lingz back! work has started at ppl shipyard.. work is fine at both the shipyard and ntuc, just that im getting weaker and weaker. been sick for a few days already.. vomit + diarrhoea + fever + loss of appetite.. doc says its food poisoning and my aunt asked me to beware of dengue since there are alot of cases in my block and dengue fever is on the rise now in singapore. slept for so long today.. too tired to wake up to watch tv and dun even feel like eating.. -.-

hope i can recover tmr.. if not i think i should quit from ppl.. had been absent from work for too long already.. if nvr quit, they might fire me instead. haha.. or m i thinking too much? well.. learnt quit alot at ppl.. learnt about work permit, how to apply and renew and alot more. im learning as much as i can now, hope this can help me in the coming fyp? haha.. thinking too much again.. anyway.. just trying to gain as much experience as i can.

Met up with jiamin on saturday and passed her the present. gave her a dreamcatcher, dunno if she will like it but i hope she will. uploaded the photo we took the other time.. nice nice..

heard alot of things have change in ma kuang after my attachment ends.. shall not talk about them but hopefully things will be fine for the company.. results will be out on 6th october. hope it wont be very bad. *keeping my fingers crossed*

well well.. i've thought abit for my future. decided to work for 2 years after poly.. earn enough money to pay back the study loan and hope can save as much as i can for university fees. shall find some HR related work to do. then will try to apply for a place in university for HRM.. hopefully with the experience i may gain in those 2 years, they can more or less get me a place in university.. then yeaps.. come out i guess will be easier to find job? i hope so.. but a fren asked me.. "so do u wanna forever work for others or do u wanna be an entrepreneur someday..?"

seriously i have yet to think that far and such things are hard to say. one cannot predict the future, even though that may be a goal.. i think so long i can get a job that allows me to meet all ends, i will be happy. wont think alot about being my own boss or sth.. i guess im not that ambitious yet.. just hope that i can achieve wad i want for now first before deciding on any other things.

shall stop here.. weather hasnt been good these days, take care every1., dun be like me ok.. :)

wow wow wow! its been near 2 weeks since the last entry.. my attachment has ended and my new job has started.. so many things happened huh... last fri was the last day of my attachment. went for lunch with my colleagues at V8 cafe and they were surprised that the food prices are rather affordable, much cheaper compared to swensens and its almost of the same standard.. yeapz... heh.. they insisted on treating me and dun allow me to pay for it.. (-_-")

had chicken chops and one of my colleague, Karen was saying,
"Aren't we already chickens?" when she was placing the order.. dots.. my other colleague started laughing like there was no tomorrow.. the lunch was fun! we reached the office only at 3.. power eh.. haha.. coz all the big bosses weren't around! Once in a while is alright, i guess? hee.. yeapz.. anyway.. went back to Ma Kuang this wed.. to meet up with Mr. Lim and Xiao Yu.. had a good laugh.. as Xiao Yu said quite alot of good things.and yah.. i even wrote the company assessment myself.. so pro right.. he just copied everything.. haha.. No comments about this officer of mine.. -_-"

Ok, enough of that.. shall tok abt my new job~ just started work yesterday.. it's alright.. the colleagues are quite ok.. one of the more senior staff is quite a nice lady.. she talked to me and stuff.. and told me to study hard.. cute right. haha.. but well, its just the 2nd day today.. not sure wad is in store for me on mon as the HR manager returns from the overseas trip.Was told i will be assigned more task.. that's rather good right? at least i wont have to rot at the office.. and yup.. im sorry if i did not reply any of ur msn msgs today.. haha.. i was busy playing around with the system they use there.:x

Oh yah.. had a hard time finding the location on my first day as i was totally clueless as to where pandan road is. took bus no. 78 and sat all the way.. until i reach a stop where many people alighted, sensing something weird, i went to ask the bus driver if i have reached.. and yes i got there safe and sound. But i was rather tramautised when i entered the factory.. all the Banglahs and China men were staring at me as though i was some alien from outer space.. they din even gave me space to walk.. had to say "excuse me" for umpteen times before they gave way. Well.. lucky i dun get to work at those sites.. As its a shipyard company, they employ many foreign workers.. even in the office, its so multi-nationals everywhere. (-_-")

Lucky i got to noe where and when to take the shuttle bus to and from work. Got to my workplace at 7.35 today... so early right?! coz my bro sent me to the mrt station before he left for his camp.. hee..

