MEANINGLESS RAMBLINGS....

i think i am running out of creative juices.... juices of all kinds. ARGh... i dunno what to write about anymore... if u want me to write about somethings in particular, just let me know. OKKKKK??

on an unrelated note, i love LovE LOVE the weekends, from Friday till like Sundays!! Cos i have latest class at 2pm on friday and that's it, i'm done for the weekend!! i get to majorly NUA in my room, watching all sorts of nonsense that i have downloaded the past week.... (Lost, Nip/Tuck, Brothers & Sisters, Grey's Anatomy, Survivor, Top Model) seriously. so that basically sucks like almost 10 hours away from me.... (and u wonder why i am still single right?...... noooo i'm so married to TV, or my comp for that matter, right now. Not Single, and so not available)

And when i get home, it's more tv!! Discovery Travel and Living is my favourite channel!! Woot! And i love Samantha Brown's Passport ot Europe.... she's my idol. WAHAHA

The only downside is that i have to give tuition to my cousins.... and i absolutely hate that. period.

1. This blog is about me, whining and whining... i shud start feeling like... myself again

2. I am starting to be like my father.... and wannabe-drunkard. i mean i draw the line between casual drinking and stocking up on beer in my room.... for those "just-in-case" moments when i feel bored and i need a drink or 2 to make me sleep better.... and i just fell into case no. 2.

3. everytime someone sees me, the first thing they say is "are u very stressed?" or "you look tired".... which most of the time i am, but i really dun wanna be that way.

4. its a yearly ritual to be angry at my friend for being such a lazy individual, but is seriously none of my business..... and chose to sleep the one time when i needed to talk to somebody, even thou he is like 2 doors down. which goes to show that he isnt really a very nice fren in the first place.

5. people take me fro granted.

6. So if dun take me for granted, say "i" so i wun hate u....... nah, just kidding, right?

1. After a much needed (self-declared) break, i finally got the energy to start to clear away my pile of crap... project deadlines, assignments. ARGH!!!

2. Got my air tickets to Lyon! Leaving Singapore on Air France on the 1st Jan @ 1130pm at nite! can't wait.

3. Sick.... havent been sick in a very long time. Sneezing my nose off, blowing until skin tear (aka puo4 pi2)

4. And to counter point no 3, i drank nearly 5 cups of water the past few hours

5. Which resulted me in pee-ing every 30mins now.... the tap is leaking.... in all sense of the word.

6. I hate it that in a group, people are working towards different goal, people are not working as hard as they should be, at least in my opinion. And i can't assign stuff for them to do cause i know they will give me a crap ass piece of work at the end of the day, so why not i do the bulk of it right from the start, right? Seriously, it is not fun to have dead weight in a team. I am learning that we cannot impose what we want to our team members. We can only hope that they have the conscience not to do a last minute thing and fuck up he whole group. (disclaimer: i am not targeting this at any one person... actually i am)

7. Culture nite is next tuesday!! Can't wait to dance, even thou it is just a small part. Dance is my LIFE!

8. Ate Geylang Beef Hor Fun for supper for the first time.... and boy oh boy did it rock my socks off.

So that's it for now.... pretty boring i know. More interesting things to come come Jan 07!!

Oh man i have no idea how to start this post. Basically my whole body is aching all over due to some intense clubbing session at zouk last nite. It was the funnest clubbing i've ever had cos my girl frens and 2 other older guys (whom i met thru one of my girl frens for the first time last nite) paid for drinks and i was basically drinking like a fish... i was jumping around like a insane maniac and i remember i hit some other guy and he diao me on the dance floor. Oh man. But damn was it fun.....

right till the point when i reached hall when i received news that one of the guy, Chris, who was sending some of the girls back, was stopped at a police roadblock.... and horror of all horrors, failed the breathalyser test. He was detained by the police while my girl fren had to call her boyfriend in the middle of the nite to send the strand-ees home. In the end Chris was charged and have to appear in court and may be fined up to 5000bucks... or worse, jailed if convicted....

