Love what you do, do what you lovE!

Love is patient, Love is kind,
It does not envy, it does not boast,
It is not proud, It is not rude,
It is not self-seeking,
It is not easily angered,
It keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil,
but rejoices with the truth.
Love always protects, always trusts,
always hopes, always perseveres.

Love bears all things, believes all things,
hopes all things, endures all things.

Love never ends.
Love never fails.

Corinthians 13 : 4 - 8

` Su-ee
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` 23
` XPS/SNGS/VJC/NTU
` Woman of little words
` Split Personality
` Passive
` Stoner
` In the process of self-discovery
` Only reactive to sodium
` Love what you do, do what you love
` In every challenge lies an opportunity
` Life's not about making the best choice (cos we never know if we would), but rather making the best out of whatever choice we make

Friday, December 31, 2004

hoho. i forgot to mention that i got to watch the choir concert, whispers of the earth. its free. haha. cause i went to help them usher. i was sitting at the booth outside the pt with pari, in charge of selling tickets and giving out the programme booklet. at first i thought it's a not bad post you know, cause i get to sit down and just give out the booklet. then later i had to settle all the reserved tickets and stuff. woah. we were busy collecting money and recording the ticket numbers and blah blah. and i saw alot of conductors... thomas quek, that chong cheng guy, mrs lim or whats her name etc. not bad. all came to support nelson quey. anyway, i was still seated at that place, when all the usherers went into the pt to watch the concert. finally the teachers asked us if we wanted to watch. duh. so i think i watch 3/4 of the whole thing. there was this hongkong treble choir who sang jubilate deo and tomorrow, but i didn't get to hear it. sadded. and in the end, the sang for the beauty of the earth as the finale. wahaha. i sang that in pri school!!! it was just like, !!!! nv thought that i would hear it again. sometimes things come when you least expect it.

anw, before i went for ushering, i went to the metro warehouse sale... in the end i only bought a shirt. haha. well that's better than nothing. i want to buy new year clothes!!!!!!!!! it's the sale period la. the best time to buy stuff. but my mother is not doing anything.

i suddenly feel like, gg kbox or sth. haha.

i want to change layout. but that will be after physics repaper.

aiyah. physics in a few days. goodluck to me.

it's raining cats and dogs everyday.

my lil sister seems excited about gg to school. pri 1. i am wondering if she will cry or not... i think maybe not. but maybe she will if people all around her are crying. hahaha. i foresee lots of dramarama from her next year.

happy new year's eve! =)

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Wednesday, December 29, 2004

it's bad too sit on the fence for too long. it pokes your butt.

physics! sigh.

[geraldine]: hoho. it's not that fun actually la. eh where's the link to your guestbook? i can't find it.

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Sunday, December 26, 2004

i just came home from a dinner with my grandmother, 姑姑, cousin and uncle. i realise that i haven't seen them in a long while. quite long. very long. so long that when i sat down and stared at them, i saw how different they looked since i last saw them. here are some observations i made today. hurhur.

1. my grandmother has lost so much weight! i think she shrunk to half of what she was 10 years ago. she looked skinner than maybe, last new year or sth. you know, i started imagining if i would look like her when i become as old as her. liver spotted skin, (is that what it's called?) saggy skin, wrinkles and all.. beauty cannot be preserved.
2. my uncle and 姑姑 have aged. haha. yar. age is catching up, no doubt. those dark spots.. poor stomach/digestive system... you get the idea.
3. my cousin eats quite a lot. haha. but the champion is still my sister la. haha. but still. she's the only one who finished the whole plate of rice.
4. my uncle is a generous person. =) that meal was about $60. his treat. plus other stuff too.
5. my grandmother is er, reacting slower... like she can't catch what we say... well, age..
6. my 姑仗(?)... can't really comment much, but i feel he doesn't provide his family with basic needs. instead my cousin was carrying a billabong bag... when they don't have money to pay bills...
7. my 姑姑 and uncle seems to have a good sister-brother relationship. haha. among the rest.
8. my mother seems to be well known for her, erm, iron hand.

