Bold the things that apply to you.
I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch much TV these days. ( I do ! Grey's Anatomy, Battle of Network Reality Stars (for burton of course, latest fling, haha), Project Runway, ANTM, sometimes the crappy 9pm channel 8 show..)
I love olives. (eew. yuk.)
I own lots of books. (yes ! books i love love !)
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I've watched porn movies. (i'm not pk. =X)
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy. (most of the time)
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart. (YEAH, IN MY DREAMS)
I've broken someone's bones.
I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
I hate the rain. (noo ! the rain smells goood..)
I'm paranoid at times. (make that, all the time !)
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. (liposuction, definitely. lols !)
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast. (OP was bad. ): )
I have fresh breath in the morning.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way that I look. (I AM LIKE, TOO FAT. BOO.)
I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
I know how to cornrow.
I am usually pessimistic. (perpetually cynical.. eternally pessimistic.. like xunny ! lols)
I have a lot of mood swings.
I think prostitution should be legalized.
I think Britney Spears is pretty. (erm. i can think of other pretty girls ! though none at the moment)
Slept with a Suitemate. (wth is that ??)
I have a hidden talent (yeah, it's so hidden, it's probably never going to show up in this lifetime..)
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends. (i'm blessed with many friends but more importantly, enough good ones (: )
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex. (nope.. but i should !!)
I enjoy talking on the phone. (with sooks and ahpa !)
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I would classify myself as ghetto.
I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.
I don't hate anyone.I dislike them. (you are so wrong baby..)
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God. (AMEN TO THAT ! (: )
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I currently like someone.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
I have at least 5 away messages saved.
I have tried alcohol or drugs before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal. (haha !!! somewhat. maybe. lols.)
When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum. (wth !?)
I enjoy some country music.
I would die for my best friends. (depends on how. LOLS.)
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. (this pizza place in gold coast has the best pizzza man..)
I watch soap operas whenever I can.
I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist. (especially if i'm doing something i like..)
I have used my sexuality to advance my career. (huh. like wadde. i'm a bloody student.)
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it. (YAY SPONGEBOB PATRICK SQUIDWARD GARY YAYY !!!)
I have dated a close friend's ex.
I like surveys/memes.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with guys.
Democrat.
Conservative Republican.
I am punk rockish.
I am preppy.
I go for older guys/girls, not younger. (for some reason, i like older guys. hrmms.)
I study for tests most of the time. (HAHA.)
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job. (I HATE BEING A BLOODY STUDENT)
I am comfortable with who I am right now. (mmms.. i think so..)
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can. ( i was barefoot in the train.. my heels were killing me..)
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles. (ooh ! maybe ! save the sea turtles !)
I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.
I believe in prophetic dreams. (somewhat...)
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument. (not proficient enough dammit.)
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules. (water ?! like the stuff you drink ? lols.)
I went to college out of state.
I am adopted.
I like sausages.
I am a pyro.
I love the Red Sox
I have thrown up from crying too much.
I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people. (OMG SO TRUE. LOLS. except only in one case..)
I adore bright colors (hrms.. somewhat ! i love the green of my specs..)
I love Dear Abby.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I think school is awesome. (hell yeah. NOT.)
I think pigtails serve a purpose.
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I don't like multi-textured ice cream.
I think John Cusack is adorable. (YES ! HIGH FIDELITY !)
I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.
I watch Food Network way too much. (ooooh ! i don't have time to but i don't mind !)
I love coaching youth sports.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet. (I AM STILL FAT. ARGH.)
I talk in my sleep. (i guess so.. sometimes...)
I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time. (someone give me a tree to climb and teach me how to !!!!)
I have jazz in my blood. (as much as i love jazzy instrumentals.. not really..)
I would not be friends if they weren't family.(eh ??)
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I know who Santos L. Halper is.
I read trashy romance novels and I am ashamed.
I love wrestling.
I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all. (somewhatttt..... perhaps.)
If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is. (!??!!)
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
I'm an artist. (i'd like to think so. haha !)
I have a goal to collect every Johnny Depp movie ever made. (ooh ! i should start maybe !)
I have an unhealthy Taco Bell obsession.
I have had a crush on a cartoon character when I was a kid.
I have spent more on anime and manga than many spend on computers or other high end products.
I cannot eat if there's something really disgusting in front of me or in my thoughts. (yeah, i look away when fear factor is on during dinner..)
Better Days
Goo Goo Dolls
And you ask me what I want this year
And I try to make this kind and clear
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days
Cuz I don't need boxes wrapped in strings
And desire and love and empty things
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days
So take these words
And sing out loud
Cuz everyone is forgiven now
Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again
And it's someplace simple where we could live
And something only you can give
And thats faith and trust and peace while we're alive
And the one poor child that saved this world
And there's 10 million more who probably could
If we all just stopped and said a prayer for them
So take these words
And sing out loud
Cuz everyone is forgiven now
Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again
I wish everyone was loved tonight
And somehow stop this endless fight
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days
So take these words
And sing out loud
Cuz everyone is forgiven now
Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again
Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again
I love this song. ((: Iris also by GGDolls is great.
Yeah, and don't we all want better days ? I hope 2006 will be filled with 365 better days. Yeah, I wish..
'Darkness is the matrix from which light springs forth, and that out of death, life arises.'
I don't know where I got this quote from but it's quite apt too. Like a phoenix rising from the ashes, so we begin refreshed and anew.
Okay, I am not really sure or rather, I can't remember what I wanted to blog about. But firstly, I have to mention sooks party ! Haha. Met jm and serene then we head down to her house. Let me try to recall the guests. Jm, serene, sook's uncle koh, rei, tigger, ter, ser, corinne, parky, vonne, fish, cindy.. Did I miss anyone ? Hurhur. It was fun though I was mostly just observing. And I made one very obvious, very important observation. Fine, so it's not important. But it was.. significant. Haha. POLY PEOPLE ARE SO MUCH MORE MATURE THAN US AND TO MAKE IT WORSE, THEY ARE SO MUCH MORE FUN !!!!!
Or at least, sooks friends are. Omg, ter is hilarious. Hurhurhurhur. They are so much more fun and like not cheena. And crazy. And fun. And crazy. They are very sook-ish. In a way. So not cheena. And fun. And fun and fun. Maybe I'm generalising but they're so fun ! (the cedarians are so fun too.. but that's nothing unusual ((: ) They are like so much more fun than jc guys. Hurhur. Fact. There's no gender inequality. Co was just madly whacking tigger who was trying to tickle her. My point is, the guys are stupid mcp communist bastards like some people I know. THEY ARE SO FUN LAH. My type of people. Very non-academic oriented. WHICH IS SO ME. Aye aye. Maybe I should've tried the poly route. =X Haha. I hope it'll be like that for me in uni.. Judging from corinna's description. Okay yep. I got bedsheets from sooks ! YAYY THANKS DARLING !!!! LOVE LOVE LOVE ! (: It's so pretty and girlish and kiddy (which is so me when i'm feeling whimsical and happy). And for the exchange gift, I got body shop stuff from tigger. Ah erms lols okay. Hurhur.
Db never updates the blog. It might as well not be a joint blog. Am annoyed.
Had history today. More like essay writing workshop. Was the only girl. Adel was having headache and ahpa's girl just got back from genting. So I was pretty much unentertained until wl arrived so yay. Haha. Thank goodness I thought of calling his house and asking him to come. The whole thing was quite good I guess. Just that it took about erm SIX BLOODY HOURS AND I MISSED THE 6A GATHERING. Growwls. Oh yeah, and as much as I love being called bel, by a person who has many qualities on my list of qualities that my future husband should have, in a deep sexy voice, I resent the fact that I was called on to answer stuff THRICE. Grr. Lucky for me I knew the answers to the questions. Lucky it was dseng. Shudders. Lols. Now we all know that my history tutor loves me. HAWHAW, I wish.
I just finished THE PENULTIMATE PERIL although I tried to take as long as I could to savour it. But, thousands of questions are swimming through my mind. ARGH RAHHHH. I'm trying to read the forum for more clues. Ayes, another long long long long long tiresome wait for the last book. SOBS SOBS SOBS. ))))): I am tired and I have to do my gp project tomorrow. So I shall post some quotes..
the sad truth is that truth is sad
odious lusting after finance (OLAF)
I SUBMIT MY MOTHER !!! (omg, i thought this was hilarious. i chuckled out loud in the bus, hurhur. ((: )
More another time.. Am having a weird headache. Mmms, ta ta..
The haul this year:
Pencilcase, watch(which I'm exchanging later for a different model. I feel guilty though.. Because I think my dad's quite hurt as he chose it..), THE PENULTIMATE PERIL (gleeee.), zara top, top and bag thingy from the supergirl shop hehe, 2 stuffed animals, an adorable guess bag, money and 2 pendents (one my grandma bought from hongkong(: ).
Other stuff that I share with my siblings:
Computer and Xbox games (crash team racing (HAHA I BEAT MY BROTHER TWICE LAST TIME !!) and the sims holiday expansion pack.), a billabong sling bag (it's pink ! omg. baby pink too.) and comics (calvin and hobbes ! hoho)
So you can see why I'm a happy happy girl. But of course, there are so many more reasons to rejoice. ((:
Going to tampines mall now to get my watch changed and then going to meet jm and serene to go to sooks house. Hurhur..
