The One And Only Me: January 2007

Monday, January 29, 2007

hari asyurah..

amin i did it.

together with him.

eh what are you guys thinking heh?!

puasa lah!

it was like the first day we iftar together today k.first time beb. selalu nye aku iftar sorang2, or at workplace cos he was busy with ns.

eh ape plak ni gi bulan ramadhan.

i was happy to spend my time with him earlier, before he goes back to camp.

focussing more to the food not the colour of his skin eh.hehe.

n i miss him already.

hajar, wana tag along tmr jalan2 ngn dak ex fl.miss you .sorry i knw tis is super late info.but hope u can make it okie.

Im chilling to Dewa-Air mata.

Sunday, January 28, 2007

freedom.

hey to all,

sometimes i just think im not a good daughter to my family.

i'll not want to hurt any of them,because i heart them lots.

sometimes i just hate the attitude of the father,who somehow make a big fuss when his daughters went out for a while to meet friends or what.

HE JUST THREW MONEY AT ME ouhkayy Just Now.?! YES MONEY?! REZEKI BEBS.duit lah sehs.

NO i don't think im using that money.

but i will one day, on the dress for graduation day.

hehe.

but

anyways...

i love spending time with someone i love,

and i miss him soo much..

the new hair just make me wanna puke can? hehe.nolah i love it lah.

so i met with ~~mr z~~ the rest.

1)farhanah
2)hajar
3)lyd,kai,fai,jah
4)cadburiez
5)izuaan

Im chilling to Malique & D'essentials-Kangen

*sesungguhnya aku kangen sama kamu!

n f**k to all who hatesss indonesian songs.

bye.!

hey updates!

graduation is coming soon.

meanwhile,

born on the same year,same month,same day,different timing.

couple of the month sajer. still prefer her with amjad.

but nvm,hopefully everything will go very smooth with sharim.

all the best!

yante and sena

chilled and sheesha-ed at el-sheikh.

gambar mau siak.hahai.especially zie eh.

im not done shopping for the grad, and didn't notice actually the day of the graduation night is coming nearer and more nearer.

netball had been changed on to every monday now.luckily its just once per week or else it will clash with my mandarin's.i don't know to come or not to on monday.

to the person i loved so much.

nothing will change my love for you. even if you have not change for the better, i'll still be with you and love you.

to the people i love,

1)farhanah.

2)hajar.

3)lydia,kai,fai,jah

4)mr z.

5)cadburiez.

6)izuaan

i want to meet you.hit me back eh.

Labels: singapore won.yeayness.

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

nareeza sing for me song from awie pls.

how am i going to put it to words. i shudn't have told her the first place.sorry to that someone who i just hurt by sms-ing to you.

marketing class getting better and better each day.im just happy being with friends and taking shots.heee.

enjoys.

ok tell you what. our marketing teacher took for us. (=

yup2.

eh hajar remember the song that goes yup2 hello makcik! kwakwa.meet u tmr sis.muacks.

im growing people.how?help.losing weight before grad nyte is a must!

still stressing on what to wear for the night.

btw to saidah, a big thx for recommending me some outfit that i should wear. love u and miss you. plan for the caddies to meet somewhere in feb aite.

just thinking back what you did to me bestie, its just too pain to swallow it. but im kewl. i'll be happy what you think might be happy for you.so stop pretending i knw u likes him and how much you loves him.if only he was an alien to me, i'll accept him for who he is.

tak paham kan. tak paham diam!

but i got my mr z with me.alhamdulillah and still going strong.

just hoping it will be forever.

and it won't end up inside drain.

<3>

farhanah i miss you.

yeah darling i miss you too.

Saturday, January 20, 2007

the feeling not here ~~ mood sway!

one caused from th bf another one is frm someone that she is close with,the sister. the bf didnt pick up phone callssss and reply to msgssss while the sister were against her angst towards me.but wat the fuct im going for something important tmr, and i have to be there weder it is rain or shine.it is only for one pathetic day la deh.nvm, i try my best to extend the time on my own.do it like it is my father who organized the thingy.(= (shout doesn't mean im angry)

im in a deep pain in the arse. im useless as a child,a friend and a gf.and im not a gd sister to my sisters.

earlier today in school, we didn't want to attend for mandarin lesson.

but after which, we discussed and planned to go. we loves our mandarin teacher so much.

school today was kinda suck.no marketing class and hr we did nothing but surfed.oh no by next wk i got to pay full for the grad nite on 9 feb.

lama siak tk amek gbr dengan dekni.

pose-d bapoks!

trio.

rushed home to get ready for maal hijrah held at singapore expo with ustaz fahrur razi.just love the zikirs by him.

(=...
salam maal hijrah to all muslims friends.

Thursday, January 18, 2007

sway leh the CA!

we played a new game called "PIGGY" kweng3,using SNAP cards.

location: student hub.

and the PIGGY was Nareeza.kesian,die asyik kene kacau jer.sabar jer lah ye.you'll get used to it, like what they are making fun of the fringe (=. i chill beb!

touch nose touch nose.

ok ppl thats nareeza.

"Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. "

i viewed at a website telling me all about my life regardless of my future,friendship,love,etc.

for sure, i don't believe in it.but everything were so real.i have more than this.

headed down to ubi cc with zie after school to meet him.i was asking myself, to continue my final theory or not but the decision later was NO when i met him, his face was sour like plum.to add,gua binget, we met only for a while because he said he wants to go to mesjid to meet the gang.malam2 jumaat pun ader gang gathering.i can understand that.but what i cudn't stand was that he said he wants to eat.but end up we only drank ice lemon tea at banquet bedok and headed to busstop.ice lemon tea ppl.ice lemon tea.kenyang~~!!i asked him what the hell happens to him?he said nothing and was mute all the way sending me home.

graduating soon, worry about my future after school's life. hmm.

he is in a state of confusion. confirm conpuse?!?! marah kat aku.keeessian.

Im chilling to Ungu-Berikan Aku Cinta

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

ni de pi ku henn--tak!

ni hao ma.
bu cuo!
hai ke yi!
nin hao.
xie xie ni!
ha peng you!
yi er san san er yi.
yi er san se wu liu ci pa cio shi shi pa cio.

amciams?
hahaha.
wuuuhhhu fun lah seh learning mandarin.!!

i just started my first mandarin lesson yesterday.very the fun i tell you!idah is always very funny when it comes to the pronounciation.and our beautiful mandarin's teacher, mdm chou gets excited easily when she is teaching us.we laughed she laughed.we make fun of her,but she still teach.my friends are so looking forward in learning mandarin kan? hahai.the kecohness of my malay girls are the best!bagosss bapoks!

mdm chuo from taiwan.

~~bu ke yi.....ni de an cian..............................~~
correct me if im wrong chinese frens!

idah the funny woman that makes me laugh all the way while mdm chuo is teaching. pantats tol!aku nak concentrate ouhhhkeyy!!
diam lah pok!

this is wat i called "semangat nak blaja mandarin beb".

yawning or what?!?.heh the rest of my malay girls.

soooo....
tmr will be AOA'S CA on tables and formula using word. insya'allah hopefully to do my best.
and the rest of next week will be marketing.
i really dunno when is my hra's CA.the teacher also can't bothered.haiya.

can someone help me to take my lappy far from me.i can't help it everytime when i have nothing to do in the evening. i waste my time checking emails, friendster-ing, myspace-ing, blogging, chatting and listening.but i can't spend the whole night with my school books.

i am fucting lonely and i need him by me.

kalau name nye pembelot,pembelot lah kan.

new yr's resolution?
not to be late for school. ~~siak~~ try!haha.

i was late by 1hr45min for school just now.now blame to the father. =)

wa de mama pu kong cio..k part ni aku smarang.

Im chilling to Chinese Made Easy-CD.

im soo sorry this is still

under construction.really!!

ni hao!

Sunday, January 14, 2007

gua kate gua tak nak!

life have been a bitch . i am not complaining but im stating.

i am really not so sure what to do when i meet her.we were like aliens when we see each other. we used to be gd frens and shud i say this she knw everything inside outside about me. as a muslim, im here to say sorry can? but for sure she won't read this.

im sorry again can?

miss the old school days when izuaan rang me up.he said he misses me.i missessss u too lah kie.

when can we ever lepak like this again.
hope going fine with u and ah tin.

i missed every part of my life.
my hunny, work,colleagues,friends,truefrens especially im in a great pain missing farhanah.

ustaz did some funny stuffs over at jamiyah today.hurhur.hutan rimba kwakwakwa. dian joined us and we,masita,ijah,aini and dian went eating at geylang.

do i sound like makciks2 at geylang?

mr z is going to taiwan soon. gonna miss him like hell. =) eh army life sucks.

and to hamzah thx for accepting me back.and congrates you've quitted smoking.

i'll be very busy this week
1)schools till friday
2)alter my pants with hajar
3)meet mr z after skewl
4)the role play
5)wak ros pindah
6)event at pasir ris but clash with the pindah
7)awal muharram at expo
8)class agame.

ok gtg now.

Saturday, January 13, 2007

ok semangat i know this is soo semangat.

i went to cicakman's launching.all the way to woodlands with kakak,n his bf,hafiz.

my sis lah, she is the one who wants so much to meet yusry!

the four of us.kak,yusry,norman, n myself.from the hp.

from dg cam.

and presents to you..the fake cicakman. how sad apek (who is supposed to be the cicakman is out for his 2 months holidays)

flirty!the picture shows it all.but he is such a friendly man/pest!

i followed just because

i need...

this...

