Nth much today. Went to the polyclinic to see the doc about my face. I think, if i were to be granted a wish, i will wish for good skin. Seriously, i used to think that being plump is my biggest bother, now i think otherwise. Grrrr. Maybe its in my genes. My dad has bad skin when he was young, he commented that i look like my aunt, his younger sister, when she was young as she used to have the same skin prob as me. =(
i dun wan! i dun wan!

Anyway, back to the doctor, she was funny. I told her about my skin, she smiled and said," i used to have the same problem as you when i was young, it just comes and goes. Nothing much can be done, except to take good care of it everyday and drink more water, do more exercise."

She prescribed the same medicine as what the other doctor gave me the other time. Antibiotics again, but this time, no longer the cream, they changed it to some lotion for me to apply. Hope it works. But was told i need at least 3 - 6 months to see the effect, if not, they will have to refer me to a specialist. =(

Okok, enough of the day at the polyclinic, met up with cheryl after that. Actually she wanted to go 768 but we changed plan in the end, headed to causeway point instead. Been a long time since i last saw her and im glad that she has found her happiness. =) No more worrying over him. hee hee.. All the best for u ya. And yup, chatted, gossiped and even tried to dig out Mayling's secret. LOL. That is to find out who her boyfriend is. She has been so mysterious about it. We were all wondering if she and Ah Choon are together. Haha.. We are so KPO. But well, din manage to as she was avoiding our questions all the time. >.<

Yup, more or less for today. Went to Sheng Shiong to help my mum get the stuff she wanted. Its so damn heavy. Had to carry the bleaching liquid and all those bottles of sauces back home. Was dragging my feet as i walked home. Haha.

Sometimes i really hope that time would stop at that moment during the promise. But well.. doesnt matter. =) Shall update again ya.. Lastly, i think i gotta be a good girl and start working on my modules! Not more slacking!!!

hmm.. Went out for movies today with weide. Saw alex, my sec sch fren. And it so happened that we watched the same movie but he's sitting on the row behind mine. haha. he was weird to look at weide and then back to me again. -_-" Well..

nvm.. i felt kinda guilty to make weide spend so much today. The movies, the popcorns, the drinks and the erp charges? =x Already promised that i will treat him back the next time. Probably somewhere in jan again when we both are free ya.. =)
i know weide will come read my blog. so yup. thanks for the movie treat and all today ya. =) Sorry to trouble u by coming to my place to fetch me and stuff ya. Did enjoy myself, just that i was abit tired. =x Hope the same for u too. And next time i think it will be better to watch a show which we both can understand. =x

Anyway.. meeting lena tmr. long time no see!!! looking forward to it. Hope things will turn for the better for her. Smile smile.

Christmas is over. =) Work is to begin this week. i know i should not play anymore. Next week is common test!!!! how how how!! i am still in the holiday mood!!! omg.. I think im gone case. =x

Been working through the holidays and im super shagged. seriously. i worked from 1pm to 9pm today. haven work for such long hours since i left Sakae. Always work only short hours at Foodland. But i dun mind working long hours ah.. that is if work is busy. =x Coz i dun like to sit there and get paid. I rather there is work and i get paid. It will make me feel better u noe.. Plus its so boring to just sit there without much customers coming to my counter to make purchases. =/

Might be having a BBQ with my family members this New Year's eve. But it will depend on whether we can get the pit tmr. Hehe.. meeting my cousins xuanhui and justin to book the pit. having lunch with them.. nth much tmr . =(

okay.. merry christmas eve. its been so long since i got home so late. i reached home at 12 today. yes.. 12am. =) went out since 12pm with nisa and milo to do events. walked around in orchard, had starbucks coffee, had nana thai at far east. they both got some stuff for themselves while i totally forgot that my main aim of going to orchard was to see the lightings. =X anyway, i did get to see them at last before i go home. and yup, took photos! =D

haha.. yeap.. chatted abit with my fren just nw.. was talking to her about our lives. hehehehehehe.. nice to just sit down and chill. everywhere was crowded and guess wad. we sat at the entrance of the uob bank beside cineleisure and tok. nice day today. hehe..

and thanks to my cousin justin. for hacking into my blogspot account and create another account for himself. =.= called himself loveknight. he's only primary 5!! omg. going primary 6. students nowadays are so "pre-matured". they are toking about love and relationships already. and his msn nick is all about love and that special someone. >.<

but well toking about that, hope everything goes for u and ur family ya? i have been through wad u are going through right now. all the suicide plays that they put up, leaving the home for her and all. yea.. i truely know how u feel. just hope things will go the right way. im glad that i said everything last night. haha. like u said, our "confrontation" night. i guess we know each other much better le. i can feel that ur not someone who can take pressure well. haha.
nevertheless, u can still come to me if u need a listening ear or wad. same thing applies to all my friends. =)

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Not fated.
Absolutely not.
Just as i expected.
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*Speechless*
Things shldn't change.

