Sunday, October 31, 2004

I Am Hated..

Today was d most tiring day for me..Morning went to Ugame wit mak and Sak..Mak today getting more louder today..Laugh out soo loud man..so d very paiseh seh..ppl all looked..nvm lah i lioke.. Today saw Kak Baya for a while..Den she gotta go ready to catch the bus..After tat mak me and sak deciced to go to Geylang to do the last survey of kurongs before we buy em nxt week wen abah is not werking i guess..tah lah weng bile pun aku tak tau..


Bought tis vcd..Eiffel...Im in Love!!...Indonesian latest vcd..Nice..Reli nice...wan to catch dat at cinema but none of my frens like to watch indonesian movie i guess..So i bought the cd..Only watch half of it...Maybe tml be watching everything all over again..Walked at Pasar dere and saw my babygerl..Shazana..alah kiut lah die..duk2 situ goyang kaki..she was like shocked..tak percaye..ehhehe..


Den mak kol abah to fetch us frm geylang as abah was on e way to Lumberjacks Sale at Kallang Puding...dere abah borong seh...Murah pe..1 for 18 bucks 2 for 30 bucks..Mane nak dpt?Tak dpt tak dpt!!..ehehehhe..d lift dere..stylo milo..Lift org dolu2..


Den jln nye jalan..i was so thirsty..Went home and gulped my Sprite Ice..hehe sedap skit..


Chatted wit rul yat farhan..Im oof now...got to gosok baju skewl and study my ofp notes..aisey..examz cumin..

Im chilling to Iris -Goo Goo Dolls

Saturday, October 30, 2004

Sweet Endless Sleep


Its been days back i got a very bad flu..i coughed blood the otha day..


Yesterdae wen to Geylang wit my \m/SG\m/..So long ready we never go out together like dis..coz of Ramadhan..Althou some of em like Yan Ros Isa Kin Ju Iffah nv tag along..At 6 like dat..i decided dem to cum to my stall to haf our buka dere..coz i nid to help my mum wit the selling of kuehs b4 magrib...sori guys becoz of me krg takble buka kat Geylang..Sori!!..But at least krg da tau mane kedai Syam..if not slalu si Dilz Rulz Lilz..tanye wheres my kedai..Den after tat went to Geylang..Kie lemme tell ya..whu were wit us at geylang..Rul Lil Kim Dil Diah Lina and the one and only Me..hehe Poor iffah..she cnt follow us coz her father wun let her..den after tat at Geylang we duno where to head first..Byk nye semutz kat sane..den we strolled ard..den we came by tis bazar at Malay Village..Metalheadz pe kedai..duno lah..like sesat likedat..ish.*the secret belong to a part of me*.. reli damn hot seh so we got to the coolest part of Geylang..TKC..hehe dere i and diah decided to see Lyna..She was werkin..hehe she saw us and smile..still cudn't find my brown kurungs..Damn..dat pakcik..i asked him to keep for me..he go and sell to ppl..urmmm..(ko pun satu syam sape nak pegi layan ko..sape nak simpan kan ko)..but nvm i damn tat pakcik..ckp mcm paham je nak simpan kan aku..jln peh jln si lil n rul ni nak bli BURGER...den we went together..aft we got dere..rul plak taknk bli..hehe wen lil asked.."ko ckp ko nak bli"..rul said"sape nak bli"..ahahaha..well rul i guessed he onli wans to accompany lil buy not tat he wans to buy..ler..den part balik pun nak fickle minded...tak tau mane nak jln..dapat tau smue naik bus balik..hehehe..krg pun kelakar gak uh..hehe..it was fun lah..lame tak kuar ngn krg..heheh..InsyaAllah wen cums Raya..we will jalan sakan..heh..


Today my 2nd day not fasting..Ishk..i Better bayar for it...


Im glad tat everything was over..


I'll make u happy
You'll never be through
You have no sorrow
Cause you'll always so true...



Im chilling to Glad all over-Quiet Riot

Friday, October 29, 2004

Hoping Everything's Not Lost


Tuesday, October 26, 2004

TO MYSELF I TURNED'

BSA Lesson sux big time..But i wan to pass BSA in fact all the subjects...The environment makes me feels soo Boring..Semue buat keje masing masing..Teacher talked also dun wana pay attention..


On friday may be goin Geylang wit the \m/Sg\m/..I hope i can go.. Missing em oready..Tis yr,unexpected,not much beautiful kurongs..maybe not here yet or wat..But i found this beautiful kurongs..reli menjolok mata seh..

