我的小日记。

yar, i wun be staying in hostel after today...haha..now waiting for alfred to come, den can go off le..hmm, wonder wat time he will reach..feel like sleeping soon..haha..ok, meanwhile, shall write my blog...

i'm feeling so free, thou i have one more paper to go..haha..well, there is still some time for me to prepare anyway....as i've said, i wun be able to blog so frequently from now on..coz i will be going home to stay...yar, and with limited freedom and slow processing comp, i may not be able to blog lor..haha...but den, i will be changing a new PC soon, very soon..as soon as my exam ends..yeah..think my sis will be the happiest..coz she can msn..haha..bad-mouth her a little here..she wun mind one, anyway..haha..

oh gosh, juz received an sms frm alfred saying he can oni come at 6.30pm...i wanna slp le..how?....dun care..go slp first..later he come, den wake me up...haha...

alrite, shall end here le....cya guys soon....hmm....soon....yar..haha *yawn*

today's physics is better than maths..haha..but that doesn't mean it is any much better...seems like my results for the few exams will be quite atrocious..haha..coz till now, like nv praise any subject yet...hey, still got two more to go..sounds like it is going to end soon, but no!!! coz tmr is my prescribed exam...the "Are you ok?" thingy...and i say that my exam stretched till May is true lor..coz my last paper is on the 3 May..that stupid effective comm...ppl start playing, relaxing..while i still having my last paper..sigh~

juz had a lunch with my roomie, for the first time..hehe...and now super full..think i ate too much le..haha..well, it is an enjoyable one thou..keke..perhaps, it is a form of stress relief ba...tokkin abt stress, yar...the whole chunk of "Are you ok?" is tokkin abt different types of mental disorder...and teach you how to relieve stress..what's the pt? i dunno...to me it is juz a subject rather than something for me to learn..no exams will be good enuf...y teach so many ways to relieve stress when the root is not cured??

my head is hurting now..dunno y...muz be the terrible weather...too hot le ba...thou i like sunshine, but oso not lidat..hehe..(i'm so fussy.)...feeling giddy...should i go slp? hehe...no ba..coz still nid to study..sigh~

tmr will somehow be my last day in dis hostel..haha..coz i will study the last paper at home..finally can go home...hooray!!! i miss my sisters and my bed so much..of cuz my parents too..haha..i can't imagine that i've actually "离家出走" for one week plus..haha..eh,and that means my homesickness has reached to the limit...quick...tmr pls come asap...and that alfred still say he can oni come at 5pm...shucks...well, no choice...wait patiently ba....coz i nid him to help me carry stuff..as well as his own stuff to bring home..hehe..

i love morning...but ever since i step into uni, i dun have the chance to see the sun rises..coz i tend to slp late and wake up late..haha...well, it requires alot of discipline to wake up early...really..still can remember how hard my mum tried to wake the three of us up (my two sis and me)...but the days will be back soon after i moved back to my home to stay..yeah...

and reason for me to wake up early is bcoz i nid to complete my physics...hehe....

ok, back to study..

i love morning, i love sunshine, i love fresh air.....

equations after equations...theory after theory....wonder why Albert Einstein wanna come up with the relativistic theory...make me study so many equations..sigh~

actually, i really deserve a slap..coz i've wasted my weekend by slacking...

22/4 (fri)
i spent my whole nite playing online games, blogging, listening to music and watching tv...(sinful)..

23/4 (sat)
i spent my morning study abit...really abit...and think nothing gets in..den, watch my sat tv shows while waiting for alfred to come...den went to jp seoul garden for dinner, coz alfred suddenly crave for it..btw, dis time round is he treat...haha..den we bought some stuff before we headed back to hostel...and we start to tok about his work's prob...den i continue to study...think there are some facts stored in my brain, i'm not too sure oso..haha..

24/4 (sun)
have a great breakfast with alfred....and now still struggling with my physics....hehe...

really deserve a slap...hahaha....continue to study...

where is my sense of urgency?

what have i been doing for the past few days? hey gal, it is not holiday yet...wake up...

