~Thousand of LOVE~: 04/01/2009

Sunday, April 26, 2009

just came back

actually just came back from pd "melepak dgn mereka" mereka??? mereka adalah dak2 dem... miss alot.. tomorrow rehearsal.. huhuhu da tak sabar da.. rindukan diorang.. walaupun masing2 da len.. have to sleep early.. tuesday~my convocation lalalalalalala~ tata wuarghhhhh!!!

Friday, April 24, 2009

He knows d best

ALLAH knows what is best for us
so why should we complain
we always want the sunshine
but HE knows there must be rain
we always want the laughter
and the merriment of cheer
but our heart will lose their tenderness
if we never shed a tear
ALLAH test us often
with sufferings and with sorrow
HE test us not to punish us
but tu help us meet tomorrow
for growing trees are strengtened
if they withstand the storm
and the sharp cut of the chisel
gave the grace and form
ALLAH test us often
and for every pain HE gives to us
provided we are patient
is followed by rich gain
so whenever we feel that everything
is going wrong
it is ALLAH’s way
to make our spirit strong

Life is too short to wake up with regrets..So love the people who treat you right..Love the ones who don’t just because you can..Believe everything happens for a reason..If you get a second chance, grab it with both hands..If it changes your life, let it..Kiss slowly..Forgive quickly..God never said life would be easy..He just promised it would be worth it..

I am only as strong as the coffee I drink, the hairspray I use and the friends+family+my love I have..!thank GOD for this life….

Thursday, April 23, 2009

love u...

I loved you then And I love you still I adore you now And I always will. p/s:love u n miss u dear... can wait to c u..

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

~syukur kepadaMu~

syukur alhamdulillah... hari ni byk benda yg telah berlaku excited mode**

dan pasti ma internal audit is over.. guess whut???? No NCR raised.. (last year 5ncr) thankzz to all for our successful.... ini kejayaan kita bersama.. bila pk balik hurm??? mcm tk percaya ma 1st internal audit dat i handle it....

tired mode**

Every wednesday... tool box talk.. im late again but no reminder letter like abg salem,aqraf and aman shah... very poor... dont wory.. wat donno jer ngn Janggut tu.. die dtg lagik lambt.. Asik hari rabu jer baca ikrar.. tak semangat sgt coz penat tak tido tak hilang lagik.. tapi kuatkan semangat utk mencari rezeki yg halal.. :P

happy mode**

since 16 july 08 until yesterday im waitin for ma confirmation thankzz to HIM.. i got it.. penat lelah berhasil walaupun gaji tk naek (ekonomi tak stabil kn) but its ok.. hope leh naek pangkat n gaji la *wink *wink..

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

internal audit~

its sound simple but alot of things to do.. fuh.... too tired.. masa ku coretkn pujangga ni bru jer bgun tido.. dr kul 7 ke 10.. cover tido utk semlm.. kuikui... 1 more day left.. still alot of things have to do.. explain bout NCR.. Preventive n corrective.. DATA to analys.. hope everything will b ok tommorow when we closed it

p.s:tk payah HJ Mahadzir nak jobo..bukan setel everything..tau kaki belit jer yg wat keje ku..so tk pyh la nak bermegah diri erk n tk pyh perasaan anda hensem...whuteva..ku tk hingin pun ngn ko..

Sunday, April 19, 2009

konvo

convo is around d corner.. i wish d person i luv can come on dat ma big day.. but hampa... ma buchuk pun tk dtg kot.. harap sgt die dtg.. sdey plak rase.. tp ku tkkn tnjuk semua tu kat die just yg cnfirm g mama laen tk kot... big day??? special day?? huh..too tired to think bout it.. yg penting ku da grad.. tp lebih membaHgiakan jika org yg kita syg ada disamping kita berkongsi segalanya.. impian tggl impian.. :(

