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Friday, June 29, 2007

脑里想的...

都是你已不在是我专属的....

想像似的画面太过难受了....

让我不禁流下了伤心无奈的眼泪....

r a ! n a _____________*

Thursday, June 28, 2007

words not said...
misgivings not heard...

left without a sound...
back only in 4 days...

form of release...
not found...

built up emotions...
piling up...

feeling of wanting...
wanting to cry...
is back again...

where is my last time smiles...

where is my last time fun...

where is my last time me...

i need my occasional dose period...
stuff me with chocolates... loads and loads of them...
shower me with huggies... squeeze me as tight as u can...

as of now... i only got my teddies...

but...

it makes things all the more, more miserable...

missing them loads...
missing him loads...

r a ! n a _____________*

Monday, June 25, 2007

raina grow up already...

from this....

to this....

eeks... and she likes arithmetic exercise.... >.<
想想看... 明星梦做不成了...
hmmz.... 幼儿园老师也不错...

so kawaii...
just the characters i wanted...

love lots.... hee...

r a ! n a _____________*

Sunday, June 24, 2007

i've got a new toy...

so dis is my baby ger.... hee so ke ai rite...

she loves dancing...
but den cuz she is only 1 year old she cannot master some of the moves...
den she will 生气.... haha...

den when i call her to come to me....
at the start she will be very happy....
but after dat she will give me the -_-" face...
so naughty.... so 坏蛋!!

but in whole.....

还是可爱的!!

love love.... hee hee...

r a ! n a _____________*

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

了解的越多... 就越难接受...
需求.... 也变的越难达到...

我...

真的有如此的让人讨厌吗...
真的有如此的那么一无是处吗...

你...

真的就要就此把我丢一旁... 不再管我了吗...

我...

是多么如此的需要你...
当我迷失方向时引导我...
教我如何交朋友...
有需要是在我身边...
听我发牢骚...
让我对你撒娇...
那么需要你照顾我... 疼爱我...
那么多的需要与关怀...

你...

又怎么能这样呢...

在你眼里渺小的我...
是多么需要你来照顾我... 教导我... 关心我... 疼爱我... 指引我...
还有好多好多...

你...

算是敷衍我...

我...

也会非常的感激你...

r a ! n a _____________*

Saturday, June 16, 2007

好無奈的等待
到了幾時才能停止呢

你說過你要去
但最後還不是
堅持不下去
在朋友的慫恿之下屈服了

即使你好想放松心情
好好的過長假

但我呢
明知短期內
不能和我勾通
還不能捨棄那一晚
陪我一下嗎

最近的你
再也沒有發簡訊給我了

所以我只能等你上線
上線的你也是忙的現狀中
沒對我有任何回應

雖然知道不能對你太過克制
但身在兩國的我們
難道不能為彼此
付出那麼多一點

這樣一來﹐就能讓對方感受到你的存在

不是這樣的嗎

r a ! n a _____________*

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

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Monday, June 11, 2007

Wouldn't it be nice...

if i had this laptop...

so sweet...

though i'm not a huge fan of Hello Kitty...

But isn't it every girl's dream to own it...

i wan...

r a ! n a _____________*

Thursday, June 07, 2007

oh no....
he says my face is filled with pimples...
ugly already....
den tell me must take care of my face to be pretty pretty...
.... dots ....

i ask him is it when i become ugly he dun wan me already...
lolx... he denied...

but he says i must stay pretty to 留著他的心...

hmpf...

must do facial liao lah...

r a ! n a _____________*

Monday, June 04, 2007

time really flies by...
approx. 2 months has passed...
and my darlin is coming back soon...
so happy... can't wait for dat to happen...

he has been so nice recently...
talking to me over the webcam...
collecting toys for me... hee...
just ytd... he got dis huge bouquet of bearies...
though he says it is not for me...
but who believes it anyway... lolx...

the past week, has been eventful...

monday

meeting with committee... and 2 new pple were introduced into the team...
really need the help cuz i'm like overladen with the the areas i need to cover...
now with the help of evelyn and agnes... i feel i can breathe bettter haha...

tuesday & wednesday

nes stayed over my place... been way long since it happened...
talked till the wee hours of the nite about our happenings...
updated one another on the ongoing things of our lifes...
it once seemed that we have drifted away from one another...
no longer that close as ever... and not able to understand each other any longer...
but after the nite conversations... it was actually not the case...
we still are as close as ever and can share our feelings with one another...
=)

thursday

swimming in the late afternoon... long since i swam as well...

friday

stayed at home to get work done...

saturday

ooh busy day... morning meeting at JJC...
den followed by a baby shower...
so ke aiii the baby boy...
and after dat...
a shop opening ceremony at beach rd...
the clothes there very nice... quite reasonable pricing as well...
another stop to go to next time round...

sunday

was spent at home doing work...
but it gave me the chance to talk more to him...
over the webcam... spoke about quite abit of things...

miss him loads...
sometimes just wished he was around...
but he is going to come back soon!!

Ganbate ne!!

r a ! n a _____________*

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~*Serene ` Raina*~

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