If it was meant to be in this song, I'll play for you.

2008/04/30 at 9:42 PM

LG dun sad dun sad. we will be there for u NO MATTER GOOD TIMES OR BAD TIMES i wish to see ur beautiful smile again

I'll play for you.

at 2:44 PM

ha. today's lesson was ok. luckily can understand both the acc lecture and tutorial today.:) suddenly i feel clever. haha no la. tat's jus crapping. oh my gosh. i'm so looking forward to the shopping tripS(may i emphasize the "S".hehe)and of the the bbq in the evening too. haiz. too bad got the bbq den i can't go the pa chalet:( but its ok la. Pooh!:) *gives honey*

I'll play for you.

2008/04/29 at 9:09 PM

I'll play for you.

at 1:41 PM

jus now had marketing lecture.actually i sat in front of yanjing. arrived at the LT early so was sitting there and talk talk. den discovered my seat no table. wth. so changed seats. end up sitting wif yj cos there's an empty seat beside her. den as usual, master&song get tgt = talk&talk&talk. den the lecturer ask us to come up wif 3 survey qns after tat she will ask ask ppl randomly for their work. yanjing of cos was busy talking to me and neva do. me, on the other hand, being the good gal of cos got do lar. den the teacher started calling ppl up to the front to present. 1 person from each class. den yanjing was telling me tat her register number is 16. den since number 16 was called dunno from my class or the next class she thought she was v safe liao. LOL. den the teacher called 14 for yanjing's class. guess who it is? ha.it is yanjing. my goodness, tat gal can even rmb her register number wrongly. when the teacher called out her name u can imagine how shocked she was. den her class was cheering her on. and the teacher was chanting"yanjing go, yanjing go,yanjing go..." ha look at that gal's popularity eh. of cos she cleverly grabbed my lecture notes wif my ans to the front to present. before tat her hp was on her lap. den she stand up without keeping her hp. end up her hp dunno drop till where. lol. den throughout the rest of the lecture she was jus glancing right,left and down, trying to find her hp. wat a blur and funny gal... today is so full of interesting thing lor. now hafing stats tutorial. nyp some classrooms are weird. walls are supposed to separate classrooms from classrooms. but some classrooms are separated by glass. tis is the case for the classroom i'm in now. den the next class the projector screen got the words "brokeback mountain" so my teacher was looking towards the next classroom in amusement. den the teacher next door saw us(plus our teacher) looking at his classroom den he gestured for our teacher to return his attention to our class. so funny! lol. of cos my teacher ignored him and cont. looking den the next door teacher got pull up the projector screen dun let him see. LOL.

I'll play for you.

2008/04/28 at 9:17 AM

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY FELICIA AND KEVIN!

I'll play for you.

2008/04/27 at 6:36 PM

i can't believe wat i jus saw. i thought we were strong enough. we've always stood by each other. and now, this is happening:( facing this turn of events, i can only say i'm helpless,disppointed tat this might blow away everything tat was built previously. will this storm be over? wat can i still do?

I'll play for you.

archery+cai and kevin's celeb:)

