I have been contemplating writing this post for awhile. 1.) Because it's super personal, I feel a little awkward writing about it, and 2.) I haven't blogged in almost 2years! So here it goes!
Let's jump back in time to a little over a year ago. I had decided in December of 2013 that I wanted to become fully active in the church again. I had very significant things that happened that let me know it was time. So I told Cory I was going to go back to church and he was very supportive and even said he would come with me and Cannon. He also had a disclaimer. I could not expect him to join the church. I was fine with that since he was so supportive.
So our first Sunday was right before Christmas. I connected with my Bishop and let him know I needed to have an interview with him and we scheduled for the following Sunday. When I met with him, he told me that he would like for me to take the missionary discussions as a refresher since it had been awhile that I had been active and it would act as a refresher for me. I thought that would be great. I talked to Cory about taking them with me. I figured if he was going to be okay with his family being active members, he at least needed to have a basic understanding of what we believing in. He agreed. Now I feel like I should say that there was no hidden agenda in me asking Cory to be apart of the discussions. If he had said no, I would have fully accepted that and taken them myself.
I cannot tell you which discussion out of the 5 Cory agreed to be baptised but I can tell you the date! It was 1/19/2014. And here is how it all went down. I had given my bishop the speech in my interview with him, that if anyone tries to pressure Cory to be baptised it would be a mistake! Oh me of little faith! So we are sitting on our couch with my bishop and the 2 oh so sweet Sister Missionaries and my bishop says,"Cory, I keep feeling February 1st. I feel you need to be baptised on that day."! Oh man did I get a little mad inside! All I could think was Cory is never coming back to church with me again! Way to go Bishop! But then the stunner of it all was Cory's response. He said,"You know, I've been thinking about it a lot and that sounds good to me.". What the heck?! Talk about stunning me into silence! Which is rare to accomplish I might add! My former anger at my bishop was stopped in it's tracks with me in complete shock at my husband! He had not said a word about feeling like that!
So the date was set and Bishop and the Sisters left. Cory asked me to say something and I just told him I don't know what to say! I mean come on, what do you say in that situation? I didn't even cry! Am I a heartless robot? LOL The next day was Martin Luther King Jr. Day and we decided to day trip it to the coast and spend the day at the ocean! I am still in total shock and thinking the whole time who is this person sitting next to me in the car?! Then we find out that day that I am pregnant with our sweet little Paxton! What a weekend!
On February 1st, 2014 I witnessed one of the most spiritually amazing moments in my life at that point. I watched my wonderful husband enter the waters of Baptism and be baptised by my dad. What an incredibly special moment and day. I have never felt such a spirit as I did that day. It was a confirmation for me of how true the gospel is. Amazing!
Let's bounce forward to August 2014. The day I entered the temple for the first time and was able to watch my sweet little niece be married and sealed to her wonderful husband. This event was one of the significant things that happened to get me back to church. There was no way I was not going to be there for her on this very special of days. Thank you for the kick Paige and Aaron! Now it was not an easy road to get me there. I started having medical issues with my pregnancy with Paxton. I was put on bed rest the Saturday before I was to leave to Paige's wedding, due to low amniotic fluid. But I ended up getting the okay, as long as I stayed hydrated and took it easy. So thankful for fasting and prayers! Because I was going to blow that bed rest if they didn't let me go!
Now let's bounce forward again to February 21st, 2015. The day I was sealed to my husband and my family for time and all eternity. Now I had said that Cory's baptism was the most spiritual moment of my life, but this blew that out of the water. What a wonderful moment to know you have each other forever. I mean that just screams commitment! It was beautiful and emotional and we had people who love and support us there. It is something I will never forget and will always hold so dear to my heart.
After we were sealed, Cory blessed our sweet little Paxton and it was such a sweet and special moment not only for me, but I know it was a special moment for Cory as well. It was a beautiful blessing for a beautiful boy!
So here are some pictures from our weekend at the temple!
Saturday, March 07, 2015
Saturday, April 20, 2013
Moments
There are days where I could lay on the floor with a camera and just snap away! Cannon is so fun to follow around and listen to! It may be because I am completely obsessed with him!
Cory and I had lived our lives for each other for so long before Cannon! We did so many great and fun things together. Then Cannon came along and it's all about him! Not complaining because we love it! He fits so well into our lives!