GO STUDY NOW!!!
YES, I MEAN NOW!!!!!!! *SLAP*

this song is 明天会更好.

a rather old song..the singers oso very old..haha..but it reminds me of my primary school days..where i played dis song for my sch choir... i like the lyrics very much, coz it is very meaningful..unlike those songs now, oni have the theme abt love..hehe..think back, i have not been playing piano for so long le..haha..should be rusty le ba..hmm..but what make me 遗憾 is i lost my score for dis song le...

in those days, i gotta perform my solo pieces for all prize-giving ceremonies..haha..and during pri 5, there is dis talent time going on..and no doubt, we won lar..but den, i had a big quarrel with my best fren..haha..see, i still can remember..den, every monday, i am always very stress out..haha..coz i nid to play the school song for the whole school..and always made lotsa mistakes..especially my first try...so embarrassing..haha..but who will remember? i'm juz so insignificant den...

and i enjoyed most when i'm in pri 6..with chien kit and lee hong sitting beside me..haha..always chit-chat..den kenna scolded by Mrs The..hehe..but really hav to thank lee hong,coz a super blur person like me will always forget that there is 听写 and 默写....and he secretly read out wat he noes for me..hehe..and end up scoring better...so paiseh..maybe is because our frenship is so closely bonded..till now we can still keep in contact...

but those were the days lar...i no longer perform my lousy piano skills on stage le..i no longer play games with my pri sch frenz...coz we've grown up le lor..so weird to have race, to chase after each other and end up perspiring so much during supplementary lessons..*wink wink*..haha..and that Yang Cheng Kai...nv forget him...又爱又恨 .....oopz, digging my history..well, is not 爱 lar..juz that those ppl keep saying abt us..well, made us hate each other so much...but now, no le lar...thou i nv tok to him for so many many years le...haha..nvm...

ok, shall get back to work le..got physics to study..hehe..

i'm really bored..roomie not in..den alfred having duty..well, dis is not the first time experience loneliness..haha..blasting music and bloggin to make my presence felt by....myself??hmm, i really miss those jc days..where life is much more fun, relax and purposeful...unlike what i have now. sigh~

the priorities are also set differently....
in JC:
1) singing
2) go loitering around cum chit-chatting
3) studying

in UNI:
1) studying
2) still studying
3) go Jurong Point for some fresh air..

see how different?uni life is extremely boring...

still rem those jc life, i can go out with huiyi and chuying for lunch at J8. before and after choir can go have meals or walk to bus stop together with grace, maria, charm, etc...can meet up alfred after school (provided our lesson ends around the same time) to go compasspoint to walk walk..still remember everytime we went compasspt, we sure buy one bowl of ice kacang..usually, i will end up giving alfred everything..and i oni eat the ice..haha..

still rem the time we have group study at BK (either kovan or rivervale mall)..if kovan, will be with Liwen, Huiyi or Alfred, and sometimes with other ppl along...really have to thank them..coz without them, i may not do well at all...haha..den have cheesesticks coated with thick chilli sauce for forfeit when we end up start playing with scissors, paper, stone...very childish,i noe..but those were happy memories...haha..

am i old coz i'm so nanny-like, keep saying grandmother's stories..hehe..?

shall not comment abt the exam dis time...let fate decides wat the outcome is...

i've seen something quite interesting in my mat sci's notes..



it is not very clear..i noe,coz can't blame the resolution of cut and paste from the notes..ok, it is actually an image of two types of elements - Copper and Iron..with iron atoms on copper (111) surface...and it forms the word "atom" in Chinese...how interesting...haha...that's wat so interesting about mat sci..

ok, now i dunno where to go take a break...
home??no no..coz i nid to study physics..no pt going home..
jp?eh, very sian to go alone leh...
opposite? *nod nod*...but i've been there yesterday le...sigh~

where should i go?hmm...most prob going opposite ba..coz nid to go buy dinner oso..

