Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Happy Birthday!

It's the 30th of November today....Therefore, i would like to wish my brother, Iskandar, my friend Nadia J. and others like Illi a Happy and Fruitful Birthday....May all your wishes come true... No cake no present ok!...hehe...

Bloody ass...one of my neighbours stold my brother, Tajuddin, soccer boot. Mind you it's addidas and was given as a present from his friend...It was considered new... Someone stold it and use the gold permenent marker and paint it gold...It was silver at first...My brother complained that his boot was missing and presumably stollen few days ago...then, after a few day after it was missing, while coming back from an outing, he sawhis boot under OUR block one, beside the green rubbish bin and the other, inside the small drain...bloody arse....i have two culprit in my mind about who does it... This person who stole the boots must be pathethic man...If he couldn't afford one just tell my father lah...maybe he would buy a boot for you or give the old boot of which Din could not fit to you...That would be on account that this person must be a good friends of Din or my father knows the person...But bloody hell, why must you stole it...And paint it gold... Fucker siak...I washed the boot...it's silver back...told my brother to wear it when his playing soccer in the field...the culprit must be out there somewhere,if not how the hell did he know my bro has that boot and only to throw it away under my void deck...STUPID!...The two culprit in mind are two troublesome lot...one is a delinquent who always brings trouble to his mother and whom the olice has visited more then once...this boy is naughty i tell you...my bro friends who has come my house before never make trouble but this boy, hai yah..started to fight...he lives as the same block and me...to my friend, i'm sorry to accussed him and making a suspect but things has never been stolen before until he was invited to my house...he's a boy who's related to you...Sorry i must say to you if you are reading this...
the second suspect, a guy whose older brother and him was accussed of stealing stuff from our house before...they stole a game boy before...and it was them i guess...i let the matter off but Iskandar didn't so i don't know what happen eventually...imagine being accussed of stealing before and now again...this brothers who also has a younger brother are all naughty... the younger bro started to fight with the first suspect when they came to my house...now, both are bent from entering again...the second suspect was allowed to sleep over at my house once... that time the whole family was out except for Din... we returned home to see the second suspect at my house... he was accompanying my bro as he was scared to stay at home alone...a scardycat you might say...i don't knw why it's him and not ayie(anim bro)...it was usually ayie but this time it's this faggot...my bor could actually sllep at ayie house or something but why him... i tried to asked this faggot to go home... i even spoke in a harsh tone but he simply wouldn't budge... he said that his mother allowed him to SLEEP AT MY HOUSE...imagine that...so, my mum called his mother and it was true...turn out to be that his parents are in a middle of a divorce and it would be good if he were to sleep here cause he would be stress at home... I DON"T CARE!!!!! i don't like him...then,my parents allowed...sleep in Iskandar room...He entered my room and asked if i could use the comp...i said no but he persisted so i let him...i asked him to buzz off and locked my room...i never have to do when i sleep at night even with others around btu with him i just felt insecure...the next day was a sunday so my bro and mum went to religious class, my father, work... i had to stay and wake up early just to watch over him...i have graduated so no sunday classes for the time being...Bloody hell...
So, this are the two suspect which i would hate forever i think....

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 2:57 PM

Sunday, November 27, 2005

367

Well, it's been 367 days since graduation party last year and 2 days since this years one... didn't go for grad party this year...but well, it woudn't be fun like last year without the people and all... well, heardcomments from those who went to the grad and they said it was not that fun as they thought it would be...hehe...lucky me for not going if not my $60 will be wasted... saw some photoes of those who went from others friendster and blogs...man, they dress up to the event... some even went to the extend of buying or renting those cinderella type of gown...there's this one girl wearing beauty and the beast gown, a guy who wear's the olden days clothes from shakespheres day i think and guys wearing mask and all...cool man... check the pics out from those who went lah eh...

K...now nothing to do...i guess just sit here and stare and the damn bloody comp... guess i'm going to sign up for a chinese language class soon...

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 10:44 AM

Friday, November 25, 2005

Never Let The Fear Of Stricking Out Stops You From Playing The Game

Bored...bored....bored....meeting the girls later at C.B...nothing to do for now...tried looking for job but they wanted someone who can start work on monday...i said ok but then when i told that i have to take leave because i'm going to Cairo they said cannot take leave so then i didn't take the offer...AHHHHH!!!!! Then, i tried calling these child care centre...They saik ok but when asked what i'm doing now, which is waiting for my results they said "sorry" cause they need to sent me to training and all so it would ake longer time so then yah i'm disqualified...AHHHH!!! stupid...Kent haven't call back...going to call him later....

It's not love i guess...I'm being loved by those whom i loved...friends,families and even those special people in my heart...but what is it then...maybe it's just boredom....i'm used to getting my self occupied with stuff be it at home or in school... now, i'm occupied with nothing....Fed Up man like this....lately,i started sleeping from the wee hours(3am to 4 am) in the morning till 10am to 12pm...i just can't sleep early....K lah, need to get ready for outing...

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 1:17 PM

Thursday, November 24, 2005

'M' is for Mother, not for Maid

I'm full....man, had pep. pizza...simply delicious... ok long time no update...well, was simply beeeezy...

Went out with the gilrs recently and kim (boobies feat poh kim)..was simply marvelous...amal just msg asking if i would be free tomorrow...well, of course i would be my dear...beside daydreaming,sleeping and watching tons of tv while munching on junks, i habe nothing else to do... k back to the topic...went out with them, ate ice - cream and took lots of pics...

