Fuzzy Pupu

Dear Pupu

I suddenly have an ulcer on the side of my tongue and it hurts everytime I try to move my tongue or something gets in my mouth. I took freaking 45 minutes just to finish my dinner. The ulcer looks small and harmless but its a world of pain in my mouth.

I always believe that humans are selfish by nature, and time and time again I was proven right. I dun believe in god, because the world is a sick and horrible place to live in.

Dear Pupu

I think life is complicated. Do you agree?

There are expectations to meet, people to please, deadlines to meet, relationships to hold, promises to keep, so on and so forth. Sometimes if you dun have something to hold close to your heart, you might feel that life is meaningless. And doing all the things you do in life might be for nothing. It's just like a series of drills. If you dun follow it, something bad is bound to happen.

I'm writing this with a heavy heart because something bad has already happened. I have always wish to break away from these chains that tie me, but sadly nothing can be done about it. Now these chains are tighter than usual.

If circumstances are different for me, I might be a different person.
If circumstances are different for me, I might be a happier person.
If circumstances are different for me, I might be a better person.

I dun believe in fate, because I believe in creating my own fate.

Struggling is nature's way to make one stronger, just like the birth of a butterfly.

Dear Pupu

I found another job. It's a warehouse job again. But thank goodness it is not as horrible as the previous one. Even though the pay is abit lower, there are quite a few benefits to enjoy. Most probably I'll be staying on until my ICT starts.

Terminator Salvation was quite disappointing. In fact, I think the movie is just trying to use its well known franchise reputation to rip money. Basically, nothing major happened in the movie. It's like watching a tv drama series and everything is back to sqauare one at the end of the day. They are just retracing the steps from the first movie, which I find is not needed at all.

Some scenes maybe quite good, I'll give MCG that. But the story seems to be underdeveloped. Now that the story is set in the future, there is quite alot of potential that can be unlocked. I still prefer it when James Cameron was still directing. The second movie was just brilliant. Then they just have to continue making more Terminator movies by adding onto Cameron's ideas.

I just hope that the fifth installment will be alot better. Now I'm so looking forward to Transformers!