Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Sometimes i feel there is a barrier in between us.It is like a invisible barrier.There is no way around it.Sometimes it is there,sometimes not.Whenever this happens i just dont feel like talking but somehow i dont want to make you feel bad,cause this is my problem.*Sigh* Whatever it is,it makes me feel we are drifting apart. But no matter what,i will still appreciate n cherish this relationship we had.

P.S. Those baffled and in quandry shall remain that way. No questions will be entertained

Friday, August 18, 2006

When god wants me to learn a lesson,he make sure i learn it.Things happens one after another,keep reminding me about it,making sure that it goes through my thick hard skull.
Lesson learned but no action,comes back to square one.It is useless.

I have no idea what is happening.Time seems to pass so fast,yet nothing is completed but somehow i felt i used every second i have,stressinng myself out.I have not recuperate fully after the last time i got sick.Everything seems so messed up.On the surface i am nonchalant about everything,yet my feeeling are jumbled up and i'm confused.I feel like a pretender at times.But i prefer not to say anything.No special reason.

  • Neglection
  • Fooling around
  • Conversing
  • Someone i care subconciously or it is just what i think
I am in a quandrum....I'm lost.....No one can save me but myself.No assistance is offered.This is more like a do and die thing,which i think i'm slowing drying without realising it.

Thursday, August 03, 2006

7th place for Law Olympiad + 'Credit' for UNSW Science Exam = Disappointing

Studies = Stress + Devastating

Sick = Torturing

Total = Life sucks!