Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Coming Friday...
It will be the end of the school term for me...
No more lectures... or tutorials...

it is just so weird...
just how fast time passed this semester...
it is like a blink of an eye...
and it has been 3 months gone like dat...

with the exception of exams 3 weeks from now...
i'm officially school-less for the rest of my life...
no more assignments for me...
Yoophie.....

though i never condemn my groupmate ever before...
i experienced super duper 'great' team-mates dis sem...
some dat will come to class and hour late...
and even if he/she is in class...
the person would be snoring away while the others discuss...

and another... dat completely vanished from the phase of the earth...

and lastly one... dat has to tend to the cows instead of coming to class...

great variety of ultra 'nice' pple...

wth...

luckily had others who were great and tgt we practically did all the work...

after exams....

i'm going back!!

miss sg...

miss having to go out whenever i wan...
miss having late nite coffee or chats...
miss steamboats!!
and clubbing...
haha..

till i'm back...

miss me guys....

=)

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Friday, October 26, 2007

while taking a breather from assignment and simulations....


i played the game "Grow Island"


one of those grow games by http://www.eyemaze.com/


really challenging...





i tried like a thousnad and one times before getting the sequence right....




My Little Island...

therefore completing the game... =)

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Tuesday, October 23, 2007

have been in tuned with an online story blog for quite some time...
and wat i feel the most beautiful story had just been completed...

The Book of Love 爱神の书

It is a wonderful wonderful story...
dat makes tears flow uncontrollaby...
it is a sentimental story...
dat makes u ponder and think about just the most simplest things in life...

the abstract in front of every chapter...
is also another great perception on life...
the littlest things... the lovely memories...
it will not fail to make u spend a few moments reflecting on urself...

i wished i could write like dat...
but i tried i tink...
and it doesn't seem to be successful...

it is a definately must read...

http://anntonii.blogspot.com

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Monday, October 22, 2007

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Saturday, October 20, 2007






it is definately crunch time now...
with assignments all due on monday, 22nd Oct
there is a 25 page logistics plan for events....
a reflection paper for capstone...
and the individual simulation is to start on the 22nd as well....
argh...
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i'm overloaded!!







and i'm nursing my feverish flu....
and my horrible backache as well...
my back hurts like hell lah....







my sis was tryin to massage for me just now....
but it was too painful to even do anything....
sobx sobx....








just have to pile myself with work....
and concentrate on it to make me forget dat my back even hurts....






and i tink it is working just cuz i have too much to tink of for my assignments to tink about pain....





oh ya....
and i've got a sunburn as well....
from my port coogee fieldtrip...
dat i forgot to take pics of...
and forgot to put sunscreen....
resulting in me...

looking like above....

grrrr.......






another thing is dat....

i'm not getting enuff of my py-theraphy....

he is either off mahjong-ing away...

or today ktv-ing away....

hmpf....

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Sunday, October 14, 2007



sometimes i just seriously wonder why after so many years...
he is still so determinant in my life...
and hold such a tight grip over it...

though not physically but definately mentally...
not only he is able to make my thoughts wonder with just one sentence....
he also has the ability to calm me down tremendously with just one sentence as well...

being tgt with him makes me feel dat i need so much protection from him...
so much showering of attention, love n care...

so much so that...

the moment i'm not able to find him...
i get affected.... and depressed... n i will lose all mood to do anything...
though most of the time i'll know wat he is doing and why he does not respond...
but still i would feel downright terrible...

i would just need him to listen to all my blabbering...
den i'll feel very much better...

i would wait every singel day for the time whereby he will come online so i'll be able to talk to him...
i would just need to tell him everything....
be it how little or how insignificant it is....

he kinds of holds the key to my emotions...
and can control them according to his actions...

it might seem dat i'm possessive...
but he definately needs to be around me 24/7 for me to be at ease n smile...

i'm too overly dependent on him...

though it is something not to be proud of or smoething dat should be condoned...
i would rather things remain as the way it is now...

maybe if i could choose...
dat he be more sensitive towards me...
and know when i need him around...
be it just to lend a listening ear....
or to just gimme a huggie...

i so miss him presence around me...

most importantly....

i miss having him tell me everything is going to be alright...

i miss him loads...

way loads...

=(




'myspace

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Friday, October 05, 2007

Just completed a huge presentation dat weighs 30% of my coursework.... definately a huge load off my shoulders.... it was good and comments were positive.... so now is to work on the 4000 word report dat is also worth another 30%... the weightage... equally high.... =(
sure to have like loads to write and i'm going to have difficulties in the consturuction of my sentences again... will have to do editing on my grp member's part too cuz she is not too competent in writing....

though the bulk of presentation is done...
the feeling of me now.....


is like the poor doggie above.... lonely, sad, unwanted....
basically going thru like emo period....
haix...



would need nice things to cheer me up...
need more attention too...
imagine having the food above served to u....
i'm bound to have my sprits immediately lifted up...
and be super duper happy....


but alas...
no one is going to do it for me....
and i won't get it served to me.....
at least not for now...






was actually looking so forward to having a holiday to taiwan end of the year...
all the shopping... eating.... manicure... etc...
but now it just does not seem so attractive to me any longer...
so going or not going does not really matter anymore...

*maybe it is due to the fact that i'll be unable to meet him as there is a clash in dates....




anyway....

period.

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Tuesday, October 02, 2007

i was once so bitter anout a certain someone....
it made me hurt myself as well....

and after service on sunday...
i've realised...

rather be a rose dat hurts others with ur thorns...
and prick their fingers....

isn't it better to sacrifice and rid urself of the thorn....
and be a beautiful rose dat everyone likes....

a rose that is also know as the flower of love....

afterall....

forgiveness brings about healing...

with forgiveness...
healing works...
prayer will be fufilled...
peace and serenity will follow closely behind....

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