I am so darnit tired. (:
So I shall blog proper tomorrow maybe. Another day. I just want to say that Christmas this year, was good. (is good, it's a season remember ?) But then, Christmas is always good. ((:
Remember the reason for the season ! And why we should never be afraid to die. Yep, (: For we are all saved by Jesus ! Yay for that. ((:
Ironically, what made Christmas good (maybe even better) this year, was carolling. What better way to spend the days leading up to Christmas singing (which I love) Christmas carols (which I love too) in Orchard area (with the decorations and all, hurhur. the first few times at least.) ? Mmms. I don't regret going today. Hurhur.
And I am feeling especially blessed. I love just spending time with my aunts and grandma and family because we're all so close. ((:
So yep. I'm in this i-love-almost-everyone mood now. Merry Christmas and God's blessings to all my darling loved ones (:
I wish everyday could be like today. Mmmms. And I am starting to find this person intriguing. Suddenly. It's so.. weird. Seriously. Erpx.
So I woke up at 8ish, wrapped presents, had breakfast and slept till 2. Not a very eventful Christmas eve eh.. Boo. But the underneath of the tree looks nicer now. Haha.
Notice, the tree is small (just around half the size of the fish tank only). And, the lights are made of fibre optics and stuff. So not like my grandma's/aunts' tree.
Look, it's almost touching the light ! It's like the real deal man. We used to have something like that and we'd decorate it with lotsa rubbishy ornaments that are pretty but don't match. I guess my parents decided that the lack of space in this house justifies throwing tradition away. Sadness.
Going to bathe in a while and leave for carolling at oriental. Shaun is conducting. Haha, hmmms. I hope we do the fun carols. He's a bit paranoid and has become quite drama since his return from the states. Lols. We shall see. Am not feeling very hyped actually, am having retarded cramps. Thus I feel sluggish and all I want to do is sit around and open presents. HAHA. Oh, and I don't know how many mouths have used my pitch pipe. O.o Hurhur. It's a bit spoilt. Hmmms.
I'm quite sure I'll be going to sooks' reindeer party. Lols. But I doubt I can stay long because I think I have my grandma's steamboat party to attend. Mmms. I love steamboat at my grandma's place ! Actually, I just love her place. So many memories and 3 people I love loads..
Okays, as promised, here's eric bana for comparison with burton roberts. HAHA. ((: Hoho. Going mad. Must be the cramps. Yeeowch. Oooh, remind me to give corinna a hug and chocolates if I ever get to see her. Lols. Anyways, will be back late tonight.. I can just imagine how horrible the traffic (meaning the mrt) will be. Yikes..
I am currently having this throbbing headache so I shall try to make this entry a short and sweet one. Lazed around in the morning. Made a very very nice layout. (: To me at least. I'm using it for the other blog, haha. Went to compasspoint, bought gifts for my grandma, aunts and parents. Didn't have enough for my sister and brother. =/ Then went to meet qua who had her hair rebonded. The whole thing took more than 3 hours. I was quite fascinated really but spent most of the time stoning. Haha. Still, I HEART my dear atiqah ! I totally understand how she feels. (erm not about the frizzy hair haha) Went to get a manicure while waiting. Haha yay. My nails feel pretty now. They're green and yellow. =X Bold huh ? Hurhur.
Got four cards today. I really appreciate Cherie's and Wilberg's. (((: After all, they're are my slc friends (though not technically in cherie's case, haha) and I've BARELY seen them since 2003. Yep. I love sooks card. It's so typical of anyone to love sook's card. So original and pretty and thoughtful at the same time. ((: Last but not least, my darling xunny. The one that I will look for first if I ever do an elvis and become hopelessly unstraight. (((: I LOVE YOU XUNNY !
Going to wrap the gifts tomorrow, makes the underneath of the christmas tree less bare. Haha. Then carolling. Ah wells. Bimbolim won't be joining us. )): I'm thinking of not going on sunday. Hmmms.. Am still having the headache and am feeling feverish. My sensitive nose is perpetually blocked. ARGH. ): Borrowed 4 new terry pratchett books ! Hehe.
HYPERVENTILATES ! JEFF !!! Swoooons ! Hahaha. I know I know. Sook just wants to kill me for not being able to decide between Jeff darling and dear George and Ewan honey (but he's just a fling I think, haha). But anyway I couldn't help myself even though I'm actually digressing because I was actually searching for Burton Roberts ! Just watched battle of the network reality stars and he's in it. Annnnnnd, he's my hottie of the week ! (or month.. or whatever !) HAH. (((: Even though I never thought I'd find guys with curly hair hot. Hoho. He is so Eric Bana and Hector is just total goshdarnit hotness.
Cute right ! Small eyes, dark curly hair, shy grin. WAHAHA, SO VERY HECTOR ! And trust me, he looks better on tv with the shades and all. Hotness. (: But let us NOT forget,
The ever so genteel and wonderful and sweet and funny Mr Knightley. ((: And and my darling jeffy. ((: Okay, he doesn't want to appear. (curses blogger !!!) Another time perhaps. He is just one hot old man with gorgeous dimples. GRINS. (omgah, I am reminded of james denton. he's a hot old man too !) This is getting too much, I should compile a list or something another time. HAHA.
Since nothing seems to be working properly with blogger and my head is throbbing, I shall just declare that
THERE IS ONLY ONE ONE AND ONLY ONE DAY LEFT TO CREAKING CHRISTMAS BABY ! BOOYAHHH ! ((((:
God rest ye merry gentlemen may nothing you dismay (x Hurhur.
I shall update later in the day.. Head hurts too much. Shall try to upload more photos too. HAHA. Oh and by the way, clara and sook think jeff is hot too. SO THERE. Just in case anyone disagrees. Hurhur.
Am playing minesweeper with pk who finally has his computer back. I'm so bored I played yahoo pool with him just now. And you know how I hate pool. I won though, because he shot the white ball in on his last turn. Or something. Rahh. I was reading museum of twits at blogspot too. It's highly entertaining. In a very very mean way of course. That's how bored I am. This is depressing. The good news is, I'm going to meet qua at compasspoint tomorrow. I shall borrow more terry pratchett books. Ahh, am hooked. Tanng started it. Lols. Haha. Yes, will be watching have her hair rebonded. I was thinking about a haircut. On second thought, I don't think I want to waste money on that. My hair's quite fine now I think.
Choir today was rather retarded. I don't know. I don't have many comments. Just that it sucks that I'm nowhere. It's not going to be like cedar choir EVER. Come on, how can it ever be ? It's a really effed up school and there isn't p10 and my lovely juniors. And dammit, I'm a fucking alto. Lols. It's quite a fascinatingly long story. Ah never mind. What's done is done. I'm stuck in choir. And the only good thing that has happened was going to prague. Definitely not the people, but the experience. The sights. I MISS OLOMOUC. Okay, no more digressing. So as I was saying, I am nowhere. People (actually, there are specific people but I shan't mention who) just talk to me and stuff when they don't have anyone else to bug/joke with. It's annoying. I don't want to be some second fiddle. I feel so used all the time. It's effing annoying.
And I tell you, she's changed. No one's going to believe it. I only wish everyone can see it for themselves. Be in my shoes for a change, dammit. I never would've thought she could become so pretentious. It's sickening. I'm too tired to think about it now. It'll probably gnaw at me some other time. Rahh.
Just as a side note, Electrico makes good music. Mmms. Was listening to Good Time. (: Amanda ling is quite hot. Hahaha. Okay, I so want their album now. After all, my blog address is a tribute to a song on their album. And I hate crowds too. Rawrr. Haha. So much more inside is practically the equivalent of so damn much more. The phrases I mean. Okay am becoming a little psycho at this time of the night. Blahh.
As I've said before, I feel nothing for the school or the choir. Whatever. May 2006 fly past like this year did. But be filled with less mistakes. Like the hugemondomajor one I made when I stayed. Please.
GAH. The picture I made is not showing up. GROWLS. Okay, maybe later in the day.
2 DAYS TO CHRISTMAS !!!!
OMGAHHHH ! LESS THAN 48 HOURS AND I'M FEELING DEPRESSED !
Hahahhaha. Pokes. Sigh.
Now bring us some figgy pudding..
Good tidings we bring
to you and your kin
We wish you a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year
And we won't go till we got some
so bring some out here
(repeat repeat etc etc)
We wish you a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year ! (:
Not a very meaningful carol but fun to sing nonetheless. Hoho. And ARGH my picture of the electrico keyboardist is not showing up either. I HATE BLOGGER. Grr.
It's raining quite heavily now so I don't think I'm going to school yet. Some others are doing maths. Or something. Whatever. Haha. I just watched designerguys (the taller one is cute, hoho) and facelift. ((: I like homedecorating and cooking shows ! Oh I am such a housewife to be. Okay, scrap the wife part. HAHA. Anyways, I feel so festive now. I want to make snowglobes. =X My last attempt (which was last year) failed. Boo. Falalalalala..
I don't have to tell you that our 'study' session failed. Erm yeah. We just bummed around in school for awhile, saw bikini and sheik haikel. I think bleong's in school already. Hmmms. Oh, we played badminton too. Hurhur ! People were watching me fail to serve successfully. Yup, a nice workout though. Pity I didn't lose any weight. Bummed around j8, too poor to do much. And I had 9 bucks, in coins. 20 cent coins, mostly. So I ate laksa at the hawker centre at the carpark. Then we went to my grandma's house ! ((x We walked and walked and walked around the neighbourhood and looked at all the goshdarnpretty houses. Tons of cute doggies barked at us. I felt so at ease.. It was so quiet and peaceful. Mmms. (: Memories. Yep, then took retarded photos at my grandma's house. Lols. That was it ! Haha.
