怎么说？昨天我把妈妈给我的手信留在了巴士！我那时真的很失望，很害怕，觉得自己没有用，小小的东西都不能保管好！我除了哭，我不知怎么办。我明知道我是不可能找回那袋东西了！可是我还是抱着很大的希望去找回。我在车一直祈祷我能够找得回！可是，我等了很久！巴士一辆一辆的来了又走，我找过每架巴士，最终还是找不到！渐渐的，我从抱着希望，变成了绝望，再变成了放开。。。
我男朋友说他很内疚弄丢了我的东西。其实我从来都没有怪过他。要怪只怪我总是拿么的不小心，总不会好好的保管自己的东西！其实我要感谢他，陪我等了好久。。。在我最彷徨无助的时候，陪着我！
说真的，我的却还很心痛。。。
前几天，妈妈打电话跟我说：“你还会下来找我的是吗？我买了些衣服给你，我那时拿给你。。。”那天在酒店，她把东西给我，她一样样东西拿给我看，告诉我在哪里买，还买了点食物叫我带回去慢慢吃。妹妹留了块月饼给我，她说很好吃，她说月饼的盒子很美，可以给我放东西。。。我真的感受到他们的爱！他们还是那么关心我！我那时真的真的很感动！
可是，我一个不小心，就这样子把他们的心机弄丢了！我觉得我自己很对不起他们！我没有好好保管他们给我的东西！我不是没有珍惜，只是我真的不小心。。。
那一袋东西，就好像是我遗失了的美好。。。
有些东西，不见了的时候，才知道它有多珍贵。。。
我不是说我不见了的东西很贵重。只是，我不见了这袋东西时，我才发觉，家，对我来说，真的很珍贵！家人的爱，比任何东西还来得珍贵。。。
以前留在家里时，就想离开家里，想快快长大，想过自己想过的生活。如今，我长大了，可是我却希望我从来都没有长大过。我离开家了，却希望过回以前在家的生活。有些事情，往往经历过，过去了，才知道它的美好！
我真的很想回家！很想见到我的爸爸妈妈，弟弟妹妹！我好想和他们一起生活！那时候真的很无忧无虑，很好玩。。。就好像有了依靠。。。有了真正知道我的习惯，又完全接受我习惯的人。单单那天，和家人吃了餐早餐，就很有我们在一起的感觉！我真的很喜欢那样的感觉！
家，是浪子最想停留的地方。
家，是游子最想去的地方。
家，是一个属于自己的地盘。
家，是正在追梦的我，最向往的避风港！
现在我才发觉，繁华的都市，不比我的家舒服。虽然简简单单，可能还有点丑陋，可是家就是我在这世界上最舒服的地方。
Sunday, August 24, 2008
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Sunday, August 3, 2008
A new August!!
August is coming! It's really a brand new month for me!!!
Hmm... Actually, the starting of this month is really special and meaningful for me! Why?? Because on the 1st day of August, my boyboy is coming here to accompany me!! Wahaha~ I got a sweet memory in past 2 days! But... he gonna leave me today... Sad... I'm being alone here!! Start my boring and busy life!! I don't actually like this... But... Aikss.... Don't know how to describe! Ok lah... Just be patient... and waiting 2 weeks later to come!!! -_-"
After 2 weeks.... WAHAHAHA!! My boy boy is coming here again! for the one whole week!!! He will be here!! I think I can see him anytime at that week... And my parents and sister and brother will come here as well... Wah... I didn't see them for such a long time.... I'm really looking forward for the days to come!!!
Yayaya.... I forgot to tell!!
I finally got you!!! my PINK colour DELL INSPIRON!!!! WAHAHAHAHA.... SO so soooo.... unbelieveable I really got you!!! It's just like a dream!!! My boyboy said I'm crazy... But I really feel excited and happy to have my own laptop... It's MY OWN laptop!! hahaha... OK... I will look after this laptop very well....
K... Stop here!! Gonna bring my boyboy to lunch... Then he will leave luh~~~ Aikss.... Just accept lah!! and I gonna start a busy week again!! What what organic chem test... Siiiiiilly!!!!
Hmm... Actually, the starting of this month is really special and meaningful for me! Why?? Because on the 1st day of August, my boyboy is coming here to accompany me!! Wahaha~ I got a sweet memory in past 2 days! But... he gonna leave me today... Sad... I'm being alone here!! Start my boring and busy life!! I don't actually like this... But... Aikss.... Don't know how to describe! Ok lah... Just be patient... and waiting 2 weeks later to come!!! -_-"
After 2 weeks.... WAHAHAHA!! My boy boy is coming here again! for the one whole week!!! He will be here!! I think I can see him anytime at that week... And my parents and sister and brother will come here as well... Wah... I didn't see them for such a long time.... I'm really looking forward for the days to come!!!
Yayaya.... I forgot to tell!!
I finally got you!!! my PINK colour DELL INSPIRON!!!! WAHAHAHAHA.... SO so soooo.... unbelieveable I really got you!!! It's just like a dream!!! My boyboy said I'm crazy... But I really feel excited and happy to have my own laptop... It's MY OWN laptop!! hahaha... OK... I will look after this laptop very well....
K... Stop here!! Gonna bring my boyboy to lunch... Then he will leave luh~~~ Aikss.... Just accept lah!! and I gonna start a busy week again!! What what organic chem test... Siiiiiilly!!!!
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