see, how boring hostel life is rite? especially during exam period....

i miss bugis (place where i go most frequently)...
i miss TM (place where alfred and i used to go most frequently)...
i miss PS (place where alfred and i go during school days for movies)...
i miss Jalan Kayu (place where alfred and his classmates gather, and me being an extra)...
i miss esplanade (place where alfred and i share our thoughts)...
i miss Suntec (place where our first date is)...
i miss Hougang Stadium n swimming pool (place where we go for sports)...
i miss Citilink(place that alfred and i will pass when we go suntec)...
i miss my home (obvious rite, place where i feel sense of belonging)...
i miss Pasir Ris beach (place where there are alot of memories with alfred)...

and i wanna go all these places after exams....all....

there goes my chem...thot it is supposed to be a rather easy paper, but....*sigh~
well, no time for me to despair, coz tmr will be my mat sci paper...muz do well dis time..

how i wish my battle can end asap..i dun wanna study...i wanna have some fresh air outside BOON LAY...haha..and before i forget, there is juz one week more before i get out of this place...i will leave dis "insect infested" area..haha..meaning, my hostel room...yup..i wanna go home asap..miss my bed and everything...

"daddy, can u come and help me bring all the bulks home?? now??"...hehe..how i wish i can say that...but juz one more week...(endure..endure..endure..)

time really flies when it comes to exam period...always moan for having not enuf time to study...nah, juz an excuse for me..hehe..coz i simply have an extremely poor time management..
starting have some meaningless talks le..pardon me, coz i still suffering from the aftershock of that Chem paper...

my brain is draining fast..after today's exam, i suffer from a short headache and giddiness...y?...dunno...the acute pain in my head is killing me...and the humid weather is worsening the situation..anyway, it is gone..

ok, now trying to squeeze some left-over brain juice to put my materials sci info in...jia you ba!!!

y i'm happy...answer is obvious...because of alfred..really think he matured alot..haha..but, should not praise him first,coz he may become arrogant..haha..anyway, the obstacles he faced has gradually mould him to become a stronger, more flexible, wat else, erm...a more thinking person..yar...i like him more now..hmm, but den i really wanna think thru still,coz i dun wan to make any rash decision and end up regretting..

juz now went dinner with him, i treat him again..coz i see him so stress, den so poor le,so being a girlfren shd do something constructive...haha..but can tell that there is something still up in his mind..he was deep in thought when we are having meal...he ate oni abit..think he is too stressed le...i try to help, but think my help isn't very useful ba..so i dun dare to tok so much...

wondering where has alfred's innocent smile gone?

i missed his smile....

i dun want him to give a bitter smile always..

what is wrong?

what should i do to make that smile once again appear on his face? *troubled*

alright, meanwhile, i shall study my chem, c how much info can get into my brain..haha

i almost can't post dis blog today,coz some "accidents" happened to my comp...oni hui yi noe..*wink wink*...i was so helpless juz now..but den, by trial and error, i managed to get it back..haha..well, hope it wun happen again...if not i will faint...very stress!!

today's computing...hai~...it juz hurt me when it is mentioned, coz i sure wun do well one..so many damn programs to write...how can i memorise all?? hai~...but hope the rest are correct,den at least i can get a pass...haha...shall buck up for my chemistry and mat sci on consecutive days,thurs and fri...( when will i have a time to relax?)....*sigh*

i find that i can't cope with the lifestyle in Singapore...y? being a singaporean, still say such thing...so embarrassing...but the stress level here is too high le, for it to be working class or juz students...my parents have to stayed up late at office to finish their jobs..and we students have to keep studying, studying, and studying...and wat satisfaction can we get other than the good results that we got...is it the reason y ppl turn to material goods to satisfy their emotional needs?

well, not that i wanna announce to the world, but juz to let my dear frens noe that i've broken up with alfred a few days ago...it is a partial one, meaning we are still officially together, but juz that we are not together..*confused*...nvm..coz i nid some space to breathe and think..hmm, dun feel shock...it is quite common within couples, coz when we are too into each other, we tend to deviate the meaning of relationship...juz a time to cool down and think thru...hope the result is something positive..haha..but for now, juz concentrate on my studies...by the way, we are still very good frenz...thanx alfred for making his first step out of his fear...heehee...

