Sometimes, we just struggle to find the right words to describe our feelings but i guess this song is meaningful in a way. Just wanna shoutout to the guyz Duncan and Co. for introducingz this song, had a good time with u guyz!

Our love has changed,
It’s not the same,
And the only way to say it
Is say it
It’s better.

I can’t concede,
This way I feel,
For all the time we spent, together,
Forever
Just gets better.

See what I’m trying to say is
You make things
better
And no matter what the day is,
With you here
it’s better.

I’ll stand by you,
If you stand by me.
I think time that I, reveal it,
‘Cos I believe it
It’s better.

See what I’m trying to say is:
You make things - better
And no matter what the day is,
With you here - it’s better.

Ooooh the more
I talk to you
The more in love with
Every thing you do

Doo doo doo doo doo doo

See what I’m trying to say is
You make things
better
And no matter what the day is,
With you here
it’s better.

Our love has changed
It’s not the same
And the only way to say it
Is say it
It’s better

So many changes around for me lately. I've gone through the best and the very worst at
the same time. While the best will always be my pocket of sunshine but the worst has
affected me as well.

Let me just put it this way, people problem are hard to solve. Machine problems are easier
to solve or at least you have a rather definite solution to it. Sounds like an
engineer kinda statement eh? considering i'm not an engineer but i still keep that in mind.

Conflicts.... i just don't know how to solve 'em and i don't think there is a solution to it.
It made me realize that relationship at workplace is pretty important too or maybe it's just
because that we were closer before this till shit happenned.

At some point, i feel that i am partially to blame too. I could have handled things better but i just
did not think of it at that very moment. There were chance that i should have made things
clearer but i did not. Anyway it's too late......

It has been a very difficult week for me, truly a rollercoaster ride. I've experienced joy and sorrow virtually at the same time. There is totally no word to describe my current condition. But thanks to this weekend i had a bit of breathing space and came to my sanity.

I've also smell the air filt with betrayal. There will be time where i rise from the dark and beat the hell out of this mother fuckers. Fortunately, thank god that i still have the 'insider' to be my eyes.

While there are problems that can't be solved at the moment. The more i think of it the more complicated it gets. Nevertheless, i believe that time will fix everything. Time is all i have....

*Awaiting for divine intervention*

Cheerz
EJ

Week by week it feels as if my schedules are getting more and more packed. Worst of all, it's eating into my sleeping time. I still remember the time when i just started working, my Zzz time was like between 10-11pm. At the moment it's like between 12-1pm or worst still later. Anyway, the most important thing is i'm satisfied with life at the moment.

Every tues i have my personal Karate committment. I've seldom skipped my training unless there is a damn good reason to do so. Even if Jessica Alba were to ask me out for a date on tues, i would still attend my training but i would date her after the training ;).



Weds is a rest day for me. I've been religiously watching The Contender Asia for past few weeks and now that it has finally ended last Wed, gotta find something else to turn to. :)

Thursdays are always a rush for me as i have my kickboxing training in Hartamas. Most of the time i enjoyed my training as it helps a lot in improving my stamina and also helps to tone my body more but i'm still not sure how long more i will continue the class.



Fridays are always reserved for special events ;)

In fact, yest i went to Pavillion to tried out the FIsh Spa. I'm not sure how effective it is, but the fish are suppose to feed on the dead cells on your skin and this allows new cells to regenerate and you'll get new, fresh and delicate skin like mine ;)



The fish are called Garra Rufa fishes are pretty aggressive if you ask me cuz the very moment i put my foot into the water, it's like a swarm of bees started chewing my foot. Worst of all, if your foot does not have much fat but more veiny like mine, i think the tickling sensation is pretty strong.



It took me a few mins to make my self comfy as i kept moving my foot especially when there's a bigger fish dropped by and started chewing my foot cuz the bigger the fish, the feeling is stronger.



