I know people change, but changing so drastically in such a short period of time, is it possible??
Why have you became like that?you seem so cold,so heartless...I hope i am wrong...
I heard so much from others,i didnt wanna believe...i didnt wanna judge
So tell me!!!I wanna know badly!...

I thought i could be stronger, i thought i am stronger, but it seems like i am just trying to make myself look stronger.I doubt anybody would see this so i am not afraid to say it out to make myself feel better.

Labels: i want to be stronger

dance with me ;
- 11:52 AM

Finally having my break now,didn't have lunch jus now before work and my gastric hurts like crazy....
My friend told me about the Facebook post,i went to read it and really wonder Wat it means.
The one that got away,could you tell me is that the reason why things end up like that??i realli wish to know Wat is wrong.Wat have I done wrong,can you tell me pls?i have such a strong urge to hug u in my arms and not let u be the one that got away.but can we be like how we were from the beginning?
There are so many questions going around in my mind and I felt realli helpless and confused...

Keeping the tears from flowing...

Labels: Broken into million of pieces

dance with me ;
- 4:05 PM

Why do you have to do this to me?
It doesn't feel good...i realli don know Wat u are thinking,I wish u could tell me.

Labels: Jus like that

dance with me ;
- 10:20 PM

When I was younger, I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart and I watched
As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love if it does not exist

But darling, you are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception

Maybe I know, somewhere deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways to make it alone
Or keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable distance
And up until now I had sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness
Because none of it was ever worth the risk

But you are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving in the morning when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof, it's not a dream, oh

You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception

You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, and I'm on my way to believing

Can i be your exception?

Watched a show yesterday called "He's jus not so into you",though it was Pretty dry,but It taught me and made me realize some things.

Labels: You were so real

dance with me ;
- 10:43 AM

Been so long since I last blog,guess its the best time now since I doubt anyone will see this.
Many things had happened for the last few months and I am tired of it.
Never have I felt so helpless before.I wish I could be stronger.
"what never kills u make u stronger",I once believe but ever since all these happened,i don't anymore.
sometimes I really wonder what is in you mind,it's like hot and cold...

And u,Thanks for everything...
Some things are better to be left unspoken I guess,it's better that it remains like that.Stay strong,u look the best with your smile.:)

Labels: It was jus a dream

dance with me ;
- 2:16 PM

Harlo!!!!=DD
Today is a super super long day!!!!
Had lessons from 8am to 6pm...its really tiring~~!!

AHH!!!...I am gonna get so stressed up,Ronald Mcdonald says FBM topics 1 to 5 for MST!!!!!SO MUCH TO STUDY!!!!!!And i haven started studying yet!!!!
TTP also another one,so many things to study!!!
My brain will explode in no time>.<

Okayx,today nothing special happen...
Just that my Tang ge(Elton) and Choon Han came to crush our last lecture which is IHRO.
And Tang ge used my notes and start drawing our FAMILY TREE!!!!LOLX!!!
Its super funny,he was so bored that he was thinking of names for his future kids!!XD
Well,i had great fun cos got him to entertain me thoughXD
Choon Han drew a cow that does not even look like a cow!EPIC!!!=p
And not forgetting my two dears!YVONNE AND EUNICE!!!=DD

Then went home after that,Yvonne and i was seriously super tired,we practically slept through the whole MRT journey!!XD

Okayx,i got to go do my stuff le,update when i am free!SAYONARA!!!!=DD

Have a good nitex sleep EVERYONE!!!!=DD

Labels: Long long day

dance with me ;
- 11:30 PM

TODAY IS SATURDAY!!!!!XD

I was so super excited for today cos i have dance,and yog dance with RYAN!!!!
But in the end he didn't come,disappointed=(
Thus,today we did waltz of the flowers.It has been ages since i even go on pointe...
And that reminds me,i've got to get a new pointe shoes cos my current one is realli too soft.>.<

Anyway,have a performance at Resort world sentosa for some huge event.But i not sure if i can even make it.But still,practice it today first.I think i will be having another rehearsal on thursday..And it clashes with my latin lesson.=(
And on 5th june having another dance performance,might be performing "Strongest suit".
YOG training will be getting more and more...
Msts are coming..
Projects to do...

