If it was meant to be in this song, I'll play for you.

i love saturday!

2008/05/31 at 6:32 PM

had archery today. great fun but im not completely satisfied wif my shooting yet. can onli say its ok. hope can improve it by next week cos next week is the test le. anyway i've sort of decided to join at competitive level after i finish this course. yea so i guess will be getting busy. but shld be able to cope ba. but well, tat means i'll be getting my own bow:) budden shall seek permission first. competitive level nid own bow to perform. so cool to haf own bow lars. anyway it like rain during archery. got caught in the rain a bit. den trained till 12 plus. got a score of 143 out of 180 for my 18 shots. anyway, after archery me and fiona went to meet yanjing for lunch and went to lib to study tgt. hmm kinda distracted cos we sitting on the floor. no chairs left. den ppl keep walking past us. yay! GSS is here! haha i'm going to complete all the hw for next week soon:) onli left wif stats:) shall try to finish it by tonight ba. hmm tats good progress for this week considering tat i was sick and didn't do work so many days. lol. im still a bit voiceless. hope to gain back my voice soon sia. i wan my voice back!!!

yes haf faith tat i'll be alright:)

I'll play for you.

2008/05/30 at 8:52 PM

ok i noe i haven update yet. budden no mood ma. and nth interesting to blog abt anyway. sian diao. today got the access project walkthrough aka interview where the teacher will ask u to do something for him on the spot abt microsoft access de la. wapiang. i hate access so of cos its hard to me. but i tink i did ok ba. xy was pro. den nana hai so poor thing. hope she'll get ok marks:) after tat xy stay for her project den me and fiona walking out wan go J8 de. suddenly her grp mates called her back do project a while cos we got 3 hr break. den stay lor. hmm yar was quite boring cos i nth to do so jus stone there lor. and yy was like bugging me. lol. nana will noe wat i mean =s after tat finally can go J8 le. rushed dere cos left 2 hr onli.went to eat KFC cheese fries. oops i sick till eat cheese fries. but dun care la. tink the cheese fries got some prob. me and nana eat le both dun feel well=x walked ard j8. the personalised stamp damn nice can. but damn ex. argh. but at least we bought ring for our GBB:)

i guess i jus haf to go for it to remove future fears.

I'll play for you.

2008/05/29 at 11:16 AM

yes. wat u are doing is really foolish when u noe tat nth will neva come out even if it still started again. no doubt tat i still cared. it jus can't be help. i really dunno wat im doing, thinking, saying these few days. perhaps the raging fever has damaged my brain. but jus as well, since my brain isn't v brainy anyway. sometimes i do wish tat things were back like they were in the past. but well, yes ppl do change and i dun wish to be the baddie again. i haf seen the ugly side of myself, of others. but well, who doesn't haf the ugly side? since i can already predict wats the ending will be, so why bother to try? yea theres jus too many obstacles. yes im a coward. but well im jus too sick and tired to try.

I'll play for you.

2008/05/28 at 10:01 PM

wah. today really can't tahan. after poa lecture, i pon econs lec to go see doc. mum brought me go the bukit batok clinic there. looks like v little ppl but actually also waited quite long. and blur me lor. fever also dunno. onli noe feel v hot inside. budden when touch my forehead like not hot de lor. den doc use thermometer measure say got fever. lol. wah. i got runny nose+headache+sore throat+cough. so the doc also gaf me alot of med. argh. my mum told him dun gif me drowsy med le cos i seriously hate them but the cough syrup he gaf i eat le still super drowsy sia.

I'll play for you.

at 9:45 AM

woke up feeling better but end up go sch le feel more sick than ever. argh. and the doc tat i always go at bukit gombak there is off today. still tinking tonite wan go see doc at yew tee ma. but sometimes the doc there gimme the med is like can't work de. liddat waste $ and make me suffer longer also. sian diao. later got poa lec and econs lec. sianx. so tempted to pon it&go home slp. but i'll miss out the contents:( anyways, the poor poa teacher. so many ppl late today. some even stroll in 40 mins after the class started. i guess he's a bit pissed off. he left the classroom and said he needed a break. lol. lata before econs lec shall go j8 wif my GBB:) woots. GBB outing since we haf like 2 hrs free and nth to do. but right now, i'm feeling super sian diao. can't wait for holidays to come:) but holiday = project. haiz.

