Friday, July 27, 2007

fact #204: It's my birthday today

Yeah! It's the end of my birthday now. sad huh. anyways, it was fun spending it with all. As usual, we had a mass conversation, thanks to my IMD mates. After which came the smses. School was great, i came in early for the first time for George class, haha. One whole day, people wishes me, wee.

There was a three day Basheer event. Today was the last day. I've bought quite a number of books. Saw this book while they are unloading the book, straight away got it at a cheaper price, just because they don't have no change, haha, books were already cheap and i got cheaper price. In the afternoon i came down again wanting to buy another book, told the uncle it was my birthday. whaha. and he give me a cheaper price again. whahaha. save $$$.


And the surprise came, i didn't expect it at all. Thanks guys.
Grace msged me saying that Vaani wanted to see me asap. Vaani leh, so i came down fast lah, and tadaa, yeah, birthday cake. Yippie! Clever idea of them thinking about using Vaani name. haha. I did notice that everyone was missing but it didn't occur to me that they plan a cake. Aww, so sweet. anyways, yeah, thanks people. Love you! Thanks for the prezzies too.

DSC dinner at pizza hut was change to phin instead due to crowds i guess, i came a little later you see. Haha, we should do this more often people, it was nice lah. Yeah, celebrated birthday there again, MORE CAKE! thanks guys, love you people, may we have a smooth journey ahead! yeah, we made a lot of noise and took pics. that's it, i am a cam whore. haha. i think you people would know that. But it was really nice just now to spend time together not just as main comm or sub comm but as dsc as a whole. Thanks for the prezzies too.

When i was walking under my block, i saw a familiar bike. See the plate number and i was correct. Yeah! David was there. No wonder he called me up. Another surprise another cake. haha. Yeah! Love you.

All in all, today was really interesting. Not to say that i am feeling crazy today, i always am alright. haha. So yah, thanks to all the wishes and presents. It was really nice to hear it all from you. Yeah! my wish for now is to make more friends! yeah! and to remember their name at the very least. haha.

So, let's just list down all the names that i want to say thanks to, for everything. sorry if i forgot to mention some people.Starting with...

David.Firziana.Siti.Amalina.Nadia.Mr.Aw.

Amzar.Azmi.Samuel.Charmine.Jacq.Lingmin.Karwen.Daniel.Jiayang.Esther.
Grace.Shuli.Lijia.Victoria.Charissa.Macson.Melissa.Ammar.Shakir.Jamie.
Joshua.Yvonne.Erfa.Nural.Atika.Hazimah.Nurmala.Ida.Sharon.
Shazzanah.Siti.Syikin.Momoks.Sam.Syafrin.Syahirah.Sean.Justin. Naomi.Qinghui.Melanie.Ron.George.Elvis.Yong.

Caleb.David.Abby.Jacen.Yijie.Tom.Gabriel.Fiona.Joseph.Amos.Ronald.
Matthew.Angel.Cherine.Angie.Dempster.Shaun.Candice.Kala.Khairul.
Wanting.Annabella.Mallory.Hanis.Yumi.Sarah. Hansheng.San Roye.
Hui Qin.Warren.Terence

Rowhani.Rachael.Jiawen.Sarah.

















Following pics was taken the day before, for fun. Azmi's going to be the next cam whore. He's face is literally everywhere in most of the pics lah.







Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 11:53 PM

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

fact #203: i have a sweet tooth

Sub comm camp. There's a lot of first for me during that camp. I must say, a lot of experience gain there.

First in admin,as a facilitator and as a programmer(i mean i was a station master, alone!). It was fun. Paleax was my group name. Yeah - yeah. nice-nice with sarah,candice, angel, angie, hansheng, san roye, terence, shaun, yuan ming,nicholas,abby and yijie.

Campfire was great, i like how it started. Paleax performance was great and main comm performance was hilarious. Mass dance, i like.

After all was over, we went to cpf building to slack. I was more hyper up there. haha.

What drain me was that before sub-comm camp was submission time, so endless of chionging and not sleeping. and right after camp end, i have a family event.5 mins after i reach home my mum called to ask if i was ready, i haven't even put my bag down lah and i still need to shower. and the worst thing is, there's school the next day. starting of p2 and pcomdi.ahhh. kill me.

There was no p2 yesterday so class ended at 12. Worst thing was that, INTSC agm was at 6pm. so 6 hours of free time. went out to eat and then sleep in studio. Syaf asked what i was doing there since class ended already and i said "agm". he wondered where i got all this energy from since he always saw me busy with something, either schoolwork, dsc stuff or others. and i must say, PERSEVERANCE.

