The way i feel when i looked at you

Hi, been a tad too busy these few days. Busy shopping :O Went for this camp meeting today& aftermath Orchard(eew) with Jo then met TSL& CSJ. The reason why i ‘eew’ is because like everyday i go to orchard, Orchard point(??), Cine, Paragon, Wisma, Taka, Ions, continuously you gedddit?

I spent approximately $600 for just this week, im gonna get hack into pieces soon, by my mom. Fuck, save me? I’m nearly bankrupt& am going out EVERYDAY. How the fuck can i survive? I mean, like seriously movies= shopping= eat outside= money depleting= bankrupcy. Eh walaooooooooooo, work? No? Work? No? Work? NO! Momster doesnt allows me to, sigh.

EH WHAT THE FUCK, I CHANGED SO RIDICULOUSLY MUCH BECAUSE OF CSJ! KISS MY IMAGINARY NON-EXISTENT B@LLS LEH, MENTOR. Omggggggggggggggggggg @.@

How much i’ve changed, i guess you didnt see it :O CSJ said ”

Tmr’s prom& i dont think im excited :S I dont know why, i would rather just spend my day per normal with the usuals, movie slack chitchat all the boliao stuffs. I was excited though, key word, WAS. Hopefully tmr’s not going to be a disappointment. After prommm, supper with my clique!

Ok, my schedule, busy to the max. 21st, BBQ stayover@ BFFL’s. 22nd, sleep whole day at home. 23rd, camp! 24th, camp! 25th, sleep whole day again! Then the ressst, probably just go out? ^^ Swimming :O

OI BFFL, ZOO LEH?

Oh, bffl& csj are like OH SOOOOOOOOO SWEEEEEEEEET (In a super high pitch eew voice)

My main motive is to take thousands of pictures during this holiday @.@

Oh yah oh yah, for the game, im one of the station master for night walk, but somehow sucks. WHY? IM SUPPOSED TO BRING PEOPLE INTO THE TOILET& ***************** What the shit. Ok nevermind.

Ok, very bored now. Shall laze in bed till 12, then sleep.

Bye sweeeeethearts 😀

Its such a beautiful thing

to be trusted& to trust,

to love& to be loved.

Im in awe of the world.

Hi, yes, not active, very :S I decided to end this post with just five sentences, but well, shall just continue. I asked that hon of mine to buy the dress for me, but i doubt its going to arrive on time, soooo well forget it. Saw this dress over at Mango, was it in Ions? Yes, ions. But the size’s too big -.- Vivo, to check it out, too big also. Omg, this is disastrous because i bought nutsss 😦 How many days till prom? 5days! Everybody’s nearly done, all except for yours truly. Sighsighsigh. Nevermind, shall go shopping again soon.

Its stupid to see people searching on google ” ho shimin” to find my blog -.- &There’s like four people who did that. What the hell @.@

&Im lazy to reply comments! Sorrrrrrrrrrry 😀

Someone told me i love to smile to myself, really? :O I do?

Days since i last saw baby.

Tell me, am i stupid?

She said here, here& here. She pointed to her heart, mind& ears.

That is, if you understand.

HSM’S BACCCCCK!

*FIREWORKSSS SPARKLES EVERYTHING*

Hiiiiiiiii :B x 10000000000000000. I betchaaaa missssing me a g.r.e.a.t looot 😀 Im doing my job as a blogger now, so you guys ought to do YOUR job to continue READING my blogpost, thoooough the ones whose probably following my blog is BABY NG(—tan!!!—), CSJ, CJ, ASQ& Co. Nevermindnevermind :S Os’ finishing soon, two more papers, but HUH WHATEVER!!! I dont think i careeee, nobody does actually. The playing mode thingy is switched on in everybody! So yeeees, played ytd, played today& still gonna play tmr! Tmr’s momster’s birthday! Lunch at Vivo, follow by shopping which i think is the second best therapy for HSM. What’s the first then? :O 11 people going, baby’s not going 😦

A busy girl i am, my schedule fully booked! I need to shop for a dress, a shoe& a new bag 😀 Gonna go for nailcare on 18nov, camp on 23/24 nov(i think), mahjong camp(!!), zoooooo with my clique(bffl wna go), Wedding dinner on the 28 or something, Indonesia(i want go leh!)& of course, majority of my time spent with my stupid boy.

I think after camp, lots more thing’s coming up. Like gathering with my PPS matesss, Mrs Yeo!?, 6/2! ^^ Every year, for sure we’ll meeeet :B Gonna ask LXH out also, together with my dumb boy, so i’ll feeel veeeeerrry lucky, satisfied, happy everything. Whyyyy? IMAGINEEE YOU’VE BOTH YOUR BOYF& GIRLF BY YOUR SIDE! SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING!!!!