I was so perturbed by this news that i cant sleep...... i woke up twice, i on-ed my laptop twice and tried talking to some of my frens thru MSN.... and the irony is, no one in Singapore wanted to talk to me even after a desperate plea thru my msn nick (FUCK!! I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TOOOOOOOO!!!) ya. and the first person who came to console me was a fren in California.... i went to dining hall to find step and yunn and weijie to talk. damn terrible. But i am thankful for them when i needed to vent my frustration.... this was the stupiest nite EVER.

See how spastic i look? That's my impersonation of a mad traffic engineer taking traffic readings... farnie rt?? damn retarded la this lab. (hmm i had no idea my finger was sticking out like that...)

Anyway... guess what? I GOT MY ACCEPTANCE LETTER!!! i am so flying away from here is january!! But the nightmare's only just begun.... now i got to source for the cheapest flight to Lyon... and a quick call to Austrian Air (highly recommended by Siwei and only $1170) reveals that 1st week of Jan flights are FULLY booked... no way you say? WAY!! like wat the efff right? Singaporeans too freakin rich!! So now i am a bit worried since the next best alternative is to fly on the 31st dec and arrive on New Year's Day itself to make it in time for my language course on the 8th.... but then, what the hell would be open on NYD???? So screwed up.

And i got to find out abt insurance, i got to do my visa, i got to translate my birth cert in french (no, seriously), i got to proof that i have at lease 500 odd euros in my bank account, i got to find out if i seriously need to open a bank acct since i will only be there 6months... and also internet and sim card.... HELP!!! So many things to do.

I just need to tell myself i need to get out of this place before i really turn into the freak that is shown above. Seriously.

By the way the 1800-send-cc-to-france hotline is still open and will only close next july. do contribute generously!!

1. Yes i do apologise to for not writing more in french... there is now a grand total of 2 posts in french despite my promise to write more often... You see, it takes me 1 hour at least to come up with a decent post in french... and time is not a luxury i can afford right now.

2. Speaking of all things French-y.... Why oh why are the pple at INSA Lyon taking such a farking long time to process my application?? I know they have it already and they have been "reviewing" my application since last Wednesday. Like, i mean, i don't have Mohammed as part of my name (no offence), nor do i look stupid on paper (3.6 is not very stupid wat).... so why the hell are they taking so long!!! Sundeep already has his confirmation and i freaking handed in mine earlier!

3. And damn that IRO for not emailing me the results of the Sep award. It has been freakn 3 weeks since Sept 20th!! Do those pple actually work??? XIAOWEN!!! Tell me what are the iro pple doing?? Did i not get it?

4. I do apologise for all the caps.... i am not shouting... just frustrated.

5. i hate it when personal and business matters gets mixed up. I should be more firm when i do things.

6. And i hate it that i am the only one who is mildly interested in getting the interviews done for my projects. Like seriously... only one.

7. The NUS network is seriously majorly screwing my ass up. What the hell is wrong with the freaking connection!!!! Effffffed up man.

8. I hate it that i sound so angsty. where is the cute ol' me???

9. You know what?

10. CALL

11. ME

12. GOD

13. "CALL ME GODDDDDDDDDDDD!!!"

Went back to Dunman 2 days back with 8 other frens to take a last look at the old campus, take some photos, before it gets demolished to make way for a brand spanking new school equipped with rooftop tennis courts, olympic size track and what nots. Being back at DHS brings back tonnes of happy/sad memories... Has it really been 10 years?

i still remember the 1st day of school, i had my usual anxiety attack and had to go toilet to take a dump before assembly... yes. so typical.

i remember wanting to quit scouts soooo much cos the seniors treated us literally like crap, but ended up being a Rover scout till now (albeit a very inactive one)...

i remember being the one to raise the school flag during assembly every Wednesday (i think) and have the fear of overtaking the Singapore flag and kena scolded by the teachers...

i remember Leon Lai coming to our school for some NKF thingy and basically causing a frenzy in the school.

i remember abiding to ridiculous school rules like sporting a gaudy and 80s side parting and no cross bra straps for girls....

speaking of bras, i remember pulling my frens bra strap and piak-ing her back... my first and last attempt at such an indecent behaviour.

i remember being best friends with chen bonan in sec 1 and 2, falling out with him during sec 3 and 4, and making up just in time before we graduate

yes... such innocence. i miss those days.... those were the best 4 years of my life. seriously.







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