It's been almost one week since Unite... so many people gave their 2 cents regarding the event. While all the views given were negatives ones, it's not surprising at all. I think almost everyone criticize the event. Most people only see the downside about unite . They seem to failed looking at the positive aspect. So I suppose I’ll just highlight the good things about Unite which was NEVER mentioned at all. So, let me see… the good thing bout Unite…. Actually to think of it , there’s NONE… yeah u got it right NONE… screw unite man~! That was my first time first time goin to prom and it was sort of a bad experience but of cuz I know this is one of the very worst if not the worst ever. There’s nothing else worst than this I think. Partly was cuz of the costly sum of money that we paid and not getting back the service , satisfaction and value in return.

The program flow was a mess. I was quite annoyed by the MC I think, they were just not good enough for this event. I’m sure there’s a lot more people who can speak a lot better than those. One of the main issues for me is the food. I’m surprised that there are actually people who describe it as ‘good’. I’m 100% sure those that say the food was ‘good’ have crocodile taste buds. The first dish, the salad was like a small portion of grass and I doubt the value of the dish even reached RM 1. The first dish was served at bout 9.30 pm or 10pm if I’m not mistaken. The second meal was just a bun with the best food for the nite which is the Fernleaf butter. That is the only thing I can’t complain cuz it’s not prepared by those people. Again, I’m sure those two barely reached RM 1. The third course was the cold mushroom soup ala Campbell soup… hmm but to think of it I think Campbell soup is a lot better and if u go buy a can of the Campbell soup which will cost u at most RM 4, and u get to drink like easily 3 or 4 bowls of it. The main course of the day was even worse, chicken rice…wat more can I say and it doesn’t taste good at all…trust me, if u tried hb2 chicken rice u’ll know how ‘good’ is it.

When u combine all the meals together I think it barely reaches ¼ of the price we pay. I really dun know where they allocate all the money to. But for sure they were more concern bout the VIPs rather than the 1500 that actually paid. Worst of all it feels like ur being cheated. I think some student when they organize events all they care is to invite very important people and they failed to do what they’re suppose to do. Actually I think the organizers should forfeit their incomes and return the students some of the money. But I’m sure this can’t happen.

Anyway, other than that, the nite was pretty casual for me. Too bad I din take as much pic as I should cuz at times I seem to forget that I have a camera myself…lolz. However I did manage to take pics with most of my friends , guys and girls. Thank god I took pics with more girls than guys. When we enter the hall, each person is given a goodie bag. There’s some stuffz in the goodie bag and there’s a rose in it as well. Check out my rose in the pic given, damn pathetic. You can’t find any rose more pathetic than that. That just sums up Unite… lolz.. Unfortunately my dumb friends were comparing the flower with me. Really bastards.. they were saying the flower represents me.. ok I was without partner for that nite but so wat? Damn, it’s not that I can’t get a partner ok.. it’s more like I only prefer one person to go with me else I dun wanna ask any1 else. Didn’t bother to tell them bout this… so let them ‘pijak’ me that nite.. kns betul….

There were no really spectacular dresses. Most of the dresses were kinda common like wat u expect in proms i guess. But i do remember there's a malay, her dress was like quite short and looks like it's torn a bit. She looked like as if she got rape on the way coming to Unite. Other than that, there's only one word to describe as wat most of the guys use during the nite 'longkangs'. There's one gurl who walked past me and she maked me ponder the difference between guys and girls. When guys say i 'let go half ball' that is in terms of football betting but when girls mean it..... it's literally.....

Some of the performance was ok notabally the guy who sang Mrs. Jones, credit to him, i think he's quite good. Other than that Vince's performance was ok. So is the violin player's performance though i think inviting her might be quite costly. Other than that, i dare not mention, sensitive issues, dun wanna be called a racist.

Towards the end still there weren't anything special at all. Even though the dance floor was open for a while, it doesnt look fun at all, there were 'kids' running around as if they were still in primary school others were just jumpin' around. I thought the singer was kinda potong steam, i think it would have been better if they just play some songs from CD.

Hopefully the MMU Awards will be a more sucessful event than this. Else i will blame my friends for insisting me to go, lolz.. Anyway i think i should go, i suppose this will be my last official event for my Karate club involvements. Gonna step down soon.... *sob sob*

Yest i was out in KL, more a less lepak around. Anyway main objective was to get a futsal shoe. Just fyi, when guys go shopping they know what to buy unlike gurls, they go shopping to look for things to buy. Previously was using badminton shoes to play, but den it's adi koyak so i need a replacement. Actually i do have 1, but that shoe can't play in all surface, can't really use it for casual wear at all cause the base of the shoe is almost like plastic..dunno wat kinda material is it but when i walk in tiles it's so damn slippery , really a big mistake when i bought it. REGRETTED, luckily it didnt cost much.