Hari raya outing with the ex-410 was great too...but not as great as last year as some were missing...but hey, kalau panjang umur there's always next year...

I called Kent just now, so for those who msged me to asked him about the job thing, he said "I will check for you"...He can't remember who Amalina...No offence he can't remember me too until i told him that i was " the first employee who was ever rude to him" and that just triggered his memory i guess... Well, i always leave an impression on tohers but a bad one...HELP ME!!!! I'm Dead Bored Staying And Rotting At Home....HELP ME!!! SERIOUSLY!

Deep down inside, i feel as though as there is a deep hole within me. ask me why but i don't know. tried filling it up but it just seem the same. listening to bad day by daniel powter now. just listening to it make me cry...i just don't know what to do know. even with o's over, it just don't seemed right. well, i can't tell the different between dreams and reality now and then. sometimes, i wished as though all of this would be a dream. what am i suppose to do? I daydream alot now...


So,Kim, dont' say that i didn't update k...

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 8:28 PM

Thursday, November 10, 2005

Humour To Spare Anyone

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 7:01 PM

7 papers have passed...left with maths paper two, geography and science (mcq)....well, some paper were quite tough...i didn't finish weighing for social studies...Having maths paper two tomorrow...Scared that the paper will be tough...
Yesterday, watch amazing race...i found one part amusing... the paolo family thought they were last so they decided to wear extra clothing in case it was a non-elimination pit stop...while wearing their clothings of which consists of wearing thick clothings and wearing underwear over underwear on the outside, suddenly they spotted another team, the father and daughter team so, the paolo family ran to the pit stop looking ridiculous...hehe...pity the mum cause she look horrendous and she was asked to run in the middle of wearing her underwear...hehe...then they arrived at the pit stop and was not voted out...the host, i forgot his name, said they look ridiculous too... so, when the father daughter team was waiting to stand at the mart, the paolo family told them not to stand at the pit stop first and asked them to put on more clothes... lucky for them, they followed instruction...it was a non-elimination stop....

One word to all... Cherish... Cherish your love one. treat them as tough as it will be the last time you see them. you may not know when the will go. maybe tomorrow, toinght or even now. yesterday while i was out eating happily at sepang bedok, i received a shocking news. my friend's dad passed away. i guess he is in his fourties.lately, many people are dying young. my two uncles also in thier fourties passed away this year...It's scary i must say... but we do not know when we or the people aroung us will go...therefore, i must say cherish all that you have now and don't regret in the future...My condolence to him...

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 1:47 PM

Saturday, November 05, 2005

Hari Raya

Today is the third day of Hari Raya....

-Hari Raya eve went to Gaylang around 12 am, saw Ahmad, Taj, Syam and all...went back around 3am.

-First day of Raya, went out to elders house...Got back, wait for relatives to come. Uncle Daryl (insurance agent) came too. Man his cute...Last visitor went back around 1 am...

-Second day, stay at home. Revise work. First two weeks never go out much my parents say because my relatives wants to come and visit my grand-father.Then, he will stay with my auntie..Siti Rohani family's came and Siti asked me, amal, nad and all go her house...

-Got tuition today at 10 am...came about 11 due to the stupid bas...Then went the class ended Cik Bakar (my tuition teacher) invited us, the students, to his house...He said ' jumpe in another 15 mins' and we were like 'huh?'...Bedek ke pe orang ni...He expected us to be at his house in 15 mins time and like come in house clothing...So, we planned to meet at 2.30 lah... Dah siap went out about 1.45 i was early for about 15 mins. then suddenly, Nurin smsed me and said meet at 3...I was like fucking early man...Since i promised to meet this girl who live at simei whom i don't know her name at 2 at the bas stop, i frantic...wanted to call her but than don't have her number so just wait lah... So, she came st 2.05 lah so we were early..took the bus and went to blk 237 at pasir ris there, near firz house, and waited at the bas stop...man, they were late... the boys came around 3.20 like that and they were the second to arrive beside us..the rest of the girls came 10 mins later. went to Cik Bakar house and then sit and talk lah...talk, eat, watch tv like usual... first outing with them so notmuch to say... i was the oldest among them (yelah kate repaet student kan)...and one of the dishes was like telur burung which goes with the mee siam...So, this Syafiq was like playing with the eggs... he was like pokking the egg to see whether he can poke it at the first try lah since the egg is considered slippery lah...he ah, eat a lot siak... Cik Bakar was making jokes , i love it..he loves to make jokes and they were funny but in class i dare not lauh loud cause the class was considered 'mundane', they were lifeless i tell you...they simply never laugh, i smiled widely got lah but i also giggled sometimes lah..Took pics, Cik Bakar asked his daughter to take( primary 3 or 4 like that lah) the pic and she was like "dah" but then she never click..And Cik Bakar lagi satu, he gave the came to his daughter and she took pics of herself and her younger sis inside the room, girls will be girls, what can i say...She then come to Cik Bakar and said the film has finished , see lah...Went back around 5pm like that lah...Oh, he rich seh, gave 10 bucks...Wah lau...Like this i will go his house every year man since my father used to work with him...haha...
( insyallah Cik Bakar ye, nanti kalau ingat i call you to tell the results )

-Now, dead tired...Ahhhhh! worried about O's...To tell you the truth i do know if i can pass or not... Scared to wits seh...Two more days to go...Haiz...

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 9:16 PM