boring day. went work this morning. came back sleep all the way.. from 4plus to near 8.. woke up by my mum for dinner. but wasnt hungry so i skipped dinner too. just ate abit of the dishes so that they wont say me or wad. -.-

anyway.. the ktv tmr was cancelled. make me happy for nth. i tot i could finally be able to go out for some de-stressing activities. but well.. nvm.. =) abit moody today i think. i think im evil oso. to said those in the sms. but nvm.. the sms was already sent. haha.. =x shall not reveal it here anyway. asked fred if he wanna go out tmr since he isnt working. but too bad, he has to go back sch. think i will have to rot at home tmr.

tot of going to find him. but nvm.. sometimes i think its better that we remain as mysterious as now. maybe it will do more good this way. i know i shldnt fall into that trap just like wad pm and zh say. and yes i wont. hehehehehe. =X

arghhhh. i feel so lost. lost as in i dunno wad to do for tmr!! my 2 "dates" for the same day, were cancelled one by one. maybe i shld stay at home for the 19th. shldnt go out anyway.

just got this new look for my blog. hehe.. jazz - i got a new skin already. =p effective eh.. been a busy day today.. went work at 7am, being the only cashier, it was damn busy. they say its good training for me and i really got so drained and tired after the work. first time i felt this way. maybe its the first time i had to face all these customers myself.

had dinner with f4.. cool. sat in pastamania for near 2plus hrs.. its been so long since we last met up to catch up and all. i really look forward to each meeting as there will be constant updates every now and then. cool huh. i love f4 to bits. hope roy is fine.

bad sore throat now. muz have tok too much just nw that my throat hurts. on top of that, there's also the toothache. arggghhhh. dunno if i shld wait till 1.30am.. or maybe i shld just go rest first. sighs. i feel like changing my job. i seriously feel no sense of satisfaction with the current part time job. i dunno why. =( maybe its too not my type of job.

holiday time! yay.. my long waited holiday.. but it doesnt really seem to be a holiday for me as the group decided to go back sch for projects. finally. they feel that we shldn't be doing last minute stuff anymore. i hope they mean wad they say ya.. dun make me happy for nth ah.. =x

my toothacheeeeee!!! another teeth is growing.. at my age. omg. i hope its not wisdom tooth. this time is really much more painful than the other time. it seems to cause so much obstruction for me as i find it tough to even swallow my saliva. =( sad.

going for ktv session with the usual gang ---> jx,jy,gene, milo but this time round.. wk is going! first time. haha.. quite weird that he actually agrees to go.. but its okie. =) hope i can catch the king kong show by this week. someone told me hopefully able to make it. so here i am, waiting to catch the show. =D i tot it looks quite nice. i wanna see the christmas lightings too. =( anyone willing to bring me there? accompany me rather. its niceee. i saw from the tv programs.. told him of that idea whereby i bring milo and he bring lian mei and we all go out together. but somehow we felt its kinda weird. so decided to drop the idea.

tmr's meeting with f4. been so long since we met up and chat.. looking forward to it. but in the morning got work at 7am.. so early.. and my tooth is aching like shit.. dad ask me not to go work.. but i feel bad if i absent myself as i will be the only cashier for tmr morning.. so i guess its better to go rather than to put chew mui at spot when questioned about me not coming to work. so yup.. bear with the pain first. i wont visit any dentist. thats wad i fear most. =x and jia yi is suggesting that i visit one to see wad exactly is wrong.. nooooooooooo.

kinda tired. i think i better go rest first.. dunno if i shld wait for the call or just go ahead to bed like the other times. sian..

a promise broken. was disappointed but well.. its ok, i noe it wasnt on purpose. u had ur reasons and i noe about them. =)

i understand.

we can always fix another time. but i hope nothing will go wrong the 2nd time. =x

in the library now.. m a bad ger.. im rotting away.. =x
shall start at 3:30pm ya.. hehe.. =)

so many assignments, they are simply killing me.. ytd was such a flop. felt kinda disappointed as we spent quite some time installing and finding those programs. the ipaq really gives me heart attacks at the most crucial time. one can freak out man.imagine it hangs and the whole thing went blank for 3 times? it did happened. and the worst was it actually hangs an hr before the presentation and there were technical problems too during the presentation and lastly, the ipaq crashed. there goes out presentation. but lucky we manage to save it and make it up at the last 15mins. *phews*

thanks for being there. i noe i have been feeling weird there few days. probably im too stressed. too many datelines to meet and ya.. tts y im behaving that way. oh yah, im going to the graduation night! yay!

Venue: Pan Pacific Hotel
Date: 17th March 2006

Im finally graduating!! so fast. i cant believe it. It seems as though i just entered school as a freshie. and now im on my way to graduating.

im tired.
mentally and physically.
the projects and all the shits are wearing me out.
anyone willing to tell me how i shld react towards such matters esp in groups?
maybe im thinking too much over such stuff. its stressful.

should i quit or stay on..?

19th Dec. keep ya promise ya? =)

im tired.
mentally and physically.
the projects and all the shits are wearing me out.
anyone willing to tell me how i shld react towards such matters esp in groups?
maybe im thinking too much over such stuff. its stressful.

should i quit or stay on..?

19th Dec. keep ya promise ya? =)