening? is it purely a lack of priorities and poor time management or am i being abused? im really burnt beyond recognition. i need a life and need to learn to be "no-can-do". i dunnoe perhaps next time i should set deadlines. so busy everyday until i barely have time for my platoon and PC is making noise that we are being too soft on them. we shall we by this wk...hehe. not that being unable to concentrate on matters outside the armoury makes life any easier for us. and my platoon has SO many lazy bums it's really difficult to ensure that instructions are carried out. perhaps PC is rite. better not blog too much abt NS or i'll be defying CRO / BRO.

meeting up with amos today was very enjoyable. reminded me of, in retrospect, good old times in JC. i miss alot of people but somehow, work and time just causes that longing to fade eh? jaded and fatigued maybe... he witnessed firsthand how i am irritated by my unit life. sorry that he had to witness that. somehow blemised our little rendezvous haha. and lunch with wx ps and matt was pretty gd, albeit a little expensive. the pork was good and the veggies and mushrooms were nice! how did they every know of such a place beats me, really. but i really relished the leave today. no more leave or wadsoever till god knows when. hmm and training is really high key over the next 2 mths. better not go into details. ask me if u must.