Wednesday, June 04, 2008
time is really passing by real quick I've only left less den 10 days before leaving to NZ... i'm rather excited but at the same time feeling fear and scared or even kinda reluctant to live a place where i've stayed for the past 22 years of my life... maybe coz it will be the 1st time that i'll be in a foreign place studying... away from all my family members... kinda scared of loneliness.. although Shawnie boy say he will be with me but he can't be with me all the time too... and i'm so shy/anti-social i dunno how am i gg to make new friends keke... i hope that i can cope well with my studies.. really scared i cannot follow the lesson and all... well many worries on my mind.. and wat makes it worst is all my friend ain't a phone call away.. my dearest kitty esp i couldn't just alight at hougang mrt station and walk to her place whenever i'm feeling down neither could i call her anytime of the day to complain/chat abt anything ohhh kitty must come visit me if possible k remember to skype with me.. 2nd person i'll miss most will be my dearest lil cousin carol~ she's the closest cousin to me just like a real sister... we are always spending our time shopping and slacking whenever we are free since she was just a baby we have been spending time together... and yes yes i know i promise i'll bring her to club once she reach 18 but i guess she gotta wait for my return hopefully during my breaks... there's so so many things i'll miss my friends, family and the lastest addition Rambo.. next friday will reach real soon sort of feeling rather emo.. trying to spend as much time with my closest friends and family. thou i'm rather happy that i can finally see my baobei and excited for the places he's gonna drive me around.. haha i'm so gonna learn my driving soon so that if my friends come visit i can drive them ard... no need baobei to fetch lol.. zzz i'll be taking quantas fight from s'pore at 1950 but i need to transit in sydney airport at s'pore 3am omg i'll be a walking zombie den 8 am den can transit the other plane to Auckland and reach there at s'pore time 12pm its a 16 hrs+ journey.. coz the 12 hour journey tix are sold out.. haha kitty i'll let u know how the transit is like den when u come visit me u will know wat to do hee... i'm so gonna miss u~ gosh... 15 july 'll be having my orentation zzz which makes me think back my freshman orentation haha.. oh well i know i can't expect the same... haha..
| 
