Friday, December 30, 2005

There's two things which i love to do on the net...
One...
Reading PostSecrest, which Siti told me about bacause of all the fun, crap and secrets that people have out there...Waiting every sunday for it to update...
Second...
Reading Sarah's post...every single post which she wrote be it during her blogger time or now, live journal, all her entries somewhat gave me this funny feeling... Even though i don't see her at all now or call her, i still care... even if she forgot about me or dispise me, i still care... Reading her entries like cliche phrases or about her being angry at one of us, maybe me or maybe someone else made me realise something.... something which cannot be describe... but in all, i still think about all those whom i have made in contact with be it my friends or enemies... I care...

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 4:18 PM

CCA fair

yesterday, went to cca fair at east view... my mum was sick so i went instead..bought books and uniforms for tajuddin and iskandar...net nadia, fairuz and yana there... previous years cca fair was better then this year... tajuddin join soccer along with some of his friends... in a few minutes...more then 10 people had sign up to join soccer which was open this year... there was soccer in east view before but was close because of some fights... then, nad tak pics with you know who... happy for her... went to yana house...fairuz went back...watch ' Salam namaste ' is that how you spell it, an hindustani film...so sad...was concentrating on the show... good show... while watching, yana showered me and nad with chocolates...what else, we eat lah... her mum kept asking to eat rice as usual but i prefered chocolates and some crakers that have been bought earlier...tend to get fatter...hahaha... finish watching, went home...yana gave me the remaining chocolates and chips more to bring home...love it... the chocolates is gone now... finish.. haha...i never it eat lone mind you....shared it with family...that's all for now...

oh yah, yana told me that she heard form someone that daniel bo. punch Mr.Ee's stomach during graduation this year... was it true...

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 2:40 PM

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Kuala Lumpur

Just got back yesterday...Since we were not going to Cairo, my father tried to make up for it by going to Kl...I did not want to go but was force to....Alot of accidents happened doing the trip...Went with father's friend, Cik Zain, auntie,Mama Ju, cuzzin, Fifi and ayie, anim bro...went out at 7.30 am like that...We went via second link and it was bloody jam...stuck for two or three hours at the singapore side and not malaysia sde...can you believe it...second link somemore...so, after the jam, decided to rest at the first stop area...So, i was eating fried fritters when, pop, i fell into a drain...it was quite deep lah...man it was painful...i sprain my ankle...my father quickly massage my leg...my first sprain...Ahhh!!!... it was swollen...luckilly didn't break any bone... then , off we went... check in... since my leg was hurting, my father massage some more...for those who know me, i tend to cry under pain... amal know what i mean... they went to chinatown leaving me and my auntie who was feeling sick.... luckilly never follow...was jam pack and there was a raid ...next day, i asked my bro, din, to wear my skirt and act as a bapok... hehehe...see pic below...hehe.... went to KLCC, full of people...especially mat lepak...saw kenneth but he did not saw me...then, this ayie, i tell you, make my heart boil...he and din were making noise and being a nussaince all the while esp running about the corridor at the hotel...din was disturbing him and suddenly, one of his slippers flung up and was stuck at the lighting area at the ceiling...was deep in... people laugh out loud at him...haha...called security but we coudn't retrive ti as it was dangerous... Oh yah, the area we accomodate in was considered a 'mak nya' area...alot of bapok i tell you...especially this restaurant which was located opposite the hotel and the area is where they do their business ...my father's firend and father had walk around the street earlier and my father's friend was approach by one mak nya and asked him 'bang, i lawar tak?'...we were laughing our ass off when we heard it... so, me, my father friend and daugther, my father, bros and cuzzin decided to take a walk at the red light district to see... man, they were alot of them opperating that night...while walking, there was this three guys...we were laughing to a joke of which one of us has made and this three guys laugh at us ...you know what i mean... so we laugh back louder and sacarstically...Aqillah,my father's friend daughter shouted " Sht up bitch " and they shut up...haha...our father's just kept quiet...so, we walk on and saw this guy sitting on a dark staircase, persumably taking drug...guess what he was butt naked...luckilly it was dark... what's with me this days seeing all this things...Then, we decided to go to Malacca...On the way, my father's friend car which he had borrowed from his japanese brother-in-law who has two simply cute and gorgeous face met with an incident...luckilly nothign happened to the motorist and to the passenger in the car...It was a parrier, my father's friend car...only the license plate was damaged...nothing much happened in Malacca...went to pharmacy to ease my pain... given pills...leg was better but still swollen....



