butterfly dream.

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Tag Replies!

Aby: Okay, then I'll help you burn! =D Have fun overseas! ((:
Bec: Neither Jolene nor me said you were, so don't worry about it (:
Claus: YO! Haiyohh, 5 letters can miss ONE letter .__.;
Debbie: I know you're acting is quite good, but you're most pro in acting NICE! (x
Kaiqi: Haha of course I remember! My memory is super okay! xD Hmm there may be a change in destination, but I'll keep you in touch =D

Well, the class outing was quite enjoyable! =D But I still don't understand why I had to pay $1 just to get inside =.=; Anyway, Pass The Parcel was super fun, luckily I didn't get a forfeit! xD It's not fair that Jaslin was too lucky to get dismissed from the forfeit since she pick that 'NO FORFEIT' paper. Tsk. You should have seen how she was such an inquisitive little girl, looking and playing whatever 'new' things she has never seen before or were not familiar with her (like the chalet telephone), pressing whatever she likes while I was taking my bath. Luckily, I was out before she started experimenting with the lights. Close shave.

When it was time for bed, it was hellish. Jaslin & I kept fighting so much over the bed that we were told that we could each have our own individual beds. Hehe, this reminds me about how Christopher kept kicking and kicking, and he managed to take his A Levels! xD Yeah, so we had space, since around 4 people didn't sleep that night, haha. Not that I slept very well though; I think I was on my mp3 player for too long @_@ I wish I were a heavy sleeper sometimes. But since I'm a light sleeper, I let Beatrice sleep on my bed, at around 7 in the morning! So nice, right? But I had to sleep with Jaslin. Started shaking Jaslin up and told her to move to her right, and I don't know WHY, SHE MOVED TO HER LEFT. Tsk. =__=; Damn lame lahh. In the end, I had woken her up, just to get my share of the bed! =DDD It was cold in the morning, really. We didn't fight over the blanket, if that's what your thinking, cuz we really really wanted to sleep. Both of us actually wanted to get up at 8, in the end got up about an hour later (x

On the whole, it was really cool =D I want EOY Chalet! xDDD

7:45 PM

Monday, May 29, 2006

LITERATURE IS GOOD FOR YOUR *SOUL*! =D

HAHA lamelamelame... ^^;;; Yeah, Jaslin, Jun2 and Meimei came over to do Literature project, which involved taking picutres, which was what we did. Here are the roles:

Jaslin Koh - Judy Boone (Mother); our ~~dear~~ director
Jun2 - Ed Boone (Father)
Meimei - Christopher John Francis Boone (Son)
ME! - Mr Shears/The Policeman; the professional & efficient photographer

Some photos! =D

[x] Everyone settling down and discussing, while I was kinda testing my camera! (:

[x] Scene where the Daddy barges in to see Christopher. I'm playing Mr Shears here!

[x] ~~Meimei~~ Christopher wakes up! xD

[x] Christopher doesn't love Daddy, ~~Jaslin~~ Mummy consoling Daddy! xDDD Aww, the family's united! =D

[x] Me as the Policeman, kinda pulling ~~Jun2~~ Daddy away. Damn my fringe. =_=

[x] Our ~~dear efficient responsible~~ director at work. She's not fit to be a director, really (x

[x] Christopher pushing the bed against the door so that Daddy can't get in. Actually, it was us 4 who moved the bed over there lohh! And this is my sister's room! She was so shocked to see what we were doing @_@

[x] The kitchen timer! Refer to the last part of the story to find out what Ed Boone did with the timer! xD

[x] Daddy tending to the 'veggie' patch! ^__^

Tomorrow CLASS CHALET!!!! Excited lehh! ^0^ Jaslin's also excited, which is rather unlikely of her since she's so unsociable xD I think I'm gonna look weird carrying 2 bags to band /:

7:15 PM

Sunday, May 28, 2006

From Aby's blog, I'm bored and homework will just murder me.