Internet skola ni betul pe mepek..

Y u so quiet!!Boring..

If i am dead,how can i ever apologise to you..

Its deep and unhealthy



Sunday, October 24, 2004

Every Effort Made...

Again i was careless..I did not even explain things to you..N not even..hmm nvm..Im reli sori for wat had happened the days passed....

You go on life without me..I'll hold right here

Friday, October 22, 2004

I Am Such A Beautiful Bastard...

Eh long time no blog...Nevermind lah..Theres nothin for me to type..
Gtg For Now...

Oh ya yesterdae was Bro Rul Bdae...So here gos my bdae song for u..
Happy bdae to U..
Happy Bdae to U..
Happy bdae to Amirul..
Happy Bdae to U...
Happy 18th bdae Rul...Take cre..n i hope u feeling much more better..

Life is a NIghtmare

Monday, October 18, 2004

Calling On Your Sins...
"Eh syam ko tak jln2 kat geylang?"

"Ah hari2 aku jln sane..da naik muak seh.."..haha padahal perjalanan kat kreta nk pi mosque for trawih...

Oh ya before i forgot...wana wish my blood sista...Sakinah...Muakzz..Love her lots althou..*the secret belong to a part of me*..heeeeee..

Happy Bdae to U..
Happy Bdae To U..
Happy Bdae to My Sista Sakinah...
Happy Bdae to U..

Happy bdae to u kak..now tat u r 19 yrs i hope u will grow n dun be soo childish..especially wen comes to lurf..and do all the house werk for me..heeeehh....

I duno wat to buy for u siak..

Was happy wen Lina n Nana tag me..Luv ya..Selamat Berpuase!

K im boring now..Kie im off..Take care..

4th day Of Ramadhan..mcm2 uh gelagat kwn aku..yg Ter lain..Yg Nak lain..ishk..Aishh!!...

Staring at the sun

Saturday, October 16, 2004

I Didn't Really Notice That You Were Here...


To lina..i realii miss ya n nana...What had happened ive ready put dat behind..Ive oready forgave her...Tell her dat..Make her realise dat i never forgot her as my fren..Best fren..N till now dun weri i still got u both..Lina & Nana..U mite be busy wit skewl werks and stuffs..But if u got e free time..U r welcome to my kedai..heh..


*Why did i choose to play this game..*
Ntahlah weng..tats y i called myself an idiot..I played d part and took the blame...While u pretend nothin is real...Aish...


Yesterdae, althou was Posa-ing..not tired but a bit dizzy on board d ferry..coz it took 30 to 40 mins like dat reached at our destination..Where to?? Went to Pulau SEMAKAU...heh..Krg ingat aku pi Tanjung Pinang kan kan kan? heh..We were separated frm Yani and Dilz at skewl..n left the 2 of dem in skewl for their lesson..Actually i tagged along coz i...I eh Iffah n me...coz we need to bring back nice sight of the Island itself..Very d POWER!!!aishh..Photography lah lagi tak tau..So saidah n diah volunteered demself to follow us..thx gerls..kalo Cadburiez tu smue ble pegi lagi gerek..Heh..


I dun see any rubbish at Pulau Semakau..everything was fine and was so cleannn...The island is 7 m..haha i tink so..mcm paham jer..But bile die pe org lecture alamak..tak ble tahan seh..haha d 4 of us were likee...*yawned* boring...n kept playing wit his weerds..*remix* hehe...


D bus journey was awesome...Dey bring us to a nice sight..with the sea all around..wah..first tyme seh pi island cam ni..eh sentosa bukan island kape syamsiah...but dis island was soo diff...Kalo stress2 pi sane pun best uh..But its not easy to get there lah..Somemore theres nuthin..Security tight!!..

Liar u tempt me


Friday, October 15, 2004

Beyond The Day I Face Myself..

Wasapening to me nowadays..Felt ugly??..erm no..Felt lonely?..ermm no.Hungry..?Of coz No..Felt guilty??..Ahh..very much!!...

I will choose remorse in my life..What is happening is enclosed in my fire..

To u,
Thx for d understanding and sorry..Tats all i can say coz i dun dare to face ya..

Salam Ramdhan To all Muslims!!!Alhamdulilah..kedebak kedebuk da masuk Month Ramdhan..Happy to celebrate wit my gurlfrens in skewl..Jus today we do our own thing..sit @ amphi..

See No Evil..Hear No Evil Talk NO EVIL...lah..