Tajuddin

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Tajuddin And Ayie

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Ayie and and his only slipper

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Me and Fifi

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Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 11:44 PM

Thursday, December 22, 2005

East View Again

AHHH!!! Tajuddin went to get his result just now...Guess what, he ot into East View sec..... Life gonna be hell for him cause Iskandar is there...now, all Radzuan children are from East View... Ayie, Anim bro, got into east view too along with some other friends of his... east view was his first choice and me and is were form east view so it's predictable that he ot into the same school.... Haiyah... Guess his gonna join NCC or NPCC or NCDCC for cca...not gonna let him choose hockey...
Hadi came yesterday and got a shocking news form him...He's gonna stay back sec 4... like shit man...both anim and hadi staybeack...now, why didn't is stayback too...Ahh!!!!!!!!

Nad came just now...watch seed of chuky...she came to borrow hair curler and straightener...now, just playin games at miniclip...Playing cube buster...i came on top 3 before...now, i wanna be the top...

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 2:17 PM

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Went out with amal, pard and siti yesterday...went to bugis cause amal wanted to buy clothes... wwnt to magik wok to eat...while eating got this couple who kept looking at us... so irritating, cannot eat in peace... finish eating, paid the bill and the couple too paid as well... the guy american express card something wrong....and the guy scold the cashier...Kecoh i tell you... they ordered dessert and when it arrived, they cancel the order cause they do not want to pay $2 in cash... just a freaking $2 and you don't want to pay it...stupid...casheir told that they were frequent visitor there and always make a sence...hai yah...this kind of people ah...siti went off early cause she wanted to cut her hair...i wonder how it went...sit at starbuck(sb) at tamp...sit...sit... amal noticed this guy who left his bag at sb and luckilly hecame back about 15 mins later...then got this chinese guy who bought a cheese cake and he didn't touch the cake and went off...what a waste of $5+... i went off then cause got chinese class...most of the student were of mine age...some didn't came lah...got three adults 1 indian race,1 australian and 1 indonesian... the rest were teenagers of indian and malay race... cool...all of them are funny...nice class... can't wait for the next lesson....

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 4:10 PM

Sunday, December 18, 2005

Photos to ponder on

The Flower Girls
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My Cuzz and Frens with Ika and Ira

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In the Bus
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In the Lift
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Me and Siti
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Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 2:54 AM

Yana called to asked if i was able to sleepover at her house...sorry by i can't yana... got oran khawin tomorrow and i just got back from rewang and helping out for the wedding dinner...am dead tired now...still, tomorrow must help again... then, amal msg said she changed her url...Sarah too change her url...man this pple soooooo free....k, tomorrow, let me see... i think aaron aziz going to come to the wedding...that bapok khairul i think gonna come also...both my cuzzin fren...aaron's sister came just now...so what if they are going to come ...not gonna bother me... they are human being too what...they are just doing their jobs and that is to be an actor/actress... nothing more just that they are famous...come to think about it , it's not that good being famous...people will stare at you as though as you are naked, they will be kepo, ask for autograph and all... it seems like you have no private life....hai yah, i'm gonna see how my cuzzin gonna react when they arrive...juat now alone, so the kancong...hiaz....

K people, now, every tuesday from 7.30pm to 9pm i not free k..so don't ask me out... in the afternoon can but not until night...guess what i'm doing...Taking course...Yah, that's right, i have enroll myself in Basic Chinese Language class at Cambridge Language School....AHHH!!!!! what the heck am i doing....i understand the language a little sometimes and can speak little so what's the use of this course...foret it man, just trying to make my parents happy because they have been asking me to take up the course from last year...So, i guess Kim, i will need you if i have any assignment to do yah...you'll help me right....