This picture is one of the 3000(I did previously state that I am obsessed!) Pictures of Cannon! He's such a curious little boy and loves the outdoors! Even if he can only see out from the sliding glass door right now!
Thursday, April 11, 2013
Mean Mommy award goes to me.....
Wednesday, April 10, 2013
Living The Montana Life....
Cory, Cannon and I have been in Bozeman, MT since January! We relocated here for Cory's work and we love it! It's such a beautiful area and the people here are so chill and laid back. We have been doing so many activities here since there is so much to see. We went to Cody, WY to see the Buffalo Bill Museum, we hike every weekend, and we've been to Yellowstone National Park three times! It's so fun here but our time is coming to an end in a couple of weeks! Which stinks because that means no Old Faithful for us! LOL It's going to be such a sad day to leave here but we are definitely excited for what our next adventure has in store for us! So here's the last few months in pictures!
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| On our way to Cody, WY |
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| We made it! |
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| Cannon waiting for dinner! |
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| Where Buffalo Bills Wild West Stadium Overlooks! |
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| The Buffalo Bill Wild West Stadium |
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| Frozen Sold! |
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| It was so windy! |
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| Taking Pictures Through The Binoculars |
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| Just relaxing! |
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| On our way to Palisade Falls, MT |
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| Mountain Men |
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| Love these two! Cannon's face says it all! |
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| Family self pics are a must in this family! |
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| Sabotage! |
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| Cutest bear I've ever met! |
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| Well hello Mr. Bison |
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| Now that is TOO close for comfort! Cory wanted me to get CLOSER! IS HE NUTS?! |
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| See YA! |
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| On Our way to Virginia City, MT |
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| Cory and Cannon |
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| Showing Cannon off to his pride! |
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| Me and Cannon |
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| I could kiss him all day! |
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| Virginia City, MT! It was seriously like a postcard! Everything in the town is ORIGINAL! |
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| Graves of Stage Coach robbers hung on the very spot! |
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| Entering Yellowstone! We noticed AFTER taking the pictures that Cannon's hat was over his eyes! |
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| Our happy little sight see'er! |
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| Mammoth Hot Springs |
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| Mr. Bison was too close to get Cannon out! Cory thought it was funny to throw snowballs at it! I however did NOT! |
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| A Red Fox just chilling by the road! |
| In the middle of Yellowstone! |
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| This shows you how used to people these animals are! A coyote just walking along side the car! |
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| Mr. Bison also just standing there ON THE SIDE OF THE ROAD! |
| Yes, he threw snowballs at this one too! |
| HUGE herd of Elk! |
| Panoramic View |
Wednesday, January 23, 2013
Cannon Alan Bond...Our Miracle
Wow it's been forever since I last blogged and I figure that since Cannon will be 6months in a few days, it's probably time I write down his birth story before I forget! What better way then to blog it!? So here goes nothing. (Note: I am not a writer or a creative on at that, so no judging!)
07/30/2012
So my mom gets to my house and I say well here I am pregnant! That was the first and only time my mom saw me pregnant! It's so funny to think that too! They're in Yuma, AZ for most of the year and the last time we'd been together was at Thanksgiving! I was unknowingly pregnant then! We had plenty of phone conversations and facebook pictures/status updates! The joy of having social media these days!! So I hug my mom, probably babbled and started to finish packing my bag. I grabbed my stuff and off we went! That was probably the longest 3mile drive of my LIFE! It seemed to take forever to get the hospital and I swear every light we hit was red. I may be in a panic but dang it, if this is going to happen then lets get it over with! Am I right!? We get in my "suite" at noon, I get in a gown and in my bed! They hook me up to my monitors and IV's and we get Cannon on the monitor! My mom stayed with me since Cory was going to be about 3hours. We had lunch together and just sat and chatted and watched the monitor! I think my mom really enjoyed getting to be apart of at least that because once Cory got there, she was out of there! She had her babies and she didn't need to see any of us have ours! And plus she knew Cory and I wanted to be by ourselves anyways! She's great isn't she!?