INTSC agam was okay . met and make friends. amos brought donuts from donut factory but i still prefer dunkin donut.

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 12:49 PM

Friday, July 20, 2007

fact #202: the more i chew (gum), the more i burp. whahaha.

Today was a bittersweet day.

With tears about to roll down my cheeks.
They were right.
I should not have kept everything to myself.
But that is the way i am always.
Smiling and laughing even when i am down.
This was what i promise myself once.
Not to let others feel and see that i am down.
Sometimes i do show that feeling but most of the times not.
People always say that i look tense and stress.
So i am glad that they don't see the sad part of me.
So that's the bitter part that happened today.

The sweet part was that i saw Danker today.
It's been a long time since i saw him.
He still look the same.
The tan and funny coach whom i once know.
He asked me yet again about joining hockey.
Looking back at the field and those who were training just now, i really miss playing.
The smell of the wet turf, i miss them.

I reminisce about the old times.
Danker.
Mr.Johari.
And all my team mates.
Apparently, tp student calls him coach, but I/we called him by his name.
I felt strange when i hear them calling him coach because never once did we call him that.
But i was happy to know that he still remembers about the times when he was coaching us.
Yup, he still remembers that abusive me. (whahaha, abusive??!!)
The times when i would beat him up, running around and untying his shoelace and hooking his leg with the stick, i know those were not a nice things to do but oh well, you see, he still remembers them well.
Apparently, i was the only student he had who did all that to him, whaha.
I wonder if Mr.Johari still remembers all the abusive things i did to him. whahaha.
But hey, i am not that bad alright, i was his favourite student, or so he said.
Well, to think about it, maybe i will message Mr. Jo one day and ask how is he doing.

So anyways, to Mr.Aw whom may or may not be reading this entry. (let's tag his board, haha)
I wonder, what type of impression did i leave you with.
Anyways, I saw Lena, you remember her?, in school and ask me about you.
And remember, when you return to Singapore, i want a souvenir, haha.

And lastly, something random, i must say, i am not a teacher's pet! haha.
Just because i am able to talk with them, teachers, more and that i am a class leader does not entitles me to be called a teacher's pet!

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 12:24 AM

Sunday, July 15, 2007

#202: ....

The reason why I like to have the air-con switch on every time is not because Singapore is a hot country and it is not because I am fat that is why I feel warm. But mainly it’s because I miss the cold air breeze.

I would look forward to the year end holiday every time wishing that the country that we are going to for our year end holiday would be a cold one. The cold breeze against your face, I really miss those feeling and also the fresh air.

Recently, I went to China. I remembered the night before I went skiing was a cold one. I opened my window wide, looking at the beautiful night scenery and breathing in the fresh air. That was really amazing and wonderful. So perfect that I can even imagine being there now. I really wish that I’m not here but somewhere else.myself in Switzerland at night, looking at the little shops and their street life, those were wonderful. The scenery up to Murren(mountain) and also the journey to Interlaken Ost/West was really lovely.

Therefore, my goal in life is to visit all these places and to experience those wonderful feeling again. But for that, I really have to work real hard. I am lucky to have such a wonderful dad who is able to bring me to all these wonderful places. But being and going to these places once for me is not enough, I’m greedy I know.

Anyways, i'm at Nural's house now. Initial plan was to edit our video but but, whahaha, we have no firewire. haha. so we came out with other stuff and do stupid stuff.

Mount Murren


Just as i remembered it, this pic was teken from flickr, but the background is the same, isn't it lovely, minus the people of course

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 6:11 PM

Saturday, July 14, 2007

fact #201: I'm broke for the week, haha

I wonder, since when do i actually sign up for hockey as a CCA in TP. haha. Because apaarently, Danker has been wondering when am i ever coming down for training. I used to come down to see whether he's there on Thursday but gave up on it since i always never see him there. I told him i am busy for training and all but he said "Don't give excuse". Ouh well. Coming down this Thursday to see him. Anyways, Happy Belated Birthday(13th July) there Mr.Danker.

And as i was checking my organizer, i suddenly realize that Joshua(moi) birthday was last Sunday and i actually forgot to wish him. haha. (8th July)

Happy Birthday to my brother, Din and cousin, Fifi. (14th July)

Yesterday, i think Victoria was a cuckoo. She went around taking BAD pictures of everyone and she keeps calling herself ugly when she's not. Okay, i didn't put the pic up for now k. FOR NOW!