I'll play for you.

2008/05/27 at 7:36 PM

woots. 2 icas down:) so im onli left wif access interview, accounting and access practical. omg la. these are my hated 3. well. shall not wry abt it now cos i seriously nid a good rest. ha damn shuang. i got 14 out of 15 for stats! heex. effort paid off and im satisfied:)

I'll play for you.

at 6:54 AM

haiz. ytd was really not my day. dunno y after dinner suddenly got flu. den before going to slp took 2 panadol for cold. it worked in the beginning. budden when i wake up today morning the flu is back. haiz. today got 2 ICA lei. so stupid flu faster shoo! dun play tis kind of prank on me can. hopefully it can get better before afternoon.

sometimes tend to be envious looking at others. but it noe tat it has jus went too far away from me. i could no longer grip it anymore

I'll play for you.

2008/05/26 at 5:10 PM

jus reached home. feeling totally sagged and tired. haiz. gosh i still nid stats tut, cont revising econs and repeat my stats revision. oh no so many things to do. someone save me pls. haiz. today got to noe abt a new marketing ica project. wah so many projects *faints* and how lucky can i get? so suay lor. pick the number tat is an all guy grp. im the onli gal:( not tat i dun like my grp members but hello? so poor thing rite. onli gal. seriously i wonder how much more unlucky i can still get ba. but so far wif 2 projects on hand, there goes my holiday. im now so not looking forward to holiday lor. but well, tink of it in a more positive light, i jus haf to get used to working wif all guys cos when i get into the workforce, i wun get to choose who my team members are also. so now might as well try and get used to it. hope it will be a nice cooperation.

既然无法改变从前，不如努力把握现在和未来

I'll play for you.

tests tests tests!

at 9:18 AM

had a super duper boring weekend cos i was cooped in my hse for the whole weekend. is not dun wan to go out. is lazy and no time to go out. was busy chionging my work and to revise for those crazy tests coming my way this week. haha,dad won lottery so he treat us to zhu chao ytd nite. but cos i nid study so he tapao home instead of going to coffeeshop to eat. he ordered my fave black pepper crab:) so nice:) was woken up from my nap jus to eat the crab and dinner. hoho. but im not a pig can. slp onli like less than 1 hr onli. argh this week is much hated. so many crazy tests. i hate it man. saw oss blog she onli got 5 months left. whereas me i got 3 years. the destination ahead seems so far and the road seems so long. but well i shall keep my goal in mind and perservere! go go go gal:) haha. tmr got econs and stats le. spent a lot of time on stats but still dun really feel prepared yet. shall work on it tonight. econs still left 1 more chpt. but i prefer econs to stats seriously. hmm jus got back my eng paper mins ago. was a tad disappointed. onli got 27 out of 40 lei. ha i dunno wat grade is tat. but i mugged the whole textbook for the test, now feel so bu zhi de lor. sianz. but actually is not bad le la, considering tat 12 ppl fail the test, most ppl got 20 and the highest in class getting 30.

I'll play for you.

2008/05/24 at 3:25 PM

说对不起已经不能弥补任何东西了。不管我多努力让自己就再相信这么一次，我还是失败了。难道我就很想这样吗。

I'll play for you.

at 2:31 PM

如今我已不再知道该说什么，下一步该怎么走，所以我想保持沉默应该是最好的吧。

I'll play for you.