Watched tv and read my book. Ahh, I don't need to go out and spend money at all. Hoho. Have to save money !!! I still want to buy lotsa stuff. =X And I want to make my own prom dress. Erm. Right. HAHA. Going to school early tomorrow to try to do work. Again. I hope kwei doesn't do much. =/ And I did something mean to tc. Erpx. My humblest apologies kiddo ! Db got me hair clips from penang. (: The greatest news is that, I can still wear the green mango dress that I wore for cny05 ! YAYY ! That means I can wear a few more times ! Hoho. I can wear the other green dress that I bought from shibuya for another occasion too. Ahh whee. It'd look real nice if I had a nice chunky, quite large necklace. Mmm. To hide my horrid spotty chest. Ayes. I found another mango skirt too. Which will look nice with a white top. I need a white top ! HAHA. Oh dear, bad. So much for saving..
I drew the elf ! Hurhur. 3 MORE DAYS !!!!
I don't know if I've already posted this one but..
Joy to the world !
The Lord has come !
Let earth receive her king !
Let every heart prepare Him room
And heaven and angels sing.. (:
I hate the way he is so pathetic. First he said that they were together. Obviously, she never saw it that way. (and I really don't see what ANYONE can see in him) And now he just has pathetic little very not subtle hints about how he likes her. It's desperate. It's just.. yuck. It's so desperate and sick that it annoys me. Don't ask me how.
Anyho, he's just an annoying pathetic less than lowlife form. To paraphrase Jack Black in School of Rock, he's just a ugly little footnote on my epic ass. HAH.
Okay. Was feeling cranky. Don't mind me. Falalala. I'll be doing work (as if) and badmintonning tomorrow with db. Hurhur. I don't even know what work to do. Hmmms. Perhaps I'll just do my gp stuff. Because I have no idea how to do econs. Thank goodness I don't have math anymore. Haha.
Remind me to post the goo goo dolls' 'Better Days' lyrics here. Hurhur. Interestingly apt, that song. Okay, have to go think about holiday homework. And get back to my book. (:
AS FROSTY ABOVE HAS MENTIONED
BUT ONLY 4 DAYS TO CHRISTMAS DAY !
The most wonderful time of the year..
This this is Christ the King
Whom shepherds watch and angels sing
Haste haste to bring Him laud
The Babe, the Son of Mary.. (:
I think I got the lyrics wrong though. What Child is This. I love traditional carols. Hurhur. ((:
In no particular order,list down 3 people you talk to online, 4 people you see at school, 2teachers, 3 people you love going out with and 3 people in your sms inbox.
1. Sooks (online)
2. Cherr (online)
3. Cw (online)
4. Ahpa (school)
5. Brother Hz (school)
6. Bikini (school)
7. Tmx (school)
8. Ah Hock (teacher)
9. Ms Chiam (teacher)
10. Db
11. Xunny
12. Qua
13. Dj
14. Trina
15. Wilberg
So what do you think of number 4?
My favourite classmate and person to bully. (:
How would you feel if number 4 slapped you on your face?
ANGRY. Hahaha. But I don't think that will ever happen.
How nice is number 6?
Very very very nice. Too nice. And nonsensical. And smart and pretty. Haha.
On a scale of 1-10, rate how good looking number 5 is.
ERM. Hahahah. Well, I'd have to give him 8. For that mysterious yet goofy look he has. And also well, I can't disappoint my sisinlaw and after all, we share the same humble genes. HAHA.
Will you ever fall for number 11?
YES. I think that if by the time I'm 30 and still unmarried, I'll go after her. Hoho. I love my darling sweety baby honey sunny bunny.
Honestly, if number 8 met with an accident, what would you do?
O.O Visit him straightaway. And pray for him.
What sport would you play with number 12?
Erm. I don't know. I don't think either of us is good at any sport. But we can try badminton again ! Haha.
What if number 1 got a boyfriend?
I'll die of shock. It'll be utterly amusing nonetheless and whatever the case, I'll love my beloved sister in law. ((:
Do you hate number 9?
Nope. On the contrary, I find her amusing, witty and a very established lady. Hehe.
How much do you like number 2?
Enough to have tons of fun with her and the other stalkers. And her crazy stories are darn entertaining too.
Will 13 and 7 make a good couple?
Nope. Hahahaha. 13 is already attached. And 7 is in her own world. Lolsss.
Would 14 one day kill you?
With what, a basketball ? I don't think so. Hurhur. Anyway, trina is a veryyy nice person.
Who do you like more? 3 or 10?
No offence to 3, but 10. HELLOS. Hahahhaa. I've known 10 for close to 5 years and we've been in the same class for four. Nothing beats that.
Does 15 have a hot butt?
LOLS. I have no idea. Haven't seen him in a looonnnng while.
Get five people to do this thing.
Corinna. Mei (who is holidaying with her darling kfong). Db. P10 people. Stalkers. Ok, I'm past the limit but who cares. HAHA. Retarded.
Yayy, here's the photo I originally wanted to use. Mmmms. I just baked cookies today. Was inspired. Hehe. ((:
Our first and last performance at tanglin mall was disastrous to say the least. I really think it'll be our last ever performance there. Boo. Met my aunt first and by the time it was 345 (they're always late so i took my time), they'd already left. Nice one, thanks. Then we walked all the way there and it was raining too. Only the girls have the sense to bring brollies. Mmms. There was no holding area so we changed in the toilet and dumped our stuff with the information people. The crowd was three times bigger at least than the usual crowd at four seasons. (the guests at four seasons just sit at the lounges and listen so I really can't say how many people actually listen to us..) So anyway, we arrived with 5 alto seniors (nad, jm, sm, charlotte and chunwei) but the irony of it all was that only chunwei sang with us. Thus, only 4 altos sang. None of us could hear the rest. I could barely hear the sops and anyway, yanting's voice is too powerful for the altos to be heard, haha. Yep, it was horrible. The guys behind us kept talking. =X And hq kept asking us to sing louder. Haha. It was hilarious because when we were going to do santa claus, he had to squeeze between yt and I and when he finished his solo, he stood beside me. He didn't sing for some parts because he was out of breath and I found that quite hilarious. What was even more hilarious was jingle bells. The lyrics weren't aligned, so called, with the notes so it was quite hard to double task because I'm not sure of my part. Furthermore, the lyrics are in small, scribbly writing and are themselves, tongue twisters. So for the second and third verse, many of us (mostly the guys behind us, hq and me included) were just mumbling the words. More like, we were singing 'nnnn-nnnnn' so it was hilarious cos suddenly everyone was very preoccupied with squinting at the words and it was mumbled out anyhow. I had to stifle my laughter wich made hq laugh. LOLS. Okay, anyways, it was a hilariously bad performance. And gpoh (not the sop) who was conducting kept looking at me. =/ I must've been singing off key or maybe my voice was sticking out. Ayes.
Yup. Was very very very tired on sunday. Don't know why. Was probably the carolling the night before. Didn't go to church. When I reached home, slept from 8ish to 12ish. Then 12ish to 4ish. Then I played the sims and slept from 8isham to 11ish. =X Weird, I know. I just can't stop sleeping. Horrible. I keep napping at the wrong times. I napped from 530 to 7 whilst waiting for spongebob to start ! BOO. ): Oh, and I watched flashdance this afternoon. (: Hahaha, couldn't get most of what they were saying. Rather muffled. But I got the general plot and stuff. I have to say that I love how she dances. So confidently ! So woww. Haha. Jennifer Beals is pretty too. I just happen to like watching shows associated with dance. I watched Centre Stage in malaysia I think and it was fantastic. ((:
I finished Guards! Guards! and Jingo and have moved on to The Fifth Elephant. (: Am getting hooked on terry pratchett novels. Thank goodness for books. I can't drag myself to my homework. Rawrr. =X Anyway, the disappointing thing is that in Jingo, 4 pages are missing ! ARGH. Annoying. Ah wells.. It's not a very very crucial part of the story, luckily.
No stalker outing tomorrow. Sadness. )): Jlow isn't free.. Neither is sharon. Another time perhaps. Sharon's parents are, shall we say, more restrictive. And she's too good a person to use homework as a pretext to go out. Sigh. She can't make it to sook's party on monday either so I don't think I'll be going. I don't particularly like to be in situations where I don't know people. Sigh sigh. Anyway, sharon is perpetually in a state of sickness. Hmmms. Ayes never mind. Her parents have the final say and she is a filial daughter and a good girl, end of story.
On the other end of the spectrum, we have cherr. HAHA. She really lives life on the edge man. It's fascinatingly cool how one can be so daring. 2006 is approaching wayyy too fast. GROANS. I am about to resume hating my life. Again. Ayes. It's so disturbing yet I just won't yield to the call of homework. AYES. I just can't wait to start university. Seriously.