Saturday, April 18, 2009

y3sterday

yesterday.. i got ma new digital camera.. dlm hati idamkan alpha 700 tp engak mampu seh so li jer mikro1040 dan ditemani oleh en jalak.. thx cyg coz spent time wif me.. yela da nak exam leh kuar lgik.. byk bnda penting yg perlu ku lalui smlm ujian medsi???? da pas.. but too frust coz tak g ujian munsyi (usm) soklan senang jer.. coz bfore dis pernah amek berangan2 nak masuk maktb.. 1st time im wearing bju kurung g opis.. tk berkelip diorang pandg.. bukan sebb lawa tp truja selama ni pakai suar jer tp ku ttp tomey bak kata janggut.. kan lawa kalo awak pakai bju kurung.. manis jer.. blushing**blushing** tihehehe... ku diwatnya **whuteva** whole week.. meet ma buchuk miss him so much... xoxo figthing..arguing.. semlm da ok.. huhuhu normal la sedangkan lidah lagik tergigit,,inikan kami berdua. hope hubungn ni berpanjgn la.. sory erk kepala kaco bilau skit love him alot. thx coz very supportive.. very understanding.. patient... makes me comfortable.. jalal..love u so much.. smlm gak.. ma lovely bro.. wat air laici+100 plus.. pelik tp sedap.. try it k..

yesterday..yesterday..hurm..dats all for today..mayb..huhuhu.. p.s: try it k... about laici+100 plus..very nice

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Forgive and forget...

rest mode** hari ni ku lebih tenang setelah mengambil masa yg agak lama tp bg org tk lama kot i miss d person who i hate (previous post).. soo sory..(10000xxxx apologize) too sarcastic... too annoying.. too jealousy.. im just a human.. tk terlepas dr melakukan kesilapan dan lukakan hati n perasaan org yg ku syg tp ku perlukan diorang utk phm ku tktaula aper erti hidup ini sebenarnya org yg paling ku syg *babah* lukakn hati ku ingin ku katakan yg ku syg n rindukan die ku terlampau rindukan die.. Ya ALLAH berikan ku kekuatan utk semua ni semua dugaan yg Kau berikan.. pulangkan die kepadaku.. ku anaknya yg merindukan kasih sygnya.. ku harap orang laen yg ku syg n syg ku paham ape ku lalui skrg.. pelbagai dugaan yg terpakse ku lalui tekanan pikiran.. its to0 tough for me mgkin kadangkala perkataan ku kasar.. ku mintk maaf even saper yg pernah hidup dgn ku pernah bersama dgn ku.. ku tk bermaksud nk lukakan hati org yg ku syg cuma tidak sedar ape yg terluah.. ku nak bahagia mcm org laen salah ker?? kenapa hati ku sentiasa dirundung duka.. dasawarsa kini masing2 sibuk dgn life masing2 mungkin ku kesunyian dan terlampau mengikut perasaan.. ketahui la ku ttp syg org yg ku syg dan pernah hidup bersama ku sentiasa memaafkan kamu. dan ku ingin meminta maaf juga maafkan ku ats segalanya.. ku hanya la manusia biasa yg sentiasa melakukan dosa n kesalahan MAAFKAN KU ATS SEGALANYA.. KU RINDUKAN SEGALA KEMANISAN KITA.. KU SYG KAMU SEMUA....

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

hatiku dirobek~

~fed up wif ma life.. the person who i love hurt ma feelin.. our thought r diff now.. everything is change dari 1 ke satu orang ku syg lukakan hati ku adakah hidup ku ni hanya utk dilukai.. ku penat utk hadapi semua ni ku tau tahap ku stakat mana nak dibandingkan korang semua enough is enough k... i hate u. if u hate me.. just let me noe.. jgn terus2an lukai hati ni hati ni bagai hendak pecah menanti belah.. korang ttp ku syg wlpun hati ku skt.. watla yg tbaek ku bukan la makhluk yg diciptaNya yg terbaek utk korang yg terbaek kan.. wish u best of luck... **i lost d person i love.. we cant turning back.. what i've to do now.. mencari ketenangan dgn mengadapNya..

sesungguhNya aku hambaNya yg lemah

keunikan aku dan hidup ku di acpi

actually i got dis page form ma workmate..btl ker ku tulis..haahhaha..kelakar yg amat sangt apabila die bercerita tentang ku...check it out k....

