Tuesday, September 30, 2003
Getting the idea from Eugene's blog, i went to Yahoo search and typed "Lionel Yeo" to see what would come up. Here are some interesting findings which are actually about me!:
1.Where's the Beach Dude?
... Lionel Yeo/ 18 / / St Andrew's Junior College / 25th Student Council Public Relations Officer / SAJC Dance Society / da music's hip-hop, neva gonna stop/ My ...
gallantknight.blogspot.com/
2.Group Commendations
... to right: ASPL (2001) Michael Zachary Enriquez, PL (2001) Virata Thaivasigamony, PL (2001) Lionel Yeo Shen Kiang, SPL (2001) Nicholas Foo Yong Hong, PL (2001 ...
pelandok.tripod.com/main/gp_commend.htm cached
3.HaPpY WiF mY LiFe??
... i'm back frm the camp... the camp is tiring though... the facilitators r great... my faci~ is yamwei n daxiong, while minli's faci~ is iskandar n lionel yeo... ...
4.A look at our past
... ZiLing. (St Nicholas) 2001. Physics, B4 (S3 Final Year). A1 (Preliminary Exam). Lionel Yeo. (SJI) 2001. Physics, B4 (S4 Mid Year), A2 (Preliminary Exam). Jason. ...
www.smartlab.com.sg/paststudent.htm
5.Life essay of an artist
... daughter. Telephone King Me! me! Me and Lionel This is my primary school pal Lionel Yeo currently in SAJC. My small eyes. Me and ...
www.tabulas.com/~jesmund7/gallery/album566/
6.St. Andrew's Jr College
... Marc Irawan, 02S61. 11. Nelly K, 02S61. LOY FATT, 1. Lionel Yeo, 02S71. 2. Melvyn Tan, 02S71. 3. Sim Jian Qiang, 02S71. 4. Chia Yen Yen, 02S72. 5. Chiang Zhan Xiang, 02S73. ...
www.sajc.moe.edu.sg/news02/council%20election.htm
And here are some which are not about me, but interesting things about other people who share this great name:
1.TPS Achievements
... Sailing National School Sailing Championship Senior Boys - 3rd Individual Senior Boys Category Lionel Yeo- Champion Fendi - 4th Individual Junior Boys Category ...
www.moe.edu.sg/schools/sch1201/Sch_Achieve.htm
2.The Asia - Australia Institute :: Programs/Regional Forums/Asia ...
... Mr Greg Sheridan Foreign Editor The Australian. Ms Linda Siddal Australia. Mr Lionel Yeo Minister for Information and the Arts Singapore. ...
www.aai.unsw.edu.au/rf/alfparti.htm
So cool! Didnt know i had the same name as the minister for info and arts.. power huh? Damn im good.. ahahaha
More ego boosting
Here're my miracle prelim results:
GP: 65 (B3)
Econs: 71 (B)
Physics: 71 (B)
Chem: 66 (B)
Maths: 61 (C)
My gosh! i certainly didnt expect to do this well.. (okay so i didnt get a single A, but do you know how hard it is to get a B for prelims? and im taking four subs! and i had what, 3 weeks to study?) Its a real miracle. Thank you thank you thank you Lord.
I really ought to work hard to change those Bs to As in the A levels. (yes, including maths) Focus lionel, focus.
he rocked the party at 9:01 AM |
Sunday, September 28, 2003
Sounds impressive right? This is what i received in the mail on friday:
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Dear Enlistee,
Direct Enlistment Exercise into First Commando Battalion
Please be informed that you will be enlisted for full-time National Service on 10 Dec 03. You will be posted into First Commando Battalion at Hendon Camp. Please be punctual for the enlistment exercise.
As you did not attain the required napfa test standard, you will be attending a 2-month physical training phase programme followed be a 3-month basic training.
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What the hell do you mean "did not attain the required napfa test standard?" i got GOLD for my napfa k! Gold! sheesh i feel insulted.
My reaction upon reading the letter was in this manner: 1.Commandos! All right! 2. 10 december? Shit! 7 days after grad night! 3. Aiyuh nvm la, go in earlier, get it over with faster. 4. 2 months ptp? Screw you! dont insult me man..
I later found out that the blame falls on either sajc's reliable admin system, who forgot to send our napfa results to cmpb, or on cmpb's computer cock ups. Either way, its a mistake. Read in eugene's blog that another letter's gonna come on 15th. I hope i can at least go in a little later, like January or something. This is scary, everything's happening so fast.