I reali hope tat i could do all my terawih for dis month..Reli hope...Sori gurlfrens sometimes i cant go home too late..Smlm jer aku da penat rabak seh...Ngntuk seh sembhyang..Aishh..Shhhhh...

A fren kol me saying "Tgh terawih kapa..."..

No mood to write..Paper continue jer lah..K im off..Im an idiot!

That's make blind again...

I hope he cannot do wrong within my sight...

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

Shot in Her Eyes...His blood is in my hands..

I can't understand this joy inside me.. Bit by bit hurting me...Ive no one to talk to..Sometimes i dun understand myself...Im just an idiot..

I tot after u recover from ur sickness..u will appreciate for whu i am..But nope..i was rong..I just cannot be ur guide..

*The secret belong to a part of me*

To u...
Never say i am only urs..coz u duno there's ppl waitin for ya..I felt guilty..I hope u forgive me..I lurve u too..but only as my true fren..u r special in a way ....*the secret belong to a part of me* u r a very good person..I can't see anything..Im'blind...Maybe i was born in another world..I cudnt see ur love for me..

Stop being emo..BurGerQueen..

Nuthin was bad just now..for sure i'll giggle wit my gurfrens..got soo dizzy..took Approve Leave but didnt get to leave..coz Low said i jus can rest at sickbay..n can sleep there till tmr..Phuck! She tinks it was funny wen d hammer still knocking in my head..

Forget to bring tat stupid key..this is ol bcoz of yani..misplaced it at my bag..Felt bad used ppl book to write..

I must fast on Friday!! Die die must..!!..

Im chilling to Moluccas-Ironi


All the lies I have sold to you, Are sour Thorns In my mouth

Monday, October 11, 2004

Keep Lookin At My Eyes..And u Know E Ans..

I duno why i cant go thru msn at tis hour..sickening siak..

I duno weder u people like my new layout or not....Jus kinda boring wit the old wan..n i reli like the new one loads..Purple somemore..Kaler bodoh syam...But a bit stress seh change d layout..leceh lah..

Today finished class at 2..and after skewl yesterdae friday, ive oready promised sha dat i will go out wit her one fine day before Ramadhan, ...rite afta skewl i msg her telling her dat i wanting to see her..so we decided to meet at Payalebar..as iffah was so bored she followed me along..at least she followed me, if not i'll be alone waiting for SHA..iffah was trying to recall who is tis sha..so i described to her "die lah yg cute cute...yg kecique kecique and lawa lawa.." Hmm i hope Sha tak malu lagi lah..hehe..Its good dat Sha came a bit late..coz i aso need to share somethin wit iffah..I hope wat ive told u, u'll keep..and i'll keep urs..tis is a promised..

First, followed SHa to geylang serai..coz she got to tell her Boss..ceh boss seh..tat she can only work only on Sat and Sun as she'll be a bit bz wit skewl durin Weekdays..si Sha ni mane nak layan kan die pe soccer..ishkk..penat aku tgk Sha ni..hehe..we were laughing and talking..Sha ALWAYS wana beats me...like iffah did!!..she always wana win..hehehe...Nvm..kecique nye pasal aku hormat uh..hehe Jokin..Loyar dier...fuuuhh!!!Hahaha nvm luckily u bought me cokelat..heheh..sori lah Cadbury tu ku tk dpt makan..Full dok!!...Den duno where to go..went to Spore post..Iffah lah ni ajak..padahal borin nak mampus..Aisshh!!..Ikut jer..Lepaks @ Mcdonald.. there got tis one LJ chinese worker..smiled at me.. haha..

Ok lah..gtg actually not finished wit e template...Im off..

Malas nye aku nak pi S&W

Sunday, October 10, 2004

Pics Updated...Album 2...

What wrong Have I dONE?

What wrong have i done..
for u to treat me tis way..please say coz i
never take silence and i will never know why..

What wrong have i done..
If u dun tell me..How can i ever know
and not make the same mistake again..

What wrong have i Done..
Tell me please...Its killing me Inside..
aND i have no one to confide..

What wrong have i done..
Please dun look away..
Tell me..

Please do
Coz i cant bear
This silence between us..

Tell me..
What i have done wrong??...

************************************************************************************

I reli did enjoyed the bowling game i had wit \m/ SG \m/ on fri..hehe al thou iffah beats me..hehe im okie..She is superb..every thing dat she did for e first time, she'll surely beats me.. haha..the sis only played 1 round..but d bros played 2 round..