( ) own car
(x) cell phone
( ) own phone line
( ) own bathroom
(x) own room
( ) 2+ story house (last time T__T)
( ) built in pool
( ) guest house
( ) game room
( ) tv in your room
Total = 2

(x) full+ bed
( ) more than 20 pairs of shoes
( ) 10+ things from a designer store
( ) good grades
( ) expensive sunglasses
( ) name brand purse
( ) ipod
( ) xbox
( ) ps2
(x) mp3 player
Total = 2

( ) range rover
( ) basketball hoop
( ) air hockey table
( ) pool table
( ) ping pong table
( ) fooz ball table
( ) trampoline
( ) live on a lake or pond
( ) own a pair of skiis
( ) own a snowboard
Total = 0 ^^;

( ) has a boat
( ) has a jet ski
( ) has a beach house or cabin
( ) only child
( ) stereo system in bedroom
( ) dvd player in room
( ) 100+ dvd's
(x) gets $50+ for allowance each month
(x) goes shopping every month
( ) shops at abercrombie
Total = 2

( ) goes snowboarding or skiing every week
( ) 2+ family cars
(x) a mom AND a dad
( ) perfume/cologne
( ) aim
(x) msn
(x) yahoo
(x) 5+ trophies/awards
(x) own digital camera
( ) walk in closet
Total = 5 ((:

( ) electric scooter
( ) dirt bike
( ) 4-wheeler
( ) guitar/drums
( ) hammock
( ) been on a +2 cruises
(x) traveled out of the country
( ) personal fit trainer
( ) expensive jewelry
( ) met a celebrity
Total = 1

( ) straightener/curling iron
( ) gets hair done/nails/spas
( ) on/was on a varsity team for school
( ) own batting cage
( ) 100+ in wallet/purse right now
(x) own savings account
(x) 1+ best friends
( ) been to the carribean
( ) been to europe
( ) been to hawaii
Total = 2

( ) been to new york
( ) shopped in seattle
( ) eaten at the space needle in seattle
( ) been on the eifel tower in paris
( ) been on the statue of liberty in new york
( ) been on honor roll for 2+ years
( ) went on a trip for sweet 16 birthday (I'm not 16 yet!)
( ) lives on private property
( ) license
(x) moved 3+ times (Really, I moved twice in USA, once in Singapore ^^;)
Total = 1

( ) sports car
( ) hot tub
(x) pet(s)
( ) ranch
( ) verizon (?)
( ) cingular (?)
( ) sidekick mobile
( ) razor cell phone
(x) been to 5+ states in the us (California, Florida, Utah, Wyoming, and another state I THINK)
(x) don't have a job
(x) 100+ buddies on messenger
Total = 4

(x) alarm clock
(x) home cooked meal almost every day
( ) eat out almost every day
( ) been in a limo
( ) own camcorder
(x) own laptop computer
(x) own desktop computer
(x) someone loves you
total = 5

DONE!

11:13 PM

YAY I'm back to blog! =D Haha lame! xD Anyway my previous post wasn't cheem! If it was, it's either that your vocabulary is slack or my vocabulary is of a professional level! xD Haha JOKE, no offence Kaiqi! (:

Whee, tomorrow Jaslin, Jun2 and Meimei coming over to complete Literature. Too bad Debbie had to go for some BPquest thing /: At least I need not travel far, but I'll have to play host, which is bad? I don't know. Then on Tuesday, band prac and then Class Outing + stay overnight at chalet!!!! WHEE I'M EXCITED I TELL YOU! =D I was trying to arrange everything properly and kept pestering Jaslin & Casandra to tell me this and that! ^^;;;

"I do everything in advance, the only thing which I don't do so is homework."

This is MY quote, HAHA! (x

Yes, there are some serious problems resulted from conflicts that has take place in my class. Yes, it's sad. Yes, this resulted in many people being depressed. No, it won't end very easily. No, if it were to end, there is minimum chance that it would end like a fairytale ending, 'and they lived happily ever after' that sort of thing. No, but anyway it's not gonna soon though. Sigh.

If only saying sorry was as easy as taking in oxygen, but in fact, it's too much of a challenge. And it's even more of a challenge to just forgive someone; it's tough, that's why I don't blame you, no matter how much I want this to stop.

10:57 PM

Friday, May 26, 2006

I would like to refer to Lilian's post on 25th May.

2C3 has indeed changed, although the change is not drastic but it is still present. Conflicts are taking dead seriously, and criticisms are just thrown out into the air indiscriminately and without any mercy at all. Last year, the class wasn't so bad, even though there were conflicts present, but nothing that grave happened last year. I wouldn't say that last year, our class was completely flawless, but not as bad as this year.

"there seems to so many people not satisfied with the other...asking people to stay away from the other or something.i just think that we should be more tolerant towards each other...further more control our temper.i noe that it is easier said then done...but since we are in a class and we have to stay together for the next few months, it's gonna be difficult if we start hating or what so ever each other."