at 3:43 PM

sat (26 april)
woke up early in the morning to go for archery orientation. went there den wow la. so many peeps. but mostly guys=x after tat go there mus queue up to make attendance and it rained=s. but so fast become v hot sun again. such weird weather. we were ten split into grps. me in grp 6,yj in grp 2, fiona in grp 7, ames in grp 5 and eugene i tink is in grp 4. so suay rite we all in diff grps. lucky my grp got a gal whose fren is in grp 7, so she changed wif fiona. yea, so we ended up tgt. the weather was so hot. we stand there directly under the sun while waiting for our turn to shoot. maybe it was the hot scorching sun and my tiredness from the past 2 days tat i didn't talk much and end up fiona was the one talking &asked why i so quiet. lol. the shooting was fun. and the feeling tat i got when i held the bow once again after so many years jus reassured me tat this is the cca i wan to join. yes, it's where my passion lies. if i dun join now, i might never haf the chance again to pursue archery when i step into the workforce next time. anyways, when we shoot,someone was so "pro" till the arrow did not hit the board. instead, it flewover it instead. *laughs* (that someone requested that i dun reveal the name) ha. i sound so bad. eugene,ames,fiona,yanjing and me siamed during lunch break since the ppl say those that had something on the afternoon can leave. went to jurong entertainment centre centre to eat KFC. met hoon and cia. got a little gal took a cute CJ7 toy from the pushcart nearby and walked ard. we jus watched in amusement as the shopkeeper stared at the little gal and the mum had to chase the gal to return the CJ7. *laughs* cia is so amused tat she commented if our table got chicken drumlet, the gal walk past maybe will even take our chicken. haha. after eating we walked ard den go lib find hoon,cia and sian. den at nite was to celebrate cia's & kevin's birthday at pizza hut, lot 1. those present were kevin,cia,charlie,cf,sh,jac,oss,yj and me. so comical. hoon poured cheese end up so much on the table. den they also forget to remove the price tag till the v last min. damn funny. gif the present le den rmb and take it back to remove the tag. LOL. haha. it was the 1st time i witnessed the longest time taken to cut a cake. cos firstly dey can't decide wan light candle or not as charlie say got a saying tat those who celeb birthday in advance can't light candles if not will haf bad luck for a yr. after tat, they dunno wan light how many candles cos they dun wan light cos dun wan so much wax melt on the cake. after tat the 2 birthday person made wish. when they were jus abt to blow the candles, oss wan take pic, so ask them to wish again.LOL.den hoon also wan take. she made cia and kev hold the knife tgt. poor kev like no space to hold the knife liddat cos he&cia both paiseh, dun wan touch each other's hand.den we even asked the pizza hut ppl to help take clique photos. during the celebration, we laughed and laughed, did malu and kuku stuff so the other customers were all looking at us! lucky i sit back face them so not tat malu. it's jus so good to get tgt again! till the next time we meet, everyone pls take care:) and oh ya baby,lao ma next time den show u my hp kk? smile!:) hope u and kev had an enjoyable celebration and like ur presents:) <3

I'll play for you.

checklist

2008/04/25 at 11:21 PM

so far i've finished

1.marketing tutorial

2.effective writing skill

3.econs tutorial

so i'm still left with

1.statistics tutorial(i've onli done 5 qns i tink=x)

2.accounting tutorial(haven touched yet)

haiz den tmr got archery plus meet clique den 1 day will be gone jus liddat. angila jia you!!!

no matter how rough a patch i'm going through now i'm going to hang on. hope tmr will be a better day.

I'll play for you.

crappy

at 9:16 PM

okies. today was a crappy day in the morning. was stoning and eating breakfast so ever slowly when my mum asked wat time it is. cos she feel weird y i so late still at home. so i jus answered casually. "hmm not shld shld be 7.45am?" cos i jjus checked my watch moments ago and it read 7.40am. oh den here came my mum's amused reply"7.45am? its already 7.55am!" when i heard this i nearly jumped out of the sofa. luckily i had changed my clothes and can leave once i finish my breakfast. so faster gobbled down the remaining of my breakfast and left my hse in a rush. phew. luckily reach the mrt station jus on time. but fiona and was late. and yanjing lei. she didn't bring her hp so couldn't even inform me tat she's early and she's on her way to sch without meeting me. so when fiona reach its quite late le. jus zapped to sch wif her and met xue yi at yck. end up we reached the class on time. phew. budden we went to the toilet cos almost half of the class was late and haven reach yet. but when we came back we realised the teacher had taken attendance so he assumed we were late. no matter. at least we were still mark as present. but still, wth. i had reached the classroom on time lor. after tat the lesson at first i was so blur abt wat was going on cos i neva use microsoft access in my whole life.so kuku. but luckily after tat managed to catch up and understand despite my stupid headache. poor fiona. her new thumbdrive can't use. dunno y. den the microsoft access sometimes gif her stupid problems. luckily i more heng.haha. after tat was 2 hrs of slacking but didn't haf much mood for it anyway. econs lecture was ok. thankful i manage to stay awake. oh ya. btw i receive a sms from the nyp athletics cca. so funny la they say they noe i was active in sports during sec sch days den invite me to join the cca. lol. since when was i into sports?

I'll play for you.

at 9:47 AM

haiz. things haf happened. i feel angry, tired,frustated, helpless. wat can i still do? tell me pls, enlighten me pls. if i still can't meet anyone's standard i'm sry. but i'm already trying my v best. but perhaps it is still not enough. i shall try harder. right now i'm jus feeling sick wif headache somemore=x i'm stressed. wat shld i do? wat can i do?

I'll play for you.