T-W-O dresses..

lil red riding hood

the black maria (=

i wanted it so badly LAH but no money beb! the first time i saw it.i fell in lurve with it.hajar bout the same dress but its black.when i came back for the black one, it left only with red,green, turqoise(koyak) and white(kotor).the 2 R's pantats tol!so i choose red.how cantek tak? merah for me?!

hehe. there i told u.sakinah is such a sweet sister of mine.mcm org kate die tak lokek duit..wahahahahaha! (=

miss dear very the much,really.

im just too sad and still in a shocking state thats why i went shopping.hmm.suddenly i miss farhanah, i nid hugs from her.anyone pls?!

how could.......?

ok nvm.

im chilling to element-cinta tak bersyarat.

Thursday, January 11, 2007

pressure lah kau.

school was not like last year where we had fun and giggling over stupid stuffs.

well, i broke down earlier as mr z said im having some affair with a guy friend.
i've already said sorry eventhough im not at fault. but the issue is kenapa eh with the big f**king surprised!

and some pest just can't keep their mouth shut!
the world is going to be upside down soon infact it is already isn't? used to be gd friends talking behind the ass.so proud of the 'handsome' muke macam cik leh bf.blueek.

btw the big walk just now was a great one after tucking in some what the fish from ljs.

any indon friends people.?!?!

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

so nice!

ben & jerry-choc fudge brownie

bought by my lovely sister.
she bought me many stuff and hope to get more from her.
the more the merrier kan kate org.
i love her.

hajar,
thx for the day today.
and lutfi too.
the ride was fun especially when there are u guys.
i am so jealous now ok. u and fie are happy couple with happy mood of shopping. they really got a lots of shopping bags.

i miss you alots mr z. i bought u something and thought of giving u long time ago.

so happy bdae to wahidah! love u larlink!
so sedapp the bubble gum cake!
u are 18 now.n im goin 20 soon this yr. )= so soon.
i want to be 16.

tmr will be the mock test for marketing.and i am still struggling!

yeah-~~...

so everything when smoothly during orientation and love the 2nd grp of ppl participating in the telematch.

Friday, January 05, 2007

huhu at last.

btw it is not too late to wish everyone a happy new year. hello 2007!

my trip to tanjong pinang was a great one despite of lesser people.

the terminal when we arrived at tp.

out of the dizzy-ness i still smiled to the camera.
sea sick.

when we got to the hotel,we posed.

waiting for the keys to our room.

and then there she goes.....

mother.

he delicious food frm mum's cooking for 'malam raya'.

i swear the head of the 'tree' moves the next day,when im ready to go to the mosque. from left to right.

at charlie's chicken ramayana

the best chicken ever.

night view from the hotel,kaputra hotel. just love the hotel.

the next day it was morning of aidiladha!and thee feeeeling ah..its not like 3 or 4 yrs back in tp.

masjid yg dibina dan disedekahkan oleh nenek. masjid al-qanaah

solat iduladha

"bismillah....asalamualeikum.."

busy reading news.

kewl not berita harian tau.i am reading and to add 'macam paham'.

bersalaman after the whole thing.so happening kan.

the women,the villagers,they know each other.but we were lost. they were frenly.

as usual. the three cuzs after solat.

ibu mahu kemana.?

went to a fren's house...so green and so haunted especially at night, just beside the house, trees everwhere.

had our first breakfast. the chicken wing were superb.

his factory behind the house.posed with the old car.
and we went back to the masjid for the first kambing to be korban..mmbeek..

alalalalalala...senyun2 kambing..

"allahuakbar......"

uncle doing 'kekah' for his new-born grandchild,nursyakirah.

bloody.

ahyoh lembu, moooo u'll be the last.

ah potong jangan tak potong,mas!

and at night, we ate again.

inside the factory again.

"aku lah mat rempit seeejatiii... wengggg"

ok please don't look at my stomach. i looked like one of the boncets pakcik.the indon style of riding without helmet.

market place.maka nye kalo nak amek gbr tu jgn pegang kaki.

he is soo relaxing.and so look like the padi vokalis-fadly.*melts*

he crew family. the one wearing white is so hot ok. they are a bunch of friendly people.

indon guys just make me melt. ok nvm.

actually we were inside the cabin with permission okay!

im loving this place.

gdbye. we'll visit there often.

there are alots of pics so i think the one ive put up here are the best.so enjoy..

i miss him. happy 1 yr,dear.hope to hear from you soon.

been busy lately doing the proposal of games and telematch for the new january intake when school re-opens.to sleeq all the best.

i have some problems, now im facing it non other in ghufran.hope things be usual as per normal. i loves ghufran.i was there since kindergarten.

i've told hajar, that im doing good with djah and she was so happy about it.i miss her.

saw alin in the morning, okay and thats my first time, seeing ehsan, he is such a shy guy i must say.don't bother to look at my face when i tried to smile.maybe he thought i gatal or something.

Im chilling to Ungu-Seperti Yang Dulu.

Labels: the holiday is all about eating gd food.

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