Blog de Donovan Tan

Seems like the older I become the lesser they care. We are not as close as we use to be. Every time I try to talk to them about something, they will come up with their own story.

And they are my parents.

I try to express my feelings about something, they tell me all their old "solutions" from their past. Their past is theirs, mine is mine so it is different. They don't even try to understand I want to say any more.

It is like a doctor trying to give you treatment without diagnosing first.

Not only communications is getting increasingly harder, but the environment at home is no better too. With money as a financial constrain I am quite disturbed by how the way things are falling apart at home. No wonder hostel is a better place than home now.

And with this I have to make a tough decision.

I can't talk to them because they don't listen any more. I know where I want to go but whether or not I should remains a question. With the current situation getting worse day by day it doesn't help me with my decision.

Should I carry on with my studies after my diploma? or should I just get a job and hold on?

After spending the last few months trying to make a decision on my future,having gathered all the information I need,I have finally decided to further my studies at KL TARC for advance diploma.

Having also put UTAR(Kampar) into consideration, I thought about the reason why I chose to pursue E-commerce & Marketing over Marketing. If I happen to be going to UTAR I would have to switch course, most likely to Marketing and that, I don't want to do.

Financially I think my family can afford to fund me for the 2 years in KL but for the 4 months degree programme at UK... That I will decide when I have to.


As for now,as long as I make it through my resit papers,I will be doing my advance diploma. So, KL it is !

Who else is going there ?

I can't hold back my feelings any more because Liverpool just beaten Man Utd at Old Trafford 4-1. Earlier in the season they also beaten the EPL defending champs 2-1 at Anfield.

They did it in the same way, coming back from a goal down. I screamed and clapped so hard that my palms hurt and I now have some sore throat

Yes I know what they (man utd fans) will be saying.'we are still top of the league', 'we have a game in hand', bla bla bla.

No matter if Man U were to win the league, we beat the champs-twice !

Who cares if you,Man U fans were to have the last laugh?Either way Liverpool,Chelsea and Arsenal fans will be laughing at you. 4 goals ! huu huu wooo~!!!

Just got to know my exam results yesterday and...oh my god! its bad. The good news is that graduation is still within reach. The bad news is the number of subjects I have to study in 7 weeks.

I'm going to be down-to-earth honest here. I don't know how not to study last minute. I say the same thing every beginning of the semester that I'm going to change and will not do last minute work again. Time and time again, I did the same thing.

So this is my last chance. If I were to graduate this year, I must pass all my remaining subjects. And it is going to be tough.