5 DAYS TO CHRISTMAS !!!!
THE ALL IMPORTANT, LAST COUNTDOWN TO MY FAVOURITE TIME OF THE YEAR ! Hurhur. I've only bought one present so far and it's for sooks. I am dead broke. I cannot be more broke. I can't even pay back the money I borrowed from my sister. She's richer than me. Imagine that. And I'm fated to be fat. I'm destined to stay at home at grow extra tyres. RAHHHH.
Away in a manger
No crib for a bed
The little Lord Jesus lay down His sweet head.. (:
I forgot the rest of the words but this song is such a soothing lullaby..
Okay, back from ou second carolling session ! (: Am pretty tired so shall blog about it in short bursts. Mark conducted, he's so bouncy. Hurhur. My favourite sc. The tinsel looked quite nice though mine was too tall and I looked like lady liberty. =/ The guys' santa hats matched their suits. Zx and dj were suggesting they change the uniform, black suits for the guys and white gowns for the girls. I'll look so fat ! Oh the horror ! Lols. Anyways, carolling this time round was even better. We're more sure of ourselves. Even though the entries still not fantastic and I still suck. =X Ah wells. Oh and there were these caucasian kids who were so cute. They danced and sang along to the more well known, children friendly carols. (: It was so delightful. Caucasian people generally appreciate carols better. There was this guy who kept 'hey-ing' appreciatively. Haha. And, lots more seniors came back. Jm, nad, szemun, joel, gerald, yanting, xiaojing and charlotte. ((: So it was definitely kudos to them.
Then we had dinner at far east. Luke, yl, zx, tc, mark and hq. Luke treated us and told us army stories. Hurhur, yayy. (: Then zx, hq, dj and I took the nel back and gossiped. =X Interesting, lols. And dj took the train to punggol. If it wasn't the last train, he would've walked me home. Awww, so nice. Por is quite lucky, lols. Yep, another satisfying carolling experience. (:
And so, we have to meet tomorrow at 330 for tanglin mall. Erpx. Hope there'll be more people. To appreciate us. Hahah. And I think gerald is conducting. Hmmms. Yep, and after reading sooks blog, I felt inspired to use a christmassy picture. Mmms. I received cards from joa and ruz !! BEAMS. I lovelovelove mail. And I'm really touched by the gesture. So I want to start writing cards too ! A bit late but better late than never. Hehe. Which reminds me, I never got to replying corinna's letter. Erpx. Jlow is sick. =( I hope she recovers in time for tuesday. =X
7 DAYS TO CHRISTMAS !!
Exactly a week ! SHIVERS ! Hurhurhurhur. Haven't touched homework. Haven't written cards. Haven't prepared myself for the SEASON OF THE YEAR much less 2006. =X
It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas
Everywhere you go
There's a tree in a grand hotel
One in the park as well
The sturdy kind that doesn't mind the snow
It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas
Soon the bells will start
And the thing that will make them ring
Is the carol that you sing
Right within your heart (:
And so we didn't die today. ((: Because kwei didn't come in, only talked to ms yiak. Hurhur. Yt came, it was really nice of her. Cg persuaded her. Joel, mark and the other cg came back. Still, there were only three of us and mark made us stand in quartet. So we sort of died for the modern carols. Lols. Met tmx on 86 surprisingly. I woke up from my nap at 3. It's a good thing I got out of the house by 312 ish. I always seem to wake up late for choir.
I miss db ! She'll be in penang till sunday I think. Hurhur. I hope she can make it on tuesday. And that ruz won't ditch us in favour of ntuc. =X
Am very majorly annoyed with my history group people. Cy doesn't want to meet. Which means that wl and I have to send him the case studies. (i bet rt already did his bit) But wl didn't reply my message OVER A WEEK AGO. There is a friggin reason why I sent it to him OVER A WEEK AGO. It was so that he could find some bloody means to use a com because I, contrary to what he bloody believes, DID NOT FORGET THAT HIS COM IS DOWN. So he happily replied me at long last today saying that he thought I forgot about his predicament. And then gave the fucking lame excuse that because he doesn't have co, he can't go to school to use the com. PLEASE. I am sure you have no friends, no neighbours and even if you do, they all won't spare you freaking access to a computer. Wtf. Am pissed. All this might not have happened if fvcking cy had agreed to us meeting up ! BLOODY HELL. Hates both of them. They just don't care. I mean, even if everyone did their own individual bits, they'd still have to make sure the others do because otherwise, it'd be pointless. ARGH. I know I am far from responsible and I do everything at the last minute. But at the very bloody least, I am fucking concerned ! Hell, I really shouldn't be. I just want to delete him from msn for all the unpardonable things he did and all the times I wanted to claw at the screen.
Last time, whenever I saw any reference to him, I wanted to take a picture (or something to that effect..). Now, all I want to do is stab everything that reminds me of him. I can't believe I made one of the biggest MISTAKES of my life staying in this school for a bunch of fucking ungrateful lowlifes.
ARRRRGH. I can't help it. Every little incident reminds me of how much I dislike them for what they've done. Heck, I dislike them for who they are too. It's like the scar on my knee. Oh it was long ago, but it still hurts. It's a nagging, persistent reminder of the pain and how I tried to grin and bear it. But behind the smile, the eyes, is nothing but cold hard steel wincing from the ache.
Aye ayes. Anyway, I am determined to get through Anna Karenina by Leo Tolstoy. Mmms. Am reading about it on wikipedia. Hurhur. Looks like the whole of tomorrow will be spent doing history or something. Sigh.
'Anna Karenina is often interpreted overall as a parable on the difficulty of being honest to oneself when the rest of society accepts falseness.'
Ponders. That's why I want to read it ! Lols.
We're down to single digits now ! 9 DAYS TO CHRISTMAS !
People passing
Children laughing
Meeting smile after smile
And on every street corner you'll hear
Silver bells Silver bells
It's Christmas time in the city
Ding a ling Hear them ring
Soon it will be Christmas day.. (:
So I met Pk and we went to Peninsula Plaza to look at guitars. Then we went to bras basah to buy a metronome. And look at the guitars. Actually, he was doing all the looking. I was just alluding everything to my lover. (: Oh, one of his favourite bands is coming to singapore so pk suggested I buy him front row seats. Hurhur. I miss my lover ! I'll miss him even more next year. ): Anyways, was browsing at the popular at bras basah. Mmmmms, I love bookstores. I want the guide to the art of discworld ! It's the terry pratchett series. I'm currently obssessed with the series. (: Am starting on Jingo now. Hehe. Like Feet of Clay, Guards! Guards! was good. Then we went to taka to buy his music box thingy which I got for adel. Then we went to Kino to browse ! Hurhur, what did I say about loving bookstores ? Yayy. Haven't properly looked but I did see a few titles that I want. Wanted to buy a book for sooks but I got her a cd instead. Haha. I FEEL BROKE.
Met edna and kelvin on the way to taka. I hope they didn't get the wrong idea. Like how kunlin hints. Sheesh, lols. Seriously. Where relationships are concerned, there is none of the romantic sort. Like, I look at the boys in my class and I feel as if I have to kill them all and then stab myself. Except maybe ahpa. And sometimes wl and jq. Sometimes only. Lols. Then I look at the people in aj and feel so very disappointed with the guys in singapore that it makes me want to marry a forty year old caucasian. With the exception of chiang perhaps. Then again, he isn't even singaporean. Lols.
Anyways, what pk said today, totally confirms my previous entry about me not liking the boys in my class. He said that the girls are the ones with the attitude problems. The only reason I didn't go into a complete huff and give him super dao attitude was because he's one of the very very few people in class whom I respect minutely because he spares a thought for people. As in, that time when I toiled over the assholic geog project, he was the ONLY one who showed gratitude. I respect him because he is gracious and apologises when the situation calls for it. Oh and he's a hard worker most of the time. But not when he is crude and just another mcp who likes looking at cute girls.
That being said, I hate boys. Unless they're cuddly little toddlers or lower primary school kids. I hope they rot in NS or something. I am so going to become a nun or a spinster.
Yes, and sook will be my motivator for 2006. Hahaha. I am determined to do well. Mostly for myself but partly to beat some other people. I know it's childish and competitive but yeah. That's what I want to achieve in 2006. Because I have something to prove. And I want to be successful and lead a fulfilling life. Not that I can't have one if I don't do well. I mean, with God, life itself is a gift. ((: And I want to be a more devoted Christian next year too. Not just a surface one. Okay, I seem to be making all my resolutions now. Haha. Ahh..
TEN DAYS TO CHRISTMAS !!
and I'm feeling really sad. Because I know it's just going to come and go. ): I want it to last forever. I want the holidays to last forever. I want this season of giving to last always. Ayeyeyee.
Long lay the world
In sin and error pining
Till he appeared then the soul felt its worth
A thrill of hope
The weary world rejoices
For yonder brings a new and glorious morn
Fall on your knees
O hear the angel voices
O night divine
O night when Christ was born
O night divine (:
This is one of my favourites. :D
I went to town again. For the erm 4th time I think in 5 days. Erpx. Not good, am getting very bored and very broke. But of course, I had great company. ((:
Woke up at 1040 when I was supposed to meet the stalkers at 11. =X The plumber came too so I didn't leave until 1145. Yeah. Sorry people. =/ Anyhow, we had pepper lunch. Yay ! I quite like it apart from the fact that it's expensive. Hmphs. But it was filling. We had fun mixing and pouring the honey sauce. They forgot ber's order even though she was first and cherr asked the waiter whether we get compensated. Hahaha. And she filled out the comment form. She wrote 'FASTER ABIT !!!' at the bottom. Hurhur, I think they don't like us. Lols.