2dae..im not feeling well..so i did not go for ugame..

Im off..

Friday, October 08, 2004

Yesterdae was a very njoyable day for me, dilz, diah, iffah... we did reli njoyed ourselves.. hehehe... "Di tepi pantai yg indah..Ku duduk seorang diri..." hehehe...Abg lah Aku yg baju kuning fuhhh posing maut..heh...
We were talking and laughing...n Dilz told us abt her story..wah he story reli motivates us seh..mcm bes gitu...awww sooo loving seh...arrrhhh..heh...
Yesterdae so fed up cant go out..hmmm..da janji wit someone..den turned up my mum need to go to Nenek hse coz got kenduri..haiz...so i went for while wit sak to tamp..to collect my specs..wearing for the first time was quite dizzy..but after all saidah said i look okie wit it...Okie jer hmmphh..hehe..ok lah...Long sighted pe org..
Going out wit my Sg again today..We going bowling!!..ehehe.. bes nye..
Im chilling to Muse..

Wednesday, October 06, 2004

Just bcoz of that Stupid CellPhone..

Something verrryy bad happened to my class..I didnt expect it to be a class quarelled..I hope dey'll be in a gud terms again...Dun fight over a stupid thing la krg....Dun be so childish..

But im still not happy wit tat Katherine..she anyhow suspected me..curi si Gayathrie pe hp..Kong asam pe Kat..Nvm uh im okie wit it... :) Hahah syamsiah curi bende org mane nak dpt..

I met iffah to go skewl a bit LATE coz someone 4got her ezlink..da hari2 bwk pun luper..so what she did she went back home to grab her ezlink..jus to save money!! hehe..waited erm quite longgg..den saw her wit Haidi Hidir..Aidil lah..hehehe..he was damnn so late to skewl..his lesson was at 8..but it was oready 9..hehe..at he take it easy seh..hehe..Kewl uh dat aidil..hes my primary skewl mate..but nv talk to him b4 n i did talked to one of his sibling..wahidah..shes my primary skewl besfwen..n now we r in d same skewl..Aidil..sak pe kwn uh primary skewl..ntah..eh??...ah2 lah tuh.. Wadever lah..

Hmmm..skewl getting boring and boringerrr seh...Tink it all coz of yani..well, i miss her..miss her joke lah..boring seh kalo g skola takde ketawe..my gurlfrenz all quite funny..but tiada tandingannya joke yani..ok L.A.M.E..

Im chilling to Bad Religion-Generator

Missing Lina and Nana

Tuesday, October 05, 2004

Journey To Jurong...Lame..

Yesterdae was my first time going west wit my gurlfrens..Iffah and Diah..We went to our sep ways yest.Yani not in skewl, Saidah helmi amek..(asal eh aku takder matair hehe)..Dila alik ngn kim..pastu kite nampak dilz and kim alih2 kat mrt headed to marina bay.haha..laughed to myself..The three of us headed to Boon Lay..and fickle minded us..alight kat ang mo kio den to ys..haha decided where to go..jus to buy files for the class..haha..travelled ol e way to Jurong siak...kat lakeside saner...bli files kat sing song..hahaha...den diah wana tok pics wit Ronald Mcdonald, den got tis mat rider saw us and was geleng his kepala..so wat...takble per amek gamba ngn matair diah..hehe...

Den i and diah decided to eat but we not enuff cash..so buat bodoh jer lah...den we went to Jurong Point, bought my new num...take note..ive changed my num...for tos who knw me lah...bac to the story..aft buying tat pathetic card got tis one boy approched me n iffah..he said hi to iffah..mepek seh..tatoo da lah mcm aper..palahangguk..
..den its time for us to leave diah..coz her house near ready..so kirekan kite antar die..kesian die asyik pi tamp jer antar kite..skali skala pi lah bedok antar aku..heheh..

Ku da tak ble tahan lagi..iffah n me went toilets..Den got tis one cleaner masuk..nenek melayu tau..she was sighing and talking to herself..den suddenly she said dos werd dat was not supposed to be said.."Saper nyer taik ni bersepah (angry mode) (tupun nak kecoh seh makcik...) Nab Cib Kan Lahan Sun Bab Pala But Pala Puk Sia Nye Jub.." after hearing tat..i laughed and went out frm the toilet..and iffah still laughing in d toilet..and wen d nenek saw her..she rushed out frm the toilet...we reli LOL aft tat..hahahahaha..and still tokin abt em @ MRT..dlm perjalanan hujung tanjung sampai hujung tanjung...jauh gak...agknye mcm gini lah bro² ku pi skola slalu..den still tokin bout the nenek yg tak seda* diri...ishk kalo bulan puase camner eh gaknye.. hehehe...@ mrt lagi mane nk dpt got ppl took our pic..and biase uh mean gerlz bbl sal org..we can also survive even wit TWO.. hehehe..Cadburiez mah...

