Love what you do, do what you lovE!

Love is patient, Love is kind,
It does not envy, it does not boast,
It is not proud, It is not rude,
It is not self-seeking,
It is not easily angered,
It keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil,
but rejoices with the truth.
Love always protects, always trusts,
always hopes, always perseveres.

Love bears all things, believes all things,
hopes all things, endures all things.

Love never ends.
Love never fails.

Corinthians 13 : 4 - 8

` Su-ee
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` 23
` XPS/SNGS/VJC/NTU
` Woman of little words
` Split Personality
` Passive
` Stoner
` In the process of self-discovery
` Only reactive to sodium
` Love what you do, do what you love
` In every challenge lies an opportunity
` Life's not about making the best choice (cos we never know if we would), but rather making the best out of whatever choice we make

Sunday, November 30, 2003

oh great. my mother is so against vj.

she talked abt committing suicide, backstabbing, being vain, bad reputation and what have you. and she was asking if it was possible to transfer to the second choice sch if u got into your first choice. @_@ what's the point of saying all these when i've already chosen my school? she should have told me earlier.

now she is making me feel like i have made a wrong decision. i hate this shit.

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Saturday, November 29, 2003

Don't Cry Because it's Over. Smile Because it Happened.
grad was fun. no, i didn't feel sad. maybe there was a sense of lost, but it wasn't exactly sadness. nostalgia maybe. started the day off my going late to the saloon. two sandras went to straighten their hair. i went there and sat down for very very long and still dunno what to do with my hair... in the end the person washed and blow, and use sth to clip patterns on my hair. then we ran here and there, bought lunch and went sandra tang's house. then we changed, put on make up, and sandra's dad fetch us to the hotel. we were super early, so we rotted at the lobby for a while, started taking photos. yup. then had to rehearse the walking in part. we got "banished" down the spiral stairs. walked up and down till my feet hurt. then rehearse the award ceremony. then we took more photos, rotted and the dinner finally begain at 7.05pm or sth. yup. ate, watched the performances, went up stage and down again. listen to quite interesting speeches, ate somemore. then we sang and dance. everyone was dancing. felt great! then we had the candle lighting ceremony. i like the wine glass. :) then the dinner ended. of course we took more photos. and then i finally left. my legs were breaking. took the nel home. took silly photos on the train. hehe. came home, view the photos and started experimenting different hairstyles on my sis's hair. haha.

yesterday went to wenxun's house for class party. watched holland v there. hehe. then went to eat.... ate lots of satay! yup. took my testimonial. it was kind of similar to the one that we wrote in class... and mine had a typo error. later took photos. brought my lousy camera but didn't use it at all. then ended up being very lame. the sushi and prawn joke. haha.... had a laughing fit. went home at ten plus. reached home a little after 11.

think i will miss everyone. we are the lamest! ;)

oh yar, i came home and gobbled down all the icecream left in the box. haha.... but i exercised today!!!! what an improvement! skipped 200 times. not continuously though. hope the neighbour downstairs didn't feel the earthquake.

uploading the Photos! is taking a terribly long time!!!

Souriez Parce Que Vous L'avez Eu

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Friday, November 28, 2003

Taking A Wrong Path Isn't A Dead End, It Is Just The Longer Road To Destination.

i've been rather busy this week. keep reaching home after midnight for the past 2 days.

on wed, i went to watch Star Runner premier. and guess what? Vanness was there!!!!!!! was like, so shocked! initially, i saw lots of fans, wearing the fan club tee, holding banners.... i was like, erm, so kua zhang for what? then later ling zhi came in. then vanness and the female lead came in. so angry that i didn't have a camera with me!!! it was kind of dark. couldn't see his face that clearly. but i still want to take photo!!!! sigh. anyway the fans had so much reaction.... kind of funny... makes the whole movie interesting. and the movie was quite funny lah. and the ending was so irritating. it's those no ending show. dumb. the show ended quite late. ended up catching the last lrt train.

yest was grad. shall not blog abt it now. no time. shall talk abt it tmr.

oh yar, and i chose the jc already. stuck there for 45 min, still couldn't bear to press the submit button. hope i won't regret my choice.

tata.

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Tuesday, November 25, 2003

it's V or N.

i drew lots just now. result?? Vj.

highly probable that i will put it as my first choice now.

Artistic

You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be
poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and
creativity, and usually are highly intelligent.
Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet
also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.

What Type of Soul Do You Have ?
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vamp

You are Form 9, Vampire: The Undying.
"And The Vampire was all that remained on
the blood drowned creation. She attempted to
regrow life from the dead. But as she was
about to give the breath of life, she was consumed
in the flame of The Phoenix and the cycle began again."
Some examples of the Vampire Form are Hades (Greek)
and Isis (Egyptian). The Vampire is associated with the concept of
death, the number 9, and the element of fire. Her sign is the eclipsed moon.
As a member of Form 9, you are a very realistic
individual. You may be a little idealistic,
but you are very grounded and down to earth.
You realize that not everything lasts, but you
savor every minute of the good times. While
you may sometimes find yourself lonely, you
have strong ties with people that will never be
broken. Vampires are the best friends to have
because they are sensible.