2008/04/24 at 7:50 PM

Ahh Choo... mus be ytd the rain too heavy so now i today became a bit not feeling well. went to sch den got bad runny nose liao. lucky i brought my medicine along. after sch pei classmate go causeway eat. and walked ard for a while before going home to take nap. argh. was too sleepy so went to sleep. wasted the afternoon away jus liddat. shit. still got accounting, econs(a bit left), statistics(left more than half) and still got eng tutorial to do. haiz. den fri and sat some plans changed. haiz. wonder how to plan my time and whether my mum would let me go or not is also another prob. haiz i forsee another quarrel coming up again=x

maybe i'm not good enough. stressed and tired.

I'll play for you.

whee

2008/04/22 at 8:17 PM

I'll play for you.

bored

at 2:18 PM

ok i noe i shldn't be blogging now cos its statistics tutorial. so far i rather like statistics like la. haha its quite easy:)and i good gal finish my tutorial at home liao lor. so now i'm bored. hoho. smsed pooh but pooh neva reply. mus be sleeping ba or hp got prob again=x. so i'm even more bored. yes! got locker combination code le. today went sch earlier to try it out. not bad la. its quite big. can even put laptop:) haiz today lessons end at 6 lei. go home shld be mugging time again ba. hmm tmr release at 1.50pm. so early. shall i pei yanjing go out? but i feel like doing hw lei.cos fri going to celeb baby's birthday in advance and sat got archery... if finish most of the hw during weekday den weekend can slack ma. i love slacking. ah. i better go pay attention to the lesson le...

I'll play for you.

2008/04/21 at 2:00 PM

ytd wasn't feeling well. had headache=x and was damn sleepy. thanks pooh for coming to pei me:) luckily ytd still managed to finish all tutorials for this week:) so happy and satisfied. whees. also read textbook for marketing and effective communication skills. the latter was so boring. almost killed me=x den now i'm currently in sch, in the classroom to be exact and waiting for the marketing lesson to start. see i so good gal.so early reach classroom. ha. jus now go lunch was so surprised to find a cheap cheap stall selling noodles. me, xue yi and fiona ordered fishball noodles cos tat stall onli got tat item left. den the auntie say $1.20 each we couldn't believe it la. and asked her again to verify somemore. lol. so worth it:) ha shld visit tat stall more often, can save $ lei. for those in nyp, its at the north canteen between block D and E de. argh. more mugging when i get home. and of cos tv too:) today classes end at 4. hope teacher release us early.

I'll play for you.

bugis shopping spree

2008/04/19 at 11:14 PM

today super shuang. went to bugis wif fiona. she's funny de lars. at KFC we dunno talk wat she can laugh and laugh and laugh so hard den sometimes she do v comical actions den she ask me dun laugh. haha. and we walk past the water fountain got water shoot her she also got startled by it. haha she so cute hor. den i told her water fountain of cos got water come out la. haha. so many things tat caught our attention can. we like got super many things tat we wanted to buy. (bag,shoes,clothes,bottoms,belts,watches) aiya. many many la. we both funny. first round we jus walk walk first. no matter how much we like a certain item and tempted to buy we also ren. cos we wan walk finish the whole place den decide wat to buy ma. after tat we 2nd round walk is to buy stuff le. budden a bit hard to find back the shops. but after some walking ard still managed to find la. heex. got myself quite a lot of stuff. its been a long time since i bought so many things at 1 go. feel so sastisfied sia and of cos fill the thrill:) hmm i bought a backpack, shoes, 3 shirts, 1 cardigan, shorts(wif belt). anyways, the bugis tat mickey mosue shop closing down soon, so got super big sale. ha we were so lucky to bump into that sales:) but now my wallet is much slimer after the slimming programme it went throught this afternoon. haiz. wallet pls grow fatter. i desperately nid ur fats. haha.

I'll play for you.

2008/04/17 at 9:00 PM

wth. planned to go bugis after sch today tat's y i woke up an hr earlier and reached sch an hr earlier to go let the ppl install softwares into my laptop. den reach there 8 plus and met xue yi to go tgt. the installation starts at 9. thought i so early go shld be not much ppl queueing up. but boy was i wrong... so many ppl lars. when at 9 finally open, the queue went into the room till no more space and i can't even go in. den told waiting time ard 1 hr plus and installations takes another 1 hr liddat. so no choice we can't do it before class or else we would miss the class. end up we chiong there straight after class. but still alot of ppl. my queue number was 174. and when i reach there, it was like onli serving the 90+ students. omg la. end up wait and wait and wait. wait till 4 plus den my turn=x but at least the installation was quite fast. but so late le of cos today can't go bugis wif fiona:( postponed the trip to sat instead. argh. budden after tat went to find yanjing. she helping her frens configure the wireless thingy. so i ended up helping her frens too. den finish everything le 6 plus den go home. such a long day. haiz something happened too but luckily it was resolved rather quickly. i'm getting tired.

