MEANINGLESS RAMBLINGS....

So recently, i've been getting myself into some shit. without naming names..... here it goes.

you know sometimes when i get drunk, or when i'm SUPER frustrated, i normally just blabber out my feelings, most of which can be out of proportion, out of line, out of context and purely do so for the sake of venting and ranting.

When i call someone a bitch, or a bastard, or a douchebag, or in this instance "a man of no substance", i don't literally mean that the person is a female dog, a illegitimate child, something to do with shit or a stupid person. there is a reason i say those things. Whether or not it is justified, is a separate matter because those are my opinions.

My only fault in this case is, i published it on Twitter. and of cos people i thought i could trust in a private conversation, couldn't keep their mouths shut. People, private convos are meant to be just that. private. I wouldn't expect to be whistle-blown upon, for a lack of better term. Such backstabbers.

I also thought that i'm smart enough to not post shit on facebook. And since my "following" on Twitter is rather small comparatively, it would be a "safer" place for me to vent. APPARENTLY NOT.

So yes, basically, someone ratted me out on something which i admit i said, but again in a private setting. Someone bascially screenshot my tweets and sent it to the person i was bitching about. And i think i basically ruined that person's life...... cos. In a nutshell, I think I outed a person who didnt want to be outed, TO HIS FAMILY no less.

like oh-my-god i think the shit just hit the fan and splattered everywhere. I hope i'm not being a cyber bully.... everyone bitches about everyone behind everybody's back, even friends. But it is not meant to be malicious, not meant to be found out, not meant to be vindictive, not meant to put down people. It is just GOSSIP. I hate to think that from now on, i have to self censor whatever that comes out of my mouth, for fear of being ratted on again. I don't do self censorship. If there's something i wanna say, i'd say it like it is. No sugarcoating.

The internet is just not a v safe place to do that, i've learnt, from this traumatic episode. Even more so for the said person. So, sincerest apologies, i hope your family don't give u shit.

and again, i'm not a cyber bully. I will just, not bitch online.