Cory finally got to the hospital and it was time to wait! I had been given a pill to soften my cervix that was supposed to make me feel a bit "crampy". It wasn't so bad. Then when I finally had enough antibiotics and saline, they started the pitocin. I hope I NEVER have to have that medication again! Everything was fine the first and second round. But by the third dose, I could not take it anymore! I was at about a 4 and asked for my epidural. My anesthesiologist Dr. Hannon was AMAZING! He was a very straightforward man, which is what I look for in my doctors and people in the medical profession! Just give it to me straight, so I know what to expect. I don't want the sugar coated version! My epidural went so smooth. Cory said he was so proud of me, because he saw what was going to happen and can't believe I handled it the way I did! I never saw what was coming! I refused to look at Cory, the nurse, the doctor or the needles! No thanks! I felt a pinch and the nerve he said he'd touch that made my foot twitch! The zing on the nerve was the weirdest feeling. It was not painful at all! Thank you Dr. Hannon!
My epidural started to kick in and I felt great! Mostly! I carried Cannon very high, so high that he was tucked into my ribs! Every time I had a contraction, my right ribs would hurt so bad! I asked Dr. Hannon about this and he said that he'd never heard of contractions in the ribs and that, that just meant the baby was causing the pain and there was nothing he could do! YAY! So they then were waiting for me to dilate a bit further before they broke my water. So Cory and I watched the monitor and listened to his heartbeat for about an hour. They came in broke my water when I was about a 5! That was at about 9PM. Then my labor started progressing rapidly. At about 8cm Cannon's heart rate would plummet with every contraction. It would get so low that at one point I started to cry and said I was scared! Cory just held my hand and told me everything would be okay! The nurse and my doctor where always right there in a minute when his heart rate was declining. They checked me again at about 10:30 PM and I was still at an 8.
Dr. Bahnmiller got real with us! He said what it seems to him is that my placenta is detaching faster then my labor. We can wait and try to do this naturally and have things possibly turn into an "emergency" delivery OR we get him out now via Cesarean. I asked him for a minute and asked Cory what to do! Cory said, "Let's get him out the safe way!" and all I said was, "OK!".
Man, did things start to move quickly after that! I was so nervous and kept asking questions. I even kept saying I'm sorry and one of the nurses said, "What are you sorry for?! You're having a baby!". Okay! They got Cory in a gown, shut off my epidural medication and started wheeling me to the O.R. to have a baby! I am so nervous at this point that I am shaking uncontrollably! At one point the doctor asked me if I'm cold and I said no through my silent tears, that I'm just really nervous with a touch of scared! At this point Cory was not with me. He had to wait outside the door until they got me numb enough to do the Cesarean. If I was unable to get fully numb, I'd have to be put under and Cory wouldn't be able to be there! I had 3 doses of medication and I still had feeling in my right side. I was given a fourth dose and the anesthesiologist let me know that if the 5th and final does not work, I'll have to be put under. They started poking me and asking if I can feel that. I said, "No!". Well of course I could still feel it, I didn't want to miss having this kid taken out! I FELT them start the Cesarean. It was about 3 seconds of pain and then nothing but pressure! I then got my wits about me and said, "Where's my husband?!". The nurse went and got Cory, instructing him along the way that if he felt queasy or that he was going to faint to aim for the wall! Before I knew it Cory was by my side, talking about random things and occasionally peeking over the curtain!
Then I felt it! I felt them pull that little boy out of my belly and into this world! I cannot describe the feeling I had at that moment! 5years! 5years and you're finally here, was all I could think! So I start crying, Cory looks over the curtain, smiles and proclaims, "He looks just like me!"! He kissed me and then he just started to cry! It was so funny, that all I said was, "What?!"! The nurses took Cory over to help clean Cannon off and cut the cord! I heard a faint little cry of disapproval, and then I got to meet that little creature that just came out of me! We just looked at each other and all I could say was, "I can't believe you're real! You're perfect! Cory, he does look like you!"! I gave him a kiss before Cory and Cannon, best friends already, went to our room to wait for me!