I'll play for you.

2008/04/16 at 8:18 PM

hmm tink i'm more or less used to poly life le. quite easy to get used to it unlike jc de. the styles are different also. poly tutorials involve more participation and the lectures are at a slower pace. ha. i like this style:) though its a bit slow but at least u can understand the concepts fully, which is a good thing. so the past few days i jus did some revision when i got home. so nth much to blog abt. tmr sch start at 1010, end at 12. so shuang rite?:P but i going earlier to sch to let the sch ppl help me install software into my laptop. so mafan. but its cos my laptop is not bought from nyp=x i'm so looking forward to tmr. cos going to bugis after sch wif fiona! thinking of buying t shirts. and maybe backpack. cos i use sling bag really too heavy liaos. can't tahan sia. and i'm also looking for nice shoes!

I'll play for you.

2008/04/14 at 5:43 PM

12 april (sat)
so went for dental appt. waited for like half an hr.zzz. den onli adjust retainer. luckily next appt is 2 months away. no nid go every month le:) after tat wanted to buy shoes cos all my shoes are slippery. den liddat no shoes to wear to school sia=x so walked ard and finally saw a pair tat i liked. but bad news. dun haf my size. so now mus wait for stock to come:( hope it comes soon
13 april (sun)
basically washed my hamster cage and slack at home. so nth to talk abt.
14 april (today)
first day of sch. as in first day of lesson. had effective writing skills tutorial den break den statistics theory lecture den break den principles of marketing tutorial. lecture started lessons. den tutorial was like onli listen to teacher do intro and of cos they made everyone say something. argh. all lectures and tutorials 2 hrs each time. sit till butt pain sia. den dunno wat business lab thingy shld be on fri 3 hrs somemore. die. lesson was quite ok. could cope la. gonna be a good gal and do some revision tonite:) so many textbooks and notes to buy la. spent all my money today liaos. hais. and damn heavy to take home. tonight shall ask for $ from mummy:) walao. tmr got even more textbooks to buy. die ah. how to bring home. shld i use a backpack tmr? hmm maybe i shld rent a locker when it starts application.

I'll play for you.

2008/04/11 at 12:56 PM

ytd was nyp orientation. met my new classmates. they were ok. quite friendly generally. accountacy and finance (my course) onli haf 5 classes. but me and yanjing were in different class:( the orientation ytd was quite boring. they ask us to go at 8am. den end up onli start at 10am. made us sit in auditorium for 2 hrs and waste our time dere. diaoz. after tat was some talks, games, cheers and dance (even more lame than jc de). time was crawling ytd la. so long den can go home:( when reach home like got a bit of flu and aching all over. ok below are some random pics taken a few weeks ago i tink

I'll play for you.

2008/04/09 at 4:36 PM

today's my last day of work:( cos tmr and fri got stupid orientation. i'm going to miss the $$$ and of cos my colleagues at the cc. although some period ago got some office politics. but still they are my colleagues after all. i spent 2.5 months wif them la. so we've forged bonds. esp wif the 2 cleaner uncle. but i closer to the indian one. haha. see? i not racist lor. got make frens wif indian lor. muahaha. hais. this put an end to the past 2.5months. but i shall rmb the experience! i've experienced the realistic world outside. so for the time now i shall go back to studying! jia you!

I'll play for you.

2008/04/07 at 10:52 PM

ok. someone keep complaining tat i always forget to change my age here in the blog from 17 to 18. lol. do u haf to keep reminding me tat i old le? kk la. i change liao lars. happy? haha.

I'll play for you.

at 9:52 PM

here's some pics of me and my colleagues at the cc.

I'll play for you.