Keunikkan Si Fara

Setiap manusia dilahirkan dengan keistimewaan masing2. Keunikkan setiap individu berbeza. Hanya pandangan manusia yang suka membandingkan kelebihan orang lain. Macam teman sekerja aku ni. Namanyer Fara. Kiranyer dia ni satu2 nyer bunga yang fresh la kat department aku ni. 99% pekerja kat tempat aku adalah lelaki. Paham2 je la. Kalau dah lelaki.... Dia ni sering la jadi usikan budak2 ni.... Kadang2 poning dia dibuatnyer.... Kesian tgk dia ni. Banyak keje yang dinak buat. Terkejar2 dia nak siapkan semua keje yang diberi. Takpela fara... Insyallah segala kepenatan pasti terbayar.... Pasti ada ganjaran... Tunggu lihat je... Mana tau ko bakal jadi Pn. Mana 2 jer. Pasti senang hidup ko. Amin.... Ops sori jangan mare yer... Kita lupakan hal tu... Hari ni aku ada perasan satu benda kat fara ni. Cuba tgk pic kat sebelah ni. Apa keunikkan yang dapat kita lihat kat si Fara ni... Keunikkan yang aku dapat lihat dia tulis guna tanggan kiri/kidal. Tapi bukan dia sorang je. Ramai lagi ngak yang tulis guna tanggan kiri. Tapi yang berbeza ada 1.. Cuba cari... Teliti pic yang ada ni ni... Mesti ada kelainankan. Kebanyakkan individu menulis dari arah barat ke timur. Tapi dia menulis dari arah utara ke selatan. Berbezakan?.... Itula keunikkan fara... Jika sesapa yang terbaca tulisan ni n terpikat nak mengenali si Fara ni... Singgahle kat blog dia....

tgk siap promote ku lagikk..ish2 nak kena dak ni... ni la mungkin org pelik tgk ku dr segi ku menulis.. masa sek lu..kalo saper duk sebelah kiri for sure akan dapat tiru ku tp no..no..no..takkan dapat punyer coz tulisan ku kecik n tak lawa ((tgk merendah diri :))) bagi ku semua org ader kelebihan dan keunikan tersendiri. sesungguhnya ku sangat bersyukur dengan keunikan dan kelebihan ku ader yg tiada pada org laen.. Allah ini sgt adil dan pencipta teragung.. Apabila ku baca nukilan sahabt ku ni..kelakar gak la.. for ur imformation yg ku bekerja di kilang membuat produk konkrit percayalah yg ku sorang jer kat site kire 1% dr kaum2 ku di kilang tu.. quite tough..n its too hard pada awalnya tp dengan kekuatan ku kot (yg kini da gemuk) ku terus dpt bertahan.. bukan senang bekerja di sektor swasta n lebih2 lagi di monopoli oleh kaum adam..((aja aja figthing)) bg ku tanpa mereka ku tkleh survive.. diorang byk bg support.. tangisan???? of course la coz im gurl... 1st week ku kat acpi.. da kena baling kertas oleh **janggut** thats my senior work manager diorg gelarkan die coz janggut die panjg.. ku paling suker dis "fara bila nak submit ur summary..janggut sy ni da potong 4kali" hahaha..da malas nak dengar da.. ader 1 lagik die suker cakap.. "tinge saya bernanah kena ngn chan,bontot sy ni da nipis kena tendang(sambil menepuk bontontnya" itu adalah citer ttg die mahadzir. die bos 'jawa'.. in the early.. a bit ok la.. but da menunjukkn taringnya.. susahla die ni..die kaki belit.. pasal projek 'gong pasir'... hari2 kena marah... die suker cakap pasal "fara!if u dont understand..plzz pud dup ur hand..." ku hanay mengangguk kan pale..malas nak layan sgt come on la..biler nak mntk tolong baik jer.. biler dtg prob..mula la semua kena.. boss....bos... ni citer pasal pakcik yg ku syg (da anggap mcm ayh) en abu bakar bin hj din... die ni giler skit pale... ader jer benda nak sakat ku.. die caring,paham prob ku n paling ku tk suker.. ermmmmm... die tk bg ku carik keje laen..or blaja die suh ku kawin cpt coz ku baru pas amek kursus kawin.. layanla..kawan baek kepada cik maharin yg paling suke ckp "hang ni piang la" ku bekerja kat qc... ader 5org dlm department ni bos ats ku abg jimy..td nampak love bite...huh apelah nak wat jgn la tnjuk kat org.. :P gtl skit la..always talk bout miss j(janda) exec ku abg aman.nama penuh die aman shah mcm penyanyi dr jelebu .he's from sabah..tggi n hensem (saper nak kenal leh interview ngn ku lu selaku adeknya) hahahaha die supportive n rajin kuar gak ngn die.. harapan ku kat die cpt2 kawin n jgn makan hati lgik.. tak sggp tgk die bermurung.. to her gf...cpt2la ...huhuhu abg aman sila la kuat bekerja yer... pasni abg salem.. jawa gak tp org kaya sendayan..heheheheh funny,gile2,sempoi...ape lagik erk.. die memahami..byk ajar ku aper yg tk phm... drawing la,castingla,reinforcement... tp die byk bagi nasihat kat ku pasal **jalak** die kate jgn asik nak carik laki laen tp sebenarnya tkde pun... kais pagi makan pagi kais petang tido malam... ader gak die mntk no jalak..ku bg jer tp die tk berani nak call.. ku tak tkt pada gertakkan org la jobo kan.... ;P aqraf..tokei minyak lintah.. jgn marah.. die byk membantu ku..byk ajar ku pasal berkaitan ngn lab.. wat test cube... kalo wat slump n angkat concrete tk larat la bai.. leh terkeluar peranakkan.. huhuhu die baek n sempoila...byk bg idea pasal bisnes tp malas tu yg kaco ku wat bisnes.. hurmmm.. korang rase nak jual per?? ~after 5minute~ takde kot..nthla..kena pk panjg la.. td pun die tolong ku wat check list utk audit nanti.. huh... leh tercabut tgn.. asik tiru tanda tgn tp tak jadi.. apela tak teror macm ku.. :P sithamparam.. cube maker.. uncle ni sempoi.. da comel mcm doraemon blanje ku minum teh tarik.. de last n i hate most.. mana2 aje..(mana2ger a.k.a anak buah janggut yg jobo) hahaha jahatkan mulut ku kalo salah sikit jer nak jer ku baling besi y32 kat die.. sebaek die da tk dkt ngn ku alamak...penatla citer pasal keje malam ni kena wat minute..cm secretary plak hahah teror leh wat byk bnda 1 masa im a concrete lady la.. next post i will continue bout ma workplace k... nak kuar ngn ehem..ehem... tata