at 12:26 PM

hoho. was so proud of myself can. managed to finish the 300 plus pages of microsoft access textbook without forgoing my slp. yay! angila, way to go gal:) budden go class the teacher say interview is next week now. argh. but nvm means i got more time to prepare myself ma. but im really afraid cos its access lei, something tats capable of going me the gitters:( submitted access project. hmm not really satisfied wif it but tats already the best tat we could do. the access break so sian, so was busy camwhoring wif fiona and xue yi. shall post the pics up on mon ba. jus keep my fingers crossed ba. after access went to lib to do project. hmm was sian de lors. keep feeling tired. after tat was fun time! me and fiona went to tampines safra to train our archery. hoho it was fun. really real fun. budden the bow provided wasn't v good and i wasn't paying a lot of attention, so my shooting like wasn't as good as before. but still, i made a few pretty good shots. haiz got once the string hit my hand. damn pain. but serve me right cos i really wasn't paying attention. oops pain till almost dropped the bow. but luckily i didn't if not malu la. its still red now. yup pics will onli be up on mon cos i dun haf the usb cable.

读了一些东西我突然想回到从前。但是两天前我已明白那是不可的。所以还是躲起来比较好吧。

I'll play for you.

2008/05/22 at 9:31 PM

好希望这一切都不是真的。但是如今事实已摆在眼前，我还能不相信吗？当时认识的你又到了何方？我只能说残酷的事实让我太失望了。

I'll play for you.

at 8:00 PM

woots. i tink im getting a bit crazy. nowadays sometimes i do actually enjoy studying. at least i like most of the modules im taking:) well. miss annie tan once said sheer hard work. so i'll keep tat in mind and work towards my goal. nth will distract me from now on, not even play:) today fiona and ames went to play archery at tampines safra. though tempted as i may be, i didn't go cos i wanted to go home study. well, at least tats a good beginning and im proud of myself:)

tis is a decision i would neva regret so pls stop thinking i'll regret it. cos i dun. the onli thing i regret is ever stepping into it in the first place. i finally see those true colours. wat a jerk. yar its something rare cos its hard to find something as bad in equivalent as this.

I'll play for you.

my A lvl chinese and pw cert

at 10:01 AM

hmm morning woke up late cos i was really v drained from these few days of staying till so late in sch everyday. everyday reach home ard 10 plus le. ytd wanted to mug my access de. budden weather too hot so i on the aircon and closed my room door, tinking of studying. but as i sat on my bed reading, i feel asleep after a few pages onli lor. lucky bro came into my room before he went to slp. so i jus off the lights and went to slp, sobs. totally too tired to study. den tis morning woke up a bit late. fiona was late in meeting me lo. den halfway to sch she got stomachache, not feeling well and her lips turned pale and all. was worried stiff abt her. luckily she's well again now:) after tat went to AJ to collect my cert. the feeling of stepping into the sch was actually nice, contrary to wat i thought tat i would dread stepping into the sch. when i stepped in, it jus reminded me of the good times i spent wif my peers. how i wish to relieve those good memories again. argh. my dad haven receive the notice of assessment from IRAS, which i need for my bursary application, onli short of that document and tmr is the deadline! wth. argh forget it la. jus let my application be void ba. i can always aim for good results den get scholarships(if i can make it) or i can apply for the bursary again next year ba.

sometimes i feel a tad pity tat i could no longer fight the battle hand in hand wif my jc frens. but at least i feel consoled tat somewhere in their hearts im not forgotten. i really miss the times we spent tgt even though we were struggling to stay afloat. though my ship has sunk, i still feel happy tat other ships are going strong. jia you guys for ur mid year!

I'll play for you.

2008/05/21 at 8:53 AM

so every chapter does haf a closure. maybe tis is for the best. rmb the times

I'll play for you.

frantic rush

2008/05/20 at 10:50 PM

my gosh! everything is in a frantic rush. ICA coming up one after another. the stress is really getting to me. the normal timetable has been disrupted cos of graduation day, make up lessons, make up lecture and project. even during lunch time also gotta grab use of the time to do project. and also go to sch super early before lesson to do it. haiz. now onli a few days left to fri. haiz our much dreaded access "interview". gotta read ard 300 pages of textbook to prepare for it. and there's so little time left. argh. sometimes even im confused abt wat time will end sch lo cos really too much changes le. jus now stayed in sch to do access thingy. its seriously killing me. if anyone feels like having some stress, go try access. but u mus be really nuts to try it.