And apparently, this is what Azmi does in class. tsk tsk.


I went to my cousin house for filming the other day. After everything was done, the rest left. And this was what my nieces did after they left. Hai, my poor hair.


Haha. FYI, pics of Azmi was taken during a break. We're not that bad okay to behave like that in class. haha

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 6:18 PM

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

fact #200: Thomas Edison coined the word "hello" and introduced it as a way to answer the phone.

haha... i am so thinking way too much for interface design 1 final assignment about telephone museum website. that explains the fact part for this post.

Anyways Amal wrote this:
"KAU LAH! You're always busy and stuff. Everytime I caLL you and ask where you are, aLL you teLL me is that you're in a meeting or you're doing a project. Always always ALWAYS busy with schooL things.

Ok, I know what. Maybe one weekend, Friday night or Saturday night, we go Firz's house to visit Raqif Azim ok? Then after we hang out there for abit, then we go to Simpang! How about that??

We'LL lepak tiLL late lah. Catch up on old times. With Ida and the gang okay? I'm sure it'LL be fun. And picture time too! It's been AGES!! Haha!!"

and Firz wrote this:
"hajar,i miss u so so so much todae.
AND ONLY TODAE!
Haaaa."

come to think about it, i haven't seen them for 6 months or so now. Seriously, ever since entering poly, i do not have the chance to see them always. One thing i say always is "Sorry". I feel really bad that i have not seen them. I miss them so, especially our crappy jokes, laughter and smiles. I wish i can make more time for them, i really wish. haiz. It's so sad that everytime when i want to go out, the event always have to fit into my schedule first then we plan stuff. All of them can usually make it but when i say i can't sometimes the plan is cancel and that will be when i feel really bad. ouh well. more time management Hajar.

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 11:57 PM

Monday, July 09, 2007

fact #199: Grizzly bears run as fast as the average horse.

nenek = grandmother

Filming today was quite hilarious. Since it was at my cousin place, it was okay for me. But i don't know about the rest though. So, the main shot was at Kak Su's place. Nenek house was used too. Anyways, the cast were hilarious to start with. Kak Su, Hidayat, Wan, Bibik, Hazimah's bro and nenek. Among all, only nenek is the most talented for sure. whaha.


I scared nenek lah. I didn't even inform her that i will be filming her. When i arrived at her house, which is two storey up of Kak Su's place, she just finish bathing. haha. poor nenek, she just got back from Malaysia and she has to act. haha. Anyways, kak su and kak mama were hilarious with me wanting to suffocate kak mama. She keeps bugging me about camp not providing food. whahaha.


Anyways after that i rushed to school for meeting. Sorry to my group members that i have to rush you guys. Abby brought jelly beans and we were basically passing it around. Imagine all the hands that touch the jellybeans before you actually got it in your mouth. haha. After which we went to eat at techno. but before that, deciding where to eat was hell, prata, techno, prata, techno... urgh! but in the end, we decided to proceed to techno.


So, Weihon sent me along with Gabriel, Joseph and Yijie home. Gabriel and me sat at the back. So on the way to Kembangan, me and Gab notice something amazing. We were sitting at the back of the pick up hoping that it wouldn't rain. Then suddenly, we saw drizzles pouring at the end of the pick up when we stopped for traffic. We were not even wet lah. But the amazing thing was when we turned our heads, it stops. haha. nice lah. so chat3. went home.


ahh, realise that interface design 1 is not yet completed. haiz. anyways, wed filming again!

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 10:52 PM

fact #198: I'm one heck of a patient girl

There are a few events that happen in my life recently. Most are great but there were a couple of them which I wish would not occur. But this is life, nothing is considered perfect and not all things will go by the way you want it to be. But living through life in itself is a great journey.

Okay enough with the crap. Rewinding to a few days back, I think last week, I happened to visit my cousin, Kak Su, place. Well, she asked for my help, yet again for her daughter school project. I don’t mind actually because I really enjoy playing with her kids, not that I’m a pedophile. But there’s one thing that I regretted saying to this cousin, Kak Mama, of mine.

Apparently, I was so hard up with school work that I decided to do some proposal for a school event at the house while waiting for Kak Su daughter to come home from the movies. And well, I told Kak Mama that my school doesn’t usually provide food for camp. And there she goes, for one whole day complaining to me about it. Whoever calls or come for the rest of the day she will ask “Have you ever heard of anyone not providing food for camp?” to and extent of calling her boyfriend to ask that question. Urgh! Haha. So, for one whole day I have to actually endure her constant nagging.