On the bright side, im gonna be a commando. Scary, but exciting.
he rocked the party at 9:29 AM |
Am very inspired to study after coming back from exam mass just now.. Father Simon is really very good.. he speaks really well. and im super inspired to study knowing Jesus is always by my side. Here's a little bit of advice from this other priest.. (i forgot his name, he's really fat and fierce, but good advice nonetheless) Before you start a serious hardcore mugging session, pray! Pray to the Lord to give you wisdom to understand what you're studying, pray to the Lord to give you focus so you dont drift off of go yakking with your friends, and pray to Him to give u stamina so you wont fall asleep. So simple isnt it? Such a simple way to ensure a good solid study hard session. I wonder why i didnt think of it before.
I sure need that focus. Badly. Tried studying today for a day, Sunday's usually the only day i get to have an entire afternoon uninterrupted to mug at some ulu fast food restaurant, so its really precious. But i couldnt focus today. Just couldnt. Mind kept drifting and thinking of her..
-sigh- i believe im in love. and im not afraid to admit it.
(ok stop it lionel, you're giving everyone goose pimples)
Oh screw it. Im in love. -big wide happy grin across my face-
i'd better start my multiple love affair with my books, notes, other jc prelim papers and tys-es soon. Six weeks to go!
he rocked the party at 9:07 AM |
Wednesday, September 24, 2003
those were precisely all the moods i went through for the past 2 days. sheesh. Changes in mood are irritating. Hate it when jam packed jc life shoots a hundred things at you which can make u feel happy one moment and sad the next. Its a good thing tonight ended with a -smiles-
Yay is for good results so far for prelims.
I certainly did much better than expected. (so far) Its a true miracle, you dont know how relieved/flabbergasted i am. So far, i've only received all of maths back, which i scored an overall 61, a C. (65 for paper 1 and 57 for paper 2) Not fantastic yes, but comparatively one of the better ones in college already given a killer paper 2. (still pissed at careless mistakes)
Econs: Really proud of it.. scored 15/20 for DRQ, 22/30 for case study and 23/30 for mcqs. hooray! Den again, there're bound to be pple who scored better.
Chem: Was pleasantly surprised to receive a 40.5/60 for paper 2 and 50.5 for paper 4. Caleb lee actually smiled at me when he returned the paper, i've never seen him smile before (except the xialan "you're damn stupid u know" smile he gives to me sometimes)
Physics: A miracle indeed.. remember that killer physics paper 2? Turns out i passed it with an amazing 47/90! Okay so i scraped a pass, but mannan apparantly said the college average was 35. So that's really good.
mcqs scored 48/60, practical scored 24/34, design scored 12/15.
Grr is for stupid spotchecks and neow teachers.
I actually got caught for my hair today! my hair!! and my low pants too. (what the hell's wrong with them, who wears their pants so high anyway?) thought i was pretty safe since i'd talked to mrs lim and mr silas before in my new hairstyle, and neither said anything. mrs lim even complimented me about it. Just my luck to have neow madam chan checking our class during spotcheck today and sending me to the track with everyone else. Grr. I've never gotten into trouble in sajc before! Irritating. Nolan, chiahow and a whole bunch of my classmates were caught too.. stupid neow teachers. Thankfully, Stanley Ong let me off with a "can u use a comb and water and change your hairstyle?" and i didnt have to go to their lovely school barber.
Bleargh is for being a total dick today when i was out with her
Yeah i was pretty tired today since i slept pretty late last night. But she said a little thing which irritated me (got irritated cause of a totally illogical reason, you dont have to know) so i acted like an idiot and didnt talk much. Poor her was trying to cheer me up but a combination of fatigue and irritation made it futile. im such an idiot. Aragh. But was a good thing that i slapped myself somewhere along the way and went back to normal. -sigh- oh man she's so wonderful and patient.
Smiles is for knowing someone loves me.
Yes, i do love you. i dont mind telling the world. Despite how i acted, despite all my shortcomings, you're still here, saying all these wonderful things, being the angel that you are. Im really lucky you know, to find someone like you. I only hope i can treat you in the way that you deserve to be treated. And in your words, yes, we are going to make it through.. :) Happiness is me.
he rocked the party at 8:49 AM |
Tuesday, September 23, 2003
(yes i know the title's grammatically incorrect, all you incorrigible GP vocab 5 marks scorers wannabes.)
I refuse to escape from post-prelim euphoria.