I'll play for you.

at 9:42 AM

我多么希望自己是不倒翁，永远都能稳稳地站立着，扶持身边的人，永远都不用尝试到跌倒的痛。但是若没跌倒有如何能成长呢？

I'll play for you.

troubled

at 9:10 AM

im really confused and troubled. how i wish im more decisive. but tats jus the way im born to be. everytime i haf to make the decision, i'll jus become a coward. life is full of decision making. but my decision always seem to be wrong. am i doing the right thing tis time round? or maybe its wrong from the start.

I'll play for you.

bad bad day

2008/05/19 at 9:22 PM

wth. ytd did marketing ica till 1am plus still can't finish so went to slp. den today morning woke up late. my mum practically rushed me and my bro out of the hse lo. haiz den i forgot to bring my hp. totally spoilt my day. i jus feels weird and unsafe to be without my hp lor.i wonder whether hp is really a technology or a bane. so sad. haiz. went to temple there bai bai. it was so hot! after tat mum wan bro went to walk ard tiong bahru plaza and i had to rush to causeway by myself for the GBB meeting. hais. ate sakae sushi(lucky mum noe i broke so she gaf me extra $ for it) . lifted my mood a little cos there were some hilarious moments. but after tat things started going downhill again. wanted to go mac do our stuff. budden, today vesak day, all fastfood restaurant was packed wif ppl. and all the benches at the basement also occupied. so no choice. we sat outside the carpark, so pathetic(but still got air con part) to do. budden wth jus started a while onli the security guard came to chase us away. so bad of him. not as if we like to do our stuff there wat. is the whole shopping centre so packed den so we no choice ma. kanna shooed away so we went to find a staircase to do our stuff lor. even more pathetic. haiz the project is so hard to do, can't finish tmr morning and after sch still gotta stay back till nite to do. such crap. haiz. omg! today saw a jumbo(super big) pen at mini toons. got baby mickey, classic minnie and stitch de. so cute. but it costs $9.95 lei. so ex so everyone didn't buy la. but so tempting.

will i still get to see the light at the end of the tunnel?

I'll play for you.

archery+configured psp

2008/05/18 at 12:52 PM

hoho. ytd was archery. woke up early in the morning feeling dead tired. me and fiona finally managed to get a gal's bow. haha so its lighter. ytd lesson was on shooting. hoho i managed to shoot the yellow spot a few times lor. so happy. tat fiona so pro de. shoot the area out of the range! haha. still nid trouble ppl to help her take back. lol. but i did trouble ppl la cos the arrows v hard to pull out so those guys gotta help me lor. so paiseh. got once even the coach help me lo. fiona as usual got "special treatment" again. haha. the coach always correct her longer than others de. hoho. went home to find out jia jun coming my hse lo. cos his parents were busy wif preparations for shifting hse. evening time went to kranji to configure psp. configure is $10. den i asked the person to put in games for me. actually is 10 games for $30. but end up she gaf me 12 games and 20+ songs. haha. whoots. my psp haf become so fun! but im now $40 poorer lei. poor me. invested so much $ into my psp. wow la. den at night jia jun's mum called, ask him to stay over at my hse, she today den come bring me back. so he slept at my hse ytd nite. but it was quite fun. haha. at least he was obedient cos i lent him my psp. hope tmr will be a better day.

问题到底出在哪里。每隔几天都得面对同样的问题，我真的好烦，好累，再也不知道还能做什么。或许千错万错全都是我的错。

I'll play for you.

heart attack!

