Friday, September 05, 2008
why do i feel like i'm just stepping my way from one disappointment to another?memories are always shiny and lovely when u look back onto them but tt's just because what comes after tt is just sucky.
it was supposed to be fun. and it could have been. but.
i haf experienced disappointment, i feel like a bloody disappointment. like it was an audition. and i failed. it still feels that way--no matter what u said. what i must do now, is rose-tint it, so when i look back i see all those pretty pictures.
disappointments. i can feel another one coming up... ...
cyn at 2:43 PM
Saturday, July 26, 2008
i'm back =)
u know what, for the 1st time in a very long time i feel perfectly fine about being ME.Yes, some things are definitely disappointing, but it's all just a huge huge experience! and i'm not alone, and there are so many others gg thru the same thing- it's all a mater of perspective, and even if i can't be perfect, i can definitely work on optimism! and of course eat! and sleep! and live everyday basking in love.
Thanks family, friends, SEO, the lovely people at GS and amazing Wong =)
Things will work out Fine!
cyn at 9:52 PM
Thursday, July 05, 2007
an.eternal.disneyland
Is it wrong to believe tt pple who appear to be nice are really nice n not harbouring motives?i hate this drinking, pseudo-poshness n networking thing.
i realise it's unavoidable and part of the real world outside school,
but i juz dun wanna confront it...
growing up is tiring.
=(
cyn at 4:35 PM
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
blues
so it's the day before my last paperin the midst of preparation, think i'll be fine but juz feeling a little sighish.
talked to my mum and got depressed. great hearing abt the wedding stuff but then she started to talk abt the realife stuff which i wanted to put out of my mind till after tmrw.
n then i wonder if gg to scotland now is a mistake, when there's so much to settle...
i always haf the ability of blocking out work when i'm playing, so will definitely be happy on the trip, but yaa
juz worried tt i can't pack on time, got pple to email, pple to trust to keep my keys for me... (is The Neighbour reliable n willing?) settle which luggages to bring back to sg, wad laundry to wash, wad to do wif my valuables, how to get back the key...
n then there's tt storage problem which is sorta solved i guess but remnants of it are contributing to the generally sullen atmosphere.
i finished my hk drama tho oooo sooo funny la right to the end!
well
but real life calls huh
haiii
cyn at 2:51 PM
myolie.wu.&.takuya.suzuki
wah! can set record for blogging most times in a day le!anw shimmie! i think this one can rival all ur hunks la =)
let this be a tribute to yanye... her type leh. hehe.
cyn at 1:15 AM
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
i need a new hearti think my old one is about to explode
too much drama, TOO MUCH DRAMA! =D
still trembling from it all.
damn...
cyn at 9:46 PM
hehe. fun =)30 Strangest Animal Mating Habits
cyn at 12:29 PM
relieved, but no time to argue this outso exactly how many pple are there??? i thot u told me everything alr???
bloody hell..
cyn at 9:28 AM
Monday, June 04, 2007
ducksareeatingmybrain
cyn at 4:29 PM
Friday, June 01, 2007
i want to sleeeeep
so i made the random discovery that i haf 34 pix in my "pretty women =)" folder and only 8 in my "shuai ges" folder! so either i am a commendable monogamist or i haf some emerging tendencies...but duncha think women haf so much more aesthetic value?!?! it is evolutionarily advantageous for us to haf developed pretty faces as they reflect youth and fertility (oh ho! i am so proud of myself i'm turning into a soci geek =D) but we do deserve to be surrounded by male eye candy THAT is the trend observed in animals, why not we??? *whines*
anw here is a sample:
kelly(!!!) n anne
scarlett n mira
aishwarya n catherine
and u u u u YOU!
why always nv check properly these important things u know u cause a lot of inconvenience to pple who NEED ur help! not me cuz i'm alr used to ur crappy management of things hehe but like AIYA! wad other remedial measures could i possibly adopt! i really wanna slap u silly man!!! urghh!
aiii!
cyn at 10:05 AM