Shall stop here.. might be turning in soon.. quite tired and will be working at 9 tmr for the ntuc job.. cheers. hope i wont fall ill.. heh.. i wont!
I AM STRONG!
Take care everyone! and dun miss me, esp pei mei.. HOHOHO!

heya.. found a temp job for the coming holidays! yay! haha.. its gonna be at west coast.. not sure of the company name yet.. found it through jobstreet. have to work from 8 - 6 on mons to thurs and 8-5 on firdays.. yippeee.. pay isnt high though.. 5.5 an hour.. but ok la.. coz they say still got OT all those ma.. plus its a 5days work week job.. suitable for me.. so i juz agreed to it loh.. will be working on sat and sun at ntuc for the time being. shall quit after i find another better job.. haha..:x jazz.. dun learn from me k..=) oh yah.. back to the job i just got.. was told main job scope was admin and some data entry.. ok lah.. dun really mind.. so long can earn money can liao..

decided that we shld juz remain as friends for now. :) some of u may noe y.. i shall not elaborate here.. let it remain as it is.. hee.. yeah.. been toking to fred these days.. not bad not bad.. very long nvr tok to him.. i mean.. last time seldom have the chance to tok to him.. not like now.. shld be meeting up before sch start i think..

at my workplace now.. nth to do.. finished all the work.. so here i am to rot again.. shld have sent the report to my email but i forgot to.. which is y im rotting now.. sobx.. -.-

Ok, im updating. i noe some of u miss me. haha! especially my dearie milo. coz she kept asking me to update. work is boring. can imagine me blogging at my workplace. nth to do for the whole day.. just did some of my report, 1610 words.. at least another 390 more to go.. jia you! yeah.. i redo everything. coz after the discussion with gene, jiayi and hendry, i somehow feel that what i have done is not really right..

one more week to go! i'va already submitted alot of resumes online for part time admin work. any lobangs please tell me ok! for a month.. :) dun feel like working at NTUC le.. but somehow like quite guilty if i quit now.. coz i did not really mention anything about quitting to qiumei.. *thinking* i guess im really bad at numbers.. only tallied once before.. and the rest are all more than the estimated amount.. sobx..should i really quit? i dun feel good with not tallying after working there for a mth already.. sighs..

things look bad for him.. guess this is wad u all are interested in yea? haha.. hmm.. they nvr patch up and he nvr intend to patch up with her.. told me last night that the ger keep calling him, he feels so irritated by her.. i juz kept quiet.. din really talk much to him these days after the unhappiness last sat.. sighs. but that talk really made me feel that i do not know him that well.. he's more of an extremist, with 2 extreme sides. perhaps he has always showed me the good side.. which was why im unable to take it when i see the other side.. not bad. but rather its his bad tempered side. im beginning to wonder about the words he told me initially. he was rather frank with me at the beginning but i would not assume so after we 2 got closer. argh. shall not tok about it further.. maybe continue next time when there are new updates. been pondering if all these are just infatuations. isit really coz he was there when i needed some1 and vice versa or wad.. truth is always hard to find out. especially so when the bond is not there yet..

grrr.. talked to fred last nite.. first time we could hold a conversation for so long.. and he agreed on that. we were like old frens talking. the feeling is good! haha.. coz i think we can talk last we used to and im happy to gain back this friend. first time after so long, he is telling me about his stuff.. haha.. :x might be meeting him this coming holidays.. maybe with his frens or wad.. not very sure too. but im sure the trip will be to sentosa. i hope the trip will be on.

Mr Frederick, hope you wont bluff me this time round.

haha.. notice i purposely bold it. hoho.. anyway.. tonight's superstar final~! i hope kelly wins. Sorry to kelvin's fans.. but im a supporter of Kelly..:x hope i can get back home by 730 for the show.. its currrently 5:08pm.. another 52 mins to the end of work.. heehee..