But i have to admit that, it's quite fun and relaxing once you take your mind off the fishes. From what i observed, guys seems to attract more fishes that girls. I guess too much pad-kicking forms causes too many dead cells which is why the fished that accumulate at my food is damn a lot!!!

Btw The pic above are not pics taken by me but i sort of copied from other blog cuz i'm just darn lazy to copy mine. But i can tell you that the fishes accumulate at my foot easily double that cuz i dipped till just before the knee. :)

That's all from me guyz... enjoy ur weekend =)

ChheeeRz
EJ

It'z been a while but here i am again. I felt inspired yesterday after having the privelliage to listen to our MD, Dato' Seri Idris Jala present for our route meeting and spoke a few words. I'm not too sure how is it in other companies but he's influence was quite amazing that almost all the staff has high regards for him. The believe that he instills in everybody in the company is amazing. Everybody from the bottom level right to the top are eager to hear he's views. I was the lucky few ones that had the opportunity to meet him and this just after few months working here and it'z great!

What was evident that he is very positive and that is something that i really like. Something that i am making sure too. I believe that we should always exert a positive vibe at all times and at the same time eliminate all negative vibe. It'z always important to attract all the positive things in life =)

Lately, haven't had much time to update my blog. Updating my blog in the weekdays is almost out of the question. Weekends are more for leisure which means that i should stay away from PCs and just chill. Fortunately, this week i am allocating a bit of time to store a small part of my life online. Work as usual is a never ending process and i'm startin to feel the pressure at work, not because of work but something else.

A few weeks ago had the privelliage to attend a grooming course and it was kinda fun and informative to be learning so much things to enhance ourselves. The only thing was i think that it has made me a little more aware of things to lookout when dressing and therefore more self-conscious.

During the workshop we were literally being accessed, the guys were more harsh when we had to stand in front individually and the trainer will judge from head to toe. At the same time, you have all the colleagues looking at you and you know at that very moment people are judging you. Well, actually it wasn't as bad as it sound cause' we're all pretty close to each other and we joke about everybody so in a way it was entertaining.

Some of the new things that i've learn is to know the difference between formal, semi-formal , smart casual and casual. For men's if you're wearing a long sleeve shirt with tie and tailored-pants, guess what? Your only categorized as SMART CASUAL. Well, you don't wanna know what is semi-formal and formal means. I wouldn't want to elaborate about the ladies dressing as it's far more complicated. One thing about ladies is that they are encourage to make-up to give a professional image and i do believe that should be the case at least a thin layer would be fine. :)

After the course i have decided to stick to some of the lessons that i have learned and i have to resist the temptation to roll up my sleeves and loosen my tie or going tie-less. That really sucks, but i really do need to get used to it. The worst part is i don't have much tie to choose from and i'm looking at those that will cost me about RM70-80bucks each and i need some time to accumulate a number of ties.

Alrighty, enough about me, just wanna wish my bro and sis congratz for winning RM30K lately.



Also, few days ago, sis just got to know that she is pregnant again. What a great month for her.


Till my next update, adioz

EJ

Hectic month it is, barely had time to update my blog. Normally, i have a lot of things to write, but that is when i don't have internet access but when i do, the inspiration is just hard to come. If only i have a high-tech gadget that can enable me to blog directly whatever crap comes to mind, then i'm sure i can update my blog pretty often.

Just a brief recap of February. Chinese New Year was a bit different this year becaouse of two things.

1. For the first time in in my life, there was no reunion dinner. As long as remember, the reunion dinner was always at my mom's eldest brother's place, but this year, they've decided not any more. It was the elderly's decision and not much that i can say. Rushed back during the new year's even and was shocked to found out about that.

2. My 2nd sister just got married last year, so this is her first CNY and we Chinese have a rule that they, the wife has to be at the husband's place for eve of CNY. Frankly speaking, I don't quite like this rule cause my reunion dinner are only left with 3 person, me, my mom and dad. Ok, i know i'm suppose to bring back one right but i don't thing is gonna happen anytime soon. So don't bother saying it.