*grumble mumble* i cannot envision myself hitting the books once again, though i do realise chem practical is in less than 3 weeks time. Aragh! No no no i refuse to believe it, prelims are over holidays enjoy happiness hooray. *covers ears and runs across the ceiling*
Okay im sorry, needed to mumble all that out. However, dont you agree that its just so difficult to swing back into full blown momentum, especially after the monstrous battle of prelims? When you're just licking your wounds in the trenches, labouriously bandaging your injured comrades, cautiously peering over the edge to see how many of the enemy have been killed (in my case, thankfully, quite alot! Praise the Lord for all the miracles. smiles) and suddenly, a fresh new army comes marching from over the horizon straight at you. Aragh!
My room's in a mess from leafy revision notes dumped hastily on my desk in a desperate search attempt for the next day's paper's notes. Spent a good proportion of last night sorting them out, though its not quite half done yet. Dance vcd's been extremely addictive to scrutinize and ego-boost myself, had finally managed to squeeze enough time to spend with my love and give her the attention she deserves, had finally managed to take time out to spend quality chill out time with the bruddahood, go for dance class, update this lousy blog, exercise, watch dance competitions, go to the beach, get a tan.. and you want me to go back to the books?! No no nonononoo
Revised line from S.W.A.T: "I will give $100 million to whoever that lets me stay in here!"
Sidenote: Thanks walid and jo for e comments! I'll try to check out the html when im free.. tho i doubt it'll be too soon. I think jo's wonderful btw, she wins the award of "Most Comments Posted in Lionel's Blog" *applause*
he rocked the party at 9:19 AM |
Monday, September 22, 2003
i can pass physics i can pass physics i can pass physics i can pass physics
i can pass chem i can pass chem i can pass chem i can pass chem
i can pass econs i can pass econs i can pass econs i can pass econs
i can pass maths i can pass maths i can pass maths i can pass maths
(actually, i already passed maths... got 61. Ok fine so its not fantastic. But who cares, i passed!)
i dont think i can pass GP. oh well, that means everyone else will probably fail too. Yay.
i love her -muak-
dance concert vcd is quite nice! Though the filming leaves something to be desired.. but at least got lots of my face.. *ego ego*
i love myojo noodles.
tmr going to sentosa with the council bruddahood!
why am i typing all these? i dunno. Im crazy
Oh btw, like my new layout? pls tell me how else i can improve it.. thanks maddie and yamz! (except tell me that the banner is blocking the title. Yes i know, i cant help it.)
he rocked the party at 9:03 AM |
Saturday, September 20, 2003
...fast women, speed bikes with nitro in 'em. Hahah! Okay sorry i changed my mind, Fast Cars by craig david is now my favourite song.. power sia.
I think i've become jaded by dance. Was watching the suntec dance competition today (its quite an experience: sitting in a semi wet fountain with hundreds cramped around you, with no place to fold your long legs, with a flimsy yellow and black fence to lean upon, periodically self-massaging your aching back..) and i was really bored by most of the performances. No dont get me wrong they were frickin good, just somehow felt really bored by the whole thing. Hmm. Glen says the end of year Funkamania will be much better.. it'd better be.
Cheers to all the participants in the junior solo category. Gosh they're really cute. There were these two girls who're shorter than my knee, cant be more than five years old or so, and were dancing like christina aguileria. Or this 8 or 10 year old guy who could pop and lock better than most people. Power packed marakatham sia. That's what i call true talent, not those nuts who prance around doing bathroom dancing. (myself included)
So anyway, i had a taste of what my future life will be like. I envision myself to be cruising down to the nearby watering hole from my downtown exec condo in my porche and chilling in a comfy chair with a glass of vodka or champagne or whatever other rubbish and talking about innane mundane lighthearted stuff. Okay fine so i dont have the downtown exec condo and the porche yet.. im working on it. But i thought chilling at the bar with glen and jaime was pretty cool. Plus, i learnt that you should finish your drink as fast as you can so the bartender may give your more when he sees your glass is empty! (happened to me once today)
Hahahah okay then..
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guess what, i typed all those words above the line last night
its now sunday morning 10 am. haha! guess i'd better post this.
he rocked the party at 11:00 AM |
Friday, September 19, 2003
is my wonderful new favourite song. But that's irrelevant. I just thought it made a good title. Hahahahah!
Yes yes im full of rubbish, perhaps its because
---PRELIMS ARE OVER!!---
Whoohoo! Throw caution to the winds, roll out the red carpet, dance with elves, down 10 tequila shots, and smooch my girl.