2008/05/16 at 9:09 AM

waseh. why does the the software teacher likes to spring surprise on us when he noes tat we always can't rmb to check our nyp email de. wth. he asked us do so many assignments to be handed up as test by next fri. omg! and we(the repeat family) onli discovered it today. spoil my weekend mood sia.i seriously gotta start studying software le. dunno can finish the so many assignments by next fri or not lei. cos software is so hard! anyways, shall find a day to do tgt wif them. u noe, more ppl more brain ma. haiz so many things to do sia. im ahead for my tut but far lagging in my ica. ica more impt, test lei. maybe its time for me to shift my focus to ica. but im always feeling tired, wan find a day where im more refreshed den i start:) budden omg la. the marketing ica deadline is next week lei and the neva die before me haven even started. onli went to find the info ytd. its time for some rush!

i hate myself for being so indecisive its killing me

I'll play for you.

english ICA

2008/05/15 at 4:08 PM

ytd slept v late. ard 10 plus cos i wasn't feeling well. told mum to wake me up at 7.35am. she thought i so early wake up is to study cos she thought my lesson today start late. lol. so when she called me at 7.35am i told her i v tired,let me slp longer(which i always do) cos i still having headache. den finally my mum told me its 8.15am le. i almost jumped out of bed lor. cos today got english ICA aka test so die die can't be late lor. i'm supposed to meet fiona at 8.50am. so quickly rushed out of my hse after drinking milo, tapao bread to eat on the way. luckily i reached on time:) argh but i forgot we meeting xueyi. so sry xueyi. wah the ICA got 3 different sets of paper cos the sch scared we copy. got pink, green and yellow de. the teacher say yellow de is most difficult. luckily she gaf me green de:) *phew* the paper was still ok la. we were given 1hr 15mins to do it. but i finished in less than 45 mins den go off le:) so can say im released before 11 today even though my lesson onli start at 10:) super duper shuang. went to eat lunch before going home to slp like a pig.

drifting apart?

I'll play for you.

still sick

2008/05/14 at 9:07 AM

why am i taking so long to recover this time round? headache+stomachache+runny nose. wat a bad day:(

I'll play for you.

laughs

2008/05/13 at 9:30 PM

today so shuang. lessons start so late. i love tue sia cos i can sleep till 8 plus almost 9:) whoots. wah marketing tutorial so hungry sia. can't concentrate also. nth much goes into my head. after tat was break. went to kou fu to eat. wah first time go there dunnid to wait for seats lor. after tat go classroom lucky my frens managed to save seats for us. budden i was sitting back face the whiteboard. neck almost broke cos nid turn back to look at the board for stats tut lor. eh. i dun like stats tut cos the teacher sometimes quite scary. but sometimes also quite funny la. haha. after tat followed by econs tut. everyone dun like the teacher de lor and we dun listen to him anyway. wah so damn suay. fiona wear slippers so she wan sit in the middle.den xue yi dunno is she neva do work or wat so she wan sit inside. so in the end i had to sit outside! den hor the econs tut pass by me keep standing beside me and look at my screen lor. and fiona says he kept scratching himself, mus be got flea den stand beside me will pass the flea to me. lol la. den i said tat i will pass the flea to the gals. haha. mus share ma. lol. we were so damn bored end up my whole table de 5 gals chat in mass convo in msn. damn fun la. keep crapping and whole table burst out laughing. haha. someone face red somemore lor. den hor the teacher see i got do my hw he wan me share my screen wif the whole class put on projector. at first i onli got 4 msn convo windows lor. den cos my ans was correct and the class ppl so slack, a lot neva do their work and so they wan my ans, ask me send them through msn. so in the end my 4 msn windows become 15 msn windows! wow la. first time in my life so many windows sia. wah end up the teacher share my ans till so shuang, at first wan share 1 qns end up he dunno share how many qns lor. almost all my ans la. dots. after tat i chatted wif the gals in the mass convo again. haha we crapped there again and kept bursting out in laughter. so fun:) haha tis is good exercise for the stomach. dunnid go gym also can haf 6 pack sia. went to see doc again after sch cos still got headache. haiz end up wif more med than last time lor. and the doc still say the same old thing. u nid more slp=x okies i shall try to be a good gal and slp earlier.

