The deployment has officially begun. Nick had to report at 11:30pm last night and I left around 1:30am. I could've stayed until about 4am, I think, but it was just torture. I'm surprised I was awake that late anyway. I usually can't make it past 11:30pm.
His plane was supposed to leave around 9am this morning, but I just got a text from him, and it won't be leaving until this evening because of weather on the East Coast. Ick. Its weird knowing he's still technically here, but I can't see him. And I'm frustrated for him that he's stuck for another day. I know we both were ready to just get this overwith.
We had a really good day yesterday though. I'm sooo glad I took off from work. We slept in, took the dogs on a walk, did random errands, watched a movie, ate a delicious steak dinner (that I made! I'm getting good with the BBQ!), and just hung out. There were a bunch of last-minute things we needed to take care of, so it was a little less relaxing than I envisioned, but it was still really great. And I didn't start crying until about 30 minutes before we had to leave the house.
Overall, I did pretty well last night. Our goodbye was really hard, but I know we can do this. I know its not going to suck so much after awhile and I know God is taking care of us. I wish it didn't have to be this way, but its not like theres anything we can do about it. I'm just praying that we get to talk as much as possible and get into a routine. Thats my biggest concern.
I'm doing alright today, but am just kind of in a haze. I honestly feel like I'm in shock. I really just don't know how to react. I'm not quite as miserable as I was when Nick left for NTC (pre-deployment training), but I'm definitely not "ok" yet either. I'd say I'm mopey. I didn't really sleep that well last night either. The dogs were definitely good snugglers though. I'm just trying to keep busy and I definitely have a full to-do list of possibilities. I've already cleaned the house and I'm going to try to tackle our Christmas cards next.
Oh, really exciting news...apparently our package was not stolen! Last night one of our neighbors stopped by with it! It was delivered to the wrong house!!! WOOHOO! That was such a relief, especially because I was starting to get so annoyed with our neighborhood. So yay for that!
I'll leave you with some pictures from last night:

Sleepy/snuggly dogs

Scout getting one last snuggle

Us

Nick saying goodbye to his "sidekick" Rufus

Saying goodbye to Scout

About to say goodbye