Before the semester started I said to myself that I will push hard for a 4 flat result. I didn't know what to expect back then and few weeks into the semester I was getting lazier and lazier already. By the time exam is a couple weeks away, a '4 flat' was already an impossible task. Why is it impossible? Because I made it that way.
I spend way too much time in front of computers online and playing games. And whenever I fall asleep during an afternoon, most of the time I'll oversleep until 8pm. It's a very a bad habit because I rarely wake up an hour or two after an afternoon sleep. It made sleeping at night difficult and besides the time wasted, it does affect my concentration the next day.
I haven't got my results but based on how I did my preparations, I know it can't be good. And worse still, my result is not the only thing that concerns me.
My attitude at home have been nothing but worse than before. I am more emotional, more impatient and the worst of all, more rebellious ! And being rebellious is more sinful than being lazy.
As far as my GPA is concerned, I'll spend some time to look back and make sure that I don't repeat the same mistakes I made. Those problems can be fixed, I'm sure ! 
About my changing attitudes at home... what can i say about that? I've grown up, I can earn my own pocket money but it doesn't mean that being independent is being more rebellious right? I swear I will make sure that this doesn't get any worse.
That's all for now, need to pack my stuff for my Genting-KL trip tonight. Send in your comments , I would like to see what people have to say about this.