I'll play for you.

statistics blues

2008/05/12 at 2:51 PM

had eng mock today. it was ok lar. luckily my brain still worked in the morning lor. but a bit of information overload cos was busy mugging ytd. lol i dun like the contents of the statistics lecture today lor. cos the formulas are so damn long. and those weird weird symbols. argh. after tat break. we went to the classroom ard 50 mins earlier. but the class peeps were even faster lo. me and gang reach there onli left a few seats. so now im sitting right in front:( walao. dunno wats wrong wif msn. i sign in den can't change status. keep on showing im appearing offline. and hor whenever i try to talk to ppl the msn sign me out. so lonely and irritating sia. omg! actually tmr stats tut was cancelled and postponedd. end up last min say its still on. my tut i onli do a few qns lor. haiz. tonite gotta mug liaos:( i dun like statistics though its supposed to be easy. gong gong me now den realise next mon is public holiday. wow la. so nice! wonder whether i shld go out on mon or thurs i desperately wan tat pair of earrings and a big big bear bear for me to hug. but the bear shall haf to wait cos im not tat rich and i tink my mum will kill me too=x haha after sch met my dearest felicia baby and trained home wif her and fiona. poor fiona was stoning while i was toking to felicia. sry. thanks baby for waiting for me:) i'll miss ya:)den reached yewtee den find out i was on the same train wif huda. so walked home wif her tgt. haha finally found out where her blog is:)

I'll play for you.

mothers day!

2008/05/11 at 9:34 PM

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY to all mothers out there!

dunno y ytd slept so late today still managed to wake up at 9 plus. its considered quite early to me le. haha woke up le den gaf mum her present. first time i giving her mother day present lei. and miracle she didn't scold me for wasting money. in fact she seems to like them. esp the flower:) the first time i saw my mum so happy. haha. i simply love my mummy to the bits:)

I'll play for you.

2008/05/10 at 7:40 PM

read dasmond koh's blog. yup i do totally agree wif him that ppl do change. u may not be able to enjoy the same happiness as u've had in the past. nevertheless, do cherish the present.
ppl haf changed. its a tad disappointing

I'll play for you.

archery=my new found love

at 5:49 PM

okies. had archery today. met fiona early in the morning cos ames wanted to pass his tennis racquet to a fren. we were so early tat ames even got time to eat his breakfast in sch. poor ames is sick. get well soon ya? as usual, our seniors were late again. lol. we went to a ulu place in sch to practice archery. tink its a tennis court if im not wrong. never been to that place before also. den go there the coach taught us how to assemble the bow. we had to work in pairs.me and fiona paired up. we sat at the back and the coach was rather soft and he went so fast! so at first we 2 blur blur so hard to follow. luckily we managed to grasp it:) felt sense of satisfaction sia:) after tat was training. lol. the coach gaf us bow tat were made from pipe! so funny lars. we used it to learn how to hold, pull, aim and release. den he went ard stopping at each person to see. the first time he ask us to release, a gal didn't hold the bow tight enough den the whole bow fly out of her hand to the floor in front lars. damn funny. haha. the string a bit hit our hands. painful! but luckily its onli a bit nia. tat fiona hor. she say the coach biased against her. haha. cos everytime the coach walk past her sure will take longer time to correct her than others. oh and me of cos stand there laugh. haha i call tat special treatment tat she've got. after tat we changed to using real bow. but onli pull the string onli. neva put arrow. next week den proceed to arrows. our bow is heavier than it shld be lor. cos that stupid bag is labelled wrongly. there write 18lbs but actually its 24 lbs. by right gals shld use either 16lbs or 18lbs. 24lbs is for guys de. so poor fiona and me had to pull the string wif more force. but we are strong kk? we managed to pull it:) after this were some cool down exercise and physical exercise to train our arm. omg la. it is like sleeping beauty that position liddat! its hard ok. dun tink so relaxing. got my arm guard and hand guard today:) the arm guard is so pretty! got red metal somemore. i love it! shall post the pics another day. after sch slipped out to sun plaza(i wasn't supposed to go out cos i was grounded) told mum i go eat lunch. den i slipped to get mother's day present for her. hoho. after tat faster pei fiona go pierce ear and im home:) wow la. sun plaza got a shop OPP gift land got sell like keychain. its like characters de meaning can choose boy or gal figure de. den at the bottom is put ur own name. quite nice:) oh too bad i didn't haf enough $ and i tink mus order de. but quite cheap. less than $8 i tink. den causeway point the bluez shop got a pair of loop earrings tat i like alot! omg la. it costs $24.90 =x

I'll play for you.