Then we watched Perhaps Love. Okay, the only nice part was jacky cheung's singing and some of the shots. Other than that, I didn't get the movie. Too arty I think. Dancing wasn't very impressive. And the cinema was too loud. =X I was squirming in my seat. The girl grinds her teeth when she sleeps ! So the whole afternoon after that, we were clicking our teeth. HAHAH. We just kept laughing at the people in the show. Which was mean of us I guess, lols.
On our way to far east, we walked in a line because according to jlow, it's impressive and intimidating. Haha. Then we were talking about rating people and slin was suggesting that we also rate compatibility. Haha. We failed a lot of people. This guy who was giving out fliers was kinda weird. Both slin and I got flyers and the whole bunched of us already walked past him but his hand somehow snaked his way around us to cherr to give her flyers. Lols ! And it was hilarious also when we were walking, the minute someone approached us, we all dodged in different directions. So poor slin was attacked. Hahaha.
We ate at gelare, waffles are half priced on tuesdays, yay ! I met lydia hii !!! It's been 5 years man, gosh. She's leaving tomorrow. And she'll be starting university next year. I heard from her that clara will be going melbourne to study the foundation year. Wow. Okays. Anyho, it was great seeing her. ((: So we had our waffles then we gossiped about various freaky boyfriends, or hoped for boyfriends, hurhur. Then we just laughed at people. =X Like the guy with super greasy hair who got retained 4 times. And the plump guy who laughed fakely. And ugly hairstyles on people. Oh man it was hilarious. It's been a long time since I laughed so much. Cherr terrorised the waiter again. Lols. Mann, I love my friends. (:
After ber and cherr left, we walked to taka to get jlow's cream cheese. Then I saw a glimpse of someone who looked familiar. So we three stalked her, in true stalker fashion. HAHAHA. Quite funny because we lost sight of her for awhile. Finally we went up to Ms Chiam ! Hurhur. She was supposed to meet someone so she used us to entertain her, lols. But anyway, had a nice chat with her. She wants to try teaching jc, but will only start in 2007. She scrapped through promos with OOF I think. Haha, she's funny and so nice. Such an established woman, hurhur. I love miss chiam. (:
Yup, so that concludes my day with the stalkers. Clicks teeth. Haha. Oh yah ! Almost forgot, at pepper lunch, jlow told us about her new resolution in life. How she will never ever get married and therefore wants to be a monk. Like, HUH !?!? Hahahahhahaha. Oh man, hilarious lah. So we spent the whole day laughing at her and her nunastary. HAHA. Her monk/nun shrine thingy which she closed down later at gelare then reopened again with a commemorative dance around the number 14 tag. HAHAHA. Gosh. Hilarious. Then we came up with this whole story about why she decided to become a nun. Her friend became her enemy. The girl she liked became her friend. Her enemy became her friend. She now doesn't like the guy she used to like. And the guy she now likes probably likes someone else. WAHAHAHA LOLS. That's why she became a nun ! And we told her to go use the friendster blog to do the nun proverbs of the day thing. Beginning with, 'the person who loves you most is yourself' or something like that. Lolololols.
It was humongous fun just sitting around talking. (: We're going to meet next tuesday at jlow's house to watch DVDs ! Yayyy ! Can't wait. ((: I hope ruz and sk can make it, lols.
Ooh, and I met lotsa other people in orchard today. Shawn (again, I always see him. lols. not ahpa. the blond beng, hurhur.), hafie (who is manning a shop at far east), estee, jade and jolynn. Heehee.
Unfortunately, there will only be three altos on thursday. And bimbolim has to leave early. WHYYY. Argh. At this rate, we'll never learn the songs. Not that we actually can with more than three people. Sigh. I suck. Let's not expound on that though. Am kinda looking forward to carolling. Hurhur. Hope it won't suck though. And hopefully we can have dinner/supper again. Hah.
Going out with pk tomorrow. No idea what he needs to do at city hall. Hmmms. All I know is that I'm POOOORRRRR. Boo, so unfun. And I'm afraid to ask my parents for allowance. Ah wells. Which reminds me, I still have my history to do ! Gahhhhhhhhhhhh.
ELEVEN DAYS TO CHRISTMAS !!!!
O Come All Ye Faithful
Joyful and Triumphant
O come ye O come ye to Bethlehem
Come and Behold Him
Born the King of Ages
O come let us Adore Him
O come let us Adore Him Christ the Lord (:
On a lighter and more ironic note, I saw twinky in the bus on the way to aj. (:
Meeting with the stalkers minus sharon and ruz tomorrow ! Hurrah ! I hope I don't have to spend so much. Whee. But it's orchard again, groan. Ah wells, I'm the crowdkiller after all. Have to go murder some hoards of people tomorrow. Lols.
Apparently there's a class outing to cycle on friday at east coast. Am still contemplating. Depends if there will be people going. More specifically, nice people that I like. HAHA. And I have history to finish too. Ayees.
The music from the sims2 rocks. ((: I recommend all to download Charlotte Martin's Beautiful Life. I know it's almost three am but I'm off to read terry pratchett.
As mentioned earlier but now in a happier tone of voice, 12 DAYS TO CHRISTMAS !
* DING DONG MERRILY ON HIGH !
GLORIA IN EXCELSIS DEO ! (i think the spelling's correct.. =X)
I tried twice to save the new template. Didn't work. Twice. Am uber annoyed. Stupid blogger. Glares. Choir today wasn't that long. It wasn't too bad considering we only had three altos and I really suck at the modern carols. I must say, dj is not bad at conducting. I hope they now know who to look for the next time shaun, mark, zn, nad and gpoh aren't around. Haha. Woke up at 9, again. I always wake up late for choir, sigh. But when I got there, and it was almost 10, there was only me, cg and joey. Hah. Oh wells. Typical. Actually, I don't quite care about people being late. But I care if they don't turn up at all. And well, it's irritating how some people can place other commitments first given the fact that they have a responsibility. I mean, if that's the case, I'd rather bloody well stay at home to make a feeble attempt at homework. I don't show it but I'm not happy with ____'s attitude. Okay whatever. Furthermore, responsibility has been thrust upon her and I just don't see how she'll be able to connect with us and oh blah. Whatever. I just don't like the superficial relationships she has with people. We all felt that it was a vote pulling facade. I mean, I know how it feels. People with leadership positions cannot NOT have leadership positions anymore. They always expect it. And it's quite obvious in their actions too. For example, the seniors' farewell. But argh. It annoys me because I feel that she doesn't deserve it. The only people who think she does are the guys. And they know nothing about what they're getting themselves into. Because seriously, they don't give a shit. They know that either way, they can have fun and at the same time, have their own way. It's annoying really. I hate boys. HAHAHAHA. No seriously. Sometimes I just don't see how we can ever need them. They are so selfish, foremostly. And they are proud. They never think they are in the wrong and losing is not an option. The male ego should never be stroked. But should be crushed sometimes. After all, pride comes before fall.
Okay I don't know how I got from choir stuff to ranting about stupid assholic morons otherwise known as boys. Not even men okay. Anyway, my point is, I don't like choir. I made that point AGES ago. I like singing. I love making music. I don't think the people are worth coming for. Heck, I don't even think the people in school are worth coming for. That's all the difference. It was not like that in Cedar. The thing that sustained me was the people. The people in 4i, sharon, flora, hema, dawn, leanne, charlene, joanna, jiayi, shiying, zinuan.. The 2o people and stalkers.. The smiles on the faces of acquaintances and darling juniors.. The psls, some oals.. The dear teachers like ah hock and ms chiam.. All of them made every painful memory worth it. Even the trials I had to go through, were all worthwhile because of the people I spent the time with.
This is in stark contrast to what I'm feeling now. The prague trip was only memorable and worth it to me because of the music and the experience. I cannot say much at all about the people or forging valuable relationships. Heck, it was there when I saw the real sides of people. The ugly, selfish side. It's ironic that person X doesn't like person Y for some fakeness and yet person X herself is fake. I'm still scarred by that. It hurts and it sucks. It's not so much backstabbing. But more of.. betraying. Somewhat.
ARGH. I keep getting reminded of it. I can't help it. I don't know if I've forgiven her but I've certainly not forgotten. I don't know. She might not even care. HAH.
And he's just irritating. I tell you, it's not because I am incompetent, it's because I can't give a damn about it anymore. Because why ? His level of incompetence is astounding ! It annoys me so. That coupled with tons of other things. Hates him.
I happen to immensely dislike people who don't care about me. I'm not asking you to like, fawn over me and give me stuff or whatever but please, at least have the decency to just be NICE or at least polite (ie interested) when I talk to you. I hate hate hate it when people don't reply my messages. Especially when it's something important like choir. Which brings me to the well known fact that I loathe people who have a problem with me but still try to act all normal and indifferent. If I matter that little to you, let me know. I will KINDLY return the favour.
And the act of him so desperately trying to win her (back ? or something) is disgusting. I bet she's a nice person. He doesn't deserve her. Seeing as how he can treat someone, who treated him without any contempt, so badly. He doesn't deserve a lot of things. My respect is another one of them.
I bet that it's all very clear now that once anyone has screwed up whatever friendship they had with me, it'll always remain that way. Except with sooks. It may seem that I'm all fine and dandy and have forgotten about it but no. Unfortunately when it comes to such things, I have all too good a memory.