Okay get a grip on yourself lionel. Alright so today wasnt the wild madcap day i envisioned. Maybe that'll describe 1st december, after i end my s paper. Hmm. Spent a great day with her just walking around aimlessly and eating 2 lunches (subway and chicken ramen). Its weird but we never do anything when we go out, save for the time we played pool. We simply walk and talk, but heck, only she could make walking and talking this enjoyable. And she's wonderful too. Im the luckiest guy in the world -mushy goofy grin-
(note to chia how: i am NOT pang seh! i said i was going to SEE if i wanted to join u for swimming... and i did join dem later! but you pang seh-ed us.. ah HA!)
After which, joined the brudderhood of da 25th student council for a kick-ass movie the Italian Job.. whoohoo that's one heck of a great movie, esp with liang fu, nolan and isky giving stupid comments and eugene and kuan sian's laughter. But it was really a great movie. wouldnt mind watching it again. Going for a really bad round of C.S after that at Toilet Bowl, and ending off the day with a good ol fashioned prata supper till 1am with nolan and isky.
I love the post prelim euphoria. *breathes the fresh air* ahhh this is bliss. (please do NOT tell me to lose my momentum cause A levels are coming in 7 weeks, etc. Just let me kick back and relax for 3 days okay?)
I think there's nothing better in the world than spending the day with my babe and my brudders. -grin- Yum-seng!
he rocked the party at 10:34 AM |
Wednesday, September 17, 2003
(Villian in the movie S.W.A.T: "I will give $100 million dollars to whoever who gets me out of here!")
Yes please DO get me out of this sickening state of gultiness, headaches, complaining, messy unstapled notes, unhealthy oily Long John's, BK, Bishan Macs dinners every single day, desperate scanning through TYS, falling asleep on my chair, sense of hopelessness... Get prelims over and done with!!
There's only so much one can take. As much as i wanted to study study study a month ago, and as little as i'm prepared, im sick sick sick of the bloody exams, of worrying, and of all the vices of prelims. Well i suppose i should be thankful the prelims arent as bad as i imagined they would be, i suppose i could scrape a pass for maths, econs and chem (provided tmr's paper 1 doesnt screw up). Dont even talk about bloody physics. im so pissed at the physics department.
Let's sidetrack a little and let me bitch ok? Joel asked this question today: what do you think is the main purpose of prelims: to motivate and scare you for the A levels by giving you frighteningly difficult papers so you screw up and not feel complacent, or to give you a good realistic feel of the actual exam? Obviously, it SHOULD be the latter, but it seems our dear physics department has suddenly decided that we are all geniuses, jumping from TYS-based questions for the past 2 years to S-paper material for prelims. Wonderful huh? The most important exam in our JC life, one which helps determine our scholarships, whether we get into OCS, our motivation for A levels, and they say "why dont we screw them with a hard paper this time round?"
Its NOT as if i didnt study. Ok yes, granted i didnt pay as much attention for physics as the other subjects but i never study hard for it anyway and i've never gotten below a B.. sheesh i'd be happy to get an E this time round. There goes my happy record. From the looks of it, seems the highest grade they'll get from all the students is a C, and a low one at that. Sheesh even the scholars in my class were stumped, and we're not the top physics class for nothing. Hah. That'll be something to see: Entire Cohort Fails Physics! Whoohoo!
Ah screw it. I've never been one to dwell on what's already happened. So even if i do screw up, there's bound to be people who screwed up worse than me, so there's comfort in that. (Forgive the sadist attitude) But today just made me feel so sick of the whole prelim drill, just want to cast it all aside and heck, get it over with!! Very tempted not to go to school and skip the next 2 papers. Who cares how well or how badly i do, its only frickin prelims, with my physics grades, its not as if i'll be getting a Cambridge letter anytime soon (sorry Deb, its now up to you!)
Two more days to go.. this is agony. I want to burn all my notes and drink and party till i forget who i am. This is pure, slow and sweet torture. 2 more papers and 2 more days! And its not even the A Levels yet. (But then again, the A levels wont last this long.. and the papers will surely be much easier.. i hope)
Aragh!
You are my only thread to sanity. Thank you for being there today. Love you!
he rocked the party at 8:26 AM |
Saturday, September 13, 2003
I got this from an email, thought it was simply wonderful:
People are often unreasonable, illogical and
self-centered;
Forgive them anyway.