Which Mythological Form Are You?
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mold

You are my Moldy Oranges!

Which object in my refrigerator are you?
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GIRLY GIRL - Clever Kitty

A GIRLY-GIRL. You dont have a lot of self-esteem
and people are always bringing you down for
being sad. What do they know, anyway? You feel
like youre too mature for your age and are
frustrated by the trend-followers who refuse to
accept you because youre not like them.
Your virtues: Intelligence, understanding nature, modesty.
Your flaws: Lack of social life, inferiority
complex, timidity.

What kind of girl are you?
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Nothing's Perfect.
hmm... woke up damn late today. 12pm.... haven't woke up this late in a very very long time.

i think i am going to have that I-am-very-bored-and-dun-want-to-do-anything feeling again. always happens during the hols.

went school yesterday. got report book and lots of other stuff. only have 3 days to choose the schs. better make up my mind fast. shall write my list of pros and cons today. can some one help me choose instead? cause i really dunno. and i ended up not letting sushilla check my gown.... assuming that it is acceptable. hehe... saw other ppl with the white version of my gown, so i should be safe?

came home and wore my gown to make sure that i can fit in. think it's getting tight. can see my tummy. and i look kind of fat... heh. whatever. plus, ice cream awaits me in the fridge! trying very hard to 忍.

going to watch Star Runner aka 少年阿虎 premiere on wed. my uncle had free tickets. :)

dadalala

just realise that i forgot to watch wxyl. haiz.

off to eat lunch. look at the time!

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Sunday, November 23, 2003

Your future depends on many things, but mostly on you.
i've been out for the past two days. tired.

fri. went out to help wenxun and wacky find their grad dress. walked around bishan, then orchard. wenxun finally bought her stuff. haha. congrats. and they were highly effecient lah. so got everything in three hours??? then rotted around. walked here and there. decided to buy some b'day presents... and the bits and pieces ppl got both sandras very mad. hehe. manage to buy presents. reached home at around six.

sat. got to go to the metro prom workshop on behalf of my sis's friends. it was at paragon. taught fashion and makeup tips, althought i feel that i didn't learn anything much. decided that my body shape was ruler. then there was this hands on section. got to do make up for a person in the grp. was sitting with 2 other tkgs ppl. drew lots and my sis ended up being the model. haha.... had trouble finding clothes. thenlater we were all trying to smear makeup on her. hehe.... all inexperienced. but it didn't look that bad from afar. yup. then walked around orchard again after the workshop. and went bits and pieces (again) and bought earrings.

today. went to amk grassroot club. watch my younger sis's sch's graduation cum year end concert. realised how innocent little kids can be. got quite sian. was busy taking photos though no photography was allowed. then went to have the refreshments. then went home.

tmr have to go school. probably for the last time in this year. grad rehearsal. check clothes. sian.

anyway, got news that my pri school classmates are organising a chalet at downtown east fr 21-23 dec. $15 each. hmm... dunno how am i suppose to react. just dunno why, the guys seems very enthusiastic in gatherings. they have been actively trying to get everyone together for the past three years. and time and again i managed to escape the gatherings. this time, maybe i should just force myself to go and see what happens and how much everyone have changed. after all, i might meet some of them next year. but i'm not staying over.

random thoughts and feelings: nostalgic. sian. time flies. really. whatever will be will be. the future's not ours to see. cherish what you have. sad to say, human beings will always cherish things after they lose it. lots of what ifs. wish i could view things in different light.

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Cb major - life is full of complecations,
commitments and organisation. You love to make
sure everything is just perfect, but sometimes
this can cause you to fall over your own feet.
A slightly unsociable key: why Cb major when
you could be the identical Bmajor? It has less
accidentals.

what key signature are you?
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this is so very accurate.

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Thursday, November 20, 2003

the study room is in an utter mess now. maybe not really utter. it's alot better than it was this morning. i've been packing my cupboard and table. my sister came home and described the scene as an earthquake. heh. sounds bad. anyway, all my worksheets fill one big box. no. more like they are overflowing. and my books. i think a landslide is going to happen soon. there are more stuff in the storeroom!!!!! bad. how am i suppose to clear them?

i am currently addicted to the sims already, although it can get quite sian at times cause i have no money. (i refuse to cheat) i played the sims till 2.30am last night. not bad huh. haven't stayed till 2am in the morning for a very long time.

i think i'm going out on sat. going to some makeover thingy that my sis's friends won but were unable to attend. so fun... haha...

gtg watch tv. :)

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Tuesday, November 18, 2003

oohh. tired tired. sleepy sleepy.

manage to churn out this simple layout in a few hours. still got some stuff to touch up. and i'm starting to love orange. :) it's such a nice colour.

looking at my list of things to do, it seems overwhelming. like i am overly deprived or sth.

anyway, i went kfc today with 2 sandras. and went library. i must morph myself into a bookworm!!!! my eng is bad. better rescue it asap.

oolalala.

nights world.