Actually i already have my target, wanted to get a Adidas shoe, but it was kinda pricy and one of the worst and most embarrasing thing hit me. Man, i really dunno wat to say...... my friends will definately haunt me with this embarrasing moment for the rest of my life. *pulling my hair* malu siallllllll arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh . Really wished that i have the device which they use in Men In Black to erase all the bugger's memory. Damnnnnn

Anyway, in the end i settled for one of the unlikely buys. I got meself one of those popular shoes. At first i dun really like it cuz it's like everyone's wearing it. But in the end i just get it for the love of the game...lolz it's quite comfortable to play with i think, cost me Rm 120, roughly around my budget.

We were in Sg. Wang area for quite some time just to get my shoe and so for all the trouble i caused, i belanja them drinks.....lolz. After that we went to BTS(Times Square) to hang out. Not really my fav place to hang out cuz it's sort of like ABAL's place.
*ABAL - Ah Beng Ah Lian
But i do like the Borders there. A lot of varieties i guess.

On the same day in BTS, there were some local celebrities doing some promotions in conjunction with the one million show in 8tv if i'm not mistaken. There's OAG, Dina, Farah, Rydee, Nita and Daniel which explains why there's so many LLMs in BTS.
*LLM - La la Mui

Anyway, that was the first time i saw Farah, i was rooting for her during MI actually, i think she's one of those kewl malay chicks.

Nickelback - far away

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss youBeen far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it allI'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,you know, you know

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know,
you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathingHold on to me and,
never let me go

This is a hectic week... i have two midterm test , one report to pass up and one coursework assignment to do. Today i've just finished one paper and there's definately more to come this week. I'll be at least relieved once this week is over. Anyway right after my test, i decided to go for a jog alone since my buddy was not interested to jog. I went at around 10pm from hostel area to Cyberpark which is not very far from hostel, from there i just jog all the way to cyberia new phase and back to MMU as usual.

This wasn't my first time joggin alone. But today the feeling was different. When i was heading towards Cyberpark, it was dark as usual however there still were some street lights until when i past the Cyberpark. The was this road which is a straight long road, it looks as if it's about 1km long. Today the street lights wasnt working at all. At that time, there were no cars passing by at all and no sign of human existance. Even though there wasnt any light but it was not totally pitch black, i can still see everything clearly. The eerie part was it's a long straight road and there's totally nobody. At one point when i was jogging till halfway of the straight road, i did look behind just to check if there's anything behind. That was the only time i look behind, after that i just concentrate on passing cyberia. Well i'm not someone who totally believes in ghost and stuffz like that. But i cant help it, cuz the environment was really like in the movies where sum fella started flying out of nowhere. I had that sort of feeling , probably cuz i watch too much dis kinda movie...lolz... but i bet u would haf had the same feeling if u were in my place. I have to admit it was a bit scary. Even though i dun believe believe in ghost but i do believe in spirits. But if there were a ghost and it came out of nowhere i might have freaked out just like anybody but i guess it ain't gonna happen.

ciaoz...

1st April 2006, Saturday

Left at 4am from sis's place at Damansara to Penang for the weekend. The night before had a mini celebration as it was my second sis's bday. It was kinda tiring having to leave that early, barely had any sleep. Slept throughout the journey back to Penang. Dropped my eldest sis's and bro in law at Tapah which is he's hometown and off we go. My 2nd sis as usual wantz go for Dim Sum , the famous 'foh san' which is in Ipoh kinda annoys me a bit cuz i'm kinda lazy to get down from the car and just felt like sleeping all da way. Nevertheless, i just eat watevar food which is placed on the table. From there i drove back to home... home sweet homeee... and first thing as alwiz there's Sasha wif her bowl as alwiz. I think she's put on sum weight adi. Lookin slightly more chubby.