at 9:51 AM

woots. ytd went to temple somewhere in tiong bahru wif mum and bro. it was damn hot there can. and it was quite a long walk from the mrt station somemore=x heard from mum ytd was a dunno wat big festival so managed to see tiao shen at the temple. after tat we headed to the hawker centre to eat. go a fan directly up me but i'm still sweating all over lars. its quite an "achievement" for me liao considering i rarely sweat de. so hot till not much appetite. can't even finish a bowl of porridge. diaoz. so after tat hot till went inside tiong bahru plaza to enjoy the air con there. was v tempted to buy a wallet cos its v pretty. outside is black de. inside is so colourful lars. $19.90. not too ex. budden the slots for putting cards is too little le. onli 2:( so didn't buy. after tat decided to head to lot 1 for a walk so mum and bro went home first. i went alone. lol. den mum called and say tat later family going to cck park to eat. so asked me to meet them there. i thought they on their way le. so i kuku walk there. i first time go there still manage to find the place not bad arh. haha. but end up reach them call dad. they still at home. argh. they wanna bath first somemore. so i walked to limbang and walked back to the cck park to kill time. dad heard cck park the food nice budden its was a disappointment. the food was rather normal and ex somemore. and i find a worm on the mushroom. disgusting. stupid la. why i'm always the one who see worm or ants in food in the family... so tmr will be accompanying yanjing to nyp cos she nid to buy her laptop. oh ya. i called up nyp to ask y i haven receive their letter telling me which class i in. yj got it somewhere at end of march lor. so irritating la. i think nyp didn't even bother to send me. so when i called them up last fri the person like i tink also dunno alot. she say oh u jus come for the orientation den they will gif u the timetable and all that. how great...

I'll play for you.

2008/04/05 at 3:33 PM

unlimited wants, limited $ wat to do?
WANTS
1) sneakers
2) clothes
3) cute cute soft toy or hp strap
4) white mud facial wash
5) configure psp
6) nail stickers (oh no tink i'm getting more vain but maybe i wun buy it)

I'll play for you.

at 12:57 PM

yoz. today changed to afternoon shift instead of morning cos my colleague swapped wif me. so as usual i was at jurong east at ard 12 plus. den i heard ppl calling "angila". i was still blur blur. lol. mus be my mind is on something else. den turn ard feeling quite weird tat someone will call me cos none of my frens stay jurong area de. den see. blur me took a while to recognise them. so its senglien and yongqi! my 2 guides senior. haha. the 2 funny and laughter gals:) to tink that i actually walked behind them den overtake them also didn't realise its them! muahaha. heard from them tat mrs chua is pregnant! congratulations! (though she will prob neva get to discover my bloh.haha) no wonder when i saw her last month at gombak she seemed to haf put on weight and look more feminine. haha.

I'll play for you.

2008/04/03 at 9:01 PM

yoz. so ytd was andy's last day. he bought some egg tarts and cakes for everyone. thanks a lot! and tuo andy de fu, boss bought dinner back for us:) haha. but poor him. cos i v full den eat v little den he had to eat 3 serving in order to finish all the food. he was so full till went a bit crazy. haha. ytd so fun la. talk, crapped and slack and slack. andy all the best to ya! jia you for ur studies worx.

I'll play for you.

2008/04/02 at 12:59 PM

yes! so i survived ytd's charity golf event!!! but i dunno how to survive the rest of this week till my off day on sunday:( work 6 days in a row lei=x so ytd reached the cc at ard 9.50am. my boss and the transport already waiting there le. so early can. at ard 10am, zoom! off we go in the van. wah i suay la. den kanna bitten by a mosqutio. 2 bites somemore. so itchy! oh no. it looks like an aedes mosquito lei. hope it didn't bite an infected person wif the dengue fever virus if not i will also kanna. *keep my fingers crossed* after went to west coast to fetch a few more staff and off we head to the tanah merah country club. helped add somemore items to the goodie bag and then gif them out. after tat was lunch time! dined buffet at the sort of half cafe half restaurant there. had chicken rice but without chicken cos the chicken finish le and the waiter didn't noe so neva top up=x and also had bee hoon. not nice lei. but the waitress good sia. everytime u enter there and sit down, she will gif u drinks see wat u wan:) after lunch we headed to a higher class restaurant. also at tanah merah country club. but we drove there:) helped out wif the preparations. but overall was quite relaxing cos not much things to do. wah. den i went to bath there cos someone provided me wif info there can bath! haha. they got provide clean towels, soap, shampoo, somemore also got hair conditioner lars!!! and the water got water heater somemore. damn shuang can. also got hairdryer, clean unused combs, hair styling cream, gel, and also got those mosturizing body lotion. wow la! after tat continued helping out. its good la cos in the restaurant got air con, no nid sweat. haha. and then we went to eat dinner at the cafe. quite ex. we can order anything and best is we no nid pay ourselves. hehe. but i not greedy can? i onli order fish and chips lor. wah. budden sian we supposed to haf a restaurant table for us staff de. but end up too much guests plus the student helpers from hwa chong. so we had to gif our table up to them and we didn't get to eat there=s wasted! wah. den by the time i reached home already 11.45pm le. so damn tired can. and today working somemore=x nvm i shall persevere and survive! hahaha

I'll play for you.