To sum it all, New Year for me was plain Jane. The following Tuesday, started work and there goes the New Year mood and back to work. Many of my colleagues were still on holiday. It wasn't till on the 14th day of CNY, a day before 'Chap Goh Meh' where our dept was hosting the CNY celebrations and it's a treat from all the Chinese for the non-Chinese.

It was actually quite fun to help organize and help around to decorate the hall as well, cause i feel that this is the time to be able to get to know new people. We had to organize several meetings to plan, to estimate the budget and divide task. The funny thing thing for sure is there is no fix language, it's all rojak, English, Mandarin, Cantonese and Hokkien. When i first joined, i was quite surprised that there's quite a number of Chinese who can speak Hokkien and it's those Penang Hokkien. A small part of it makes me feel at home, lolz. Even my manager every once in a while likes to use Hokkien and she speaks English well too, maybe cause it helps to ease communication and it doesn't sound so serious or rather formal.

I think this celebration brings up my mood even more than the first few days of CNY, partly cause all the Chinese need to dress up in traditional style. I shall upload our pics when i have it and if i deemed it suitable for viewing and with me not in a compromising position. There were lots of Chinese food including the delicacy; Yee Sang, Chinese songs etc. This is my first time celebrating CNY with colleagues in the company and it was quite fun.

The following week, i was given a new responsibility, i can already feel the weight even though it has yet to be placed on my shoulders. Regardless of what, i relish it and i'm glad that things are moving so fast for me that it feels like i'm high on adreanaline. With the MATF fair around the corner, i knew that i had to get things right and up to now i'm pretty satisfied with the summary.

As for now, glad that February is coming to an end, as my budget is being stretched here and there and thank god salary is already in, lolz.


Cheerioz,
EJ

It's been a while since the last time i had such nail-biting match. I'm referring to the Carling Cup Final, Chelsea Vs Tottenham. The game started well for Spurs as the control the game and Chelsea were pinned back to their own half for over 20mins. Even though we controlled the game, which in fact i think we controlled it too well at the start and it somehow does not feel good cause sometimes possesion football can back-fire.

The moment Chelsea were given a freekick, my whole body felt uneasy and i somehow knew that something bad was gonna happen. I was damn relieved that Drogba and Lampard fired wide for the first two freekick. Unfortunately, the capitalized on the 3rd freekick and we only have ourselves to blame for giving them 3 chance to shoot from such a damn promising position and having a goalkeeper that loves to watch the balls flew past into the net.



2nd half i wasn't expecting much though i was hoping for so much, at the back of my head i was a bit pessimistic that Chelsea might be able to see it through to the final whistle but it wasn't until Wayne Bridge 'handed' us a lifeline, yes literally.



Dimitar Berbatov, one of the most complete striker that you ever find at the moment. He was the coolest man on the pitch and even our regular penalty taker, Robbie Keane had to step aside to let THE MAN take the spot kick and of course, he cooly converted it, sending Petr Cech the wrong way...awww sucha 'b e a u t'.




After the equalizer, my faith for Spurs to go on and win it, renewed and with a slice of luck, Woodgate plays a one-two off Petr Cech and it's a goaallllllllllllllll!!!!!




*Singing* " We're are the champion, my friends and we'll keep on fighting till the end... we are the champions!! we are the champions, no time for loseers! cause we are the champions of "Carling Cup". I know the last two words doesnt really rhymes but it's alright. ;)





Oops, this is nothing related but while we're busy celebrating, our fellow rivals had an incident,a player with broken foot in the form of Eduardo... what a pity.


The only thing for me that was lacking was the company of my dad but for sure in Malaysia you will hear one die hard Spurs supporter shouting in KL and another one in Penang. At least, we still had a good chat about it over the phone.


p/s Fellow rivals, watch out for EPL next season, we're gonna hump u all, we've already thrased Arsenal's ass 5-1, beaten Chelsea 2-1 and Man Utd 1-0 up to 90mins.


Ciaoz,
EJ