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 1:42 AM

Thursday, December 15, 2005

Nothing to do....k...i think i'm not going to find a job for now...haiz....hadi and abbas is sitting outside...what they want...i'm bored....someone please give me somthing to do....

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 8:25 PM

Monday, December 12, 2005

BORED!

I'm bored...........................................................................................................
Nothing to do now, just playing games and games and games over the net... Argh... I like opening Yikai's web page...love the melody that he put up...nice2....love it....bored!

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 4:00 PM

Sunday, December 11, 2005

One Week

One week is all it takes for my cuzzin to wake up...Yeah! my father went to the hospital yesterday morning and said that she had woke up...Yeah, and the good news is that she remembers everyone...not like in movie and drama where they would suffer from ammenisia when they woke up form coma...went to hospital yesterday evening...Saw Sufiyan at my cuzzin ward...asked im what he was doing and said he accompanied Azri there...Azri was nowhere in sight so i asked where was he...He said downstairs...then, he tell me this complcated story which make me confuse....i sort it out though...why can't he just say that Azri is downstairs accompanying his father who was also admitted in the hospital along with his cuzzin...Yan called me stupid... Oh yeah, i'm stupid then what are you hah....Goblok! hehehe....

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 10:24 AM

Saturday, December 10, 2005

K...I was eating plain bread lah eh...something which i love to do... as some of you know, opposite my corridor have a series of mango tree rite... k as i was feeding the bird form the second floor by throwing the bread form the ledge, i saw this bangla lah... he ddin't notice that i was there and you know what he did.... he look around to see if there was anyone around and there was none luckilly and you know what he did....he unzip his pants and pee at one of the tree not noticing that i saw him... i laugh and was astonished to his behaviour... while peeing, he looked around for people... man, so unhygenic, if you want to pee, go to toilet lah,this is Singapore some more you know, pee kena fine one you know...if it were to be a little boy, i wouldn't mind, but this is a 20+ year old...ahhhh!!!! Oh man, next time if i or others were to eat a mango fruit bore form that tree surely can taste ammonia one....haha... luckilly i never it mango...why the heck is this things happening to me...first, it was the nuisance caller now this peeer...stupid...

Yestrerday while eating and watching tv, Amal called to asked if i can come down to cb... said yes...met them, Raudah bought sandals...went to Siti's house...took lots of pictures around Siti's neighbourhood...saw Terrence ... took photos at her house again...went home...Had Fun!!!!

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 12:02 AM

Wednesday, December 07, 2005

Guess what? I'm still in Singapore...Trip to Cairo have been cancelled for good due to the fact that my cousin is still in critical stage....fuming mad with my father... i mean, even if we stay in S'pore we can't do anything but pray,pray and more pray....AHHHH!!!! i'm outta here...

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 10:20 PM

Sunday, December 04, 2005

Postpone

Trip to Cairo is being postpone till Tuesday...just got back from the hospital... first thing i saw was machines, machines and more machines...God! it was heartbreaking to see her in that condition... we prayed and prayed that she would be alright...heard from my cuzzin that her chance of survival is slim....and hearing that made my relatives cry but not my mum and dad...being outspoken and all, my father in a way like scold those crying and said it is no use crying,nothing can be changed by crying...many family members and friend came and also her father too...well, her parents were divorced...the moment he came after a while it seems that she was responding to what we are saying to her...it seems as though as she was waiting for her father to see her...but still, it cannot be proven that she is responding to us by moving her legs and all sorts when asked a question...as the doctor as being told gave her the strongest medicine, she may be fighting with the med as it may be that the med is too strong for her body and imune system... nothing can be proven now...just waiting...i don't know how long...a coma can last for a few days, weeks, months and even years...but one thing for sure, my grandfather must not be told of about her condition...he's too weak to handle all this now... i'm tired too from going from my cuzzin ward to my grandfather ward in which is from different block...