Which once again brings me to, I hate aj. I hate jc. I hate how it has changed people. I hate how the people are superficial. I hate how they are selfish. I hate that there are fucked up people, most of them being boys. I hate that this place has given me so much grief. I hate that people will have to see someone that I'm not just because this hateful place has made me miserable.
I can't help being reminded constantly of such things. I try to be happier, I do try. But well, I can't help being the eternal pessimist. The perpetual cynic. Argh. ARGH. A R G HHHHH.
Sigh. Someone save me from this overwhelming sadness. Growls. Slaps self.
Ayes, 12 days to Christmas.
Well, our first was the worst. And that's just putting it mildly. Hahahaha. Okay. Because I am lazy and tired, I shall blog in point form. Hah.
1. Music wise, we sucked totally. No doubts about it. Ayes. Also, I don't think we were enthusiastic enough. Hmmms.
2. Thank God for Nad. ((: She did a great job.. And jm rocks too ! Yayy, she's darn loud and good.
3. Some tiger was being rather annoying. HMPH.
4. I am in love with gan. =X He's so darn cute with his new dyed hair do.
5. Shawn's hair is seriously cool. Hurhur.
6. We sang the birthday song for this damn rich guy from india. Owns some conglomerate and earns half a million a year methinks. Hehe. Bimbolim wanted to marry him. And she came from her dear mr goh's wedding. I saw the church programmes, very nice photos ! The wife is pretty too.
7. It's quite cool using the employees entrance and locker room of the four seasons. Though I must say the main foyer area where we sing, isn't all that great. =/
8. Had dinner/supper with yl, hq, cg, tc, pris, and zx. It was quite fun though we had to squeeze at mos. Soggy fries and butter ! Lols.
Choir tomorrow. RAWRR. Not happy. Practice wasn't originally scheduled tomorrow. But seeing as we sounded really bad, sigh. And only three altos will be present at the most. Apparently we're doing the quartet thing. Yucks, I'm screwed. Sigh.
Am getting sick of orchard. TOO MANY PEOPLE. IRRITATING, RAWRR. My feet ache perpetually, not good. And the sight of me looking too goshdarnit FAT in every outfit makes me want to cry. Argh. Yuk.
Gibbers.
13 DAYS TO CHRISTMAS. =X
Meaning, 3 weeks to the start of bloody school.
WHINES WHINES WHINES.
Omg. I forgot to mention.
I LOVE THE MUSIC IN PRIDE & PREJUDICE.
Swooooooons. ((x
10 FAVORITES
Favorite Color: Mint green.
Favorite Food: Mmmms.. Hard one. My grandma's cooking ? Hurhur.
Favorite Band: Ooh. Another hard one. Coldplay. Maroon 5.
Favorite Song: Currently, Amsterdam by Coldplay.
Favorite Movie: Buzz. So many ! Emma. Moulin Rouge. Currently, Pride & Prejudice. MR DARCYYYYYY ! Okay, more about that later.
Favorite Sport: Can't do sports. I like watching football. Sorry for not being more original. Haha.
Favorite Season: Christmas, THE holiday season (:
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor : Rocky Road. Depends on my mood really.
Favorite Time of Day: When I'm happiest.
9 CURRENTS
Current Mood: Blah. =/
Current Taste: Erm. Eh ?
Current Clothes: Typical home clothes. Stuff I sleep in.
Current Toenail Color: Au Naturale. Haha. I removed the polish..
Current Time: 1214 am
Current Surroundings: Listening to Electrico's Good Time with the fan blowing.. in my room..
Current Thoughts: Doom doom doom. Zzzz.
Current Hairstyle: Not layered. Glares at the hairdresser.
Current Weather: Warmmmm.
8 FiRSTS
First Best Friend: Hmmms. I don't quite remember. Nicolette darling perhaps. Hurhur.
First Kiss: HAHAHAHHA. (sook's style.. haha.)
First Pet: Hmmms. My terrapin I suppose. Or maybe some goldfishes. Yeah. (:
First Crush: Hmmm. My piano teacher when I was in primary 4 ? He was some hot european guy with a dammit cute accent. (x
First Music: Oldies and Christian songs (:
First Car: Erm. Not yet !
First Time: Doing what ???? Dots.
First Job: Helping at fanghui's aunt's warehouse thing. I only worked for a day. =X
7 LASTS
Last Cigarette: NEVER.
Last Drink: Milo. Or maybe water.
Last Car Ride: Just now, back from orchard.
Last Kiss: HAHAHAHAHAAAA
Last Cell phone call: Hmmms. Aunt I suppose.
Last CD: Music CD or what ? Hrms. Don't know ! It's the limewire age !
Last Girlfriend/Boyfriend: HAHAHAHAHAHA
6 HAVE YOU EVER
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Guy/GirlFriend: Nope ! But I do so love going out with my good guyfriends and girlfriends. =)
Have You Ever Broken the Law: Well if you count jaywalking..
Have You Ever gone Sky diving: Nope. Don't think I ever will.
Have You Ever gone Skinny Dipping: No. I AM A HIDEOUS BLOB OF FAT REMEMBER.
Have You Ever Been on TV: A bit. Haha. Flora !!! Lols.
Have You Ever Kissed Someone You didnt know? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
5 THiNGS
1 Thing You're Wearing: Cross pendent.
1 Thing You've Done Today: Get two new sets of school uniform.
1 Thing You Can Hear Right Now: The fan.
1 Thing You Can't Live Without: GOD. Simple as that. ((:
1 Thing You Do in your spare time: SLEEP.
4 PLACES YOU'VE BEEN TODAY
1. Odeon towers. HAHA.
2. Dan Ryan's . Some american restaurant..
3. Borders ! Mmmmms. (:
4. Art Friend. Who is my friend. Haha.
3 PEOPLE THAT YOU LOVE
1. God. Seriously.
2. My family.
3. Practically all Cedarians. Oh and my dog. (:
2 CHOiCES
1. Black or White: Black. Because I am fat. But I like white. Don't know why though.
2. Hot or Cold: Cold.. I think.
1 CRUSH
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAH
Yayyy, watched Pride & Prejudice with p10 girlfriends yesterday ! Wooots woooots. Waited almost an hour at sengkang station for firstly xunny baby and then darling qua. Hahaha. Then we played cards (as usual) at PS macs. Made tons of noise courtesy of mainly mich. Hehe. Bluff was fun ! I won. Or was second, I think. Haha. Kiki and qua just cannot lie.. Xunny was jus collecting cards man. Retarded. Hahah.
The movie was great ! Okay, spoilers. Hoho. I mean, okay it seemed way too fast compared to the BBC version. And no one can beat Colin Firth in terms of indifference and supreme daoness. But Keira Knightley was not bad ! Young and pretty and nothing like Jennifer Ehle who was rather mature. Jane (Rosamund Pike) is pretty ! Demure and blond. Canon Collins was hilarious. Mostly because he seemed pretty pathetic and reminded me of HONKY OMG OMG OMG. HAAHAHHAHA. Couldn't help alluding him to honky. Wahaha. The mother was drunk like half the time man.. Hilarious. And and, Mr Darcy is just COMPLETELY dreamy and romantic and swoon worthy. BIG SMILES ALL AROUND. Hurhur. Oh man. Kiki, qua, mich, xunny and I were swooning like there was no tomorrow. Mmmmms. So awwww.. Smile smile.
Elizabeth Bennet: It would be most inconvenient since I swore to loathe him for all eternity.
Mrs. Bennet: Oh, my goodness! Everybody behave naturally!
Elizabeth Bennet: From the first moment I met you, your arrogance made me realize that you were the last man in the world I could ever marry.
Elizabeth Bennet: I could more easily forgive his vanity had he not wounded mine.
Mr. Collins: ...which can only be achieved through intercourse [pause] Mr. Collins: Sorry, through the intercourse of friends and family. (hahahahaha ! SUPER HONKY MOMENT !!!)
Elizabeth Bennet: Believe me, men are either eaten up with arrogance or stupidity.
Elizabeth Bennet: He looks miserable, poor soul. Charlotte Lucas: Miserable he may be, but poor he most certainly is not. He owns half of Derbyshire. Elizabeth Bennet: The miserable half?
[Mr Darcy finally opens his heart to Elizabeth]
Mr. Darcy: You must know - surely you must know that it was all for you... I would have to tell you, you have bewitched me body and soul and I love and love and love you. And never wish to be parted from you from this day forward.
Mr. Darcy: [struggling, to Elizabeth] I love... I love... I love you.
SWOOOON. (((: I was just smiling the whole time after the movie lahhs. We all were. Teehee. ((: Now who wants to watch chronicles of narnia, perhaps love and king kong ? More movies, yayy..
Yep. Friday was great. I LOVE P10. It was almost full attendance ! Except graces. )): Who was doing this choir thing that kiki ponned, lols. Yay, we have to meet up a few more times before school reopens. I'm so glad we still meet up and hang out after so long, being in different schools and all. (x I thank God for my friends.. How I can be at ease with them without even having to speak. Gringrin.