"is it true that there are really angels in this small little world??"

老天总爱做弄我。。让我一下子开心，一下子悲伤。。当我很想放弃时，你让他出现在我面前。。这一点都不好玩。。 请别再开这种玩笑了。。。

as for today's malay...no comments..coz i juz whack everything i noe...so not that i'm smart when u see me leave the hall early..it is juz that i got nothing more to write..yup!

all the best for my computing tmr...which means another day nearer to my freedom... =)

加油！

sometimes i wonder, is it because there is a choice, ppl tend to be more picky? is it because they can choose the best, that's y they become intolerant with things...

for my case, yar...it's a whole chunk of story about alfred again...i dunno y i'm so fussy when it come to him doing things..am i juz too sensitive?well, i dunno..all i noe is he is getting on my nerves...for wateva he do and bla bla bla...or maybe i'm juz too tired to care..

but a weird thing is hw come i can stand my mum, but i can't stand alfred? those who noe my mum shd noe wat i mean...and that leads me to ponder...is it because there is a choice, i tend to become so intolerant with things....and when there is no choice, my tolerance level can reach to infinity... tolerance level = (no choice) /(have choice)....as "have choice" is increasing, tolerance level will decrease...and when there is "no choice", "have choice" = 0, and tolerance level = infinity...

whatever it is, i'm very tired to think abt the word "relationship"...and i hav no more energy to continue...P = E/t...when E = 0, no matter how long it takes, the power of love is still zero...that's physics..and i agree that it does apply..

have been idling for the weekend..coz i have to recover from my sickness as well as the shock that i've gotten from the bloody maths..tend to be slightly vulgar now..coz i really hate MATHS..

having to have studied so much for maths, but so wad?? still can't manage to do so many qns..think gonna fail badly dis time round...so sick...starting to lose the momentum to study le lor..hai~..but den after a short break..i'm back to study...*sigh*...rushing all the last minute work for my malay tomorrow and computing on the day after..feeling so miserable..my siblings are slacking at hme, watching tv and chit chatting..and me??studying so hard thou i'm worn out physically and mentally....sick!!!

my sis exchanged my phone with hers...for this two weeks..well, i still waiting patiently for my arrival of my new phone..and that is when it start to sell in Singapore..hmm...shall be patient...

stupid alfred has made me angry again...due to his stupid acts...haha..but den can tell that he is bothered by his work..coz i can see him deep in thots at times..thou he nv say anything..but it is always very obvious...well, this is a time whereby he can start to take up tasks and see how well he can manage..juz take it as a form of challenge..and it will also show ur sense of maturity, dear..haha..ok, if u nid any help, juz tell me k...i will surely help..but den not now lar..after exams k...no nid to ask for anything in return, except reducing ur rubbishy toks, and becoming less whiny..hehhe...

dunno what happened to me..after i ate my lunch, i start feeling weak..and also, i wanna puke...hai~..wat's wrong with me?so sick...both mentally and physically..

thanx alfred for accompanying me thru msn..haha..

too sick to think properly le...hai~...dunno what i'm tokkin oso...

nvm

have been studying maths for the past few days..and getting both impatient, as well as worried...i am trying very hard to get things into my brain..but things dun always go with my way...i really dunno if i can even pass my maths dis time round..really disgusting...all the theorems are making me headache.
so sick,feel like flunging everything..but of coz, it is impossible..what should i do??how to get things into my head?
somethimes i'm wondering if god is really helping me or not. whenever i have my test, esp. maths, i will sure have problems sleeping..first time is being bitten by those insects..second time is being waken by noises on and off...and all these contributed to a fail grade for my tests...hai~

y muz it be lidat? my life should be controlled by me, y is it that all these unfortunate things muz happen? i'm feeling sick...i'm tired too...and still, i have to get everything into my head...

