当故事随风

Quite a period I didn't do blogging here! Just now I have just realised that I never post any new blogs in 2009! Hmm... Perhaps I'm quite busy with my works... Yeah, busy! But I gonna tell you guys that I'm quite happy with my business... I feel enjoyable to spend my time with my friends in uni, I found out my uni life is gradually to become better! Perphaps I never felt this kind of excitement during my 1st sem in uni.. I were just know to complain everything, and think of myself I were struggling with my life in uni.. But now I know that I can just simply change my view and perspective, everything can be changed! Dull can become excitement! Depends on how you want your life to be! I feel good now, and I think I wanna be better! And I know that friends are really pretty important, especially no familiar persons around me... What's a good new start, people!

Today is the 1st day of CNY! Like previous years, going to grandma's house, going to temple... Never change! Never and never... Culture? Hmm... Maybe, as I'm growing up, many events become not much special for me... Like, new year, well... it's only a time to get crazy, for me. Birthday? OK, I'm not expect anything from anyone, it is just a day to "inform" me that my age is added one.. But I really appreaciate those who remember my birthday and gave me lots of surprised!!!! Actually I'm very very happy! Feel like, hmm... at least I can be a VIP in that day! wow! and CNY, I just treat it as a holiday for me to rest... But some chinese cultures never allow me to rest! well... It is a must to go to others' house, saying those good words, wear on your smiling mask, and the point is to receive angpao... Hmm... quite guilty im saying so... But the scenario is like this! But then, it's good... Maybe, if we all ignore this culture, we can never met up our relatives and old friends... That's why I tend to call CNY is a reunion season! Though it's really a troublesome to balik kampung, but it is also a must! I just think that, we can never buy new clothes for cny, never give or receive angpao, never open house........, but we SHOULD come back to our family... Well, I hope myself can maintain this thought, and I hope that in coming years, I will always come back to my family to celebrate CNY... Because I know how my dad and mom are happy when I'm home... I think every parents who their children at outside have the same thought!

Actually I'm quite nonsense, and I actually don't know what I'm saying here... I just keep typing and typing... I don't know what I'm thinking of, and I don't know what's my purpose to post this blog, but I think this is my thought for now... It doesn't matter... I just want to jot down what I'm thinking now!

I thought myself is thin, and will never be fat. But now I know I'm wrong! I keep eating and I feel that this is really terrible! I feel guilty! but i don't know why I still want to eat! Well... I have to always remind myself... calm down calm down... like the silly movie,
123, 321, 1234567, I'm a food science student, I should be professional, to know what should eat and what should eat less, and I don't want to become fat, I want to keep fit, not too thin and not fat as well, After counting 123, I want to eat less, I want to differentia what is good for health and I want to keep fit... Now, 1...2...3...

Well, I'm sorry, because I'm blur now, I don't know what I'm doing now.... I know I'm becoming crazy now, so I better stop here, because I'm worry once I still don't want to stop here, I still got lots of things to type, and I feel that is nonsense, unusual, and crazy... So, stop stop stop... Happy Chinese New Year!

这是我第一部我看不明白,还是很努力在看的一部戏