Spent the whole day in town today. Mostly walking. Walked all the way to regent hotel from orchard mrt to have dan ryan's ribs. Mmms, the food was not bad really considering that the portions were quite large. Didn't get anything except new school uniforms. Had to go to raffles city for them. I really love Art Friend ! There's so much that I want to waste money on. Which is bad. Like batik dye, test tubes, feather boas, magnets.. =/ And Borders has such nicenice diaries and planners. (: Ooooh also, I saw
A SERIES OF UNFORTUNATE EVENTS: BOOK THE TWELTH
THE PENULTIMATE PERIL
on the new books shelf and a shiver went down my spine ! Seriously ! I was quivering with excitement. Hurhur. To think that I have to wait ONE WHOLE DAMN YEAR for a book that I can finish reading in a day. =/ Poor old me. How unfortunate. I saw some girl from our history lecture, nicolette's best friend, Jade (with sulynn and janice) and andrew seow.. Mmms.
Carolling's tomorrow. I think we'll have 5 altos. More like, I hope. Rawrr. Too tired to think about how badly we'll screw up tomorrow. I have to get christmas hats at kovan too. Rawrr. See you tomorrow..
And I haven't forgotten. No no I can't. Seeing the throngs of people in Orchard. Too many people. Crowds. Ergh.
FIFTEEN DAYS TO CHRISTMAS HONEY !!!
Chestnuts roasting on an open fire.. Jack Frost nipping at your nose.. Yuletide carols being sung by a choir.. I love this song a cappella.. Remember camp a cappella ? And going to the esplanade to hear them sing only to realise that they've already finished. They walked past us anyway and elvis was going nuts. HAHA. Omg, those were the days..
Technically, 17 days to
C H R I S T M A SSSSS ! (:
Heehee. Okay, so I didn't get to buy my plastic. Vvvv. Art friend was already closed. But I did get to eat bachormee ("again ???" they chorused.) and look at expensive cutlery with my dear aj-one-six-one groupmate. Hawhaw. No idea why we spent so much time looking at stuff in robinson's and marks and spencer. Haha. He wanted to have coffee but I have this aversion towards it. And I think he said he didn't mind paying for it and sending me home. =/ But then again, I don't think he said that. Lols. He's good, amusing company anyways. Yay, I heart jq ! Hoho.
On my way to meet my aunts, I met jiayi, corinne and emiline !
HOPE YOU HAD A REALLY GREAT, BLESSED, WONDERFUL, FANTABULOUS 17TH BIRTHDAY JIAYI !
Haha. I almost forgot. Ooops. Haha, but we'll be having a tallies lunch next week ! I hope. Minus zn because the lucky girl is in the US. But yeah, she looked so pretty, with the eyeshadow and all. Hehe. And emiline's dyed hair and contacts were cool.
I saw nice bags at Stadium and Puma and Taka ! Le Coq Sportif, Pony, Puma and Nike. And they're all nicer and twice the price of the Converse one I saw. Boofrogs. I can't help it, I live for bags.
I am so darn lucky to have my two aunts. They really dote on us and I cannot begin to describe how blessed and fortunate we are. ((x Yay, thank God for them ! Aunty Imm bought a 300+ coach bag. And she wants to buy some ferragamo one too. My my. Money.. Something I lack. Am seriously poor after I bought that nice top. Zzzz. I still need to buy my plastic !
I'll be meeting p10 tomorrow. Hip hip hurrarmadillo ! I hope everyone comes. That is, the 8 of us. Dry laugh. Pride and Prejudice, yay ! I am fat and hopelessly poor. Fat fat fat. BOOO. )))): And I'm also having this horrible breakout of pimples. Grahhh. Fat and ugly. Boohoo. I want to go for prom next year. But no one wants to. Whines. Why does no one like dressing up and stuff huh ! Unfun bastards. Haha. I hope I get to meet the stalkers next week too. Tralala..
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I just saw some prom photos. Yimei looks so pretty, apparently they wanted to vote her prom queen. 34 also nominated Markmark. But the emcee said that he didn't qualify. I also read EVERYWHERE that the emcee sucked. Hah ! Markmark is so cute, he should've won. Choir Shawn has beng-ish blond hair ! I think it's superbly cool and rather cute. Okay fine, Shawn is cute. And so is Daryl. Waha.
I was just thinking that as an act of rebelliousness, I want to dye my hair next year. I know I know. Not very rebellious or adventurous. Db suggested piercing the navel/eyebrow or chopping off my hair. Haha. I don't think so. But highlights would be cool. Though I actually am against unnatural hair colours. =X
18 MORE DAYS TO CHRISTMAS !
You mean the big fat man with the long white beard ?
Hurhur. Am so screwed. I have no idea how to sing.. like 5 carols. And they're all the contemporary/modern ones. Why must we have so many modern ones ? Grrrr. Sorry, that's just me, the old-fashioned fuddy duddy. I can't help but feel far far far from prepared. I mean, we have no conductor !!!! Not that I don't have faith in cg, but we haven't exactly practised with him. Actually, we barely practiced at all ! Gahhh. Plus, there are so goshdarnit little altos coming. It doesn't help at all that those who are coming, include two people who are very unsure of what they're doing. Me included. Rah.
Why haven't my seniors updated regarding prom ! Bleagh. Haha, though I did get some first hand info from lcw. Hurhur. Lucky I know the important people from ps. Haha. Hmmms.. I just like such events because I like seeing people dressed up and I like dressing up myself ! Hoho. If only there were more of such parties mann. Don't we all just love to glam it up ? Hurhur.
Hope that I'll get to meet the stalkers and tallies next week. Hurhur. Went to tampines mall with db yesterday. Then we went to expo, which was boring. Then she came over to my place to watch Emma ! YAYYY ! I do so love that show. ((: Brings back memories of sec2.. With ethel and sooks. Mrs Casillas, Mrs Mortensen and Mrs Knightley. ((:
Going to have dinner with jq later. Hopefully I can finally get my shrinkable plastic. =/ Am very very poor at the moment. Did buy a nicenice top from metro and shades from bugis street. Hoho. ((: I want to go back to century square metro. There's another nice top. Only 16.90 ! And it's quite formal ish and nice too. Oooooh whee. (x
22 days to Christmas but 3 days (or do you count it as two ??) to our first carolling session. Wry. Erpx. May the seniors please please come back. And our sl project has died. RAWRR. We haven't submitted the proposal to lkw. It dammit sucks that my printer/scanner isn't working. Growls. And ho hum, haven't done ANY holiday homework. Except geography. And history is due next week I think. Gah.
I don't want to like you. I don't want to go anywhere near there. Ask yourself why I still regard you with utmost civility after all that you have done to cut me. Tell me why I should even bother to be friendly to the point of fake when you simply do not deserve such courtesy. To say that I am utterly disappointed with both of you is an understatement. But you see, I keep telling myself that to err is human, to forgive, divine. I don't want to see myself sink to your level. So it means that I have to try to accomodate. Despite not really wanting to. And I try to forget but it's too hard. It's been too hard a blow for me to just brush away. Now it's a nagging voice inside my head, a constant reminder to never ever make such wrong choices for friends even.
Anyway, it's technically the 6th of december so 19 DAYS TO CHRISTMAS ! Oh oh, it's all too soon baby. Hurhur, carolling is this saturday ! And I'm having a bad case of the jitters because I don't know my part well at all and there are so goshdarnit few altos. RAWWRRRRR. COME BACK ALTO SENIORS ! Boo. It's really nice that so many people have faith in me and want me to conduct this sat but I refuse to because I believe myself incompetent. Of course, I trust my judgement more. Haha. At the most, I'll be doing the warmups. Though I'll probably ask cg or a senior. Lols. Hope we won't sound that bad, haha. I need to practice too..
The weekend that I was so looking forward to was exciting and disappointing. The musical was good. ((: A Twist of Fate. It's run ended yesterday and I must say, they are all generally good singers. Especially, I find, Laura Michelle Kelly, Emma Yong and the guy who played the sleazy looking lawyer. But his voice is bloody brilliant and charming. My future husband has GOT to be able to serenade me with a voice so good that I'll melt. Haha. Anyways, yes, there are quite a whole lot of twists to it. Although I guessed most of them.. Too many taiwanese/hongkong/channel8 drama serials. =X It was entertaining yes. The lyrics are hilarious and there were chinese subtitles so I laughed at them too. Hoho. Chickennnn ! Chickennnn ! I have to say that I was VERY VERY IMPRESSED by the musicians ! Especially the pianist. He was the conductor too and seeing his hands graze the piano keys, executing the staccatos with such grace was very inspiring. Knowing me though, and being so completely CMI.. Sigh. But yes, he was super wow. (: I didn't buy a programme though.. Darn.
Okay for the class outing.. Honestly speaking, it was disappointing. The highlight was taking photos and going nuts at the tower with humz (she and her bimbo poses, waha), reg, hb and pei. Hurhur. They're really retarded and I look fat in all of them but we had fun and the scenery and breeze were wonderful. (: But, it was disappointing because 1) the guys were being their usual, generally mcp-ish selves. So. NOT. FUN. 2) people like radish and adel weren't there. )): 3) ahpa was just on a date with his gf. Newsflash, it was a class outing. 4) tmx's friends came to surprise her for her birthday. No offence since it was her birthday and all but the organiser and ah huay barely mixed with the class people ! Sigh. 5) my lover and the others didn't make it. Lols. 6) Some fvcking moron broke my radio antenna. And no one bothered or apologised. Thanks, it's the last time EVER that I'm loaning my stuff for class functions. So you could say that I was pretty unhappy. That just about sums it up. I got wet and salt in my hair. Not that I really minded. Didn't get burnt ! Hoho. Yay for banana boat. Toh came but didn't stay long. Wasted too much time travelling and not getting off at the correct stop. Mmms yeah. But I guess I still kinda like the class all the same. Though it's NOTHING compared to Cedar. Ah wells. We need the not so pretty things in life to make the good things seem better right ? Haha. Yep. Really really really going to miss dear peipei and hb.. Ayes.
