MEANINGLESS RAMBLINGS....

Will be away from 28 May till 8 June in the land of tulips, space brownies and red-light district..... miss y'all bitches... but really quite glad to be leaving this wretched place.

i havent been blogging for the longest time.

today i had my div teambuilding. i was the one who single-handledly made this shit happen.

we had a TONNE of fun. i love my colleagues even if i dun normally hang out with them.

i feel like im being paid like shit....... i dun think i shud be staying here for the rest of my life considering this is my FIRST JOB.

i dun love my job but i dun hate it either. i do for the sake of doing.

i am at a cross road cos if i wanna JUMP SHIP i shud JUMP right after june.....

i wanna do something radically different. i even went online to google "how to become a sommelier".

pple have been approaching me up down left right centre to go join them.

HOWEVER

I DUNNO WHAT I WANT but i definitely know what i DUN WANT.

which is to be an engineer.

so how..... I DUNNO WHAT TO DO....... i need $$$$$ and  i need some ideas.

I WANNA GO OVERSEAS..... do some menial job.... get minimum wage..... bump off pple's accoms and see what's next..... BUT I HAVE NO GUTS..................

why must it be so difficult.......

everyone can finally get on with their lives, as if nothing has happened... and when people asks "so where do u live" and i reply "hougang", i finally do not need to go into a long drawn explanation as to "no it's not the part belonging to the opposition" because i am IN the fucking opposition now...

with a team consisting of a middle aged woman who is still a law lecturer, a dude who just came back to Spore after 30 yrs, another dude who's still freaking studying, a Teochew "hooligan" or another dude who no one really knows who the eff he is or cares abt, we shall see if the oppo lives up to their promises or if the ruling govt makes a superhuge comeback in 5 years.

*just a personal opinion. do not sue me thanks.