pls allow me to sail thru dis period of time smoothly...i juz wan a pass for my maths..pls dun give me anymore nonsense....thankew!

alfred called me juz now during his break time..he thanked me for helping..haha..how i wish i can share my problems with him...but he is really very busy and bothered with his work..shall not disturb him...perhaps, dis is a low morale period during exams...

please cure me before the exams really start.... =)

juz realised that i'm very kpo with things..haha..everything wanna noe..

juz now helped xianwei n alfred find "customer"...hai~...thot it will be a successful one,but wat he want is not what they can provide..at that moment, den i realise that how difficult it is to start a business...and alfred has his NS to serve..so, xianwei has to do almost all the jobs..well, i really hope i can help out in one way or another..hehe..coz i am kpo...but, i think i've been more like a burden..haha..coz create lotsa doubts..anyway, lucky they found another..hmm...hope it will be a successful one....starting a business can be interesting, but there are many things to consider before you even move a step...

"i'm trying to help.."
dis sentence is in my brain all the time..i wanna help my frens when they face difficulties. i wanna help alfred when he is troubled..i wanna help my sisters when they are puzzled over studies..i'm juz trying to help..but den,a positive connotation may turn out to be the opposite.
i've become a big KPO over many things...haha..thou no one say,but i knew it myself...shall learn how to stop dis habit.. ;p

alfred is having his duty today again...that's y he never contact me the whole day...life is becoming more and more meaningless without his presence..haha..does that means that i start to love him???? *scratch head*

alrite, continue with my dinner...*yummy*

juz heard yes 93.3, 李圣杰 sounded so good.."live" somemore..juz like it is played from cd..haha..hmm, my 偶像 ...even peifen oso say he is very good..he is in pitch for all the songs lor..佩服 ...and his character is very good oso..hope he can do well for his singing career...

alfred, dun feel sour hor..hehe..i like both of u..haha..

had a marvellous day with alfred today..he came over immediately after he booked out, and we had our lunch and dinner together..helped him to register for advance theory test and practical lessons..now den realise that the process of learning how to drive can be so tedious and expensive..but, den...it is beneficial, so it is worth it..

our dinner...made alfred angry again, but seriously speaking..i like to see him angry..coz that's the time when he is very serious..haha..really..that's the time when he will start to make decisions..and that's the time when he starts to show his maturity??hehe..yar..i told him that..and he say i bian4 tai4..haha..but it is true lor..

i think today is a day for me to learn to relax..coz i haven start studying...but lucky my problem is somehow put to a halt..hehe..dun nid to be so fan2 at the present moment.hope it is a good start for me to tackle all the exams..haha..

for the past few days, i really dun have mood to study..trying super hard to squeeze in something..i'm afraid that i will forget everything the moment i step into the exam hall..juz like wat i've been experiencing for my maths tests...wat had happened to my brain??i guess i nid a break..so today, i really took a break..hope my brain can recover..if not i will have to fail again...*touchwood*.. =)

"a positive mindset is a vitamin for the brain..."

alfred, thankew so much for ur presence today...thou u may think it isn't anything..but it is really something to me...and thankew for making an effort to improve urself in all aspects..i really appreciated it.. =)

did anyone feel the tremor yesterday?? i felt it at home and 3 times somemore..really feeling giddy..and also fear that the flat may collapse..*touchwood*..but my house's hanging lamps are swaying...so scary..

my dad's car's engine died yesterday while we are on the way for tomb sweeping..and we were stucked at the entrance to the PIE..really very dangerous..and lucky my uncle was there with his car..so he helped us to settle everything..and of cuz, the trip wasn't successful...basically that's all for yesterday..