Borrowed 4 more books. 3 terry pratchett ones ! Haha, who knew I could appreciate fantasy ? Hurhur. Go me. And I will be so so so goshdarnit happy if someone will just get me the 12th book of the series of unfortunate events, The Penultimate Peril. Please please please please. Whines.Going to jog and then town with db tomorrow. Hoho. Am getting too fat for words. Soon enough, I will be mistaken for a glob of fat. Seriously. Sulks.
Church was great on sunday. (: Our youth pastor, Calvin, just rocks so hard mans ((x He's retardedly funny and thick skinned but at the same time, so on fire for the Lord. Which is something I aspire to be. Yeah. (: He talked about how we should be humble, pray and take root for God. Meaning, go deeper and not just be a surface christian because that doesn't achieve anything. What we should want is to desire God and fear Him at the same time. Mmmms. And the church girls are just so nice. Amanda, Carol, Melanie, Anne, Crystal, Vanessa.. I unknowingly signed up for netball. Erpx. Haha.. We shall see how it goes yeah.. (: Crossover, no regrets !
Going out with aunty sin on friday. My sister is at bandcamp. Probably meeting p10 on thursday to celebrate kiki's belated birthday. Haha. As I've said, I love receiving sweet out of the blue stuff from friends. I got a really nice friendster testimonial from dear, pretty jeannie. Hee. (: I wish I could go for the j2s prom tomorrow (tonight ? haha.).. I like seeing people all dressed up and glamorous. And on a super unglam note, my eyebags have eyebags. BOOOOO. Groan.Was surfing the nus website, looking at the courses, modules and admission requirements. It all looks pretty interesting. Was looking for scholarships too. =/ Am determined to do well. Next year. But well, we can always start next year right ? =X Haha. Seriously ! I know I can do well if I really try hard enough. Yes, I do have something to prove. Hurhur. And I am a true blue Cedarian. PERSEVERANCE. Hahahahaha. Yes yes.
Speaking of Cedar, they had their prom last week. And reading fatima's blog, I feel so reminisce-y. She was talking about prom, the psl farewell and ltc 2005.. Ahh. The memories. Oh man.. Sigh. I feel so sad somewhat. A golden yesterday.. Mmmms..
For now, the ultimate slacker/procrastinator says good night..
7 things that scare me:
1. Creepy stuff in the night. Boogeymen and the like.
2. Nightmares
3. Creepy crawlies
4. Heights
5. Falling
6. Horror flicks
7. Homeworks/Tests/Exams
7 things that I like: (not in any order !)
1. My lover
2. Chiang (although, not quite)
3. Ben & Jerry's ! Actually, just ice cream hurhur
4. Buying stuff
5. Good books
6. Sweet out of the blue stuff from friends
7. Being lame with friends
7 most important things in my room:
1. Phone
2. Computer
3. Bed
4. Books/Notes =X
5. Photos and posters
6. Stuffed animals
7. Jewellery, clothes and everything else haha
7 random facts about me:
1. Am a bag and dangly earrings whore. But I bet you already knew that.
2. I tell people that I don't study. Which is true. I don't.
3. Three of my favourite songs are Hey Jude, Work and just recently, Amsterdam (:
4. I haven't gone to church in a lonnnng while but I still love Jesus (x
5. I try to be artsy when writing or taking photos. Doesn't work most of the time. Erpx.
6. 85% of the time, I regret choosing AJ as first choice. We'll see huh..
7. I sometimes wish some people would have to pay for the hurt they caused. But ah wells. BAD THOUGHT GIRL.
7 things I plan to do before I die:
1. Go to Russia. And a third world country like Africa or Cambodia.
2. Finish reading Tolstoy's Anna Karenina, Orwell's 1987 and all of Jane Austen's books
3. Somehow land myself in the media (the papers, tv, a magazine.. lols, no idea why though..)
4. Own a cat
5. Learn the drums
6. Get married I think
7. Find out my definition of happiness and what my purpose is
7 things that I can do:
1. Procrastinate
2. Become hysterical
3. Doodle/Sketch/Try to be artsy
4. Gossip.
5. Act. Maybe. I don't know. I did want to join drama. Haha.
6. Choose to like HORRIBLEDISGUSTINGMORONS
7. PMS
7 things I cannot do:
1. Maths. Chinese. Econs. Anything and everything academic.
2. Play the piano or sing well (actually, I can't do anything well. my efforts at everything produce less than mediocre results. humbug.)
3. Be photogenic. HAHA.
4. Lose weight. Sadly. Don't know why. Am destined to be fat and frumpy all my life.
5. Buy my converse bag. YET.
6. Club.
7. Forget CEDAR. I just can't. (:
7 things I say the most:
1. Irritating cow.
2. Riiight.
3. Hurhur.
4. Pokes.
5. -bimbospeak-
6. Too bad so sad boohoo life sucks.
7. ???
7 celebrity crushes:
1. Jeff Probst.
2. Mr Knightley aka Jeremy Northam.
3. Ewan McGregor.
4. Colin Firth.
5. James Denton.
6. Adam Levine.
7. Tony Leung.
7 people I would like to do this:
1. Db.
2. Corinna.
3. (erm. who else reads my blog ??? lols.)
4. Anyone and everyone from p10.
5. Anyone who even reads my blog for that matter.
6. Anyone who's bored.
7. ANYONE DAMMIT. lols.
C H R I S T M A S !!!
(erm, sing it to the tune of anything you want =X)
Falalalalalalala ! Don we now our gay apparel lalallalala !
(((: And next week will be my first time carolling oohh whee. Hoho.
I must say, I love the smell of rain. I don't know why. Especially when i'm indoors. It makes me feel so cozy, safe and sheltered. Mmms. The slosh of puddles when cars past. The faint tapping on my window pane. That.. fresh, grassy smell of a new world washed by tears from above. Mmmms. Class outing tomorrow. I feel guilty but ho hum. I hope it doesn't rain tomorrow. And I hope it'll be fun ! Pity sisinlaw (not sooks, haha) can't come. Funny, she wanted me to watch the guys jam on wednesday because she wanted me to meet my bro's friend. HAHA. Funny but yeah, maybe next time. The fact that she thought of me, hoho. Loves them both ! I got tmx's present ! Yay me. I hope she likes it. Tralalala. You mean that big fat man with the long white beard. Ho ho ho. ((:
You better hang up your stockings tonight !
Or rather, as kwei says it,
You better hang up your panties tonight !
Hahahaha. I am thinking that he's thinking about boy panties and just boys in general. LOLS. Yay yay, please don't rain tomorrow. Off to read terry pratchett ! (:
It's a month to go before the holidays end. Rah. What a dismal thought. It's been far from productive but hey, I'd say it's not been that bad once you minus project work, choir and my malaysia trip. Hoho. Did meet up with p10 and went out a couple of times with db and the class people. Ooh, and I met sooks too. So I guess it's been pretty okay.
And anyway, there are just 24 more days to christmas ! My favourite time of the year. I mean, the christmas spirit in the air just makes you want to sing jingle bells 24 times over without complaining ! I want to go soak up and bask in the christmas atmosphere.. With the pretty lights and all. The faint sound of carols and the extra bustle of shoppers. Everything just seems happier somehow. Oh my yes. (: Mmmms, Christmas really is my most favourite time of the year.
I need to get a new set of school clothes. Bah. Skirt and blouse is too tight. Am looking forward to saturday, yay. Shall remember to take LOTS of photos and outdo even db. HAHA. Her and her 40 photos. =/ Lols. Cy is an ingrate. Grouses. Pk isn't free tomorrow. Sad. Neither is ahpa and db. Ah wells. We shall see. Back to terry pratchett ! (:
24 more days !
Amsterdam
Martin/Berryman/Buckland/Champion. 2001©Coldplay
Come on, oh my star is fading,
And I swerve out of control,
If I, if I'd only waited,
I'd not be stuck here in this hole,
Come here, oh my star is fading,
And I swerve out of control,
And I swear, I waited and waited,
I've got to get out of this hole
But time is on your side,
its on your side, now
Not pushing you down, and all around,
It's no cause for concern
Come on, oh my star is fading,
And I see no chance of release,
And I know I'm dead on the surface,
But I am screaming underneath
And time is on your side,
its on your side, now
Not pushing you down,
and all around,
No it's no cause for concern
Stuck on the end of this ball and chain,
And I'm on my way back down again,
Stood on the edge, tied to the noose,
Sick to the stomach
You can say what you mean,
But it won't change a thing,
I'm sick of the secrets,
Stood on the edge, tied to the noose,
And you came along and you cut me loose,
You came along and you cut me loose,
You came along and you cut me loose
But I hate myself for thinking like that. As Sally said, Lord, rid me of my malice. Such spite. It blackens the already grey and dreary soul.
To sum it up, fucking pissed. Good night. Oh I mean good morning.