Princess Barbie's Fairytopia Kingdom!

Time goes slowly now in my life
Fear no more of what I'm not sure

Searching to feel your soul
The strength to stand alone
the power of not knowing and letting go

I guess I've found my way it's simple when its right
Feeling lucky just to be here tonight
and happy just to be me and be alive

Love, in and out, of my... my heart,
And though life can be strange I can't be afraid

I guess I've found my way it's simple when its right
Feeling lucky just to be here tonight
and happy just to be me and be alive...

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Was listening to this one *new* song [sarcastic], "Alive" from Jennifer Lopez. Both music and lyric still sound not bad heh heh...

Oh, I guess I should take this chance to say "Hi!" to all my dear friends and constant readers, those who miss me, and would like to know what Barbie is up to right now. I'm still alive and hanging on just fine here. Thank you so much for your continuous support all this while. I'm happy to have you all as my friends. =)

Also, though I fail to reply you all messages, but that doesn't mean I don't see the text you left for me here. So, for those who miss reading my posts, please be patient with me, okay? I know I am slow in updating like a turtle [worse yet a snail?] now =| but I'll try to be more active, and get back to blogosphere real soon, yes, real soon, though I don't know when myself, duh! Silly!

Miss you all,
Take Care,
Barbie

This time, I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life, the one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I'll be waiting for the real thing, I'll know it by the feeling
The moment when we're meeting, will play out like a scene
Straight off the silver screen
So I'll be holding my own breath, right up 'til the end
Until that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that
'Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there

Tonight, out on the street, out in the moonlight
And dammit this feels too right, it's just like déjà vu
Me standing here with you
So I'll be holding my own breath, could this be the end
Is it that moment when, I find the one that I'll spend forever with

'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me like that
'Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere...
There's gotta be somebody for me out there...

You can't give up, looking for a diamond in the rough
You never know, when it shows up, make sure you're holding on
'Cause it could be the one, the one you're waiting on
'Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares
Someone to love with my life in their hands
There's gotta be somebody for me, ohhh

Nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone
There's somebodyelse that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there
Nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There's gotta be somebody for me out there...

There are times when I feel like I just want to twist back the time to the point where i don't have anything to worry about, but live my life the way I feel like I should. Sometimes, I feel like i am a type of hopeless drama princess who desperately thirsts for love and care from those around me. I began searching outside of my immediate cycle hoping that one day, miracle happens, and I would have the chance to get what I've been looking for. I cherish everyone's love for me, even though it was just a hint because I just can't afford to live my life in the world without love, well, I just can't :( However, as time passes by, I started to realize that I don't need to go and seek for love anymore, because everyone around me actually does loves and cares for me, and for who I am, I will always be loved and cared for as long as I exist. People accept me the way I am, witty, juvenile, extrovert, though a bit too emotional sometimes, or perhaps, most of the time :)

For those who wonder why I can always put a smile on my face even when everything doesn't seem to turn out right, I just wanna say that you are wrong. Who said I am everyday.com, happy? Well, I cry too, and I even admit that I do. I cry a lot, or probably too much till that I just don't want anyone see me crying.

Even now, by the time I was writing this post down, I don't really feel like myself, I meant, i feel like at this point again in life, I just feel like something is missing from my life... something that makes me feel incomplete without it. I just don't know how to explain this feelings, besides saying that I don't like this changes... *sigh*

I keep my head up to the sky, and told myself, Barbie! Be strong, and whatever comes, everything will be going just fine. Hey, I can still give myself a slight comfort smile though deep down inside I could feel my heart weeping... hmm.... ignore my nonsense :)

Alright! I know I'd left my blog obsolete in such a long time! so, here Barbie come today, to bring my magical fairytopia kingdom back to live ^ ^ Nothing much to say here anyhow :) Just want to say hi to everyone, my loyal friends as well as my constant readers ^ ^

Well, I am now on my exam preparatory week break. My final exam for the first semester is just ahead! but it's not such a big deal though! I'll be a free bird after all ^ ^ heh heh... can't wait *grin*

Today, I hanged out with two of my best friends, Ka Ka and Dee Dee ^ ^ We had grilled chicken at Master Grill, and right after we finished our chickens, we rushed down the ground floor of the mall to have ice-cream at Swensen altogether ^ ^ Heh heh.... Yum Yum Yummy ^ ^

Looks good, doesn't it? Want some? :P

and this is the new pink bag I bought for myself today ^ ^ Cute or not? Hmm... My best friend and I grasped this one each for ourselves heh heh... She is just like me, young at heart and so much into pink stuffs :P

How about this lovely purse of mine? I love this one too heh heh... and again, Dee also got this purse for herself as well! ^ ^

So all in all, I had a good day, and I really appreciate the moments spent with those whom I love and love me back the same way I do. Best Friends today, tomorrow, and always...

P.S. I miss all of my princess friends like seriously. Sorry that I fail to reply you all's messages. After my exam is over, Barbie will surely go and spam your tag board, so must get ready keke <3 *hugsss...*

With Love,
Barbie

The beauty of the season has finally come into town! (^_____^) It's time to make merry and share all the sheer joys with our loved ones!!! May your heart be filled with happiness and all the magic of life, today and always... So?

From adorable fairy Tinker Bell... ^ ^

From Disney princess, Ariel...

Happy Christmas to everyone!!! ^ ^ Have a fun-filled sparkling day ^ ^

December 21!!! is one of my butterfly fairy friends' Birthday, Princess Angela!!! Yeah!!!!


Happy 20th Birthday to you, my lovely princess! (^____^) *muack* Hmm.... How bad I wish I could go and celebrate your b-day there with you, but since we're this far apart, Barbie can only convey my wish to you on cyberspace! I'm so glad to have you as my friend! Hope our friendship can last for all time! *hug*

Until then, Have a sparkling Birthday, Angie!!~!!! ^ ^ Princess Friend Forever! PFF!!! Barbie love you! *hug*

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As special as she is, Angela is my lovely princess, today, tomorrow, and always... Have a wonderful Birthday, my dear!!!