i hate maplestory... it is a stupid game... u just walk around killing silly monsters... with awful names...
but why you can spend so much time on it... sacrificing everything just to play the game...
there is no point in going down... reason being... there is nothing to be done... reason for that... ur topsy turvy lifestyle... and ur obession with ur game...
the 2 things in ur life... 1) ur bed 2) ur computer and dat's all...
wat u do everyday is just playing the stupid game... and going to sleep after dat... you can dun even bother about me...
even if i'm next to u... the conversation will just be about maple...
u find more joy in killing the stupid monsters... and chatting with the buddies in the game...
even if i'm on the fone with u... both will just remain quiet... or i dun get replies from u...
i hate u... i hate the game...
i wan the beach... i wan to cry...
i'm demanding too much from u... i'm just a nuisence.. so just dun bother about me... leave everything as it is right now...
you will be very happy won't u... you won't need me... being or not being in ur life will not make any difference to u...
dun care about me... just dun bother... cuz i just dun mean anything to u...
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Thursday, July 21, 2005
~* Happy Birthday Rachel !!!! *~
Sorry din get u a present...
haha..
cuz i just bumped into u while on my way to sch...
anyway... u will get ur belated gift soon...
as soon as we meet up again...
take care...
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Monday, July 18, 2005
Congratulations to me....
i won a 2 nite stay at Sentosa n a designer watch...
and all these from a lucky draw...
which i dun even know when i participated in it...
i dun remember filling up a lucky draw coupon...
but who cares... i won.... haha
haha... and since my birthday is coming...
most prob i will celebrate it at Sentosa...
since it's free... why not make use of it...
~* smilez *~
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Thursday, July 07, 2005
i had a dream again... and yup... it was a silly dream again... but strange... of all people... why her dat will appear in my dream?
i dreamt that she was part of my family... but i dun know how is she related to me... it was the chinese new year period... we were all at my grandma's house... she just sat alone at the corner of the living room... and no one bothered about her... everyone just dun seem to know who is she...
whereas for me and my other cousins... we were all sitting diagonally opposite her... and chatting with one another...
though we seem to be very engrossed in our conversation... at the corner of my eye... i just can't help but keep stealing glances of her... i went to the kitchen to get a drink... and everyone was so friendly with me... smiling at me and trying to pick up a conversation... but for her... no one seem to care about her existence... she was physically present there... and everyone knew it... they just did not speak to her or do anything...
wonder wat was the dream trying to tell me... i dun understand why i dreamt of her... decipher my dream anyone... distressed....
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Monday, July 04, 2005
i'm a jinx.... everyone just stay away from me... cuz i bring nothing but trouble to u... i never do anything right... and nothing ever turns out well with me around.... everything planned als doesn't turn out as planned...
i miss dinner outside with u... i miss going out with u... i miss watching movies with u... i miss the things dat we do last time...