well, that's quite abit of family affair published. haha.

yar, and i went for jas's x'mas bbq... was erm... quite fei4, like i went there to eat a few mouthful of food... and paid $6 for it.. there was a section bbq and chalet at ecp. should have went for that instead lo... it's free somemore. feel quite cheated la. before the bbq went out with vanessa and jean. was ok i guess.

and xmas eve, i went to do cip at boonlay. woke up damn early. felt so tired. went to a childcare to help out for a christmas party of some sort. in the end the kids we very wild and violent to a certain extent. yes. i think it's all media influence. tsk tsk. didn't really like the teacher in charge. she was too fierce and mean to some people. i think i didn't really contributed much to the community. haha. then after that i went ikea and walked around. my first time there. haha. yar i'm sua gu la. then later went to my mother's friend's house for dinner. first time in my life i saw turkey, a leg of ham and a logcake laid on the table. haha. yar and first time i tasted them too. not bad. the dinner was ok... sth coincidental happened though.. one of the kids at the childcare center, shauna, happened to be my mother's friend's god daughter. haha. and sk and i thought she was pretty cute too. but she refused to talk to us.

this year i got a shirt, lip gloss and a braclet for christmas. plus 5 xmas cards and some smses.

wa what a long entry. time for more physics.

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i am feeling so frustrated. grrr. today is boxing day. no wonder i feel like boxing. somebody, something. anything.

what do you want me to do? i hate this.

asflhovmdfki134!@$$%^&()Hlbf

i feel like screaming.. since i'm studying circular motion, i kind of wish to ride on a roller coaster. i need thrill.

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MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! and happy boxing day too.

wasn't feeling great though. just feeling generally pissed, as if the whole world owed me a living. and doing physics makes me feel stupid, cause i cannot even do simple questions. sucks

too tired to blog about christmas parties and all. shall do it another day.

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Tuesday, December 21, 2004

"有时心胸放宽一点,很多事都会快乐一些些."

i suddenly wish for some adventure camp of some sort.

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i wonder how i arrived at this place, how things ended up this way. maybe it was suppose to be like that from the very beginning. just that i took a detour and walked round and round.

my attention span is freaking short. ggrrrr.

ate too many 汤圆. burp.

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Monday, December 20, 2004

the 2 koi fishes in the pond died. rip. luckily i am not a fish. i do not wish to be a fish, not when i'm trap in a small pond in some human's home. i'd rather swim in the big big ocean. reminds me of nemo.

i am drinking too much milk tea. tsk. now i'm too bloated to eat lunch.

coincidetally, the wrapper of the bubble tea that i bought was a picture of my horoscope. it wrote 坚强进取热情洋溢容易衡动. yup. hopefully i got the words right.

and thanks, i'm fine.

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the chem online lecture is sians... there's no lecture notes for online lectures. there's nth to refer to when i do my tutorial! i'm trying to listen as i pig on chocolates and suck on candy canes. candy canes are sooo sweet. i'll probably get diabetes after i finish eating it.

i'm doing everything else except the thing that i'm suppose to do- study for physics re. i'm dead.

i should change layout. i get sick of things quite easily you know.

i shall be anti-social today.

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Sunday, December 19, 2004

today's a badd day.

i got so fed up doing physics. despite reading my notes again and again, i realise that i still do not understand. thermodynamics. i still haven't learnt. anything, everything.

just want to sleep the day away. but i slpt too much already.

nssn was finally over. we did well, no major screw ups, good ticket sales. finally increased exponentially. everyone had fun.

haha. diona just sms me. heartened that someone still remembers me. i realised that i haven't finish writing the captions in my photo album for the goldcoast photos. i always get reminded of the trip whenever i hear chirstmas carols.

lalala.

i wanna go ikea to buy storage boxes and containers and what-have-you.

i am facing a financial crisis.

geraldine! can gimme ur password? ;)

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Thursday, December 16, 2004

hais. sadded. my whole class does not support band. like dunno how many people is going for the band concert only?!?!?!?!?! excuses excuses. tsk tsk.

i'm not a people person. i won't make a good sales person. my future boss should take note of that. hehe

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hais. i am such a poor girl.

so tired. abt band. abt my work. and eveything else.

i'm soooooo..... ok there's no word to describe me. frustrated.

maybe its one of those pms thingy.

whatever.