As soon as i reached home, greet my parents and straight i go for hair cut. The hair saloon which i'm used to, is located within walking distance, bout 5 mins from my place i think. I couldn't stand my hair adi cuz din cut for quite sum time and i badly need a hair cut. When i went to the saloon the guy who's the owner of the place wasn't there so but will be back soon so i've decided to wait rather then letting the gurl to cut, cuz i think the guy is really good.
So after waiting for like 10-15mins he was bak and i told him i wanted to change my hairstyle. I don't have any style in mind so i asked him to recommend sum style. So he told me how he's gonna cut my hair. I was kinda sceptical initially, thought for a while.. and wat the heck just go for it. He make my hair behind thinner and the middle part of it, is like 2 inches long. As always he alwiz says that my hair is really thick. Not the first time, not surprising anyway..my hair is really freakin thick. Lots of aunties have already told me how envy they are cuz i have so much hair. Well, i wouldnt really take that that as a compliment.
After finished cutting my hair, i was a bit speechless..cuz frankly speakin at that time it looked really awful. All i see in the mirror is like a so chai. I really dunno wat to say. Probably was the way he wanted to comb my hair with my front hair covering my forehead.. man it was really awful. I told him that it doesnt look good. So he adjusted a bit, and it was better a bit i think...

Then there's this messed up part, i didnt hear him askin me whether i wanted to wash my hair or not. All i thought was he asked me whether my hair was ok, the next thing i know he asked sum chick to shampoo my hair by the time i realizez, the chick adi squeezed some shampoo and started massaging my hair. I think the whole process took bout 10mins or more. It feels a bit weird, there were a lot of massages though it's didnt bring me to the orgasmic stage probably was bcuz it was my first time letting ppl wash, so it was so-so for me. Then there was the hair washing part and another surprise for me, another chick ask me to close my eye and she started to apply some facial wash for my face. Being sucha innocent boy, i felt like a virgin there really not used to this kinda stuffz and letting ppl wash my face..man.. at one point i think the gurls were laughing at me. Sigh.. wat to do... After finished with the facial and hair wash. They dried my hair and the guy taught me how to gel up my hair. He showed to me the different ways i can style it and how to comb it. But i seem to forget how to do it adi, damn. After he gel up everything it does look good. The hair cut + hair wash n facial wash cost me RM 27, which is ok i think. If my mom found out that i went for a hair wash i would have been dead by now.

The moment i went back home , my sis's reaction was really funny, she was like oh my god!!! and my mom came out from the kitchen as well. My sis seems to like it and asked me to alwiz keep short hair..lolz.. But that was after the guy helped me to style my hair. The next day i tried to do it on my own, but it looked like shit.. till today i still dun know how to comb my hair. Never had this kinda hairstyle before. The last time i used gel on my hair was like back in secondary school. My eldest sis thinks that my hair sux. I'm still unsure of my new hairstyle, haven't been getting much feedback. With MMU Awards just around the corner..i hope i don't look like shit this weekend.

2nd April 2006, Sunday

Came back from Penang after lunch and reached KL at around dinner time. Went to my sis's place for shower and it was so kind of my sis to fetch me back to Cyber which is rare. Yes really rare. Somehow her mood was ok that day so it was a good feeling for me.

3rd April 2006, Monday

Class was pretty normal. No problems apart from combing my hair. I'm quite clueless at the moment. I will stop combing when i feel , ok screw it..just go class. Wasn't the best of days, my partner for dance class doesnt feel like dancing adi, cuz she say she doesnt like some of the moves in salsa. Then when i told her that we are not learning salsa adi, she was considering to come or not. She did asked me if i already have partner if not she might come, i felt that if she doesnt have the interest adi, she shouldnt force herself to come just because i don't have a partner. It's really crappy not having any partner for the 2nd week in the row. So during the class, since i sort of know only one gurl there i asked her to dance with me but she prefers to dance with a gurl. It was a bit sad, from a girl's point of view it was like a gurl asking a guy to dance but the guy prefers to dance with another guy. I'm speechless... i was blank for one second and there was another gurl and i was paired with her. For a moment i sort of lost concentration and stepped on her foot a few times...really pai seh. I do have poor concentration at times. Nevertheless i've learned my lesson, there will be no 3rd time.

That night my frens decided to play futsal and they asked me to come along. I did have some good time there. After being out of action for so long, i was really rusty, really slow for my standard and was kinda tiring at times. I havent been doin much joggin lately and towards the end my groin area was kinda pulling. I guessed i havent been streching much either. Luckily i still have some self- control , didnt' pushed my self too much cuz i know that the next day i still have to go for Karate training. It was a good game and of cuz my team won. Lolz, winning is alwiz a good feeling especially after a bad day....