2008/05/09 at 5:14 PM

wahs.had a tiring morning. all cos peeps siao le.all wan go sch so early do nth. dots. so went along lor. dun wish to rush to lesson also. anyways first thing reached sch dashed to locker. was so relieved to find my baobei econs note inside:) tat made my day:) software lesson was so damn fast! jus followed wat the teacher was doing blindly=x haiz. can foresee i will screw up my software ICA le. no hope sia. after tat went kou fu to eat. tat place is always packed wif ppl lor. had the japanese food cos heard its nice. super long queue. ordered the fried food. deep fried somemore. den pay $ le den rmb im not supposed to eat fried stuff=x oops. haha. v long queue so we stand there talk and talk and talk and didn't realise our food was ready. the poor uncle was like keep trying to gesture us go collect lor. haha. lucky xueyi saw it lars. the food look v little but actually its v filling lor. onli xue yi managed to finish her food. fiona as usual ate the least. haha. its a miracle if tat gal can finish her food lor. haha. after tat was project time. zzz. den went for econs lecture. i kanna a lousy table again. sian diaos. the lecture not v boring but tink all of us ate too much carbohydrate le so end up keep wanting to fall asleep. pooh at my hse. hoho

I'll play for you.

2008/05/08 at 11:16 PM

OMG OMG OMG! haf i lost my econs lecture notes? or did i leave it my locker? haiz. pls my dear dear notes. pls be in the locker when i open it tmr kk?

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at 9:24 PM

headache back again today. argh. anyways today onli had effective writing lessons. grr. next mon is the mock and thurs is the real ICA le!!! *faints* ended lessons at almost 12. haha so early rite? after tat had lunch and rushed home cos fujitsu tech coming me to fix my laptop prob. argh. budden it couldn't be solved today so he'll come back another day. perhaps tmr? i dunno. lolx. after tat was feeling damn sleepy. read comics for a while den took a nap. so shuang:) i love thurs man. after tat wake up, watch tv bath le jiu go out. went admiralty to see the chinese doc cos its cheaper there. doc says i too heaty, sleep too late every nite tats y headache.i shall slp earlier then. try my best lars. haha. after tat walked ard. long time neva go out wif mummy liaos. bought my new havanas cos my pink roxy de become slippery liaos. whee shuang! so happy:) i love havanas<3 simply irrestible. walao. the medicine so bitter:( argh tmr got software lesson:(

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2008/05/07 at 8:44 PM

here are the pics that i took over the past 2 weeks

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at 6:08 PM

today whole day was acc lor. morning had acc tutorial. afternoon had acc lecture. woke up in the morning feeling light headed and really felt like vomitting lor. luckily i didn't. had no appetite to eat breakfast so i tapao to sch to eat. still felt like puking when i reach sch. even break time also liddat. end up onli bought a strawberry cake to eat. shall post the pics up tonight. the tutorial was quite sian. go msn but onli got my class peeps msn lo. since i did my work le also nth much to listen to ma. and i was too tired and light headed to listen anyways.the teacher always like to drop bombshellon us lor. lesson almost end den he say got quiz. lol. lucky i managed to pass. phew. did much better than the last round. i'm sastisfied:) after tat went for break and followed by the tutorial. me and my frens scanned our cards too early. luckily i rmbed lor. cos if scan too early attendance wun be captured. so ran out to scan the card again. haha. lol. yanjing came to sit wif me cos easier to talk. the lecture so boring. almost fell asleep. i guess of all lectures i tink acc most boring lor. irony rite? i'm an acc student yet i tink its boring. lol. lucky "talk" to yj so neva fell asleep. managed to understand the lecture too. den master say she sit wif me talk till dunno wats happening during the lecture. but tat gal shld be can cope de lar since she got take acc before. but i talked also but also managed to listen&understand ma. haha kuku fiona say she dun understand acc right from the start of the first ever lecture. nvm i shall help her. die die also mus save her. poke her. haha. argh. tat "good" master of mine hao lor. went to watch movie wif her frens without me. sobs. master abandon song sia.