Gonna be busy with lots of dance stuff,but i think its kind of good cos it won't make me think so much once i have so many things to do.
So,i guess its a good thing for me cos i am in a mess and i don't wanna think of anything now.

Things are getting more and more complicated....
But no matter what you just got to bite the bullet and move on...
No matter how sad you are you just got to smile and show that nothing happen at all...
When your tears are giving way,blink hard and not let it flow down...
Cos you knew you got to be strong no matter what..


It just something random,ignore the above paragraph...HaAHx!!XD

LOLX!!!Enough of it!Its getting more and more emo.>.
Two happy things:
-i FOUND my CALCULATOR!!!!!YAY!!=DIt disappeared for 1 week plus and now it reappear!!!!=DD
-i have a new battery for my LAPPY!!!My lappy batt spoilt a month agao and my kor kor got a new one for me!!!Thanks kor kor!!!=DD

Anybody knows where you can find nice book?I wanna find a new dairy book cos my current dairy is full!!!XDPlease tell me,i need a nice book urgently!!!=p

Okayx shall stop here for today!Nitex everyone!!!=DDBE HAPPY ALWAYS!!!HeeHeex!!!=DD

Labels: Saded

dance with me ;
- 12:23 AM

!Friday, May 21, 2010

It has really really been a super long time since i blog...

I didn't go dance today cos i was super tired and kind of sick.>.<
MST IS COMING!!!!OMG!!!And i haven study!!!!=O
And on top of that,i still got school projects to finish...seriously got to chiong liaox...>.<
I want my holidays back..=(

Oh yeah,saw Gary today at FC6 and when he waved to me i act as if i never see so his friends were like all laughing at him!But Gary,i wasn't very bad le,after that i got come back and wave to you lorx...hahax!!!=DD

Stess!!BUDDY!!Sorry i have been busy these few weeks didn't have time to go out wit you,but we will go out soon okayx?Let me dig out some time first..And i guess u would be surprised why i suddenly come back and blog right?HAHax!!!My frieds were complaining of my died blog,so i decided that i shall blog abit at times when i feel like it.=pAnd buddy,its time for you to revive your blog,its died again!!!HAAHx!XDTake carex buddy!If got anything can call or sms me!Hope to see ya soon!=DD

Heyx Sam,Cheer up la you!!!You need to smile partner!Anything you still can find me de..=DKeep dancing!

Mr toilet paper,please do not strain yourself too much,u need to rest de,u are not a robot!!!!Always smile!!=DD

MY DARLING!!YVONNE!!!EUNICE!!!See i so guai lorx,revived my blog liaox horx!XDEunice thanks for helping me with the blogskin!<3See you all on monday!!!!=DD

To all my other dearest friends,STAY HAPPY AND HEALTHY!!!!!=DD

I realise something,a few of my friends has been having problems with relationships..its so complicated.And it makes me scared too after hearing their heartbreaking stories.That might be one of the reason why i am still single now.=pBut no matter what just be happy and cherish every moment,try your very best to solve the problems.In this way,even if you failed in the end,at least you knew you had tried your best!Don live with regrets!!



Anyway i need a NEW DAIRY!!!!!Some things u jus can't blog it out loud here so yea,i still prefer the old method which is writing a dairy!!!HeeHeex!!XD

Labels: I need a new dairy

dance with me ;
- 11:56 PM

!Thursday, May 20, 2010

Its been so long,SHOULD I REVIVE MY BLOG??LOLX!XD

dance with me ;
- 12:48 PM

!Monday, November 16, 2009

Harlo!!!Tell u wat. At first my day was fine...till.....
someone gave a freaking dao face...ARGH!!
I knoe it maybe ur normal face but don need so dao right...cant u jus say a bye properly wit a little smile on ur face??is it that difficult?
or should i say u wasnt even saying bye to me??
But nvm,forget it
BREATHE!.....
2 person knew who it is cos i was like totalli ARGH!..on the way to ion...hahax!XD
Today went to Ion Yvonne,Eunice,Clement and me was like running away from wey jian cos he go around pinching people and it hurts alot!LOLX!
When he came near me i grabbed his thumb and refused to let go..hahax!!!Super funny!!XD
But we had fun!!HeeHeex!!!XD

dance with me ;
- 9:25 PM