If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it doesnt, then it was never meant to be. well, i let the person i love more than anything go. let's see if he comes back one last time. if not, i'm okay with that because then obviously, it wasn't meant to be. obviously, there is someone else waiting out there for me. all i can say is that everything really does happen for a reason and we just have to learn to accept that. it is hard but what we don't understand is that some how all the pieces will eventually fall into place and then we will understand why everything happened the way it did to get us there. he will forever be in my heart and will hold a special place there that no one else can take. i will always cherish the memories we made together. i just want the best for him and if it's not with me, then it's with someone else. same goes for myself. he came into my life for a reason and i am grateful for the opportunity to have had him in my life and to have loved him. but all good things must come to an end sometime. so, this is my goodbye.. my farewell to you... for now at least. who knows what will happen in the future but until then... the rest is still unwritten.. i wish i could fast forward to 6 months from now. i would just be graduating from dental assisting school and i would have my associates degree and would be working for a dentist. i would be making decent money and would be saving up for a down payment on a new car!! yippie!!! i cant wait! hurry up time :)

"Make a wish and place it in your heart. Anything you want, everything you want. Do you have it? Good. Now believe it can come true. You never know where the next miracle is gonna come from, the next smile, the next wish come true. But if you believe that it’s right around the corner, and you open your heart and mind to the possibility of it, to the certainty of it. You just might get the thing you’re wishing for. The world is full of magic. You just have to believe in it. So make your wish. Do you have it? Good. Now believe in it. With all your heart." - one tree hill

" you know, it's been said that we just don't recognize the significant moments in our lives while they're happenening. That we grow complacent with ideas or things or people, and we take them for granted, and it's usually not until that thing is about to be taken away from you, that you realize how wrong you've been, that you realize how much you really need it, how much you love it." -one tree hill

"my daddy said, that the first time you fall in love, it changes you forever and no matter how hard you try, that feeling just never goes away." -the notebook