today,hmm...i spent the whole day with alfred..we went bugis to buy things..it rained so heavily lor,and so surprised that he got bring an umbrella..so we wun drenched..haha..something happened when we were at the basement of bugis junction, where ppl sell food..juz when we bought our takopachi, a wel-dressed lady stood behind us..and kept staring at alfred and me..we were puzzled..and nv really bother..den,when we were about to walk away, she stepped my slippers..i was so pissed..and said," wat's your problem?"

really wanna scold her le,but alfred juz say sorry and she still think she is right...and say, "that's better."

ppl who noe me will noe that i wun let the matter rest so easily,but since alfred said sorry,so i got nothing to say,and alfred is very traumatised...i think that the lady is really mad, there are two gals who were frightened by her too..and they screamed..tt had attracted many attentions lor..but, i decided not to bother..so we continued to shop..that alfred still dare to say, "i wonder if it is a tv comedy prank.." (-_-)"'

den, when we returned..that lady was being questioned..maybe there is dis brave-so who decided to call for security..hehe..hmm..still quite angry,but suan4 le4 lar...

今天才发现 alfred 这么会撒娇。。哈哈！今天我才知道他有多么不开心。因为我伤害他太深了。。也不知道我今天对他说的话是对还是错，但我真的不想他那么伤心。当然，我说的都是真的。我也会做到的。可是，我希望他可以别让我为他操心。考试将要来了，加上他和我的问题。。不懂要怎么说。。 别人有男友可以依靠，而我却是给男友依靠的。。得保护他，不让别人伤害他。。很累。。但是，我们已走了那么久了，不能这样就放弃。。只好继续下去。我种觉得我比较像是他的姐姐或妈妈，多过像个 gf。。刚收到 alfred 的电话，他告诉我他的 basic theory test 及格了。。哈哈！为他高兴。。 虽然只是一个 easy paper, 不过对他来说是一个肯定。希望他其他的 exams 也会做得一样好。。加油！

alfred,
all i can say is, cheer up k..i'll do wat i've promised..and dun worry, i wun leave u lar..for wat rite? u so nice to me, how can i bear to do that??there should be no one else in between us..i promise k...rest assured..(",)

today:

study for are you ok? => alfred called to wish me good luck => test started 6.15pm
=> finished my test at 6.30pm
=> saw charlene (kuah), she so free lor..waiting for yen ching
=> slack for awhile => went bathing => eat apple n drink coffee to wake myself up
=>continue with the battle---maths.. => study for maths for tmr's test
=> remember to SLEEP early..

~*~ that's all for today ~*~

will be able to see alfred tmr, cos he is fetching me back home and have lunch with me..yeah...i'm so happy..hmm, one week never see him le..really miss him alot..and i have to make up for the wrong that i've done..*nod nod*...what wrong?? i dun wish to say...yar...alrite, i have to pia my maths le...(thinking of my dearie....)

This song is dedicated to my dearest Alfred....

Angels Brought Me Here -Guy Sebastian

It's been a long and winding journey
But I'm finally here tonight
Picking up the pieces
Walking back into the light
To the sunset of your glory
Where my heart and future lies
There's nothing like that feeling
When I look into your eyes

My dreams came true
When I found you
I found you, my miracle

If you could see what I see
That you're the answer to my prayers
And if you can feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here

Standing here before you
Feels like I've been born again
Every breath is your love
Every heartbeat speaks your name

My dreams came true
Right here in front of you
My miracle

If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayers
If you could feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here

Brought me here to be with you
I'd be forever grateful (oh forever grateful)

My dreams came true
When I found you
My miracle

If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayers
If you could feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here

If you could see what I see
You're the answer to my prayers
If you could feel
The tenderness I feel
You would know
It would be clear
That angels brought me here

i finally noe wat's going on with my roomie after reading valerie's blog..haha..yar..that b****...