If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish,
ulterior motives;
Be kind anyway.
If you are successful, you will win some false
friends and some true enemies;
Succeed anyway.
If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;
Be honest and frank anyway.
What you spend years building, someone could destroy
overnight;
Build anyway.
If you find serenity and happiness, they may be
jealous;
Be happy anyway.
The good you do today, people will often forget
tomorrow;
Do good anyway.
Give the world the best you have, and it may never be
enough;
Give the world the best you have anyway.
You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and
God;
it was never between you and them anyway.
~Mother Teresa
That's just so smart isnt it? So simple, plain, straightforward and answers everything! Have you ever asked yourself that question "why am i living for anyway? what's the point of doing everything to the best when it all disappears in the end?" I know i've asked myself that constantly, and ta-dah! that's the answer right there.. cause in the end, God knows everything you do, and that's the only thing that matters.
(now THAT'S good prelim motivation!)
he rocked the party at 7:05 PM |
Thursday, September 11, 2003
I'm really grossed out by myself. Sorry for e mushy past few entries. -embarrassed- wahaha
anyways, how is everyone doing? Bloody prelims and all.. gosh its pressurizing (re: debbie's friend received a letter from HARVARD! What kind of rubbish is that?! sheesh some people get all the luck.) Well deb, i'd really love to "hao lian to each other our cambridge and oxford we'll-be-gobsmacked-if-u-dont-choose-to-come-to-our-school letters" but at the rate im going.. hmm. i'd be happy enough to hao lian a letter from NUS thank you very much. Poor dreams, yes.
i dont know if its the same for everyone else, i know isky agrees with me on this part: Im bloody sick of studying. The usual reassuring panicky exam mugging mode which drives you to mug for 12 hours a day, ever present in block test 1 has disappeared. And the super slack, boh-chup attitude of not caring about exams yet scoring miraculously well of block test 2 has gone to the winds too! What is present now is the strange worst-of-both-worlds feelings of "hmm prelims is really important, your future is at stake you slacker! But dammit ive been looking at this page of notes for 1 hour with nothing going in, and i just want to burn it all and enjoy what is supposed to be the hols" Sorta like a I-really-want-to-do-well-oh-but-screw-the-studying kind of attitude, know what i mean?
What the heck's happening to me?
Dont get me wrong, i know prelims are bloody important. Im waking up at 7 everyday just so i can get to school by 8 to mug for the entire day. But somehow the mugging doesnt seem to be giving quite so many reassuringly satisfying headaches (yes i know its contradicting, but the fact that you've got a headache tells u you've studied your best) im going at a really slow rate, been falling asleep more, and getting really really distracted. Hmm. Just feel so damn sick of the whole drill, know what i mean? So bored to death of school, of staring at the same old info over and over again.. bleargh.
i dunno, what do all of you think? feel the same way?
I desperately need some inspiration/intimidation. Whatever works more effectively. Deb's friend with the harvard letter's scary, but i need something more to hit me.
(please dont really come up to me and hit me. -grin- looks like the corniness isnt gone yet)
he rocked the party at 10:18 AM |
Monday, September 08, 2003
I coped this off dear Debbie's blog. I wish i was as eloquent as this, wish i could spout simple yet strikingly wonderful words of emotion when im with her, but somehow i fall short. So this is what i really wanted to say:
Harry: Well how does it work?
Sally: I don't know but not this way.
Harry: Well how about this way. I love that you get cold when it's seventy one degrees out, I love that it takes you an hour and a half to order a sandwich, I love that you get a little crinkle above your nose when you're looking at me like I'm nuts, I love that after I spend a day with you I can still smell your perfume on my clothes and I love that you are the last person I want to talk to before I go to sleep at night. And it's not because I'm lonely, and it's not because it's New Years Eve. I came here tonight because when you realise you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of the life to start as soon as possible.
Sally: You see, that is just like you Harry. You say things like that and you make it impossible for me to hate you. And I hate you Harry... I really hate you. I hate you.
- from when harry met sally
Wow, is it even possible to talk to someone (even if it IS her) to be so overcome by emotion and to say something like that spontaneously without (and this is the tricky part) feeling all corny and mushy-fied?
Here's what I love: I love it that you're still willing to be with me despite all my imperfections, even though i'm not the "harry" that i want to be.
Oh screw being afraid of being corny/unoriginal. What else?
