Tuesday, April 6, 2010

weeew

weeeeewwww that was close damn!!!!!!!! this day was totally a great but is really a nightmare for me

cox my friend hyun jeong kim my korean friend has a date wif this girl named CASSANDRA PHOEBE MELBERYCURCK he asked me to pretend as him a mean to be hyun lol


i agreed cox at first the name was really i mean WOW nice name but when i saw her i mean we saw her i was jus like lookin at a human orangutan

weeew i wanna go home lol but i really thinking of it ..............>.<>



i was thinking if ill face her or idk haha but then this is it ...i fanally face her and as i promised to my friend ill pretend to be him well .......thats how it is well we went at freemont ell bout ouselves but ....as i noticed she was kind and friendly and well shes funny too........



but i almost spend $327.00 a while ago she ordered too much that i thought all that food will be taken away for her family but guess WHAT she ate it all by her self OMG! i just ate creamberlake and a cup of vanilla coffee thats it but its fine lol my sister will pay it lol........


well that was really funny and idk haha....till here

Sunday, March 21, 2010

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im really fuckin tired out hea' all the time thinking what will gonna happen tomorrow when i woke up im thinking bout my studies my sister my mom my dad if whats happenin to them ........i dont really know what to do im confused of somethin but the fact is i dont even know what is it im confusing for its a damn shit thing right????????........ im just here in my blog now talkin wif myself i think so cox i have nothin to do and im bored on facebook so i just invi my wall cox im lazy responding walls sometimes...... and if im on facebook i seldom pop out my chat box cox i usually dont wnna chat too much.........and one thing do i really change??? my friends in school told me that im becoming more rude than before as usual im always rude in school but this time they really mean it im becoming that rude....well thats life i said .....how come????? cox im thinking too much deep in my life thats how it is....told them ..... its always me i think so being that rude to those ppl in school whom i dont even know



i kept thinkin all the ppl i love and now its just like its killing me i mean the pain i cant take it........i cant even help them or ask them if they already have eaten are they fine or sick......its hard i mean really hard bein in my situaion i cant go higher cox im always goin deeper ........ as long as i miss them im feelin so alone that a hand can never touched.......


as i know everythin that i want i get it wearing the best toxido and italian shoes that i could ever imagine behind those ones im totally broken glass that can never be the same again...thats what i think of my self now


im waiting for the time that the broken glass will be fixed again wif the same texture the same glass the same one........but when will it be??????

Tuesday, March 9, 2010


im really tired this day doin so many paper activities .............. and its really boooooring........im sometimes LAZY to do those craps.....hate it lol..... i wnna go out but i cant cox i have to finish it all..........by now...........im kindah hungry but i dont even know how to cook so i better eat cookies later .......yummmmyyyyyyy.......

but still not enough ..........i forgot to buy dfood while i was on my way home lol................well i have to knock min's door or call him to brought me some food ...............im thinkin of that ...lol....after all i always do it haha..... but still he always eat what's inside my fridge .........lol........................im sleeeeeepy but neeeeed to finish this bunch of activities argh! hehe but im OL in FB chattin and responding wall 2 wall .................cox its so booooring if i do this papers all day wif out chattin wif my friends out there ......as usual they will miss me a lot lol...........just kidding....well till here i cant think what will i type now lol......................

Friday, February 26, 2010

there is my sister DERICKA DENASKI at the right side when your facin the computer she's 20 years of age takin up doctorate im very lucky to be her younger brother ....i love my sister so much she's always been a big help for me when im down..that even my parents dont understand me sometimes........when i get into trouble she's always there makin reasons in school hehe......even my friends they also called her savior..... min and kevin are luckily o be my besfriends too cox i have my sister to take care of them too and be their older sister just like mine.....when i had this serious accident that i almost findin myself very hopeless she's there cryin prayin a lot together wif my friends......as usual my parents wouldn't even know that i was involve in a car accident..till now they dont know bout it... cox they will worry bout me a lot just like seeing my sister.......well greatfull im still alive .......my sister is very kind to people she loves me so much she have lot of friends out there.........she's also a happy person as many ppl knows but as i can see no ...behind being happy she also seems to be very sad as i noticed just like me ......i also know she mises our parents and were nott at the same how's cox she has her dormitory near her school.....there was one time when i visit her dorm when i slowly open he door i saw her crying holdin our family picture saying i miss my family a lot........i was so sad tha day i just kept on thinking my sister i couldnt even sleep so i decided to call her in my handphone.......i ask her how is she? she answered "ohh derick im great im fine. how bou you?" i answered "im feelin great too" i asked her again "how was your day?" she answered "i was really happy wif my friends " i said "really? then i ady old heer bout what i saw on her dormitory then she cried a lot on the phone saying she mises me a lot and our parents its hard to be alone w/o your family...........at that night i went there in her dormitory i slept there...............mornin comes i was wonderin shee's happy again its just like nothing happened i ell to my self "MY SISTER IS REALLY CRAZY" lol but really i love my noona a lot i dont want ppl will hurt her i'll kill someone just for my sister .....lol as if i can lol



To my favorite teacher
told me never give up
To my fifth grade crush
Who I thought I really loved
To the guys I've missed and the girls we've kissed
Where are you now

To my ex-best friends
Don't know how we grew apart
To my favorite band
Sing along in my car
To the face I see in my memory
Where are you now

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am

To my first girlfriend
I thought for sure was the one
To my last girlfriend
Sorry that I screwed it up
To the ones I loved
Didn't show it enough
Where are you now

Where are you now
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am

I know we'll never see those days again
And things will never be that way again
But that's just how it goes
People change but I know
I won't forget you

To the ones who came
Who we're there from the start
To the love that left
And took a piece of my heart
To the few who'd swear
They'd never go anywhere
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be how I am
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am
If it wasn't for you
I'd be nothing
Where are you now?
im really bored now i wanna go home but doctor saids im gonna stay hea' 2 weeks more argh! i miss goin to school playin sports really damn freaky hea' but all nurses are kindah pretty lol..........what else erm....i wna go visit my friends min and kevin bro miss you guys even though your just hea' in my side lol.....they are playin video games hea' in the hospital good thing my room is privatee lol but thankfully they are not that noisy i wna paly too but not now :].............oh by the way thid two doofus brought me some choclate cookies which i like the most ^^ thanks brothers.....ohh thats what it is :] they brought me choclate chip cookies coz min wants to borrow my shirt and kevin wants to borrow my shoes haha these two are very silly lol............. they come and visit patient just to ask favor on it lol............ a....hese pas few days i received many letters from my friends sayin get well soon those letters are really nice of you hank you verry much for caring me i really appreciate it a lot and those ppl send me fruits thanks.......love you guys and for those sendin me flowers everyday thanks a lot too btw dont keep sendin flowers a lot im STILL ALIVE PPL IN THE USA lol but anyway thanks ..... for DREAM BOYS in school thanks for visiting me hea' just for me to see your new print out shirts thanks lol for the NERDY SOCIETY thanks for those books .......even though im boring readin it ^^ FOR THE SKATER BOYS they just vivsit me when they need an extra trucks lol take care guys see you soon........AND FOR ALL MY FRIENDS IN FACEBOOK thanks special mention to: kanari, cindy, my brother jeremy love you bro, my brother again dae hyun thanks bro for cheerin up, ....love you guys a lot.......knock my head if i forgot somethin lol.........what else??? oph MS. CAROLINA ADAMSON haha this teacher was really obssesed wif me lol see you soon and for all the gays OUT THERE THANKS FOR MISSING ME .............HANKS FOR THE LETTERS TOO....lol
till hea' for now........FB gain :] saranghae