Next event was design sub comm. recruitment and AGM. I went to a few AGMs and I like business AGM video presentation, so funny. I like our AGM performances too. Recruitment was alright with everyone helping out one another. But I don’t like one even that happen. I don’t care if he happens to read this or not.

There I was placing my bag I top of the table. Then he told me to take my bag out of the table since it was his, well, he was using the big freaking table by himself you see. I told him that I will put the bag away once I return since I needed to go to the toilet. But you know what, when I came back, I saw my bag on the floor with my laptop bag which was originally in the bag out. I asked him whether he threw my bag away and he said yes.He even said he asked me to take the bag away which I heard but then I told him for a while only.

Even if he was angry, why the fucking shit must he throw my bag on the floor. Don’t he used his fucking brain. Doesn’t he think twice about the items that might be in the bags like let say my handphone and hard disk. What the fuck is wrong with him. The table is fucking big for two people lah. I don’t bother scolding him because there were subcomms there and making a scene was not what I want. But seriously, urgh. After that, I took my bag, put it in one corner and vanish myself out of the room. My friends scolded me because I didn’t lose my temper at him. Saying that I was way too patient. Come to think about it, I should have lost my temper! Urgh! Anyways, I know that some people in the committee will be reading this, but seriously, I just hate that guy.

Next up, my cousin chalet yesterday. The type of person I am, I actually hate going to chalet because of the mess that will be created there. The first thing my uncle did to me when I reach there was to ask me to be their photographer. I must admit, my photography skills are not that good but compared to my cousin and all, it’s far better. They actually thought I know how to take good photos since well firstly, I’m a design student and secondly, I was teaching them what the lecturer had thought me.

So yah, this uncle of mine was well not from a well to do family. He’s quite stingy even though he’s the eldest brother in the family. Getting him to actually give some money to my grandparents is like a taboo. And well, since he received his bonus, he decided to book a chalet for his daughter’s birthday. But I must say that my uncle is actually quite stupid. When he has money he splurges not thinking of the future. When he doesn’t have he ask around. When grandfather was sick, it was hard for him to give money for checkups and medicine. What’s wrong with spending some money for your parents?

Seriously, my cousins from either side asking money from my parents have been a norm to me. So getting back to my uncle’s chalet, he did ask grandma to ask to help cook but too bad, grandma went back to Malaysia. So you know what, he actually spent $700 for food for bbq. What the heck. It’s way too much. Considering that you have to prepare water for yourself and there’s like 2 different types of noodles and 1 type of rice and the only bbq item was chicken. Well, there’s some kuih too lah. But considering all that, it’s freaking expensive lah. There’s no fruits and considering that it’s a bbq, why the heck is there only chicken to cook and no other dishes. Even the water you have to prepare it themselves and the utensils too.

Why can’t my uncle think for once? If he has asked his siblings to help, it would at least save him a couple hundreds of dollar and that money can be given to grandma. Most of his siblings know how to cook. They own stores for god sakes. Previously when my aunt did a bbq, there were tones of food. Noodles, rice, TULANG, fruits, other bbq items and those were actually far less then what he spent. For god sake, if only he knows how to ask and at least not be stingy, this wouldn’t have happen.

There were minor events that happen too for this few days. Like Jo suddenly asking everyone in IMD if they had their orgasm or not and well, me basically hanging out with the Malay girls for once. Seriously, for the pass one week, I hang out with the Malays a lot. And you know what, we IMDs actually get to spent some time together in the lab joking here and there and it was quite fun for once because it’s not the same crowd of people that I usually hang out with but with the rest too. And because of Ben, I talk to Sharon more. Whahaha. And about the findings of Cookie Monster (Whahaha, some of you know who this is)

Ouh well, see lah, because I was too lazy to update, this post was to be a long post. Whahaha. Anyways, because of the damn laptop I have to reboot it and I lost a lot of photos L urgh! Filming tomorrow for vidfun, update about it soon.

Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 1:50 AM

Wednesday, July 04, 2007

#197: i'm hugry..haha

annoyheasoyo
chonun Hajar nimida
chom pagapsumnida
whahaha

Busy busy busy

presentation later
update when got time
realize never update for quite some time
so yah that's it for now
back to presentation slides


Posted by ...Do YoU kNoW wHaT i Am... at 1:32 PM