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Saturday, September 29, 2007

it is really quite saddening to realise that some pple will just make use of one another to achieve something...
okie... maybe 'make use' is too harsh a word to use here...
but seriously... this is how i feel...

the meaning of coming online for me...
does not seem to be there anymore...

no one bothers anyway...

yea... a busy lifestyle seems just able to redeem u of all ur faults...
so there is no fault against u...
but is it really the case...

cuz i believe that no matter how busy someone is...
time is just how u plan it...
how u allocate it to certain things and piorities in life...

maybe the it does not seem important any longer...
so it does not matter...

but by all means...
i'm disappointed...
maybe i shd not put in so much effort...
dat way... disappointment will not be as great...

r a ! n a _____________*

Friday, September 28, 2007

1 litre of tears

This show is about a girl who was diagnosed with an incurable degenerative disease at 15, but was able to continue her life until her death at the age of 25.
The drama is an adaption of the diary of a Japanese girl named Aya, who suffered from spinocerebellar ataxia. She began keeping a diary at the suggestion of her doctor, and continued to write until she could no longer hold a pen. The diary, titled 1 Litre of Tears, was published shortly after her death.

It was super sad.... and i cried almost like every single episode... really heart aching to see... how much she wants to live on and how much she struggles to do it...

Life awakening show...

makes one think... are we taking all that we have currently for granted...

and we seriously do not know how to appreciate the things we have in life...

now... with my puffy swollen eyes... i have to prepare for my assignments....

r a ! n a _____________*

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

just came back from uni....
though it was a holiday....
and i'm like super duper happy...

=)

=)

=)

cuz i scored a distinction for my placement unit....

the one dat i gave lots of effort to make things work...

the one dat i had to wake up on early saturday morning to make my way down to the west...

the one dat i had to work with my kids... dat are way cool and cute...

the one dat gave me chance to know many many nice pple...

the one dat made me realised wat it was that i liked to do....

the one dat made my lecturer comment good on...

the one project dat i spent 3 months into...

the one dat made me jump up in the middle of the night worrying about not completing watsoever...

the one dat made dawn call me every morning...

the one dat made him come down all the way from the west....

the one dat i stayed up all the way thru 40 over hours to make the event a success....

the one dat made me see the ever so handsome parl sec.... =X

the one dat gave me the utmost experience and fun ever...

the one dat gave me insights to the job....

the one dat made me worry about coverage...

the one dat made me afraid of the media...

the one dat allowed me to voice my opinions and valued them as good suggestions...

the one dat made me give towards a good cause...

the one dat made me stoned when it came to an end...

the one dat made me feel so empty after it ended...

the one dat made me wanna cry when it all ended...

the one dat i scored a distinction in.... =)

r a ! n a _____________*

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

lolx... it is weird...
last nite... glen blabbered to my other hsemates dat i know how to play counter strike...
for those who knows me long enuff...
will know dat is like ages ago...
erm... around 5 years ago...
way long...

ya so they asked me which clan etc...
but i'm not even in one to start with...
den they even asked me to play abit to let them see...
i was like huh.... it has been ages since i played...
and besides the version now is so different lah...

talking abt counter strike...
wat i know goes way back to 5 years ago...
haha... the top clans... different maps... tactics and all...

personalised training from him...
going to different cybercafes to have a match...
ehub training grounds....
where i learnt everything...
even participated in clan training matches...
where i secretly took over his position and played abit...
and i remained the last man standing... haha...
remember that everyone was shouting across wondering where i was...
lolx... funny memories

r a ! n a _____________*

Thursday, September 13, 2007

with me having nothing better to do....
and perhaps... trying to get a suitable picture for my resume...
did the following...

trying hard to cover the pimple.... it popped out all of a sudden.... making me feel ugly.... sobx...

as seen... the huge pimple... it so huge lah.... sigh....

have i grown chubbier or wat....

r a ! n a _____________*

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

我

是不是太过小气了呢

大了一岁的我
不是应该比较懂得辩解理论了吗

虽事情看来是我的错
但我觉得我没错啊

他能唆使撒娇
为何我就不能
反而还被道过来问
“你就不能成熟一点”

请你必定要搞清楚状况
我不需要你来告诉我如何做事
我也不需要你来告诉我为人处事的方法
因为你自己也好不到那里去
甚至可以说比我惨好几百倍

所以听好了
我不需要你在我生活圈子里
你最好事离我远一点
你的存在对我来说一点也没关系

从今天起
你所作的或说的
都不会对我有任何影响
但如果你来惹我的话
我一定不会跟你客气的
你等着瞧

居住在这
好像就一定要随他的意思生活
唯有差异就会被他讲或取笑
唯一发泄的空间都没有的我
有一顺间，真的很想很想甩东西
就好是甩到它惨不忍睹

有姐姐在这，也仿佛没有一样
她以早就像嫁过去似的
一天可能见她不过一小时
她回家找的人，一定不是我

找到过后
也摆出那‘我是姐姐，所以你要听我的’的架子
叫我作东作西的

幸好已经九月份了
再过两个月
我就可以脱离苦海了
好期待那天的到来

r a ! n a _____________*

Saturday, September 01, 2007

My 22nd Birthday - 260807

Me, mummy, my sis, Glen and Ben my housemate went to Hana BBQ for dinner... It was a buffet spread where it is eat all you can Korean BBQ... had alot of meat, red meat to be specific... and was feeling bloated after dat for the whole nite...

This was how the spead look... seems to be abit finished cuz i forgot all about the camera until i was done with dinner... which explains the emptiness on the plates... lolx... gosh... u should see them when they were all filled with meat...!!

and i've realised something.... whenever i go for bbq.... it would be a very unbalanced diet..

THERE ARE NO VEGETABLES IN THE MEAL!!

but anyway.... to continue on....

our scrumptious feast i could say... and the pple who attended it... right to left... Ben, Glen, sis Sarah and of course me!!

Us again... when we were all already satisfied with our meal.... bloated and all... it explains the puffyness of the cheeks... not cuz i'm *** okie... the word is taboo.. dun say it out... =X

and when the meal was done...

tadah.... out came my berry berry strawberry cake.... looks like a wedding cake to me... cuz there was dis huge heart in the middle with flora decorations... and it is all pink!! haha... courtesy of my sis who bought it....

hold on a minute.... my mum paid for it... which means.... my sis still owes me a present!!

the candles were lighted.... it filled the whole cake.... -_-" all 22 of them was lined around the circumference of the cake.... making it so hard to blow lah.... cannot finish blowing them at one shot....

den i made my wish.... which is...... ahem.... a secret... shhhz.... =X

thus the day ended.... will just dinner and a cake....

and yesterday.... 310807

the mail came.... and inside.... was my present from nes!!

nice paper for writing letters to her.... my beary pouch.... hee =) and a card.... and of course... my certificate for participating as a committee member in OD'07... xie xie ni xiao tou...

and i was waiting so long to why my mail has not arrived.... reason being.... it was held for quarrantine.... and they opened my package... they even spoiled the envelope and tried to mend it with scotch tape.... ARGH!!

lucky thing there was no plant watsoever inside otherwise i won't get it at all.... GRRR....

by all means...

i'm happy.... =)

r a ! n a _____________*

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