That amazingly is a wrap on this yearly update which has taken place over many months and recently completed on this retreat. 2008 has much promise to share, a new job, a new girl, a new outlook and a new life, let’s hope this newness translates into the directions of helpfulness and towards the Financial, Spiritual and Family goals I am striving for. I look forward to sharing with you what the year will bring me, at the least I am sure of my upcoming trip to Florida in a week and a half and a trip to England in Late October to see Jon, Alison and Ethan, but at a time when Alison is not working to give Jon and I some freedom. A side note to God, Thank-You for all that you have given and shared with me this past year. Thank-You for all the gifts and help I have received, please be there for me as this journey of mine continues and please help to continue to guide me down the right paths…..Till we chat again
But as 2008 began the thoughts turned to ...
Well March of last year was one of the final months that the renewed attitude of hope and optimism would span as the promise 2008 has to offer turned into the 2nd worst year in the history of my short life. A year where I would crash and burn and almost lost all that I used to value myself as a human.
But 2009 started to offer some light as we can see...
It was around this time late January early February that Shelley introduced me to her friend Jen. We went out a couple of times with Shelley and a few by ourselves and she was a blast. I had a great time with her, she was funny and attractive, but initially my mind was still focused on Renee.
And...
The first part of the month I spent some more time with Jen including a concert for “Druid” featuring the 3 Irish Tenors at the Warner. It was something I had not thought about going to but was glad I did as the concert and company were just amazing.
And 2009 continued with the following thoughts...
Well I sit here in FL my vacation not yet a week old, I have gone thought a lot in the last 12 months and I am honestly very worried, scared, concerned and afraid of what the next 12 months may bring. Maybe God will grace me with a change, a girl who actually wants to be “with” me, a new and financially stable and responsible job but who knows. I continue to look for the silver lining and at the moment that is the warm air in FL and the most fantastic time I have with Steven. With concerned and hopeful outlooks here is to 2009 and beyond.
WE all know Jen and I did come together and are getting married but the Joy of that Journey and the life we will share as well as the personal struggles faced is what makes the story even more amazing. This is my story, my story of a personal journey through all ranges of emotion, I look forward to sharing this ride with you all...