&A visit to the dermatologist because my skin’s failing me, im upset to see the condition of my skin. Pimples, blackheads, worst rashes, itch like nobody’s business. Tried to prevent myself from scratching but to no avail, i kept scratching, more& more scarssss, ugly leg 😦

I’ve been eating nonstop this few days, esp Royce chocolate. I bought two boxes home, coincidentally my godmummy bought some also! So im munching on all the chocolate& Macaron from Bakerzin! Pistachio sucks 😦 Yuzu also! Chocolate& coffeeeee, not baddd.

k, this should be enough. Pictures? Soon. Never take any pictures during this period, my cam’s lack of picture. Oh yes, i’ve been playing this really retarded zombie game this few days. I doubt you guys want to play, except TWW! &Im gonna watch my TW LJF soon, 300 odds episode. :D:D:D:D:D:D Im gonna watch one piece, naruto. (OH SHIT, GASPED IN HORRRRRRROR, I FORGOT TO WATCH NARUTO FOR WEEKS!!!!), conan!! Many many more!! ^^

For just today, four people commented that i look secondary one, well done. Despite being a sec4 with SO MANY PIMPLES, i still secondary one. Not bad hsm.

K now, something miscellaneous.

You are every reason, every hope and every dream that I’ve ever had an no matter what happens in the future, everyday spent with you was the best day of my life
-The Notebook

I know I don’t tell you nearly enough that I couldn’t live one day without your love. No matter where my reckless soul takes me, baby, you save me
-Kenny Chesney

Unless its mad, passionate, extraordinary love, it’s a waste of your time. There are too many mediocre things in life. Love shouldn’t be one of them
-Dream for an insomniac

A wise girl listens, but doesn’t believe.
Kisses, but doesn’t fall in love.
And leaves before she is left.
– Marilyn Monroe

I AM NOT WISE MEH??? Omgggggg. I believe jnyk, i kiss jnyk but still fell in love with him& am still loving him ALOT. Another thing is, i dont wna leave him :O

Hi J♥, I’ll neverrrrr give you away, NOT EVEN THE LAST! Hahahah, stupid boy!! Rememmmmber?!

29October? :O SIX MONTHS, 6 MONTHS, SIXXXXMONTHS WITH JNYK! My stupid xiangxiang @.@

HAPPY SIXMONTHSARRRY!!

&Because of him, im gonnnaaa blog now ^^ English, Maths paper down. Having Amaths today.

Hi baby,

im not your first, your last or your only one, but i hope im your fav. You might have cared for another girl before& probably will again, but i hope im the girl you care for the most. You’re not perfect, im not either, but you’re the CLOSEST thing i find to be perfect. You can make me laugh anytime, anywhere& i gave you the most i can. You might not be thinking of me every second of every day(because of FIFA!!!), but i know im in your heart, always. I smile whenever im with you, i frown whenever we quarrel.I feel extremely vulnerable when shitz happened, but things always came out right. Quarrels’re part& parcel of a r/s, i understand but i dont like! You’ll never know how much pride i hold in my heart about who you’re& things you do. &Please dont feel invisible, because your presence really makes a difference. Glad am i, to have you by my side when all nonsense happened, you stayed by me, everytime, without fail. Apologies if i make you upset every single time, sorry. But nevertheless, even though im not your first, im going to be the most memorable part of your life. Happy sixth monthsary baby, i love you.

Sweet obessssion

Stop behaving like a god damn pussy, everything you’re doing are not going to make things better, accept the fact.

Im the girl you ex dislike, your mother’ll love& the girl you’ll want to be with forever.

I like the fact that you talk incessantly. I got a thing for assholes who tell good stories.

Dont waste your time on someone who dont make you feel alive.

Im afraid you’re going to realise you dont need me anymore& afraid is just an understatement.

Sometime, smiling doesn’t mean happiness at all. Maybe it’s just a way of saying, “I can manage.”
But sometimes, smiling is just a way of saying, “I’m tired of crying.”

Only hoes talk shit, bitches speak their mind.

I want to tell you, my head is filled with things to say. When you’re here, all those words, they seem to slip away.

I wanted all things to seem to make some sense, so we could all be happy. Yes, instead of tense. I made up lies, so they all fit nice& i made this sad world a paradise.

Everytime she laughs, she hopes he’s watching, not because she wants him to see her happy, but maybe just maybe because he’ll probably fall for her smile, like how she fell in love with his.

Clean up your act, your story’s getting dusty, wash your mouth out please, your lies’re getting rusty. So rusty it stinks, sorry but do you need a listerine?

Yah, i am VERY bored, so bored till i started typing nonsense. LOL, byebye. How many more days to Os? Count& panic assholes.