07/30/2012
So I woke up this morning and got ready for my final OB appointment of my pregnancy as I was scheduled to be induced on August 3rd since Cory was working out of town and my doctor was leaving on vacation August 5th! I was dealing with hypertension the last month of my pregnancy and was having to daily monitor my blood pressure and had weekly ultrasounds since Cannon had fluid/dilated kidneys. I went into my appointment feeling AMAZING! I've never felt better than when I was pregnant! (Well about 18weeks on!) Even though I was dealing with hypertension, I never felt the side effects of it! My hands, feet and legs had started swelling regularly at about 36weeks! Thank goodness it was a cool summer or I guess it could have been worse! So, the nurses checked my weight, blood pressure (which was still higher then they wanted) and of course my urine. I was waiting in my little exam room and the nurse came in and told me I had protein in my urine, which is a bad sign of possible preclympsia. The nurse said she was going to get Dr. Bahnmiller on the phone and see if he wanted blood drawn or if I should go to the hospital for a more thorough test. Well when that nurse came back in she said words that I did not plan to hear! She said, "Well, Dr. Bahnmiller said to head to the hospital! You're going to have a baby today!!". I sat there for a minute and then laughed and I said, "No! I'm having a baby on Thursday!". The nurse just laughed and said, "No, you're having a baby today and you need to be at the hospital within a couple hours! Aren't you so happy you don't have to wait until Thursday?!". I just looked at her and tried to hide my panic and said, "Sure! That's great!".
I grabbed my bag and got in my car. I sat there for what seemed like an eternity, trying to catch my breath. I called Cory, who had left at 3AM that very morning to head to work in SEATTLE! Oh it's funny how things happen! Cory answered all chipper like he usually is when I call. All I said before full panic hit was, "You have to come home! I have to go to the hospital!". Enter full panic attack here! I couldn't even catch my breathe, Cory's asking a ton of questions and I can't answer. Cory ended up hanging up on me! Yes, he hung up on me! I finally caught my composure and called him back to explain what was going on! Well, poor Cory thought was in full labor, yelled at his guys as he's running through his job site that he's gotta go, his wife is in labor! Now, I have this problem where I panic and I can't really talk. So at first I can get a sentence out and then the rest gets shut down by tears and labored breathing! It's gotten worse in my "older" age! So, I let Cory know that they're sending me to the hospital to induce my labor because with the protein in my urine and my hypertension they don't want to wait the 3days. He tells me what he said and did on his way out of the job site and we got a good laugh about it! Now it was time to figure out how I was getting to the hospital! Luckily my parents were on there way to Washington from their summer travels. Oh to be retired! Last I had heard from my mom was they were going to be in town that afternoon or early evening. I called my mom and told her what was going on. She said they were in Pendleton and she'd ditch my slow poke dad in the RV (she was in their Jeep) and hurry and come take me to the hospital!
So my mom gets to my house and I say well here I am pregnant! That was the first and only time my mom saw me pregnant! It's so funny to think that too! They're in Yuma, AZ for most of the year and the last time we'd been together was at Thanksgiving! I was unknowingly pregnant then! We had plenty of phone conversations and facebook pictures/status updates! The joy of having social media these days!! So I hug my mom, probably babbled and started to finish packing my bag. I grabbed my stuff and off we went! That was probably the longest 3mile drive of my LIFE! It seemed to take forever to get the hospital and I swear every light we hit was red. I may be in a panic but dang it, if this is going to happen then lets get it over with! Am I right!? We get in my "suite" at noon, I get in a gown and in my bed! They hook me up to my monitors and IV's and we get Cannon on the monitor! My mom stayed with me since Cory was going to be about 3hours. We had lunch together and just sat and chatted and watched the monitor! I think my mom really enjoyed getting to be apart of at least that because once Cory got there, she was out of there! She had her babies and she didn't need to see any of us have ours! And plus she knew Cory and I wanted to be by ourselves anyways! She's great isn't she!?
Cory finally got to the hospital and it was time to wait! I had been given a pill to soften my cervix that was supposed to make me feel a bit "crampy". It wasn't so bad. Then when I finally had enough antibiotics and saline, they started the pitocin. I hope I NEVER have to have that medication again! Everything was fine the first and second round. But by the third dose, I could not take it anymore! I was at about a 4 and asked for my epidural. My anesthesiologist Dr. Hannon was AMAZING! He was a very straightforward man, which is what I look for in my doctors and people in the medical profession! Just give it to me straight, so I know what to expect. I don't want the sugar coated version! My epidural went so smooth. Cory said he was so proud of me, because he saw what was going to happen and can't believe I handled it the way I did! I never saw what was coming! I refused to look at Cory, the nurse, the doctor or the needles! No thanks! I felt a pinch and the nerve he said he'd touch that made my foot twitch! The zing on the nerve was the weirdest feeling. It was not painful at all! Thank you Dr. Hannon!