I love the way your voice changes with your mood, from the high soprano squeeks of indignation, to the low smooth vanilla coke soothings which only my soul can hear. I love how i hate to leave you at night and how i count down the hours till i see you again. I love how you charm my words right out of my mouth when you speak, rendering me speechless with just an insufficent "hmm." which crawls pathetically out and dribbles away.
i'll stop. Have a feeling you're all getting goose pimples by now.
Walking on clouds can be lonely too, but its a lovely kind of lonely, cause i know it'll be gone in a few hours.
he rocked the party at 10:50 AM |
Saturday, September 06, 2003
Was caught in a real life TCS 8 drama today. Gosh.. it was scary. I came really close to losing that which i really care about. They say you dont know what you got till its gone, well, i can really testify to that. An excruciatingly long day staring at physics formulas in long john silvers, with abolutely nothing going in.. not knowing about the future of us.. sheesh i hated it. I really thank the Lord that He answered my prayers and made everything okay.. in the nick of time too. -sigh- Was really freaking out today, just couldnt lose her..
Big thanks to Chia How, Rox, and Nolan for helping me through the painful day, esp nolan who met up with me to chat after the event and his constant "eh so how?" smses. Gosh i love you guys. Thank you thank you thank you.
To the buggerdil who's responsible to this: You sick perverted freak. Got nothing better to do? Get a life sheesh.. screw you, cause you'll get your just desserts one day. And whoever you are, if i dont hunt you down, someone else will, and make sure you'll never talk again.
Well, i suppose everything turned out for the better. Everything's cleared up, everyone in the class is warned about him, and most importantly, the prince and princess lives happily ever after. Guess who got his 16th? :)
And i'm not gonna lose it. Love you.
he rocked the party at 9:44 AM |
Friday, September 05, 2003
3 Cheers to the Brotherhood of the 25th Student Council! Spent a sinfully waste time day with the brotherhood, starting with a screening of Pirates of the Caribbean, (which nolan and isky pang seh-ed us. grr) going on to lucky plaza to shoot some pool (i just realised im really bad at it) and shoot each other in a good ol fashioned game of Counterstrike! Wow havent played that in years.. felt good to shoot your own friends. Hahahah
Still, naggy tiny voice in my head screaming that i should be studying for prelims.. yes yes. Managed to squeeze in about 4 hours of mugging today too, 2 in the morning and 2 at night. Not enough tho. Shall do maths later.
I never expected not seeing her today would bother me so much. Its stupid to see her everyday, you'd get sick of each other by the end of the month. -sigh- but a day without her is like eternity.. even if you're with the wonderful company of the brotherhood.
I am so grossed out by myself. Get a grip on yourself!
he rocked the party at 9:08 AM |
Thursday, September 04, 2003
I have never felt this sinful for a long time.. or this good.
(Not that you pervs, i meant that in a totally platonic way... by sinful i mean not studying.. d'oh!)
As the song goes..
you are incredible, you are amazing! You're one of a kind, blow my mind..
Its not supposed to happen now, not at this time, its really wrong.
But who cares, it feels good and i love it.
It WILL work out. i know it will, have my cake and gobble in down with a satisfied burp certainty. It has to.
Remember dude: focus! focus focus studies studies prelims A levels scholarship whatever other rubbish there is.
Remember also dude: dont lose this chance and you dont want to lose everything.. this special feeling, warmth, passion..
Plan: study study study study "shut up dont disturb me!" study study study "no i dont wanna go play pool SHUT UP!" study study study... in the day, fly away to the clouds at night. :)
Yes that's a good plan.
-sigh- its too good to be true. i really hope it lasts..
he rocked the party at 10:09 AM |
Tuesday, September 02, 2003
Is it all happening too fast? It wasn't supposed to be this way, not supposed to feel this way so fast. But since when did life ever go according to plan anyway?
I cant help feeling lost, confused in a tangle of emotions, whims, feelings and desires. Perhaps i've yearned so much for it for so long that i dont know what it feels like upon reaching the goal. Like the determined athelete who trains hard for that X-country competition and receives the gold.. after the euphoria, what next? You never really think about what happens after you've gotten what you've wanted for so long do you? But i've not crossed the finish line yet, i know. Or have i? I dont know. Is this what i want?
-sighs in contentment- im walking on clouds. Yet aimlessly lost in the large blue sky. Wealth and riches await me back down on earth, but i'd rather stay here with my queen, thank you very much.
Btw: That song by Alex Band and Santana is really great. Damn wish i had his voice. (alex, not santana you doofus)
he rocked the party at 8:52 AM |