Omgggg, im so bored, i decided to blog today. For the past few days, im sad to say this, i didnt really studied. All i do everyday is, SLEEP. &I mean really sleep& watch one piece. What the fuck -________- Study break is like holiday to me, wtfffff, thats so not the attitude im supposed to have. How many more days to Os? I lost count& dont even bother, omggg. But tmr, im gonna study. I know, for countless time i’ve been repeating this same O’ line, but mark my words this time round, at least 5hrs of revision tmr, or else, i’ll have no entertainment time. &To show that i really mean it, i’ll ask my brother to change my computer password, although it may be useless(because i’ll force him to give the pw to me when i really NEED to use). I dont know how i dont understand how some people can actually has the self discipline to study for like 10hours giving themselves 2hrs break for lunch/dinner& bath. I DONT UNDERSTAND, but i admire them. They’re so persistent, they’re so hardworking, they’re so (everythingpositive) to the extent we all’ve to clap for them. Its like wtf, i wish i have half the qualities they possessed, not. :S Not really lah, hahaha. I should stop this Os crap.

Last day of school? Ended up in the counsellor’s room, cool much? Quite cool.

Hi deformed, a leopard never changes its spot yeah? You should TOTALLY drop dead, die straight away& hopefully in front of me, so i can actually step& stomp on your iraqywar- face. I swear on my own name that you’ll definitely get what you deserved sooner or later. What goes around comes around, by then, what you actually did will fuck you hard enough, hopefully by then you’ll feel a tinyweeny bit of remorse.

LGL, if you ever read this, RECOVER SOON. I just heard bout your operation thing :S

I didnt get the chance to meet baby these three days& im missing him badly 😦 I want to see him ASAP& i mean ASAP!!! He’s out playing soccer now -.-

Yawns, i feel like going to sleep now, z. I just woke up at 9+ though, its like 10.31pm now. I should really just die.

Byeeeeeeeeeeee, shall blog again!!

J♥, sometimes the most ordinary things could be made extraordinary simply by doing them with the right people, agreeee?

Hi asshole, does being a DEFORMED gives you an excuse to accuse me TWO times? (: Answer me, darlin’, should i actually apologise because i gave you opportunities to accuse me? (: Thanks god im involved, my last two days in CVSS is probably going to be a blast! Bombaaaa, straight in your face!!!!! ^^

Whats the thing that can make HSM blog? :O I mean im like so retardably lazy this few days& all. I probably wont blog until Os over, cause well, same O’ lineeee, I AM LAZY!!! ^^

Soooo today’s my FIFTH month with my dumb baby!

HAPPY FIVE MONTHSARY WORM!

I love you, you know i love you so much dont you? I’ll cherish you, i’ll cherish us, i’ll cherish all that i’ve. Five months down the road, you’d been reaaaally really nice& sweet to me, you’d been tolerating all my nonsense, you’d been giving in all the time. I appreciate that. Though at times you were TOO sensitive, but nevermind, i love you despite all your flaws. Like i said, its what makes you valuable, you, your plus points together with your flaws.  The best, i’ve the best, whats more can i ask for? Im glad youuu’re mine, im glad you never gave up(despite all shitz that happened).

I think the cutest thing a guy can ever do to a girl is simply teasing her, when she’s pouting/turns her back , he simply hugs her& tell her ” i still love you even when you’re angry”. You did it, my cute baby :B

THANKS ALL FOR THE BIRTHDAY WISHES! 😀

Omgggz, this post is probably too late! :S Like one week after my birthday! I’ll post some pictures days later, probably tmr :S Although theres high chances i’ll post nothing :O

So yes, thank you

BABY- First to wish me& sing song to me! :B

Family- Eat lah duh& ka-ching!! ^^

Amanda- First to wish me! Wish me two times also!

JK, HHJ, TSL, CSJ!

ASQ, JR, JD- For no reasons, oh assholes 😀

SMZ, Terrence, MomsterY, Derrick, Leonard, Ashley, Nelson

Patricia, Shihui, Angela, Shanling, Ivan, Stephy, Celest

Larryliew, LXH(for forgetting to wish me!!!!!)

Melvielle, Barnaaabas, Benjaaamin

LGL, LKJ

Cecil, Wanwen, Shermaine, Qiuling, Charmaine, Soojianhao(!!), Shawn

HY, Jiamin, Pan.leo, R, Happy Desiree, O, Marcus, Eray, Alvis, girl, Faiz, passer, Vanessa,  Ilona, CJ, Xueting, Olivero, Weishen, Jinjie, Maxmaster, Kelvin(Lau&Yeo), Aaron, Joycelyn, Angel, Hweewen, Lester(Er& koh), Haoyi(neighbour), Haoyee, Jiahui.

&the rest, i cant remember! :O

Sorrrrrrrrrrry, but still thank you! 😀

Baby, thanks for the cake, i love you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

in 22mins time! ^^