MEANINGLESS RAMBLINGS....

Finally the paintball session which took so long to realised, finally happened today!! SUPER FUN!!!

Before that on Saturday, I lugged my lazy ass to Orchard to buy my winter wear.... and also some vouchers for my company's annual dinner lucky draw.... see i am so hardworking. working for D&D on a saturday...... went to robinsons to purchase $1860 bucks worth of vouchers. MA DE. i was so afraid i was going to lose it i kept staring at my bag the every 5 secs.

spotted a really nice jacket from Pull & Bear which was nicer than the one from Zara. LOVES IT. damage to the wallet $229. WOOHOO!! Passed by Wisma to watch the flash mob.... which turned out to be not really a flash mob cause people obviously knew about it... the crowd actually formed a square in the middle of the pavement.... a bit lame. I tot the one at Raffles was nicer. at least the people got space to dance.... ok watevs.

By the time that ended it was 7pm. Didnt wanna go back home so early so went back hall (dun judge) to drink beer and eat sausage with Alexis bitch. gotta love that! I think the 5th floor girls must be thinking i have something going on with alexis.... cos i always go back and find her. but it is SO NOT TRUE. nothing going on. nada. i'm just bored. Went back home at 10pm cos gotta wake up early on Sunday. super disciplined. cannot take it.

Woke up at a god forsaken hour of 730am to prepare.... but of cos that jibai FK aka the woman, took 100 years to come fetch me to turf city. ma de. make me wake up so early.... and made us late. Changed into our army faitgues.... and TADA!!!!

mai siao siao.... gotta love it. only weijie and i wore full army uniform... which turned out to be quite stupid cos our boots are like HOW HEAVY..... run like siao. sweat like mad. super fun like anything..... wah paintball is seriously quite fun. but really tired man. we only played 5 games, partly because we finished our 2000bullets but also because we were out of breath even after the first game. u can literally hear yourself panting inside the mask. we only had 7 people. if only there were 8 or 10 people that would be PERFECT!

the good news is i think my sickness has gone away. the bad news is..... i have no plans for the weekend because i was too ill to do anything about it.... except for sunday. paintball plus watching ma bitches perform at esplanade.... so sad. so sad. so sad. who wants to date me tmr nite!?!?! im still free!!!! i dun wanna stay at home!!

left with 2 1/2 weeks to my US trip and i havent bought ma winter wear. slightly freaking out. BCA havent sent me the work folder for me to read.... aye. and i have been slacking at work this whole week because of D&D stuff..... plus the fact that i came home early on 2 days because of mc. what a bad bad week.

realised a 21 year old neighbour passed away after getting into an accident. not very close to him. actually i didnt even knew who he was when i passed by his wake downstairs until i asked my mother who that person was.... cos i saw many young people attending, so must be someone young who died la right. so sad right.... dead at 21. can u IMAGINE. like BAM. here one second and gone the next. and then i started thinking how it would feel like to die. and if anyone who ever attend my wake. WHAT iF i get knocked down by a bus and my phone gets smashed in the process of getting hit. my parents dunno any of my frens number.... who the fuck would come to my funeral.

And what would my eulogy be like. "oh my god he was a royal pain in the ass" or "he was a bitch"..... not very pleasant right. aiyah watevs.

And tempers are running high in my family cos all 3 of us have been/are sick these past 4 days. and being sick brings out the worst in people. i realised everyone in my family is a big fat DIVA. i mean.... i no need to say la.... i am the diva. take for example my mother

mum "go and clean ur room"
me "but its not dirty what. "
mum "you live in my house so u do as i say"
DIVA.

and my dad who plonks himself on the couch after dinner and will never EVER go answer the phone, even though 100% of all the calls are either for him or my mother. NO ONE EVER CALLS ME AT HOME. i have to answer it, bring it to him all the way from the 2nd floor to the first. DIVA. fuck this shit.

my sister.... let's not even get to her. luckily she is no longer staying with us.... otherwise, 4divas in one household is waaaaaaaaaaay too many.

aiyah.... so how. who wants to date me tmr.... i dun wanna stay at home!!!!! :((((((((((

My whole family is sick. First my dad who had stomach flu for the past 3 days. Den my turn to kena, today my mother also kena..... the virus is damn potent. Felt like dying last nite. downed some medcine and went to sleep at 1030pm (!!) Kept vomiting and passing out water. all the fluids just kept coming out. felt so hot and dehydrated and i didnt eat anything for about 30 hours (besides some grapes). Stomach flu is the best way to detox man.....

went to see doctor this morning and promptly bought a sausage mcmuffin with egg and gulped it down in 3mins. loves it.

Yay so this weekend wasnt so bad afterall..... after 2 consecutive weeks of uneventful blah, finally have something to talk abt.

Friday went to orchard to shop for my winter wear. uh huh. gotta love it right.... shopping for winter wear right smack in the heat of summer. shuddap dun be hatin. Found a super nice tweed grey jacket from zara... think i'm gonna buy that one.... was at ion orchard trying to act atas in my fake ralph lauren t and chui nike bag.... went inside D&G and was just minding my own busines... den i saw this jacket it looks so shiny and nice i nearly died and when i touched it felt so light. goddess of fashion kill me now. As no one was inside the shop besdies me, so naturally all eyes (of the shop assistants) were on me. felt so paiseh i didnt even dare to look at the price tag. i just ran for my life feeling oh so paiseh.