Monday, April 13, 2009

Nukilan tak sesusah yg disangkakan...

Hati itu Bumi; kadang-kadang cantik, kadang-kadang merisaukan! barangkali seperti Langit- kadang-kadang lapang, kadang-kadang menyesakkan. Kau mungkin keras, puas- tapi masih kosong, sepi. atau mungkin, cukup lurus -tapi telus, berisi budi. Hati itu Satu; bukan dua. Kau tiada; atau semua. Hati yang indah mungkin cinta- namun pada siapa? Hati yang terikat pada kiblat- itulah Nikmat yang paling padat! Hai hati, kau mati sebelum manusia dimamah Bumi- cantik tapi tua, asli tapi plastik…kan aku dah kata, kau ini seperti Bumi?

Karut tetap karut. But I have to begin somewhere to start writing poetry again. Yes, it’s been a while it seems. And yet, I came up with this. Haha. I was never good at Malay writing to be honest. I wish I was a lot better. Not that I never tried… it’s just that every time I do, they all sound too good to be true. Too flowery, I suppose. Haha. But despite all that, I just need to get the right feeling to express better. No pun intended :-) I’m not messed up. But these random thoughts just popped up in my head. Macam-macam interpretasi bila tengok gelagat orang. Kadang-kadang rasa letih dengan pemikiran sendiri. Haha. Dah lama tak fikir banyak. Seronok pula rasanya, bila sekali sekala berlaku. Teringat zaman yang bingung… semua benda nampak macam asing. Hmm. A beautiful memoir, it was :-) Anyway, I’m sure we all have our own minds that we choose to live in, don’t you think? So dear writers out there. You know who you are. Keep on writing. Write something random. Be random. Tell us what you think. Or what you do not think. Talk to someone you least expect to talk to about things. Share a secret. Go ahead and be in love. Live the moment as it should be lived :-) A poet without hysterics is rare.~

