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finally found my 1st vacaction job, i weekly: BIG IDEA

promoting to you:


TATA!! drums roll**

i'm glad to make it through the vicious hot weather.
With free OTO massages, music entertainment and live shows,
slurping bubbleteas and chilled drinks,
what more can u ask in a job?!
tongue in cheek**

coming up next: FOOD FAIR!!
prepares to slice up abalone**





hitting on the digit 2 soon
reflecting back:
feel like a flop. just like 2years back.
i need to be more judgemental, decisive
it sucks to have ur heart wavering though ur mind is set on it

and my world seems so small
hardly anyone gets in
i dontt know what i want anymore
and end up trying everything
it got worse
day be day
like an empty shell

i am thinking:
i may have just lost my courage,
my soul,
my passion,
in the journey of life

what am i looking for?

when things dont go your way,
despite all the plannings and reminders
u FEEL like murdering the culprit
pulling and yanking every part of it out
yelling screaming cursing

but still
stare hopelessly
and laser million brain cells about fixing it

yet it STILL doesnt give the teeniest weeniest boost to steering ur plans on the right track
and all u can do is feel the fireworks, rocket bombs, dynamites, lightning and thunder ticking off and dance away in ur head,
ever more superb than Fireworks Festival of the century.
ARGHHHHHHH

...so we say
life is just full of unexpected twists and turns

dedicated to the girl who knows nothing about this, with much regret

My com speed is equivalent to a 'dying but still struggling to crawl' snail,
i feel like throwing this red heavy brick against the wall.

at the end of the whole day i'm ONLY done w only 2designs for b&b
cos GIMP takes freaking 10minutes to olify a picture
then i realised it is better off w/o olifying
and adobe photoshop is getting laggier when more brushes are being downloaded

meanwhile,
this week has been another slack one:
celebrated paula's 22nd bdae,
spontaneous mahjonging w min yaoie xingxing,
hitting gym w bun,
wii at rui's,
ECP cycling w OG
TAKES A DEEP BREATH IN AND SIGHS*

jobs come to mama, i'm broke and broken by the days.


needa to fill in the gaps next week.
my next weekend is horrendously packed w a weekend job and other buzzes
gasp in horror when i realise if i were to nod and go for all events, i prolly die of fatigue
i wish i cn stay awake for 3 consecutive days to see me through the next weekend

to end off with:
FISHERMAN'S FRIENDS HERE I COME!
TRALALA!

happily blasted off my vacation with a fun-packed activities week:

from day 1 where my exams ended,
hit town and pampered myself w fish & co seafood platter,
maybelline cosmetics,
cheap manicure and pedicure w BFF,
last min decision to catch xmen origins: wolverine


totally love the leisure of having no brainblowing tasks to do,
and there's no need to rush for any deadlines,
no massive brain cells massacre
it's simply fab to do things at ur own pace!

it's all back to basking in shopping streets~~

hitting sentosa w newfound friends,
secretly falling in love with beach volleyball,
teoheng-ed for 6hours consecutively at the top of my lungs,
clubbing away to mambo,
yumcha sessions w marlene,fiona, bun
splurging on sinful food.
i can finally enjoy THE motivation reward for the exams:
WII!~
rubs hand eagerly and do stretching*
with rui's new drum set, i am sure i will have well toned arms!

visiting the usual starbucks, though for a few close friends of mine,
starbucks meant something entirely different:
it's more like a shrine where prophecy are made and sandcastles are built in the air...




gosh and i have spent so much $$$$$$$$$$$ my guilt starts to kick in
yet not to an extent to stop me from going out everyday. yet.



just yesterday,spent my quality afternn time w my precious mum
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!

i spent 3hours spending a $50 TANGS voucher
3 freaking hours.
where i cn prolly spend more within that 3hours in fareast or smth
cos everything was too pricey there, our $50 seems like a meagre sum
this equates the question of what to buy when you are given 10 cents in a 7-11 store.
a top there easily fetch up to $89.00 and those cool heels: $139.00
belts there can cost up to $40.00 for one, though i can buy up to 4belts of lousier quality over at fareast.
i'm not making a fair comparison bt u get what i mean

after travelling up and down the escalators,
my mum decided to buy her silver flops at $29.90 and chomel earrings at $19.90
it's damn irritating how they price their products.
cos of that 10cents, we have to find another product to utilise that voucher.
grrr.
and guess what we bought?
a face towel.

they should really have just give us $100 to shop with.
i bet we can get something so much faster.

carnations are actually traditional mother's day flowers, orignated in US.
i bought one for my mum.
and saw her face just light up,
like a kid who just got his first icecream.
heart melts*
it's saddening to see so much they have done,
but they expect no payback.
though for my practical parents, they keep hinting about clearing their debts when i graduate.
but still wanna say a heartfelt: THANK YOU to my mum

all is over. now that i have so much time in my hands.
it's an irony cos i duno what to do with my life.
it's so sad i'm 19 odd but the passion in me is half of an elderly wrinkly old woman who is bedridden.