Den i realised carrie underwood was going to perform at ion and they sealed off like all entrances and shit and it made me wonder how many people were actually going to die if there was a fire. no one can run out. i tot i could sneak a peek but alas there were a gazillion people and it was SO HOT so i went to GAP instead. I have been eyeing the 1969 jeans for the longest time. i took the skinny jeans. i wanted to go try it. my mind said yes but my body said no (cos i have fat thighs and even fatter waistline)..... but mind truimphs body. Went to try them and me thinks i faboo in them.... think i am going to lose weight and get one of those as well. ahhh the power of 600 free bucks.

quick detour to cold storage to grab some sausages (jacksonville sausges ROCKS. and they have chilli cheese and jalepeno and cheese. gon try them next time!), wine, erdinger for the bitch and den some strawberries to, well.... counter the effects of the previous 3 items. Den i went back to hall (shuddap, no judging) to find the bitch to whack those stuff.... seriously. dining in restaurants and pubs are so overrated.... just DIY yourself. same satisfaction, same company for half the price.

Talked to the 2nd floorers for like a grand total of 5mins.... talk until very happy but dunno what exactly happened.... all of them went into the lounge filled with people i dunno so i obviously i didnt follow. dismas went back into his room and in about a nanosecond i was stranded in 2nd floor. so weirdly awkward. i stunned for about 3 seconds cos i didnt know what to do so i just went home. reality check.... and mate. fuck my life...... as i was walking out i felt like i was having a walk of shame moment.... like maciam had one nite stand the nite before and then going home the morning after, feeling like shit. HAHA. shuddap i am strong.

Sat went swimming... woohoo so healthy. had a good (over)dosage of vitamin d and looking great with my tan now. went to meet bonan and weijie at tampines mall to indulge in some vices and talked for till 2am. (realised tampines has absloutely no wind at nite and i was sweating insanely inside my tshirt)..... we FINALLY planned our paintball session...... The war is on.... it's on like donkey kong. u bitches better be ready on sunday. omg i cant wait....

and we talked abt how we have known each other for over 12 years but never travelled together.... the TRAVESTY. so we discussed about going bkk (yuck) or phuket for like 3 or 4 days.... but since we are like all working, everyone has constraints right:

Weijie "eh i can only go during school holidays" (cos he is a teacher)
Me "so that means either only dec or next june right"
Weijie "eh but i cant, this dec"
Bonan "and next june i also cannot"
Me "so we are like talking about next dec? what the fuck is this... ma de talk so early for what, next year then say la"

Gotta love working life.

The more i watch this video, the more i feel depressed...

1 don't know but I believe
That some things are meant to be
And that you'll make a better me
Everyday I love you
I never thought that dreams came true
But you showed me that they do
You know that I learn somethng new
Everyday I love you
'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul.
It's a touch when I feel bad
It's a smile when I get mad
All the little things I am
Everyday I love you
Everyday I love you boy
Everyday I love you
'Cos I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul
If I asked would you say yes?
Together we're the very best
I know that I am truly blessed
Everyday I love you
And I'll give you my best
Everyday I love you

i have nothing to update because to put it simply, nothing happened this week. besides the fact that i got so seriously hungover on thursday that i took half day leave to go home. my head was throbbing. gotta love that. take leave because of hangover. woots. and the best part was.... i got drunk alone. can u say L-O-S-E-R. ya i i know... totally pathetic but i love it.

so yes. thats it. ovah. nothing more to update. shuddap. FML.

like omg my approval was endorsed! YAY! 10 days in San Fran and New Orleans.... the first 4 days to myself. can i get a HOLLLLAAAAAA. ya hooooo!!! and i get 600bucks of clothing allowance. and i am flying SQ. and i think i am staying in Hilton..... SUCK ON THAT BITCHESSSSSSSSSSS.

ok another boring weekend. But since i got nothing else better to do, i thot i's just whip up a storm in the kitchen and practise cooking!

Friday nite, came home from work cos my parents are gonna leave for korea at nite. tot i shud come home and say bye bye. and also cos i got no date. FML. haha. went to cold storage to buy ingredients which costed 60bucks. geez. but of cos it included a bottle of wine la right.... whats a weekend without wine. but omg i didnt know olive oil was so ex.

So i came home. chopped garlic, cut dried chilli, chopped mushrooms and marinate prawn. tell u man cooking is no joke. damn troublesome. hahaha. after what felt like an hour.... i managed to come up with......
TADAAAAAAAAAA linguine aglio oilio al funghi with martini rosso marinated prawns. GOTTA LOVE THAT.... omg i think i totally NAILED it. gordon ramsey would be proud..... it was so good i finished it in 3mins. and i took one hour to cook. FML. hahaha. and the cleaning up. oh god dun even get me started on THAT. at nite was really hungry again so i went to microwave 2 sausages... SO good. gonna swear off cheapo 2 bucks chicken fransk from now on.... so thats it. THAT was my super "awesome" friday nite plans. cook alone. drink alone. watch tv alone. i could get used to this.

Saturday. i woke up early and since i got ingredients to last me a lifetime, i went to cook again. HAHA. watched summore tv and then headed off to my auntie's house for lantern fest celeb! also to celebrate uncle tiong aun and jiu jiu's bday. they also bought like super a lot of bbq chicken wings, satay, noodles, roast duck, roast pork and CRABS!!!!!!! yaaaahooooo!! diet be gone!

ate like a pig, drank like a fish and watch summore tv. re-watched the proposal, which was funnier the 2nd time round i felt. den came down to sing happy bday. first to uncle tiong aun