Sunday, April 12, 2009

-tAgged_

FOUR NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU: - fa,fafa,fara,farhanah FOUR MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE: - 0511 - 1901 - 2907 - 2911 FOUR THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES: - call ma hubby - wat quiz dlm facebook... - baring2 - bergosip ngn awek yatim..kak mai FOUR WAYS TO BE HAPPY: - mama always beside me - makan selalu - shopping selalu - tido selalu FOUR GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE: takde pape semenanye...tapi kalo nak bagi gak... - nak rumah - nak handphone bru - nak cam alpha900 - nak teddy bear FOUR OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES: - sms ngn jalal - makan - tido - tengok tv takde mase depan langsung..hukhuk.... FOUR PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION: - maritius - australia - new zealand - mekah kalo kat malaysia kat pulau peranginan la..dpt tnangkan pikiran FAVORITE DRINKS: - milo ais - fresh orange - watermelon juice(poyo ckp omputih) - ribena (Tumbesar yg cpt) FOUR THINGS ALWAYS FOUND IN YOUR BAG: - semestinye purse - hp - eye liner - compact powder FOUR FAVORITE COLORS: - hijau - hitam.... - putih - pink TOP FOUR HANGOUTS: - starbuck - mamak - umah mieza.. - mid..hahahha TOP FOUR U LOVE SO MUCH: - family - jalal cayunk - ncd3806 n nbv192 (ma rara n haha) - kawan2 TOP FOUR "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU: - jalal kot..hurm??bukn2..kete n motor la - hp - rour ring - money..... TOP FOUR WHO YOU THINK WILL ANSWER THIS SURVEY: - saper2 la... - adik kodek... - and sume la yang ade dalam my blog list TOP FOUR REASONS WHY YOU ANSWERED THIS SURVEY: - sebab saye punye pasal la....lagi mau tanye.. skunk saye plak tanye...nape 4 jek???nape tak 10, 20...banyak sikit pilihan jawapan....

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

Long Distance Relationship

its a lonely nite nothing much to do.. just have to settle a lot of work audit is comin' on 21st.. toooooo tired..and i wish he beside me but it just dream
hahaha merepek da.. love dis poem alot.. its all bout ma long distance relationship..
A thousand kisses will never be, Enough to satisfy my craving heart's plea, Tommorrow will be the day I love you more, Than today or yesterday or ever before, Words and phrases will never do, What my heart feels so deeply for you, Deeper and deeper my feelings go, My head is spinning too and fro, I want you here, forever and more, For our hearts to join and together explore, Our hearts beat and beat as one, Feel what I'm feeling, it's only begun, Yet, slowly my desire turns to rage, My heart feels as though it's within a cage, You are so close yet so far, At times like this I wish upon a star, I wish you were here and not over there, Yet life is hard as well as unfair, All I can do is wish and wait, Until we meet again as that is our fate, I love you more than my words can say, And forever my love will grow each passing day, Until the day I gently hold your face, Kiss your lips within a candle lit place, Hold you close and feel you near, Kiss your cheek, whisper to your ear, Feel your soft skin beneath my hand, Feel your energy inside expand, I'll wish for that moment as I always do, And I've wished upon a star, so my wish will come true

actually... quite bored dis tonite.. miss everything (ma family,lover,frenzzz) air mata da meleleh plak ni yg susah ni "emo sgt plak ku" tomorrow i've to continue ma work.. damn bored.. hayatila poem ni.. saja utk meluahkan rase hati ku gtg mau titon...

Monday, April 6, 2009

diSini sEgalanya berMula

disini bermula perjalanan seorang wanita yg "kusut" bernama ku.. hahahahahah merepek sakan kan.. orang da lama wat blog ku jer terhegeh nak wat.. soryla takde masa tp ku terpaksa mencoret sesuatu didlm ini utk menenangkan hati yg lara n punah ini... bukan sekadar utk suka2 saja... dengan cara ni ku tk perlu menyusahkan lagik org yg ku syg. mungkin dgn cara ni dpt kurgkan beban ditelinga mereka.. kuikui....skt tinge dgr ku membebel n melalak.. actually byk cara n paling bgus ialah solat n baca al-quran kan

Rasulullah SAW bersabda yang bermaksud: "Sebaik-baik kamu adalah orang yang belajar (membaca) al-Quran dan mengajarnya." – (Hadis riwayat al-Bukhari)

actually da ngntuk.. yerla da malam sgt pale pun da serabut.. ku makin kesunyian tp ditemani sesiapa mgkinkan malam ni le berlalu sj tnpa masalah di hari esoik arghh... semua tu angan belaka.. tak mungkin punyer i've to face it whether ku suke o tak.. tolongla pahami hati ni ku tknk disakiti lagik.. :( k la lagik lama lagik mengqarut... tido...tido....

~Thousand of LOVE~