My epidural started to kick in and I felt great! Mostly! I carried Cannon very high, so high that he was tucked into my ribs! Every time I had a contraction, my right ribs would hurt so bad! I asked Dr. Hannon about this and he said that he'd never heard of contractions in the ribs and that, that just meant the baby was causing the pain and there was nothing he could do! YAY! So they then were waiting for me to dilate a bit further before they broke my water. So Cory and I watched the monitor and listened to his heartbeat for about an hour. They came in broke my water when I was about a 5! That was at about 9PM. Then my labor started progressing rapidly. At about 8cm Cannon's heart rate would plummet with every contraction. It would get so low that at one point I started to cry and said I was scared! Cory just held my hand and told me everything would be okay! The nurse and my doctor where always right there in a minute when his heart rate was declining. They checked me again at about 10:30 PM and I was still at an 8.
Dr. Bahnmiller got real with us! He said what it seems to him is that my placenta is detaching faster then my labor. We can wait and try to do this naturally and have things possibly turn into an "emergency" delivery OR we get him out now via Cesarean. I asked him for a minute and asked Cory what to do! Cory said, "Let's get him out the safe way!" and all I said was, "OK!".
Man, did things start to move quickly after that! I was so nervous and kept asking questions. I even kept saying I'm sorry and one of the nurses said, "What are you sorry for?! You're having a baby!". Okay! They got Cory in a gown, shut off my epidural medication and started wheeling me to the O.R. to have a baby! I am so nervous at this point that I am shaking uncontrollably! At one point the doctor asked me if I'm cold and I said no through my silent tears, that I'm just really nervous with a touch of scared! At this point Cory was not with me. He had to wait outside the door until they got me numb enough to do the Cesarean. If I was unable to get fully numb, I'd have to be put under and Cory wouldn't be able to be there! I had 3 doses of medication and I still had feeling in my right side. I was given a fourth dose and the anesthesiologist let me know that if the 5th and final does not work, I'll have to be put under. They started poking me and asking if I can feel that. I said, "No!". Well of course I could still feel it, I didn't want to miss having this kid taken out! I FELT them start the Cesarean. It was about 3 seconds of pain and then nothing but pressure! I then got my wits about me and said, "Where's my husband?!". The nurse went and got Cory, instructing him along the way that if he felt queasy or that he was going to faint to aim for the wall! Before I knew it Cory was by my side, talking about random things and occasionally peeking over the curtain!
Then I felt it! I felt them pull that little boy out of my belly and into this world! I cannot describe the feeling I had at that moment! 5years! 5years and you're finally here, was all I could think! So I start crying, Cory looks over the curtain, smiles and proclaims, "He looks just like me!"! He kissed me and then he just started to cry! It was so funny, that all I said was, "What?!"! The nurses took Cory over to help clean Cannon off and cut the cord! I heard a faint little cry of disapproval, and then I got to meet that little creature that just came out of me! We just looked at each other and all I could say was, "I can't believe you're real! You're perfect! Cory, he does look like you!"! I gave him a kiss before Cory and Cannon, best friends already, went to our room to wait for me!
They finished stitching me up and off we went to my room so I could see my perfect little boy! I had texted my mom right before going into the O.R. that the baby was coming via Cesarean. I had the joy of coming into the room and seeing my parents there waiting for me with Cory and our son! That still is so weird sometimes! I couldn't really hold Cannon yet because they had given me so much medication to numb me that I was slightly numb in the arms! But with strategically placed pillows and the help of Cory I got to snuggle and wallow in my little Cannon!
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37Weeks, 1 week before I had Cannon
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Cannon Alan Bond
07/30/2012
11:47PM
7pounds, 11ounces
20.5inches
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| Love this little face |
Life has changed so much since the day he graced us with his appearance! He is the center of our universe and we wouldn't have it any other way! We can't even remember what our life was before him! What did we do with ourselves?! So that is the story of my sweet precious angel! I know it's been FOREVER but it's better late than never!
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