Saturday, September 25, 2004

ALERT!!!!

my stupid laptop kena virus!!!...worst out of worse is,i reformatted my comp...and when i plugged in the stupid mouse,the comp juz shut dwn lidat..den it totally no response at all...hai~~ dunno how long it will take to finish repair..den nothing to entertain me at the present moment..and think i will have difficulty posting up blog for the time being..oso,thanx hui yi for lending her comp for me to post this blog up...hehe...ok,shall not ba4 zhan4 her comp for too long...end here...

p/s: dun miss my blogs while my comp is still under repair hor...hahaha...

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

hmm..quite meaningful,so i post...and i think it is very true too..

Life is the process of finding love; every person will need to find three people
in their life.
First person is you, Second person is the one you love most,
Third person is the one who love you most, and the fourth is the one you spend the rest of your life with.
In life, firstly you will meet with the one you love most, and learn how love
feels.
Because you know how love feels, so you can find the person who loves you most.
When you have experienced the feeling of loving others and being loved, you will
then know what it is you need most.
Then you will find the person who is most suitable for you, to be able to spend
the rest of your life with.
Sadly, in real life, these three people are usually not the same person.
The one you love most doesn't love you.
The one, who love you most, is never the one you love most.
And the one you spend your life with, is never the one you love most or the one
who love you most.
He is just the person who happens to be at the right place at the right time.
Which person are you in other people's life?
No person will purposely have a change of heart.
At the point in time when he loves you, he really loves you.
But when he doesn't love you anymore, he really doesn't love you anymore.
When he loves you, he can't pretend that he doesn't.
Same goes, when he loves you no more, there's no way he can pretend he loves
you.
When a person doesn't love you and wants to leave you.
You must ask yourself if you still love him,If you also don't love him anymore, do not keep him just to save your pride.If you still love him, you should wish him happiness, and hope that he will be with the one he loves most, not stop him from it. If you stop him from finding true happiness with the one he loves, it shows you
already don't love him,And if you don't love him, what rights do you have to blame him for a change of
heart?
Love is not possessive,
If you like the moon, you can't just take it down and put it in your basin,
But the moonlight still shines upon you.
In other words, when you love a person, you can use another method of possessing
the person.Let him become a permanent memory in you life.If you really love a person, you must love him for what he is.Love him for his good points, and the bad,You can't wish for him to become like what you like him to be just because you
love him.If he can't change to become what you like him to be, you don't love him
anymore. When you really love a person, you cannot find a reason why you love him,
You only know that no matter when and where, good mood or bad mood, you will
wish to have this person be with you.
Real love is when two people can go through the toughest problems without asking
for promises or listing criteria.In a relationship, you have to put in effort and give in at times, not always be on the receiving end.Being away from each other is a type of test,If the relationship isn't strong, then you can only admit defeat.
Real love will never become hate.
When two people are in love, They love to ask each other to swear, to make promises.
Why do they ask each other to swear and promise? Because they don't trust each other, they don't trust their lover. These swear and promises are useless; Till the sky falls, till the ocean dry, my love for you will never change!We all know that the sky will never fall; the ocean will never dry, Even if it does happen, are we still alive by then?
Be careful when making promises; don't make promises that you cannot keep.
Swear by things that can never happen, because it can never happen, so no harm
just saying it casually.
Remember? Swearing by things that can never happen are the most touching!!?
In a relationship, what you say is one thing, but what you do is another;
The one saying, doesn't believe; the one listening, also doesn't believe.
Which person have you found so far?
In the world so big, which person have you found?
And who has found you?