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To have no errors would be life without meaning, no struggle, no joy.
yahoo!!!!!!! yippieeeee!!!!!!!!!! wooohhhhoooo!!!!!!!

it's all over. the Os are over. the end. tata. bye bye. 再见. sayonara. au revoir. Auf Wiedersehen.

:)

time to play!!!! :)

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Sunday, November 16, 2003

i can't use IE!!! sob sob. other than that, i am feeling quite happy today. :)

nth much to say. just waiting.

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Friday, November 14, 2003

I survived you.

Glucose

You are glucose. People feed off of you. You are
sweet, caring, and a source of energy for
everyone around you. You can inspire others
with your creativity and depth, and you can
keep people alive when in times of famine.
People love you...or at least the way you
taste.
Which Biological Molecule Are You?
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it's almost over. 2 more to go. just 2.

chem today was ok. at least i knew what i was writing. guess through what i don't know how to do and just crapped out sth.

i simply can't wait to relax, play the sims, sit at home and watch tv, glue my butt to the sofa and my eyes to the tv. and dump all my books and worksheets!!! i am so looking forward to that day!!!

i shoud psyco myself to study hard for the last two papers. it's the last 2 so i ought to do my best. but it's like, i am feeling so lazy. and i can't be bothered anymore, cause the rest is like, over and cannot be saved.

well, whatever.

i shall finally be of ordinary level after taking this exam.

time to catch up on some sleep!

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Tuesday, November 11, 2003

Don't look where you fall, but where you slipped.
today was one of the worst papers. physics. horrid. yeah, that's the word. and i can't forgive myself, not for not knowing how to do the paper, but for making stupid careless mistakes. like, taking t=p/e when it's suppose to be t=e/p. and i knew that it was the other way round. but i didn't change my answer. and for another qn, i changed my wrong answer to the correct one, and changed it back to the wrong one at the very last minute. how dumb is that. can't stand it. i mean, if i seriously don't know how to do the qn, then it's fine. i won't harp on it. but wasting so many marks like that, it pains me.

chemistry is up next. i better be up to it. i am suppose to learn from my mistakes.

i really can't wait for everything to end. it's too tiring. i am like, half dead. a lifeless body, doing what she ought to do, but in actual fact not doing anything productive. life should not revolve about exams. and i can't wait to clear my table and my cupboard. dun want to see those text books ever again.

and my parents seems to think that studying is easy. pui.

The story about the tiny frogs.
Life's lesson No. 1

There once was a bunch of tiny frogs who arranged a running competition. The goal was to reach the top of a very high tower.
A big crowd had gathered around the tower to see the race and cheer on the contestants. The race began...
Honestly: No one in the crowd really believed that the tiny frogs would reach the top of the tower.
You heard statements such as: "Oh, WAY too difficult!! They will NEVER make it to the top." or: "Not a chance that they will succeed. The tower is too high!"
The tiny frogs began collapsing. One by one. Except for those who in a fresh tempo were climbing higher and higher...
The crowd continued to yell "It is too difficult!!! No one will make it!"
More tiny frogs got tired and gave up... But ONE continued higher and higher and higher... This one wouldn't give up!
At the end everyone else had given up climbing the tower. Except for the one tiny frog who after a big effort was the only one who reached the top!
THEN all of the other tiny frogs naturally wanted to know how this one frog managed to do it?
A contestant asked the tiny frog how the one who succeeded had found the strength to reach the goal?
It turned out... That the winner was DEAF!!!!
The wisdom of this story is: Never listen to other people's tendencies to be negative or pessimistic, cause they take your most wonderful dreams and wishes away from you, the ones you have in your heart!
Always think of the power words have because everything you hear and read will affect your actions!
Therefore: ALWAYS be POSITIVE!
And above all: Be DEAF when people tell YOU that YOU can not fulfil YOUR dreams!
Always think: I can do this!

somhow, it's always easier said than done.

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Wednesday, November 05, 2003

Only with self-realisation comes improvement.
Things to do after the O'Level

1. Play The Sims
2. Make a new Layout
3. Clear my table and cupboard
4. Exercise (swim, jog, cycle)
5. Go Shopping
6. Play Minesweeper and break my high score
7. Read Harry Potter V
8. Go Library and become a bookworm
9. Write out the Pros and Cons of VJ and NJ and decide where to go
10. Watch LOTR III
11. Watch my Tapes
12. Listen to Clay Aiken
13. Give my Cousin Tuition?

who said that O'levels will be so much easier than the prelims??? so far most of the papers were bad. today was horrid. putting my stakes on all the papers from tmr on. hope things turn out better.

two more weeks!

HASH(0x83befc0)

September
Which month are you?
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You are an Amethyst. You are quiet and tend to be shy.
You don't like attention to be pointed towards you,
yet your beauty and uniqueness draw people to you.
What Jewel Are You?
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