i'm super pissed too when i read it..how can she do this??but wat to do? ppl do have their evil self that is hidden behind their masks...and if it is me,i'll go give dis gal a tight slap sooner or later...if she dun trust her bf, den wat's the pt of being together with him...poor kq..well..hope i'm referring to the right person.hehe...and hope that guy will unveil that evil woman's mask and give her a big scold..(can slam her to the ground will be better)...i'm super evil too..*grin*..

blog is a place where ppl can let go all their feelings..dun feel so sad abt ppl pasting ur blog or wad,coz it may means that they are jealous or wad??so,carol,continue to write watever u think u wanna express..as for that b....up to her if she wanna comment,up to her if she wanna paste the whole chunk on her blog..juz that she is senseless..and juz that she is still so IMMATURE...well, to endure may not be the best way to solve a problem..if it is me,i'll do it more, purposely to fume her back..haha..that's me...dun do it k...*demure*...

well, can see how angry i am..if really there is this someone who do such thing to me,he/she will get it from me SOONER OR LATER...haha....oh no...*demure demure*...can see my devil's horns start to come out...

anyway,in this world, there are many different kind of ppl...and if such person do cross ur life, juz take it as an experience coz it is juz an unfortunate event to meet up with such a b****.dun worry, when u meet a devil, juz remember, there will sure be an angel/angels around to protect u... =) (haha,finally tok some senses..)

Alfred,

i'm really very sorry for wat i've done,.i really hope u can understand..i dun wish to have everything turn out to be so wrong..i really hope for ur understanding..i'm trying hard,really hard to stop it..and i want ur encouragement,not scolding..i can understand y u r so angry..but can u understand my situation?? i dun think so...but whatever it is, i hope u have more confidence in urself..dun be so negative with everything k...i hope what i've done for u all along can assure u something??can tell u something??or maybe,u r oni aware of wat u've done for me,and not the other way round..

well, i dun blame u at all..go think abt it ba..maybe i'm a real failure...maybe everything shouldn't start lidat...maybe...maybe...

Xue Ying

today:

study materials science => mat sci test
=> effective comm tut(last day)
=> went funan with huiyi to get her earpiece changed
=> pastamania (funan) => see shuai4 ge1
=> travel back to ntu
=> study maths
=> going to bathe later
=> remember to eat apple
=> remember to sleep early

~*~ THE END ~*~

i really miss alfred alot..hmm..juz think of dis song to put up..though we are not at the opposite end of the world,but we are at the opposite end of Singapore.. =)

孤單北半球

用你的早安陪我吃晚餐
記得把想念存進撲滿
我　望著滿天星在閃
聽牛郎對織女說要勇敢

不怕我們在地球的兩端
看你的問候騎著魔毯
飛　用光速飛到我面前
你讓我看到北極星有十字星作伴

少了你的手臂當枕頭　我還不習慣
你的望遠鏡望不到我北半球的孤單
太平洋的潮水跟著地球來回旋轉
我會耐心地等　等你有一天靠岸

少了你的懷抱當暖爐我還不習慣
Ｅ給你照片看不到　
我北半球的孤單
世界再大兩顆真心就能互相取暖
想念不會偷懶　
我的夢通通給你保管

trying to overcome all these in order to continue with my revision...

yesterday went suntec with the two of them..to shop, of course!! but the weather isn't really very nice to us..had been raining almost the whole day lor..and is super chilling even when i'm in my hostel room..we went carrefour coz chuying wanna look for her earphone and huiyi wanna buy her necessities..but ended up, huiyi bought so many things and chuying empty-handed..so we decide to go funan..and that is where cy finally found her earphones..haha...and we saw that zen micro is selling at $345 each...den that huiyi was so fasinated lor...and ended up buying 2..one for herself and the other for her cousin..haha...however, one is faulty..so today,she has to make a trip back to that shop to as for a change..good luck!

nothing much after that..cy and i rushed for our malay..and had a rather nice dinner lar..haha..well, den after bath,i went to their room to study lor...and stayed overnite..