Monday, September 20, 2004

hai~...school starting real soon...

wah,this holiday is really fast...come fast,go oso fast..and i've wasted my precious holiday..i saw my schedule wrongly,thot that this wk got econs test,and waste alot of time studying econs,and nv do any homework..today den i noe tt it is nx wk..hai~..so blur of me...make me so pek chek..now muz "pia" tutorials le..sianz..

today went out wif alfred again..we go buy dinner and my breakfast for the days ahead..but most of the time,he is sleeping..so,we dun tok much..sometimes i'm thinkin..are we really compatible? coz we hav many different interests..and he alwiz agree wif wateva i say,and i think it is not good..but he is a really nice guy..so nice tt i dun wana hurt him..wan to protect him..is it really love?? i dunno...and wat shd i do...i dunno..and y this thot will come into my head on and off?? i oso dunno...but i really treasure him alot..tt's what i noe..anyway,wat i noe is he really loves me..much more than simon ba..anyway,why would i mention this guy?? haha..he is someone tt i dun wish to tok abt,dun wish to think abt,dun wish to see at all..not becoz we've broken up,but many things hidden...unrevealed..and nv reveal....wateva..but it's good to hav this experience..it makes me treasure alfred much more..thou i compare,but alfred is a much suitable guy..so ti3 tie1 alwiz..is tt y i love him??i dunno..but i will do anything for him..i will miss him when i din c him..i will treasure the time wif him..are these signs of love??

no matter wat,there is something tt stop me frm this tot...i can't figure out wat it is..anyone there to give advice???

ok,i promise alfred to slp early..dun wan him to worry...so i shall turn in now..

Saturday, September 11, 2004

oleh....oleh oleh oleh....

feel so extremely happy!!one wk break is coming or shd i say has jus started..finally finish all my tests le..haha..but think i wun do v well ba.anyway,it's over le..now can song1 yi4 kou3 qi4 le..phew..oops,i juz accidentally killed a mosquito while scratching my hand..pai seh..
juz now during the last maths lect,i fell asleep again..hai~..but think i too tired le,fell asleep oso dunno.den my forehead became v red..haha..den i blur blur walk back to my hall after the lect..
oso,alfred is coming later to do puzzle wif me,and goin watch midnite movie..haha..feel so relax and happy..hope he can come real soon.but i still hav lap report to hand in..and muz really study during this recess..if not i think i'll suffer more for the rest of the semester ba..yup..muz not disappoint my parents again...
yesterday nite tok to Liwen after choir pract on phone..feeling so good..coz ever since i came into NTU,my senses are becomin numb..no feel for frenship..it's a real torture in here..in class,ppl nv really treat u as fren,but colleage...yup..and tt's v sad..tokkin to Liwen make me feel tt there is oso real frenz ard..we tok alot alot..hope to meet her soon..hehehe..who ask her to be equally impt as my dear alfred.so muz spread my luv equally ma..
ok,i now super tired,go for a nap first...*yawn*...

Thursday, September 09, 2004

Very tired...

my brain is almost dead now...very tired...sorry alfred,i slpt late again.fri still got tests coming up.hai~..but even i v tired, i still wanna say...alfred, i miss u alot...dunno y, but my mind now is all on u. thanx4 writing on my friendster, i appreciated it v much..ok, i shall continue my blog on fri..good night!!!

Thursday, September 02, 2004

tEacHerS' dAy!!!

today is teachers' day for my info..i realised it not long ago oni..hai~..y NTU got no teachers' day??den at least i can have 2days' break..haha.but anyway,today i oni got morning lesson.den after tt i waited in my pathetic room for hours for alfred to come...he told me 3pm,but he came at 5.30pm,i think..abit angry,but hav to understand tt he booked out late,and hav to go beach road to buy army stuff..yup..
anyway,even thou we oni meet for a few hrs and i did not really accompanying him,i had a great dinner wif him,n shoppin for groceries...haha.the feeling is good..at least we can spend some quality time together..
quite happy tt i got into welfare sub-comm..hehe..at least can get some pts frm there..if not i think i die le.but,bad news is i never qualify for the vocal trainer thingy...anyway,it's good..dun nid to put me into a dilemma.i can an1 xin1 de go for choir pract le..hehe..
now watching show..good entertainment.if not i'll totally sianz diao..ok lar..i will miss my show if i continue writing...it's such a wonderful day today!!!