Yes, easier said than done. It's not going to be resolved, since the wound is very very deep and I don't think it's going to recover very quickly. Who knows, the bacteria that enters via the wound could harm other parts of the body and that disease may be even spread to others. If you relate this with the current situtation, I guess you should know what I'm trying to bring across.

Making sure that someone would be forever alone, forever detached from the class, will that do any good? She did you harm, you want to take revenge, well okay. Seriously, is there a need to go to the extent where you're so stressed and tensed up? It's difficult to forgive, even more of a challenge to forget, but maybe you could slowly, bit by bit, let the matter rest? Over a single person, a lot of fuss is created and some people do feel uncomfortable at times, while some even have a different opinion of certain things, but it has changed to a negative opinion. It IS impossible for the two parties to just shake hands and go "I'M SORRY I WAS THE ONE AT FAULT PLEASE DO FORGIVE ME AND BE MY FRIEND AGAIN" and then poof! the matter is over, but... Well... Treasure our time together as a class for the final year, after all from next year onwards, the whole class will be split up, pigeonholed into different catergories. It sounds like labelling, like how Christopher is labelled a "spazzer", "monk", "crip" and has "Special Needs", from The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-Time. That's not the point anyway. Hopefully, this matter which the whole of 2C3 knows will die down very soon, although there won't be any peace, but at least the environment could be more calm.

Gossip is such a fearsome thing.

11:09 PM

Thursday, May 25, 2006

Ignore my previous post, I just found out that even though I do stay @ NY for a long time, I could still rush back to SVPS haha. ^^;;;

Tomorrow is the last day of school, don't know whether to be elated or depressed, even STRESSED. So many projects that have to get done! The usual PBL, Literature Multimedia Project (which may be me ending up doing majority of the possible animation), Chinese Newspaper (KILLER I TELL YOU. KILLER.), Maths, Science and from what I heard, English is also a hell lot. Tian ahh. Considering that band's going to take part in a competition in July, our practices are predicted to be intense. Stress. I just sincerely hope that we'll get a Gold for that =D

SweetS having their last single soon! And after that they're disbanding! Q0Q CHEW LI JUN! LET'S GO HUNT FOR CDs DURING THE JUNE HOLS!

not that i'll be very free, HAHA

5:57 PM

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

There you are, sitting over there. Surrounding you are people in mirth, in happiness, laughing with joy, smiling and joking. Who knows, they could be just pretending. You, just seem to be out of place. You try to smile, it's easy, right? After all, it takes up more energy to frown than to smile. However, it's too much of a challenge, just to raise the edges of your dry lips. You just want to leave them hanging there. Inside, agony is swirling about, tainting every organ, making you feel so miserable. You just want to leave the world sometimes, maybe there's a such thing as another world somewhere outside there? You don't know. You'll never know. Someone turns behind, looks you into the eye, smiling with pure joy. That smile, it was sincere, but not well expressed in a certain way. She notices something amiss, and asks what's wrong. You couldn't take it, pondering about what was going round in your body. You shut your eyes, placing your forehead on the table, letting all the poison from your body flow out. You were crying. That person was concerned, maybe? She told you not to be like that. She doesn't understand, does she? Having pride in yourself, you wiped away those fatal tears and try to act as if nothing has happened. "Everything is okay!" that's what you were thinking to yourself. You even curled the edges of your lips, but it was just like make up you've put on. It was just a mask. Inside, you were even feeling more horrid, as if you were rotting. You wanted to let out everything, but that would attract unwanted attention, and criticisms. It's so hard to smile, when you just feel like you're going to shatter into billions of molecules any second. This is just something called the cruelty of reality, and to top it off, it's just the beginning.

4:47 PM

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

Harmony Trail yesterday was XIAN
We didn't even use the tablet!
Waste our energy bringing it there!
WTH LAHH! =.=;

The only interesting thing yesterday was that after having a boring 15 minutes break, we all went to the PAT to watch Garfield The Movie. GARFIELD'S SO RETARDED HAHAHAHA. xD I wanted to continue watching it lehh ): *insert Harmony Trail thing* after that, BAND! God, why must they have run out of band skirts?! T__T How stupid am I gonna look with my school skirt + band uniform?! Anyway, Flute Section played Wackos or whatever that game is. It was pure FUN.

