i've realised dat all my previous entries were on a rather sad tone...
but after all the thunderstorm...
raina is yet a happy ger...
i'm smiling again...
like i've said...
with love... ("v") i'm happy...
r a ! n a _____________*
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
for now....
perhaps it wasn't to keep... perhaps it was never meant to be... perhaps it was not fated to be mine...
so i just have to let go...
let go of...
the feeling... the memories... everything...
r a ! n a _____________*
Sunday, January 14, 2007
many times i open a window wanting to blog... but after i do, my mind goes blank...
as said by M4tchb0x, i seem troubled... indeed i am... but there isn't anything i can do about it... no idea where things are going... no idea how things will turn out...
he called me "stupid jie" and say i'm as dumb as him to believe in some stuffs about life... so rude... >.<
and he... he said i've changed... keeps on insisting dat there is another guy... when there isn't... i get fed up and he tinks it is a sign of admitance... haix....
recently, i get bored out easily... i get upset easily... i get afraid of stuffs... i wan so much attention...