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Monday, December 13, 2004

You Are an Old Soul

You are an experience soul who appreciates tradition.
Mellow and wise, you like to be with others but also to be alone.
Down to earth, you are sensible and impatient.
A creature of habit, it takes you a while to warm up to new people.

You hate injustice, and you're very protective of family and friends
A bit demanding, you expect proper behavior from others.
Extremely independent you don't mind living or being alone.
But when you find love, you tend to want marriage right away.

Souls you are most compatible with: Warrior Soul and Visionary Soul
What Kind of Soul Are You?

Your Dominant Intelligence is Logical-Mathematical Intelligence

You are great at finding patterns and relationships between things.
Always curious about how things work, you love to set up experiments.
You need for the world to make sense - and are good at making sense of it.
You have a head for numbers and math ... and you can solve almost any logic puzzle.

You would make a great scientist, engineer, computer programmer, researcher, accountant, or mathematician.

What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

haha. how funny. my maths suck. but i do like to make sense out of things. and the first test, i say is accurate.

my thumb almost broke and my lips almost split during band prac today. :/

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Friday, December 10, 2004

ah!!! i am online looking at sneakers!!!

!!!

i should be doing sth else. like studying for my repaper.

i miss my scar-less knee. sob.

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aiyoh. i need a break. a breather. a holiday in a peaceful faraway land.

yesterday was belated sisterhood day. hohoho. my sister is always so amusing. haha. and we have a nice card momento! yay. too bad i am terribly broke. if not i would have spent frivolously. haha.

yes i am broke! help. care to donate to the suyi-is-broke fund? all donations are warmly welcomed and appreciated. =)

and i am free from my mother for 5 days or so. haha. she's at faraway vietnam.

my shoes are spoiling! i need new shoes! sudden interest in sneakers. ahh. but then again, my mother would probably be willing to only spend $20 on shoes. so i can't buy anything decent. eh.

aiyah. i'm itching.

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Wednesday, December 08, 2004

tired.

excess band now a days. too much of anything is not good you know.

i realise that i can do permutations but not combinations. ah. maybe i'm too tired to think.

i just realise that time is running out.

aiyah. feeling sian. going for retail therapy tmr. yays.

i realise that i didn't save any money at all this year. wow. oops.

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Sunday, December 05, 2004

okay, so wasbe is over. actually its not that bad.

the thirds are funny people, tze hui, han ming and michelle. i'm probably the worst player la. haha. played nonsense notes. poor hanming, listen to my nonsense playing for 4 whole days. so sorry. haha. anyway i enjoyed being amused by them. and mr prateep is one funny guy too! enjoyed his conducting. at least the hours passed quite quickly, as compared to school, somehow. funny way of speaking, funny jokes, and he keeps saying No Mercy! haha. although rehearsals and sectionals were long and my thumb almost broke, and my court shoes suck and travelling to NIE for 4 days is long and terrible, wasbe was still somewhat enjoyable, cause we were all so high at the concert. haha. it was a not bad experience la. and thanks for the flowers and cookies and notes and everything.

and, taufik won the sg idol. glad, but can't help feeling abit sorry for sly. he sings qt well too actually. but they will both release albums, so doesn't matter who win or lose.

now i must study physics! can't understand thermodynamics. bleh. and have more band practices. ahhhh. and i can't sell anymore NSSN tix. everyone is note free. sulks.

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