If anyone's interested, I've uploaded the pics I've used for the layout:
Me & Kaiqi
Jaslin Koh
Group Photo
Jolene & Yunyi
Ina-san

And here are some random ones from Harmony Trail:
[x] [x] [x] [x]

TRC EPISODE 29 TORRENT STILL NOT UP!!! T____T

1:34 PM

Saturday, May 13, 2006

Bored as usual, snatched this from Aby's blog.

Name 20 ppl you can think of at the top of your head.
Don't read the below questions before you write ~~and tag 5 ppl to do this survey~~.

I shan't tag anyone, but if anyone wants to do this, that's fine with me HAHA

1. Aby
2. Algy
3. Ina-san
4. Izan
5. YingTing
6. VIP
7. Jaslin Koh
8. Jun2
9. Kaiqi
10. Teryne
11. Nadia
12. Karmen
13. SuiYing
14. ZhenYu
15. Emily
16. Kyna
17. JiaYu
18. Akemi
19. Hiromi
20. Fiona

How did you meet 14?
She's my flute senior, but she's shorter than me and she looks like a Sec One and she's idiotic. ^^

What would you do if you never met 1?
I wouldn't have watched 'When A Stranger Calls' AHAHAHAHA.

What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?
Hah both of them never met before hahahaha. ^^; But I think they would get along well, if they dated AS FRIENDS.

Did you ever liked 19 before?
She's my dear friend (:

Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
Don't really think so ^^; COUPLE MEANS FRIENDS HOR?! O.O;;

Describe 3.
Endless descriptive words, but mainly: crazy, mad, anime-fan, XIAO.

Do you think 8 is attractive?
*FALLS OFF CHAIR* EHH???????????

Tell me something about 7.
I have a lot of things to say, it's totally endless, main thing is that she's a horrid person that never says thank you when you prompt her. And she's confused with who her real siblings are. Which is so stupid, ne?

Do you know any of 12's family?
HAH no lahh. =.=;

What would you do if 11 confesses that he / she likes you?
Snow will start falling in Singapore and America will become a small tiny dot on the world map and the grass will be blue while the sky will be green, and so on (:

What language does 15 speak?
English, Chinese, Alien Language! xD

How old is 16 now?
14 going on 15! =D

When was the last time you talked to 13?
Don't remember, but I smsed her recently.

Who's 2 favourite band/ singer?
Hah got a HELL lot lehh.

Would you date 7?
If you mean as asking her out as a FRIEND, like duh YEAH. But it's hard to get her out anyway cuz she's too lazy to go out AHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Is 15 single?
HAHAHAHA I DON'T KNOW! =D

What's 10's last name?
Ichige. Full name is Ichige Teryne Mariko. xD

Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11?
NO WAY.

What school does 3 goes to?
Bukit Panjang Govt High

Where does 6 lives?
Choa Chua Kang. Even though she's 'important' I can't be bothered to type out her ENTIRE addy. xDDD

What's your favourite thing about 5?
She's a great debater, at least she could continue debating with me without giving up HAHA.

Have you ever seen 1 naked??!!
LIKE DUH NOOOOOOOOOO.

Ahh, I want TRC Ep 29!!! *v*

6:14 PM

Friday, May 12, 2006

BACK FROM HIATUS! ^^

and with a new layout
made the box quite small ._.
i didn't really intend to make a layout
but i was so bored
and i was watching anime almost the WHOLE day
so i started doodling in adobe photoshop
and here's what i've got ^^;

if anyone's interested, here are what the pics are:
Top Left Hand Corner - Me & Kaiqi; 100206; To The Stars Concert Day; my hair tied in two plaits ^^;;;
Top Right Hand Corner - Jaslin Koh Hui Wen; playing my handphone .__.
Middle - Teachers Day 2005; From top right: Fiona, BihYee, Mabel, Me, Ina-san, YingTing, Aby, Algy, V.I.P.
Bottom Left Hand Corner - Jolene & YunYi; the whole gang were thinking of what pose to do xD
Bottom Right Hand Corner - Ina-san! xD

joy to the world that exams are OVER! =D
now the only cruel part we have to go through is to get back our results T-T

11:50 PM

Thursday, May 04, 2006

ON HIATUS! ^.^

WOOHOOOOO! CHINESE IS OVER! =D=D=D

tian ahh, what was up with the last compre?! XIAO LEHH! =.=;;;

but why is it that i'm making a serious flaw in all the papers so far that will cost me a hell lot of marks? Literature better be good tomorrow. and my hand's gonna break. it almost broke today.

3:11 PM