it is really a torture...coz here i was mugging, there they are..playing online games...wat a fren.haha..it requires alot of concentration and self-discipline..haha..but i succeeded lor..

no choice, who ask me to have more tests than them dis week rite..

tomorrow is my materials sci quiz..have to finish my mat sci by today..no matter wad...den tmr morning can have some revisions..haha..my thinking is too ideal le..hope i really can do according to what i've planned..

gonna rush for my computing soon...haven have my lunch yet...and today alfred is taking his basic theory test...wish him all the best...muz do well arh..coz it should be a rather easy paper..haha..dunno, nv take before..and think i dun have the chance to take too! =)

orchard is a place where you can see many ppl,eh...to be more specific, is many familiar faces...that isn't the worst, worst is when u see someone that u dun even feel like seeing for mths..yrs...bla bla bla..ok, shall talk about what i've seen yesterday, which is saturday, at orchard...here it goes...

i was supposed to mit alfred at somerset at 3pm..well, i was late by 3mins according to alfred..den we went to cineplex to go watch "swing girls"..btw, it is a very entertaining show..thou, the ending is predictable,but it always makes me feel comfortable..rather than those ghostly movies..haha..so,i can't be the one recommending show,coz u ppl will sure think that my taste "bleah"...haha..ok,get back to the main topic..oh,so we went to buy the ticz for 5.30pm one..coz the earlier one is almost full..den dun like to sit at the front..yar..den we decide to go to HMV to shop ma..so we crossed the road..and that is when the nightmare begins..

i received a phone call...and to my horror..is simon..well,y the heck would he wana call me..den i answer..so, i realised that he is actually behind us..well,he nv change at all lor..oni his galfren that is changing..think is his 8th galfren ba..when i tot he juz broke up not long ago,and here he is with another one..wow...*clap clap*..and his galfren super "dao" one..nv even say hi or wad..but who cares..haha..and wat surprises me is not that i saw him...but more of my feeling at the moment...i really dun feel anything, not even an increase in heartbeat..well, y??haha...maybe my heart is too tired to beat so fast le ba..juz dun feel anything other than hypocrisy..the atmosphere at that time isn't quite good, coz can sense alfred's uneasiness..and of cuz, my super hypocritical smile..can't believe that i can really be so fake..haha..anyway,me and alfred really dunno how to react to such situation lor..but it is ok if it occurs rarely... =)

well,den after we've finished walking around HMV, we decide to go back to cine..to continue to waste time...and heard that fionna xie and sharon au will be there..so, we hurried to the basement, where there is a M1 road show. haha..really saw them..took a few pics of them, but like not very clear..hai~..but, nvm lar..at least can see them with my own eyes..haha..den alfred saw some ex-detainees eating at the food court...they are quite friendly actually. so,dun think that all detainees are bad..no!!!some may be good oso..den when it's about time, we went upstairs to wait..and i saw zhi hui and his galfren...yesh,no doubt, the pr 6/2 zhi hui..ruifen..ahem..haha..and he abit like xianwei lor..that's alfred's comment lar..anyway,his galfren quite good lookin lar..but he can't recognise me le..but no worry, xianwei still better looking..haha..nx, alfred saw his fren...erm, think is a band member who is close to kexin..and like huiyi dun like one..haha..should be lar..but she changed alot..became prettier??

den had a great dinner with alfred,coz i treat him..hehe..first time..and we had a great chat at my hse there...alfred is asking for my permission to let him set up a business with xianwei..well,i'm ok with it..coz he can gain some experiences lor..he was very happy..and i promised to help him in one way or another..and, he scared that he can't do much due to his NS..and make xianwei do alot of stuff...so that is y he ask me if i can help..of course lar..nan2 de2 alfred so hardworking..haha..i sure will help one..well, what i'm more scared is, alfred may end up having a conflict with xw..coz one super rash,and one super lack..hmm..i really fear for such thing to happen lor...hope it will not happen..*pray*

it's time for study again..so tired...but, bo bian..haha..ok lar...jiayou!!!