Den tiredly wen home...

At night sak bought new hp seh kat TAMP...6600..pantat die..her future hp...pala hangguk...i bought specs..but is ready to be collected on Fri..i tink.. hehe :) Makin naik seh degree...

Ok la i tink tats it lah..too tired... :) Im off..


Monday, October 04, 2004

Pool Wit \m/Sg\m/

Waited for 30mins likeddat for rul n yan @ Orchard..while waiting deelz took some pics..iffah reli look gud in d pic mannn...haha..jambu uh..mane nak dpt..We opened 2 tables...Saw wan and his rah company..Den walked on front of him with pride..hahah da lame tk buat mcm gitu depan die.. haha..sori wan...abeh ko nak step tag aku eh..Den its time for me to rush home coz abah cumin home..Hes home..and at least he remembered to buy me something...he bout me a bangle..althou tak sebrapa..akan ku kenang dlm diriku.muahaha happi nyer die...

Sat...family day...went out wit yayah's fam, yati's fam and milia's fam...and my fam...its my beloved ABAH..bdae..
Happy bdae to u
Happy bdae to u...
Happy bdae To abah..
Happy bdae to u...
he blanje us @ Chai Chee Seafood Restaurant..hhehehe... makan sakan seh..terus nak pi ugame sok nye sakit perut..

Sun..after ugame went home ALONE strait..

Im chilling to Strayvoice-Final regards


Friday, October 01, 2004

WHAT A STORIESSSS......BORING...

Haahahaha...Jus create a blogspot for my Mean Girls..hahaha *evil**setan* sak syamsiah....Yani uh ni cabar aku buat tu blog....anjz~~~....

Yah gona write abt what ive been doin dis few days..

Monday---Missing my dad..But yesterdae when he called home, im not at home coz i went to skewl..

Tuesday---Followed mak to Tampines..got nisfu syaaban (correct me if im wrong)...@ rumah cik tipah..tipa tetipu tetipu tetipah..hahahah L.A.M.E..hehehe..

Wednesday--Went to Spore Expo..Ustaz Fahrur Razi invited us all dere coz Nisfu Syaaban again....chey invited us kape..went wit mak, masihta, aini, sak, sis BAYA!!,sis lid...doa doa n i hope God listened to my wishes and he'll accept my wish..hahah byk seh aku mintak..notttt so many lah..*keep it secret*

Thursday-- Reached ct hall and met up wit Basith and Syah...wit iffah..tats Dilz and Iffah fwens..so i tagged along wit dem to penin..saw new model digicam Nikon..5200..haiya..nice features..got voice..tot of trading in..but the auntie duno lah wat she mumbled..so boring~~im soooo sori dilz idah diah...u guys went on too fast..wen we reached dere..krg da takder seh..haiz..nvm lah..nxt time we must prom ourselves dun leave eeach otha..hahah..mcm paham je syam..
den go town wit iffah again..met Azmie(cuz),Wan(Bestfen)..drg ajak lepaks..hahah best jugak uh...da lame tak dgr wan nye jokes..pantat die kacau iffah..haha azmi kept on asking abt iffah..suke die kape..gangster eh die..dun said dat to my twin lah..heheh..Nenek kol hme..telling me a very shocked story...i cried wen i heard dat...and made me cried more wen my mum cried...we cried togethe..even iqa who dunot noe anythink cried along seh..wen i asked her y..seh said she missed abah... :'(..yesterdae was so dramatic...i luv my sis soooo much..i hope she accept d fact... i think my freedom will be getting even more worst wen abah gets home.. :'(...tis is ol bcoz..haiz...nvm..

Friday-Going out today wit my beloved \m/sg\m/..dgr main pool or wat..long time no play i aso forgot how to hold d stick sia..serious ly..muhahaha..mayb today i dun play coz im not in e mood...Aniway abah is cumming home today!!!!!!!!evening...i'll not be long wit u \m/sg\m/ im sorries....nid to go after 5.. : )...

Im chilling to Lacuna Coil--Falling Again

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