Its 4:13 in the morning, and im not sleepy.
I'm really p/o-ed about not being able to fly to Cali to see everyone, especially because Malia JUST reminded me about the 5k jingle mabob.

well.

since graduation I lost 25 pounds.

I was 145 pounds at graduation and lost five pounds by the begining of august(when I got my driver's lisense) I remember this because on my driver's lisense it says I'm 140 pounds.

except im not 140 pounds anymore.

When I got home for thanksgiving weekend, I was 120 pounds. right now im 130 pounds because ive been eating everything I see, and I see a lot everywhere since I'm not in my dorm.

anyway i don't think I'm actually 130 pounds. Closer to 120.


first two pix are before, then next two are after.






I'm pretty sure everyones seen that picture before on facebook
but ill put it here again anyway.


I think i met my goals. im not sure what my goal was actually..

notice how my eyes are easier to find.

I told brian that I'll get a belly button ring once my stomache is flat.(after i pierce it)
THAT REALLY MOTIVATED ME. btw i got one.

I stopped running for a month and a half while I was 'seeing' that n00b so my muscle mass dropped.

which I had a ton, so I achieved 120 on time.

I'm going to start running again..

I'm going to start my 16 week training thing that I found online, its for half marathon 'race for the roses'. during week 12 I need to sign up, so I'll decide if I'm going to actually do it or not depending on whether im strong enough for it or not.

IT REALLY SUCKS EATING HEALTHY AND IM GOING TO FORGET ABOUT IT UNTIL THE REST OF THE BREAK.

and then ill go back to eating 2000 a day.

wow I hate it. but its kind of worth it. Im a size 2 now.

MAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAHA

I hope betsy got me something awesome for christmas!

So, I'm down half a pound. Could be better, could be much, much worse. I'll take it.

184

No change. Boo!

175 lbs.

he doesn't like me anymore.


oh well.

Dudes, I fell off the weight-loss wagon in a big way over the past month or so. I'm back at 184 pounds, and I feel awful. I am most seriously displeased with my back-sliding. That said, I'm ready to start again. I am going to do a weekly weigh-in on Fridays and post my weight here. Being accountable to someone somewhere is a big deal for me. Also, the public humiliation couldn't hurt my efforts.

Anyone with me? Are you bold enough to post your weight every Friday? C'mon! Join me!