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 8:23 PM

Breaking News

At around 7 just now, my familyreceived a call... we were told that my cuzzin( Kak Mama) was sent to the hospital... sickness : swollen vain... i'm praying that she will be all right... worst comes to worst, we will just have to cancel our trip and it's ok.... the cuzzin i'm talking about is ika's, ira's and wawa's mother's sister...i'm scared... i do not want got toclaim another one of my beloved family member... i am just scared before this news because my grandfather was admitted to CGH a couple of days ago for breathing difficulties and so on and still in it... I think my relatives and parents won't tell my grandfather for the time being like the last time when my uncle passed away this year... come to think about it, Allah have already claimed 4 of my family members this year ( in loving memories Nenek Som, Baba, Atok Simei and lastly Cik Malik )...how much more must he claimed...i'm going nuts thinking about this...still praying that Kak Mama will be alright...She's in the ICU right now...and i didn't follow my parents to the hospital... Iskandar don't know yet and Din, i think he is too sleepy to be worried... If allowed to, i still wouldn't want to go...I'm sick and tired of going to the hospital...Waiting now for the news...The only reason i visit the hospital now is when i'm sending my grandfather for his check-up sometimes and to face DEATH!............................................I'm scared.

I wonder, when it will be my turn....To my friends, if it was to be my turn tomorrow or maybe even today, would you guys remember me. The girl who uses to annoyed you, the one called "Petom"...would you remeber me for the rest of your life. i know you would say yes but think harder. when we get older, we tend to forgot who are friends were. look at us now, forgetting some of our classmates and even schoolmates from primary, secondary and even in kindergaten.i got to go now...will update soon...

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 7:27 AM

Vampires!!!!

I just notice something recently....Most of my friends come online(MSN) mostly in the wee hours of the morning like now, 2:12 am... i mean are you guys vampire or something... i have a reason for being up and using the comp now...mainly due to my motion sickness. To avoid having a puking marathon i have decided to stay awake and sleep in the plain later on... that's how i survived most of the time...mainly forcing myself to sleep... i have benn puking when travelling recently and it started when i went to Switzerland... i don't know why...before i never puke before except for when going down off the damn mountain in genting lah... now, i vomit alot... when i travel in a car, bus or taxi sometimes i would feel like puking... jogging too sometimes and especially loud noises...AHHH!!!! now, i keep the motion sickness pill in y wallet just in case...

But i still don't get why you people are awake...i got a reason and have given mine but you all... haiyah...

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 2:05 AM

Egypt here i come

Tomorrow or today to be exact, Yee Ha, i'm gonna leave mundane Singapore for a few days and travel to middle east, Cairo... Yes, finally something exciting...Beside seeing pyramids and spinx, there's one thing that i would like to do and that's shopping....man...love going on holiday...i changed my own money from Hari Raya collection so i can shop a bit more than usual... man but come to think about it, theperson who's going to sambut (welcome) us in egypt is a "imam"...man... tak kai tudung seh... luckilly he's from malaysia but still segan a little....

So, to my beloved boobies and poh kim, something awaits you form Cairo...I got a date with Firaun so i'll not see you for the time being...haha...maybe i'll just bring home the sand form the dessert and place it in testube and say "nah, a souveniour( i don't know how to spell) for you from me" haha... or maybe like what i told siti, a handsome and breathaking man awaits you...haha...

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 1:22 AM

Thursday, December 01, 2005

DISGUSTING PIECE OF CRAP!!!

At about 1:51pm, i received a call. For the first couple of second there was silence. then suddenly, there was this person persumably a guy moaning at the end of the line. Moaning as though he was having sex. It lasted for a mere 15 seconds i think. Guess he was masturbating. I kept sayin "Hello.Who's this?" at first when there was a complete silence. When he started moaning i was clueless of the sound he made. Disgusting man him. So, i listen properly lah. For those who know me, sometimes i am deaf. Then i when i started to understand what he was trying to do which is masturbating, i said " Do you want me to contact the police? "The, he hung up. Scardy shit. If you got the wits to call then don't be scared of the police lah. I told my mother about the call. She said next time when he calls again say " Do you want me to trace youe call? " His was a private number so i don't know who called. Man, if i know the number i would call back and shout " You freaking piece of shit.Got nothing to do is it. Find a job or something lah. " Now, i wonder should i or should i not really call the police cause he may be a nuisance to the public.

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 3:25 PM