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at 9:59 AM

i guessed my mood has sort of affected u. but pls dun let it bother u. if u feel like doing something u shld go ahead wif it. i'll support u. afterall, not everyone will end up the same way. if u dun try, u'll neva noe.

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at 9:49 AM

feels so helpless when she no longer noe wat she wan to say. she no longer noes how to express herself=x

waiting the sunshine

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at 9:16 AM

i feel like puking. maybe i shld go see doc:(

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2008/05/06 at 5:26 PM

frens will always be there. thanks master for always standing by me:) whenever i'm sad u are always there. feels so blessed to haf u as a fren:) and also. i haf to thanks other frens too:)jazz, u are included too:)

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at 2:51 PM

too filled with sorrow that she no longer knows how to pen down her feelings watever she says jus seem to be wrong. she's tried to stand in other people's shoes and she's starting to learn. yet, is there anyone who've spared a thought for her?

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2008/05/05 at 9:08 PM

too disappointed. perhaps no one really understands me. yes, no one. except maybe for my mum.

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sick

at 2:03 PM

headache, sore throat, headache, sore throat, headache, sore throat.

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2008/05/04 at 12:20 PM

ytd had archery lesson (cca). paid for it kk. so cool lar. still got receipt somemore. the coach is a malay guy. den ytd was jus pure theory. 5th lesson is test le lei. neva imagined will haf test. *scared* but will haf cert if pass. *keeps fingers crossed*. theory was ok. ha finally found out which is my dominant eye. heng is right eye arh. cos i right handed. its easier to shoot if ur dominant eye is the same as ur dominant hand. after archery went for lunch cos my classmates who are in the same cca wan go eat. so jus go lor. end up go orchard. go orchard of cos got buy stuff lar. but go home kanna scolded out of my bloody hell by my mum. of cos she say i waste $ lars. got home kanna flu. how unlucky can i still get. lol.

i'll try my v best to keep it going. do not gif up

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2008/05/02 at 9:48 AM

i'm having a headache jus cos i slept too late ytd nite due to the bbq. now having software lesson but i can't really follow due to the stupid headache. so great. lucky i got ppl to ask:) ytd labour day i really feel like i laboured. lol. woke up at 9 to do my work. after tat left my hse at 10.50 to do some shopping. the bbq was ok la but a bit sian. some ppl drink alcohol le den become so high. lol i didn't drink cos i dun like the taste of alcohol anyway. and i'm not a guy. so i dun nid drink to act cool. lol. me and fiona were so tired. her physically. me both mentally and physically. so sit there emo a bit den go walk walk tgt away. cos its really a bit sian. and we were somewhat troubled over some stuff. yun huey bought sparkles so we got to play sparkles:) its fun playing as a grp. den we left at ard 10 i tink. took the free shuttle bus to pasir ris mrt there. den kenny went to ask the mrt station operators wats the last time from jurong east to marina bay tat direction. den tat person gif us wrong info! say last train is at 10.50am. so we thought we couldn't reach JE in time to catch the last train so we took the mrt to city hall to change and took the long route home. wth. den find out the last time is not so early. wth. den after tat i forgot to call my mum ask her come fetch me at yew tee when i reach the woodlands mrt. so end up when she called me i'm already at kranji so mus wait for her to come out fetch me. lucky kenny pei me walk till i see my mum. thanks. reached home almost 12 le. dead tired.

i'm afraid. afraid to walk the path alone

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