♥ love ♥

Wednesday, March 28, 2007

after u left, everytime when i’m on my way back….
walking along the road back to my house…
i will just feel so down…
i would wish…
dat u would suddenly appear in front of me…
gimme a hug dat i long for so much…

being strong in front of others…
is the façade dat i show everyone…
but wat happens inside…
it’s tearing me apart…

i miss u so much…
the simple weekends with u…
doing nothing but at least it is with u…

i find it so hard now…
to have dat silly grin on my face like before…
is the reason cuz u are not here any longer…

i’ve realized dat my smile is no longer genuine anymore…
Laughter is just a way to cover up….
it is hard to pretend…
is there a chance whereby i can cry out loud…
of how much i miss u…

Only 20 days have passed…
and there is so long more to go…

i know it is difficult for u as well…

so it is the reason to why…
i can’t show it in front of u…
i can’t cry in front of u…
cuz it will affect u…

i miss u loads…

Can u appear in front of me like a miracle?

可不可以任性求求你不要去 ...

r a ! n a _____________*

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

也许随着时间的流失
事情都变的不一样了

以前的欢笑日子
以不在

无理头的谈话
也不知在哪里了

失去的这一切
能够挽回吗
能够再找到吗

好怀念那以前的日子

r a ! n a _____________*

Sunday, March 18, 2007

it's been 11 days since he's gone...
and days has been hard to pass...

though classes has started...
it is no longer the same journey...
as there is no fone call from him...
and i'm unable to call him after class...

i got terribly sick last nite...
down with a high fever and terrible headache...
could not walk straight or stand properly...

there was no one at home at all...
it was the most terrible nite ever...
felt so uncomfortable...
splitting headache....
whole body burning and sticky from the pesperiation...

sigh...

r a ! n a _____________*

Thursday, March 08, 2007